Wild Cherry

Play that funky music white boy, Yea

The Wish List.

Hello,

Ok, i know that i have post it before but this is going according and in order of what i want. 1 as the most i want and so on so on. So here it comes....

1. A new handphone
-Sony Ericsson Z710i
-Iphone 3G
2. 1 Terabyte Harddrive or 250gb or 320gb harddrive...prefer to have western digital or a pendrive la actually i need one pendrive. well you can get me a 2gb-4gb should be fine. need one
3. A new wallet - i don't want with velcro wallets. i want it flip and flat type. little bit higher than pasar malam please.
4. Nike travelling Bag
5. Zippo lighter. which is lasered with 'Joel Paul the Addict' slightly at the bottom and at the top 'Flame On!'
6. 2 new basketball, i don't mind Nike 3000 or Spalding or Molten
7. Nike short pants - my waist is about 26 -29 cm around. As long it just cover my knees.
8. Nike long pants - same but long la
9. N'sync greatest hits
10. Toy sword(like Jay's one)
11. Grimlock - i want the old version, which is blue. don't know, click on this Grimlockold
12. Nike shoes
-basketball: zoom bb, hypedunk, ultraflight
13. Nike swoosh collar shirts: Bright blue, orange
14. Nike shirt with the word: Why drive, When you can Fly
15. A watch: Swatch will do. simple la. or even better Nike watch
16. will the rest in the other post which is 'clickthisla'

So i want the handphone the most la, and the rest is cool if you get me one of them. i know nearly everything is Nike, i know i know. So here is not so Nike list, not according by order

1. collar shirts - i like one color shirt or two color shirts like have stripe.
2. Short pants
3. A sketch book
4. A big art block book
5. Color pencils like 100 over color pencils
6. Spray paint, any color la prefer orange, neon colors,
7. bandannas
8. Worship cds - as long is not planetshakes, is fine
9. Gossip girl book. i got the tv series but no book. =)
10. travelling bag which can shoulder carry. not bag pack. Something like this, example is like those tennis players, when they walk into the court, they have two bags, one is the racketbag and the other is to keep whatever is inside the other bag.
11. Pendrive, seriously need one. either a 2gb-4gb pendrive i need, hehe

i think it should be all...but the most i want is the handphone...i cannot tahan my phone already is just to......don't know what to say la. if only i'm rich and can afford anything would be great.

smiles,

Motion City Sountrack

This is a song from Motion City Soundtrack which is called Fell In Love Without you

Last night I fell in love without you.
I waved goodbye to that heart of mine beating solo on your lawn.

Every aching wound will cauterize and bruise,
In memory of what we used to call "in love."
And only time will tell if violins will swell,
In memory of what we used to call, "in love."

Last night I fell in love without you.
The Coup De Grace that set me off would have made for decent fiction.

Every aching wound will cauterize and bruise,
In memory of what we used to call "in love."
And only time will tell if violins will swell,
In memory of what we used to call, "in love."

Last night I fell in love without you.
The stars at night aren't as big and bright as you make them out to be.

And every aching wound will cauterize and bruise,
In memory of what we used to call "in love."
And only time will tell if violins will swell,
In memory of what we used to call "in love."
In memory of when we used to call it: "love."

What a song, is just...can't explain la.

dots dots dots,

Only Time will Tell

Heyo people,

is been nearly two years of my life Gone. But none really gone, just more of bumming. i have to say that this two years have been a lot of surprises for me. I think God has mold me really hard till i'm quite sensitive towards Him. i believe that God is directing my paths in what He wants me to do for Him. Is hard to explain to you fellas. Two years was also quite 'stress' for me. (i know many of you must be saying know 'Joel stress, BULLSHIT!!!) wait la, i haven't finish my lines. 'Stress' because i need to get into a school quick. And i'm being to get quite sick with people saying 'So when are you going to US' or 'Are you in College?'. i did my best to get into college. But i can't cause is always not enough credits. Not enough credits in what i want to study in. which is very 'stressful'
Sometime i been think, what happens if i don't get into a school which means i have to go into ministry school. And be the youngest pastor to come out with PHD in ministry. (i do not want to this cause is not calling yet for me and i believe He will come me into it when He thinks i'm ready for it). But to think of it i won't get even expose to the worldly world, where people will toughed me up. And i can't get good advise about how they should live their lifes. So that is one of the bad things of being a young pastor. So How?
Many has tell me to study here but here don't have my course. Then people say study in Australia, then i'll say i'll think about it. Then people say study ADP or AUP, and i say yeap will do that but i try and they say not enough credits cause all ADP or AUp courses will accept people with the minimun of five credits. Hiaz...sometime i think that i could do better in school. If only i was a smart boy, if only, if only, if only can go on forever. I wish that money could drop from the sky like rain everyday. can't take it la. Hope things can become easy for me. Seeing every one growing up and soon or later i'm going to be left behind and my world be small and lonely, luckyly that i'm a christian, people that care for each and other. In this two years i thought of ******G *****f but God stop me. i feel so useless, i'm only useful in church. The things i want to study is so hard to find here or that school is just to expensive. So what i want to study
1.Kinesiology(sport all in this department)
2.interior design
3.Architecture
4.sound engieering
5.carpenter
6.computers(i don't really know much in computers)
7.this is really the last resort, Ministry.
So much perssure is on me now, i'm beginning to feel it all over again. i know i have told to many of you that i already got a place in a University in Virginia in USA. But is only study probation. Which is good and bad at the same time. Cause the bad part first, which is i fail then i'm going to fly back here and everyone is going to step on me. (i know many of you won't). the Good, if i pass i will have bright future ahead of me. i will have many sholarships waiting and i will definitely have a great time there. BUT see there is a big BUT. BUT my parents want me to study here as like a study probation thingy and then transfer there. So my parents are making a big HUHA over it, ask the Uni in US to give a permission letter to study here and hopefully the credits are transferable. Another big HUHA is to study back into school again to get 5 credits again. which i'm like **** emo about it. What to do if i have only 4 credits. Sometime i just want to ***l *****f. If only, if only, if only.....stress la. Many say pray, yea pray, pray but no action also problem still there maybe just less. If God wants me to go US and study there, then the way there should be fine. If God wants me there, then i'll go. Life is hard. And hard gets going.
Sometimes i feel that my ******s should help me financially, don't need to pay all just help out. somtimes i wish education should come free where people are just willing to teach one and other.
like last time, where people just teach each other like internship. Like if you need to know how to repair shoes, so you go to a shoe maker, but in return you must teach something to the shoe maker, something that you know very well. I wish that education would be easy. Like if you want to study that course, is ok as long you have the money to pay the course, no need to look at your grades. If someone is instersted in something, he would study hard for it and i believe that person would make a differents in whatever department he studys on. The education system shouldn't look at your highschool grades in order for you to get into the course. it should be like from kindergarten to primary school to highschool to college to university. In the end we all going to work. So why from highschool to college, where people need to see your results whether you are good to study in this course. Is just plain BULLSHIT. Education is something that is easy for people to study.
i'm just stress la, hate this world, you can't even offer me anything back that is worth living. No, thank you for air you give me, in the end you just pollute it again. No, thanks for the water, in the end is also as much polluted. World you have nothing to offer me, Only one person can which is GOD. He is the only person i can only rely on. Only person i trust. Only person to have been so faithful to me. World you are just rubbish. You are not helping the people, is always you, you, you.

dieing here,

H-O-R-S-E

i saw this video

Lebron got own by a normal local person
David Kalb vs Lebron james
AT A GAME OF HORSE









Yea now i know

New Project

Hi all,

Planing to start a new art project soon. Hope will be cool. What i'm planing to do is use spray print and maybe a little of water paint. Going to use a big board. Colors? will be...haven't thought of it yet. maybe going for random colors. What i'm drawing? is something more abstract but inside the abstract there is a lot of thought behind it. So it will be something interesting. Hope it can be complicated but at the same time simple. hmm...challenging to the mind.

i think my colors are:

1.black
2.red
3.orange
4.blue
5.neon yellow or orange
6. metallic black
7.purple
8.white

the board color will be either

1.black
2.cream
3.dark blue(might go for this)

Art, how i miss you. you shall be abstract

yours artfully,

The Prefect Jump-Shot

Jump-shot

is the most use in basketball
is the most power thing to a basketballer arsenal
It makes the differents
sometimes we just miss the shot.
that is just the other half of our percentage
Sometimes i train so hard,
and can do like 300-600 baskets in a roll
but in a game just can't perform
maybe is a lack of concentration
i can remember my school days
went i was like the go-to-person to give a clear lead.
where i use to make clutch plays.
the buzz beater.
all that is just zip by me these days
Well i think i need a coach again to keep me on track.
i can say this a jump-shot is not easy to train. is not like stand-down shot
there is a huge differents.

i guess is due to my training to dunk that causes my jump to be different
and makes my shot art differently also.
One of the best jump-shooters i have seen is my old school captain.
his jump is just amazing
And one NBA player i like is Allan Houston
he is just phenomenal of his jump-shot.
and yes of course you can not forget
Micheal Jordan
shot also unbelievable

well, i think for me is get back into my game.
if i'm going to play for my college and is NCAA level
i better train hard and be the best in what i can do
Jump-shot

basketballholic,

Gossip Girl Season 2?

Hey Upper-side Subang,

Looks like Serena, Dan, Chuck, Nate, Blair and others are back. Hmm....xoxo of bitching, back-stab, and love to fill up our time. Apparently the scene is different place. Season 2. DL now!!!!

xoxo,