Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Clean Out

Hey,

Feeling much better now. My fever is gone, a bit of sore throat. But over all my body seems fine and better then last last time. Didn't get to see the doctor today cause my parents are not around and i have no car. So i have to wait for them to come back.

Anyway, it appeals that i have rashes on my leg, the inside part of my thigh. It just appeal there. I'm not sure what is the main course of this rash. I think it is scurvy. It could be, cause of lack of vitamin C. Getting to much drugs has been a tol on my body.

Beside all this bad news about me sick and all. I'm doing fine. Been watching a lot of movies. Oh yea, my computer crash again. Hiaz...i better get a hard drive fast. I miss watching two episodes of gossip girl. I miss. I so want to watch it. I miss the episode 8 and 9 of season 2. And i miss my transformers series. Bad computer. Why must you crash.

Pretty boring day. Time for more rest.

Box in,

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Tracing Fittness

Hi,

Feeling much better already. Thanks to the medication that i receive from my doctor. I have to meet him tomorrow to check up on me. Whether this is going into a good direction. Some times sickness can be misleading, you may be healthy the next few days then BANG you are back to sick again with a stronger virus. So the doctor just checking up on me.

My body is so weak now that walking up the stairs is tiring. Or doing any work is just pain and tiring. Once I'm 100% healthy, going to work out. Looks like my mission to dunk is not going according to plan. Cause i miss so many days without training. Look like i have to do it in America also. I miss training. I miss my jumpshot, my lay up, and moves. Miss basketball.

Been reading a book on 'Building a Successful Character' is a very good book. i know I'm the type that can't really read books. But I'm forcing myself. i finish 2 chapters. A new leap for me. Can't tell you much. But what i know if you want to gain a new character is patience.

Anyway, I'm feeling very tired and need to rest some more. Still not well. recovering.

Radioshock

Monday, November 3, 2008

Animal Within

Hi,

I'm still sick. I know is already pass 5 days. But that stills make me sick. I went to see the doctor today. Every thing was a normal sickness. The doctor did run some test on me. Thank God is not dengue. My world of food also shrink into one dish, porridge. YUCK!!!!. Even i can't drink my favorite. Man, i do hate being sick. it brings no life in you and just riot. Is a worse state than emo, is called decaying.

So i got 5 pills to take everyday. Just not cool. And now is raining more offend than usual. Just like to pray to God about this. Take away the rain and my sickness. If rain also, rain in the early in the morning or late at night. I got nothing much to post for now. So next time.

Shooting star,

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Intense Break

Hi,

Woke up very late, cause my body insist too. So i went to church like 930pm. I thought i would miss worship but i end up in middle of worship. I thought i could just lay back and see things go. Oh I'm still sick but whole much better. But i went to church i still feel unwell. So went i was about to settle down. I receive a look from Philip and i thought to myself 'what could it be?'. So Philip ask me to check on it and it is just the network to the computer is different. So say to him is okay. When i want to go back to my sit, more things happen. Andrew call me to help him out with the computer cause he got so testimony to share and wants to use the computer to play some pictures.

So the network to the computer i say earlier. Well i plug it in and then boom, a loud bang noise. So i quick check with the PA room, and found out that it was running on Phantom Power. Basically it just gives more power to the system and it can be dangerous if it is not done correctly. So i think that boom noise gave a good shock to every one. And anyone who is a sleep. So i did my stuff. And everything went smoothly. Later i was just die tired and i cannot take it. I want to go home but my mind ask me to stay. So in end, i give in to myself and went home. Didn't had a good either. My body was so hot, it can match the the sun. So i have a 10 minute shower with cold water and that feels good. WOW. Then i went back to sleep. as i sleep, it was still uncomfortable. Cause i was sweating all over which is a good sign. i felt so much better.

Later in the day like 5pm, i thought i could go for basketball. But some thing turn up which is my stomach. My stomach was angry. It wants to shit but it can't . So i suffer through till my parents come home. So i told them that i want to drink that powerful teh. So my mom make for me. Drink it. Within 15minutes, i was running to the toilet to shit. And it felt good. Awesome stuff. My stomach is smiling again. =) So i should be 100% healthy soon. I'm nearly there. Just need to take precautions. God is good. Amen.

laser guided,

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Jelly in a Bucket

Hey,

Still sick. Though i feel much better than pass two days. Is already three days and I'm still sick. Hate it. This fever of mine, just don't want to come down. Sleeping in bed whole day just sucks. I look at my ceiling, just gazing. My problem of being sick is that it last for some time, hate being sick. So what sickness i have? well i got fever, block nose, can't open eye, and back pain and also can't shit.

I so want to play BASKETBALL!!! GRRRR.....

that wasn't the end of my day. At night, i had some trouble sleeping. I know that tomorrow is Sunday and i must get some early sleep. But no. Just couldn't sleep for nuts. My eyes and mind say sleep but my body and stomach say stay awake. The worse thing was my stomach was fighting with me. It like playing games with me. Tell me to go toilet but no shit, only pee. Until i had open eye nightmare. Think about so many negative things, think that i was going to die in this sickness. I was consumed by this thoughts and just want to run away from it all. So i pull out my hand to my hand-phone. And i press 2 to dial my mom. My parents sleep down stairs. So i call and i shout out, Help me. So she rush to my room. Check what is wrong with me, went down stairs with her, and she make me a small cup of hot milo. My body feel good and everything felt that is in order. Still didn't sleep well, but i had enough sleep. Was sleeping like on and off.

So in the midst of my on and off sleep, i just do simple prays and also worship Him till i sleep. When i wake up again i did the same thing again. So much peace and warm just came upon me and made me easier to sleep. God, help me through this sickness, i want to be well again. I want to be strong and healthy. I commit this prayer on to You, my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, Amen.

Dart-K9,

Friday, October 31, 2008

I See the Light

Hello,

Been in bed for like 24 hours. Is been crazy. Eating a lot of Panadol. Still not feeling well. Didn't do much but sleep and pee the whole day. Didn't eat much too. Stomach didn't feel well too. I try to go to the toilet to sit on the throne but it didn't do much help. That is all I'm going to post today. I think I'm 60% healthy already. I see what tomorrow will be. So just keep me in your prayer.

With love,

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Unit Down!!!

Hey,

Feeling very dizzy. Head spinning out of control. Body started to he hot and nose starting to run. I guess I'm getting sick. Must be all the cleaning and all, must got into my system. So now I'm very sick.

I hardly get sick at all, usually once a year i just get sick. So this must be my once a year sickness. My day started as normal, i was feeling pretty much healthy. Then towards the evening, my head started to spin. And now at night body all hot. I think i forgot to shit. Must be it. Hopefully my sickness will subside tomorrow or the next day. Hate being sick. Never like being sick. That is why every morning i wake up i think to myself that I'm healthy and strong, by the power of God inside of me I am strong and healthy. And at night too. So this is Joel first time getting sick in this year.

Anyway, I'm also quite happy today too. It is because i get to see my little nephew walk on his own. It was quite short. It was slow and tiny steps. It just make me so happy to see him starting to walk. He was smiling too about it. Good job little Philip boy. Note to Sis: i didn't play with him today, so don't worry about me transferring my sickness to him, neither am i going to play with him till I'm 100% healthy. Other than that, it was a joyous time.

So that is end of my post. Another thing is that this is a schedule post. I'm actually sleeping already. So do pray for me to be healthy again.

Yours sincerely,

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Attack of OCD-ness

Hello,

My OCD-ness just kick in today. Was busy busy busy cleaning my room. I hope that i don't mess it up again. Thinking to change my outlook of the room. See what i can get from ikea. But i have to convince my mom. Man, i didn't know that i have so much dirt in the room. No wonder i don't get asthma. hehe. i could finish cleaning my room today. There is just to much stuff and stuff and stuff to clear. Worse thing is that i got to many paper everywhere and i still have old old school books. Anyone one? i can sell to you at super super low price. To my huge surprise i found my Lego collection. Hopefully i can find my Grimlock. I miss you, Grimlock. hiaz.

So tomorrow is another busy day for me. Cleaning the room. Must be like dust free. That is all i'm posting today. Nothing much happen today. Oh forgot, i went to spy on the worship practice today, and thought that i can just hang out. But to my shock-ness, one of the PA people didn't come. So i have to do it. Must be God doing or i was just there at the right time. So anyway, i'm happy to do it, cause i'll just gain more experience doing it. So that is pretty much my day.

Devotion is great. Today was more like Bible fliping session. Was just fliping and fliping, and reading stories here and there. Is so inside-ful. So i still need to finish my mission: cleaning room.

Gotcha,