Go Go Juice!

Hello,

Going to miss you guys a lot. Is so heartache to go to another place to study and pursue a career. So many things are running in my head. Some times i just want to spend time with each and everyone. Is almost like me on a train at the door of the train while holding your hand. We can't seem to let go each other. As the train moves faster, we can't hold on no more. Times.

Well my day seems slow. Been doing some work for myself. Trying to finish up my room by cleaning. And trying to get a interview with the US Embassy for my VISA. There is still so much work to be done for my applications to US. Such headache. But is worth it. I'm starting to feel that I'm going to do very well there. Like i almost know people there. I feel that i know Virginia by heart(where my school is going to be there). So much love for it. Hope you guys can come to visit me there. I'll take you to New York. hehe.

i went to worship practice today. Just to hang out there. I say that the worship today is enjoyable. And is nice to see a lively team up there. Even though some came straight from work. But i can see in their faces that they are enjoying it. Is great to see a team up there, partying for Jesus. It show a powerful band or team. Especially when the worship leader leads the people to a awesome time of worship. I feel that worship leaders must really take charge in leading the people of the church to a time of worship. To pump up people. Well, the worship leaders in our church now, is getting there. I really enjoy myself today. Smiles.

I have just install garena already in my computer. Guess what. It works well with my wireless. No lag at all. So smooth. I'm so blur to the dotA world now. Everything is so different now. Well, skill is skill. So anyway, going to wake up early tomorrow. Hope for a fruitful tomorrow. nighty night.

Juiceness,

Some Good Old Days

Hi,

When i was really young, maybe around 6-8 years old. I use to watch some really good cartoon shows. Not like now, where cartoons are just violent and not really meaningful. During that time, cartoons will teach us valuable lessons on how to be a good person. And teach us to be a not to be bad people. These cartoons were really favorites.

Shows like Atom Ant, Secret Squirrel, Bugs Bunny Show, and more. Now I'm currently watching Atom Ant on Youtube. Is just brings back good old memories. Atom Ant is best hero there is. He is not crash-able, and i think cannot die. So i give you the first episode to the show. Atom Ant

great show.

Blinded Scene

Hi,

Quite a day for me. Did some errands here and there. Is for my visa. I'm nearly to the end already. Is so near yet so far. Got to get it done quick and fast. I'm still having mix emotions. I'm happy and sad at the same time. I'm happy that I'm going to study in US and going to meet you people and start a different lifestyle or just maintain. The sad part is that I'm going to miss the people here and the church here. How i was a huge influence to many. So yea, having mix emotions.

Day by day go by. I start missing people and remembering the time spent with each and everyone i know. Is hurts so deep to not see the faces for a long time. Well i will remember you guys by memory and by heart.

So today i did a lot of things. I was excited today cause tonight was basketball, i pray for good weather and hope it doesn't rain. Anyway, in the afternoon after lunch. My new maid came to me and told me that her hand-phone couldn't work. The buttons were like spoil. So i play with it and try to figure the problem. In the end, i gave up and i told my dad that we need to buy a new phone for her. But my dad being stubborn as usual. Insist that it will work. So he himself play with it and still couldn't work. So he gave me some money to buy a new hand-phone for the maid. So then, i call Zach Siow and Daniel out. We went to Subang Parade to check out some phones there.

Once there, they haven't had their lunch yet. No, choice have to go to McDonald's for lunch. Had a small chit chat. As we were calling, i decide to test my maid phone again. (i believe that God has a strong senses of humor). The phone buttons can work again. I press everything and anything on the phone and it works. I on and off it severe times. And the buttons are function-able again. i laugh about it. Telling God that He has a great sense of humor. I guess God has things install for me. Anyway, so we walk around Subang Parade for awhile. Sent them home. Told my dad that the phone is working again.

i took a nice good evening nap. Woke up just in time for dinner. Had dinner with Philip and Zach Siow. The food in ss14 the store near the BP station. Just takes to long. Waited like for 45 minutes for your food to come. Went we wanted to leave, the weather started to change. Man. God today, is just humorous. Thought it was going to stop already. So we went to ss18 court to play basketball. Played like less then hour it started to rain heavily. I think to myself, Why God. Such nice weather today, and You have to rain everyday? Well God is God. Can't blame Him. So we end up going to Suku for some small drinks and have a bit of catching up.

I'm going to rest my head now. Maybe i wake up a bit later to do some stuff. i guess is nighty night now.

Catching it,

History...

Hi,

Been think about my pass. How i was as a kid, and now, what i have become. As i see it, it is a total change and is almost like a 180° change. Thinking back, i feel so less lively and gave a whatever attitude to things around me. i know many of you saw me last time, i was a lonely kid, mostly angry and emotionally dead. i didn't want to be involve in anything that involves church related. I didn't like what the older people look at me and how they treat me. I didn't want to be around Christians. Cause i felt that I'm constantly judge by people. The feeling is so pressurizing. I felt so box down to almost worthless. I keep asking myself that time, "why am i a Pastor Kid(PK)?", "i wasn't ask to be one".

Even at home is a different feeling from church. At home mostly i didn't get to have fun with dad or mom. Know why? They are at work. Busy with that and this. Mostly i was taken care by my aunts and my grandma. I can almost say that i didn't felt love. Thank God for loving sisters i have. i didn't have many friends in school or in church. Only a few. Having friends also, they were not close friends.

At a very young age, i started thinking of committing suicide. But fail to do it. I believe is God that stop me from doing it. Thank You, God. And then there was a standard that i have to follow. people that set for me. Parents and church people. Just want to leave this world, couldn't take it no more. Is so hard to be love and care.

I had to out think myself. And live a different life style. i thought to myself, if you can't fight as well join it. So i started, being involve with church. Slowly building myself up from the ground. killing my old self. My old self, maybe i was to narrow minded, to hard on myself. Once i started knowing people personally, i felt better of myself.

I knew that God has begun to work in my life. Cause i went Him in my life. Till now I'm growing to be a better person everyday. Learning from my mistake and wanting more of Him. I hope that will be a great example to many and role model. My life back then, seeing it, is so crap. Now is a new beginning. A better me.

Unique,

¾

Hey,

Sleepy days for me. Resting. Discovery Days really took a toll on me today. But i praise God that he granted me full strength and super a lot of energy. Been like waking up at 6am and sleep at 2am in the morning. The next day still filled with lots of energy. This is went you are close to God. Just give your burdens to Him and he will give you what you require. You love Him, He bless you. Simple.

So today was just resting. I had the most relaxing day today. Didn't do much. Just read some comic. Read the Bible here and there. Went out for a walk to see the beautiful work that God has done. Is just great. Today seems like Psalms 23.

A psalm of David.

1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.

2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,

3 he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.

4 Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, ^[a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.

6 Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.

This is such a great verse. It speaks too people in so many ways. God is just so revealing in His scriptures. And yet people don't see it. God is awesome.

My computer now is giving me so much problems now. Such a headache. Then now the computer automatic downloaded the geniuses software. Now Microsoft knows that my software is a fake, just great. My laptop now has a small bit problem. The problem is not affecting anything. Is a (F:) drive problem. Explain. You know went you out in a pendrive/thumbdrive into your computer. Then it will show that you have a new drive which is called (F:) drive. where all your files are inside that small little pendrive/thumbdrive. So the real problem is my laptop is showing the (F:) drive but i didn't stick in any pendrive/thumbdrive into my laptop. So i think i have to reformat two computers. Just great. Thank God that my laptop is still functionable, not like my computer. =(

Tomorrow will be a great day. Might be busy. Will let God install it for me. So it means nighty night now.

Thunder jot,

Going Places...

Hi,

Just a simple thought that i thought. Once i reach America. Maybe during Christmas break or summer break, thought of going up to New York. Just to hang around there for a week or two. The journey to New York from my place in Virginia is about 9 hours drive with traffic. i can show you a map of it.

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That is how long the journey is. Is about 626km. So is considered near by for Americans.
For us sure say so long. KL to Penang is about 4 hours drive. This is 7 hours drive, can toast your ass off.

Why i want to visit New York? Well, it is a cool place. New York City comprises five boroughs, each of which is coterminous with a county: The Bronx, Brooklyn, Manhattan, Queens and Staten Island. Maybe is Gossip Girl that make New York a cool place to hang out and party. Also i haven't been to New York. There will be so many things to see and buy stuff there. I know for sure that there is a Nike Town there, and biggest comic book store there. Can't wait to see New York. Especially at night. The city that hardly sleeps and maybe the city of lights.

Great place.

In Between Toes...

Hi,

Today is a great day for me. Watch a really old show, in the 1996. Watch it with Jay, Ben, and David. But Ben didn't see through. Guess he was tired from Discovery Days. Pretty nothing much to explain about the movie. Is just awesome show. When to bed at 1plus am.

Woke up at 630am. For prayer. And it was at my house. I thought that all four of us will wake up. Cause there were like severe alarms clock going off. But it didn't. Only me and David. It was deep. The prayer meeting was just deep. Mostly David praying the most. But this prayer meeting was peaceful. Just felt at peace with God. It is really a great feeling to have. Having peace in you. No conflicts and damaging yourself. Just great peace. Then we finish at 710am. Just couldn't think of what to pray already. And David saw me like really tired, almost dead like. Anyway, i let David out cause he has worship practice in the morning and he also ask me to buy him breakfast. Sorry, David it slip my mind. Hate it when this happen to me. Forgetting stuff. Just really hate it.

Anyway, i went back to bed along with Jay and Ben. Sleep on and off. We sleep till 835am. I have to wake them up. To really get them going. So then we rush to church, went to McDonald's to buy breakfast then only rush to church. Miss a bit of prayer. But all is good. Church today had a different feeling. Is a good feeling. The ambiances was just awesome. Ps Mal today wanted to test this old cordless mic we had last time. So Uncle Press took it out. Had some problems with it at first. There was no sound. Then i put the receive to high, it manage to be pickup. So today worship you could heard Ps Mal singing. WOW. Love it when you heard your Ps sing. Today's word i couldn't sit through it cause there was some problems with the upstairs hall. The air con cannot work. Once you put it on. It will stay on for awhile then it turns off by itself. Time for a new air con. Did a lot of things today.

After church, some of us guys, took the recyclables from the back room. It is from DD. To sent it for recycling. It was just few shop lots down. Manage to recycle all. But the money we receive is so little. Only 4 ringgit. really drop in price. Well money is money.

Later in the day, many of us have to attend a event in PJ. It is something done by our Touch Community. So they did a concert. The concert is great. Get to see some really good kids and young adults that are sort of world famous. Playing classical music. It was just beautiful. So smooth and light to the ear. But i couldn't sit through the whole thing. Cause first i want to play basketball and second is that i can't take it listening to classical music for 2 hours. Just not my kind of thing. I don't mind classical music, but i just don't like listen to it for like hours. So then me and Ben went back home to Subang, rush to the court. Took me 15 minutes to get there. Just awesome.

Basketball today, i'm quite sad. Cause most of my shots were not falling. I think is my body telling to rest. So i just have a sloppy playing today. Later me, Ben, Philip and Daniel went out for dinner. Went for dinner at ss15. Then went to Subang Parade to get some thing. Philip's "things".

Then drop them off and come back home. Have a nice shower and going to sleep soon. Tomorrow might be busy. have to get my visa done fast. And pray that i can go to America. Having mix emotions now. So going to sleep soon. catch me tomorrow. nighty night

Nails,

Bull War¹

Hey,

My day in Discovery Days is busy busy busy. i wake up in the morning about 610am and shower and have a quick breakfast then went to the petrol station to fill my van. Did all that then went to church straight away. Not to set up the stuffs but to go to pick up the kids from PJ(the PE, Project Elijah). Waited for Pat at church but she couldn't come, i think she had a bad stomach or she wasn't feeling to well. So i took a fast drive to PJ, pock up and come back to church, all in 30 minutes. Good timing and we were early too. Reach church at 8am. So went to check on things, make sure everything is running smoothly and all. All is good. Before all this, i had a small devotion time with God. It was great. Had a good conversation with Him.

Some times just pour out what you want to say to Him and then just listen, and than you think to yourself the answers. Is just fits. I think this just Holy Spirit in work. When you are after God, He will be close to you, help you out you daily.

Anyway, today was a big day for me, cause i have my team building. I'm not worried that i can't controls the kids but more of whether i can deliver a good strong presentation of the team building to the kids. By God's Holy Spirit working in me, all things went smoothly and easy. Everything just fall into place. Easy. Then later, i just some how took over control of the kids and things just runs so easily. Must be God's work

So i sought of become a crowd controller. The kids just listen to me, with the instructions and follow thru, were all so easy.

During the day, there were small hiccups on the way. There were some small stealing going on today. 3 people lost of thing and 2 manage to be found and 1 lost. The case was that, 1 kid lost the hand-phone, 1 helper also lost the hand-phone and last one lost a gameboy(DS). The first two manage to find but the sad case was the gameboy. Cannot be found cause the person report to us to late and want to do a search and body check, turns out sourer. So the kid went back with no gameboy in hand. So people please take good care of your stuff.

DD over, sent kids home, manage to come back in time for the ending prayer of the post-mortem. So hope that it will be email to us, so i can read it and maybe also comment on some things. It so night time already. Went out with Jay, KJ, and Chun to Murni(i know we went there yesterday). Anyway, just went there to eat, come back home. Jay want to watch a movie. But he didn't have any good movies on him, so we watch a old show, From Dust to Dawn. Quite a good show. Done by Quentin Taratino. Before that we watch South Park. So really run that episode. So watching it now, tell you the details tomorrow.

Tomorrow is Sunday. A day went there is so full of the Holy Spirit. God's day. Is going to be awesome stuff and exciting. Is going to be interesting. Yea, lets go to church with a open heart and lets receive what we can from God. Have Faith. =). So till then nighty night

Shocker blast,