The Version of Being Mess Up

Hi,

Well I'm about to 2 days left before i go back to the States. I think i manage to fulfill my time here in Malaysia quite alright. I did enjoy my time here with the friends i meet, the delicious food i eat and manage to serve in Church. Even though there was some small up and down but nothing to hard to get out off from. i think i got a good holiday. =)

Today i pretty much did some laundry and started to pack up the necessary stuff that i want to bring there. I still need to weight my bag.

Later at night. I went to Suzanne house, waited for her to come back from work then it was off to the dinner place with her family and David and Sze Juin. We had a small discuss on where to go but we manage to stick to the original plan. haha. The food there was quite good. Nothing much to shout about there but it's good. Once again, thank you Siow family for giving me the dinner really enjoyed myself. =)

After the dinner we went back to Siow family house for cup of milo and coffee. Did some around the world talks from church to economy to politics to BGR(relationships).

Now I'm back home booking my ticket to travel a little bit around America(mostly my mom is booking it) for the Winter break. So you guys just hang on there alright, i'll be back in 9 months time. Remember that time flies.

Hopefully by then i would be able to dunk and do even more skills in basketball. Also my studies would be good.

Anyway, i got a feeling for another person. I know that person briefly and that person seems nice and confident. But should i really go after that person or just keep it. I leave this to God.

I'm going to pack my stuff and then maybe a movie then sleep. So till then nighty night.

Alright,

Trap in Both Worlds.

Hey,

Sunday. Got up. Got ready. Drove to petrol station. Fill. Ready for cell Sunday. I had to pick people up. Two of David friends. Both girls. =) I had to drive down to Sunway to get them then go back to USJ 16 to Aunt Jo house. The drive was fast and easy. A little traffic jam but nothing that i can't handle.

Got them and off to USJ 16. I met them before in cell group.

Today cell Sunday was quite good. What is cell Sunday and Why? Cell Sunday is a time that we met in our own cell groups, so that went times of persecution of our faith happen in this country. We would know where to still go and celebrate the love of God, in our cell group homes.

It was good. I really enjoy myself even though i didn't really show a happy face. I really hope that our youth is pump up to do greater things for this ministry.

Later we(kids, two girls and David) went for lunch actually is more of me because i couldn't eat what food was prepare in Aunt Jo house. (sorry, aunt Jo). We went to McD.

Then me, David, and kids went to cc again plus it was raining somemore. So more the pressure to go there. We played all soughts of games from Dota to Left for Dead to counter-stike. haha.

Basketball. I was not really interested to play because there was so few of us. I just play. Some more i was tired too. Oh well. I got to keep up training because must be better. Work it.

After basketball, i went for family dinner. Now i'm back home. Tired from two days of not much sleep. Monday will be my rest day. Big event is Suzanne parents giving me a treat. Thank you Mr and Mrs Siow for dinner tomorrow. =) Till then nighty night.

Mix,

The Gun is in My Pocket

Hi,

Time flies. It was early. I'm just getting out of Aunt Jo house after a long discuss on problems in the youth ministry. I took a slow drive home, just to think what we have discuss. Drop off David for him to get his stuff, so that he can sleep over my place.

He came over my place to watch FF 7 Complete. The show is really interesting and i sought of understand it here and there. I was in a way making fun of how they say 'Cloud' or 'Reunion' or 'mother'. haha.

I got 4 hour sleep. Had to wake up at 9am to shower and then go down to watch "UP" the movie. So i had to drive down with my parents to 1Utama. It is slight different driving on the LDP now because people are careful about the speed cameras mounted on the lamp post. Top speed 90Km/h.

The movie is pretty alright. It is very draggy. But it has some really creative ideas put into the film. I give this show a 7.3 out of 10. It has that thing that you need to watch it one-time-show.

I came back as fast as possible because me and David wanted to watch a movie in the afternoon which is District 9. The time we went to the place in Pyramid. It was pack with people lining up wanting to watch either G.I.Joe or District 9 or some lame show. It was pack, so we did a Jay(sorry, Jay, i won't tell everything how it is done). We cheat the system by booking. hehe.

The show kinda blow my mind away. I was quite sleepy also nevertheless the show was interesting in all levels. I must say that it is a must-see-show for this year. I rate this show a 9.2 out of 10.

Later went home. Rest for awhile. Went out again at 7pm. i went out with the kids. They wanted to spend on me. So kinda let them. We went to play in cc. Well we didn't really had a good time because our games just say we didn't do so well. Sad case. really. David come by later to follow me back, he had to go for a birthday party.

Supper. David stay over my place again. We watch Children of Men. Not bad show. Another well thought story. A little bit dull on scenes. My overall rate would be 8.2 out of 10. Now going to have another 5 hours sleep before we go for cell church tomorrow or i would say today.

About 4 days left till i leave. Sad yet happy. oh well. Till then nighty night.

Magnum,

Friday Night Lights

Hey,

Friday. I woke up surprise that i was going to be late for my coaching in A.C.E school. I quickly went to the bathroom did the necessary business. Rush there in a blink of the eye.

I did coaching them today a little bit long that time that didn't offer me. I hope what i thought them that they will manage to remember and use their new skills for their benefits.

Later i came back home. Shower. Then went down to meet up with Ps Mal. I went to his place and saw his new TV room set up and the poster that i gave him for his collection of Marvel and DC comics. The TV room is really good. I really like it. haha

So me and Ps Mal went out just to chit chat abour church, comics, personal, visions, etc. It was all fruitful talks. =)

Came back home. Take care of my little nephew for awhile and then i went to take a rest. I was out at around 5pm because of lack of sleep.

Went out for life-group which turn out there were none. Because all the youth cell are combining today and just do a prayer event. The house was quite pack at Suzanne house.

It was quite a sight to see. The youth are willing to pray all out which is good and wonderful to see. Then went to Aunt Jo place had extra food and did some talking to the very late night.

Came back home. Watch a movie. The new FF7 Complete version. (Final Fantasy). with David. It got me understanding slightly better about the story. haha

Tomorrow is one long day. Like going to watch the latest show 'UP'. So till then nighty night.

Friday love,

Streaming With UnEasiness

Hey,

Thursday. I was suppose to get up at 6am but it didn't turn that way. Why? I accidentally set my alarm clock on the wrong time of the day. I thought that i set it at 6am but i set it at 6pm. So i really got up from bed around 8ish am to find out i didn't go for prayer. I felt a shame of myself. Oh well.

I was suppose to take care of my little nephew but he didn't turn up till late afternoon. I wanted to go watch a movie but didn't find the time. I had to do other stuff at home.

I saw a small accident yesterday at around 4pm. The accident was small truck that sells eggs topple over to it's right side. The driver was alright. There was no other car involve, amazingly. My mom told me there was another accident at the ss19 tunnel. The vehicle past the tunnel but somehow went up the right side of the lane to the hill and crash into the lamp post.

There are to many accidents happening this year alone. Me myself i got two in just about three weeks. And hearing or seeing others about 5-7 accidents. Crazy. Does this make 2009 a dangerous year? or just people are not careful enough on the road?

Dear Malaysians,

Please do learn to use your signal. People do not know what you are going to do next on the road. If you signal it give people the indication that you want to cut it and it make the person to make a decision whether to let you cut in or not. Driving on the road is suppose to be a safe place and careful.

Driving on the roads of Malaysia make us, Malaysians, paranoid people. Why? because we will never know what is going to happen next and the decision is tough to make. So drivers learn to use your horn and signals. It can help us have less accidents and even save lifes.

Yours truly,

JPTYY.

I can't wait for friday. I think the youth is going to do something in Suzanne's house. It was really raining today. Thank God for the rain. I got about 6 days left. I want to sleep now. Till then nighty night.

Peace,

Found a G.I Joe cartoon series on Youtube.

the fight between Snake Eyes and Storm Shadow.

It end here...

Accelerated Body Suit

Hey,

I got just few more days left. About 7 days left. There is so much to do yet so little time left. I thank God that i manage to eat what i wanted to eat and i think i have help my church in every level i can do.

Today i spent time with my mom doing some errands. Mostly getting my vitamins and other important things that needs bring there.

i really can't wait to go back to America. Not for the food. But to study and be super fit again. haha. I think i have put on a lot of weight went i got back. Joining a gym here is super expensive for just three months is totally not worth it. Also my dad club gym isn't that great but enough for me to maintain fitness.

Anyway, i can't wait to study again. My mind is in that mode that i can suck up knowledge as it craves for it. I really hope that i do well again.

Later in the night, i went to church to help out MK with some stuff. It was more of a spring cleaning. We just do a small cleaning in the PA room. There was a whole lot of stuff that we don't need in the church anymore.

Come home. Going to watch a movie then go to sleep. Tomorrow will be a long day for me. I have to take care of my little nephew for the half a day. I think he is going to be a hand full but you guys knowing me a very commanding person.

Oh i'll be back next summer break which is around May. So i'll be gone for about 9 months which will past as fast as you notice it. i can't wait to see the many faces that i didn't see this time and how they are. And by then hopefully i'll be able to dunk. Oh my dream. It must come to reality. It MUST!!! JOEL MUST DUNK!!!

Oh man next year, i'll be 21 years old. To many things is going in my mind. All that things are about church related stuff. And it is about taking over stuff. I wonder how am i in that person position. hmm....

Anyway, i'll be sleeping soon, so till then nighty night.

what's there to accelerate?

You...

In Mirror Image Mode

Hey,

I didn't sleep quite well. My body had it's ups and downs of sickness. I prayed to God to help me out with this sickness. As i wake up around 10ish. I felt better. i told myself that as long as i go to the toilet, drink lots of water and rest, i should be fine.

i didn't do much today. Most recovering from my sickness. Who ever prayed for me. i thank you for your prayers. It help much.

I most did some school work check. Whether all my school things are alright from bank accounts to my dorm to food. I can't wait to get back to school. As i told you guys in my earlier post that i'm in study mode. I hopefully i'll be able to do well in my fall semester, so that i can get good GPA. If i have that then i might stand a chance in getting into honors program which i'm having double thoughts about it. I need to pray about this. Also another thing is whether should i do another degree? And that degree what should it be? In ministry? Or business? Or something else?

If i do ministry, i will be gearing up for youth or church as whole. If business, it would help me in this corrupted world. If something else, it would be the same as to help in this world. What should it be? God please do guide me on this. I know i'm already learning what i always wanted to study but i want to do more which is either to do ministry or do something that helps me in the world. Help me, dear Lord. In Jesus name, Amen.

Going to sleep now. I got about 6 more days here in Malaysia till i leave for America. Till then nighty night.

Glass,