Being UnComfortable is Comfortable

Hey,

Monday. Tough day. I just realize that all my classes this year is filled with reading. Each day i have to read several books. Like 4-6 books. Man, each day at least 2-3 chapters.

Reading all day is just good stress. I thank God, He granted me the ability to jungle the between books and class. I hope that i'll be on top of things.

Later in the day i went to gym. Gym is great. One thing is bad though which is the amount of people. But i was able to get my workout done. Worth the workout.

i return to the dorm. Shower. Did a little of studying. After that, i went to leaders meeting or hall leaders meeting. I'm attended it because my RA and SLD wanted me to attend this meeting. They feel that i can be a prayer leader. Like a cell group leader.

Well i have been praying over this. If i do this. I'm doing this in my own time. I don't get any scholarships from the school. But if i do this for a long time, i might reach a stage of RA or SLD. And reaching this stage i would get scholarship.

But i thought to myself deeper. Should i really do this. Am i the person to do this. It's like pressure all over again to me.

Do pray for me on this. It's tough for me. Because it's like another call from the previous post about me having what second degree should i get.

Anyway, i got to go now. Sleepy sleep. So nighty night.

Pace,

Crunches Feeling the Burn

Yo,

Sunday. Today i didn't go to church but i went to a online church. It's a first time for me attending at online church. This online church called IHOP. They do have a regular service and online service. Both are the same. It is live streaming. So i worship and listen to the Word online.

It's quite interesting. It's sure an experiences.

You can check out their prayer room. It's 24/7. Click here to enter their prayer room. You can just enter and just pray. You don't need to follow what they are praying. Just pray whatever you want. I encourage you go there at least once to have experiences.

I do this prayer room thing together with my devotion and daily prayer. I dare say that I just feel refresh and empowered every time. Always feels good to pray.

i just hope that the connection back in Malaysia is better now.

Later i went to my friend's place to do my laundry and just to hang out with him. My Malaysian friend went back to home during Christmas. And he brought back some maggi mee goreng. OH YEA!!!!. But maggi mee goreng is the instance noodles type. Not how the ss15 or ss14 Indian shop people make. (i forgot the name of the shop, OMG)

Came back home from all the fun to do some studying. This semester weather is worse. The chances of it snowing is greater. Might see some snow doing February or late January.

Alright, i better get some sleep. Because tomorrow is Monday and it's long. So till then nighty night.

100,

Ideas From the Inside-Out

Hi,

My weekend was good. I didn't have much homework. Yet, i got a lot of reading to do. Reading has become such a big thing to me now. I just feel that God is preparing me for something bigger for me. I can sense the fire in my bones.

I know this education that i'm studying is from God. But deep down again. A stronger call is upon me. It's like God is raising the bar for me.

It's like Peter in the Bible. He was a normal-everyday-fisher-man to the most powerful apostle that preach of Jesus Christ boldly.

I can just feel it tickling inside of me. Afraid. Curious. Purpose. Faith. Obedience. So many emotions running in my veins. That is happen with me now. Do pray for me. I like assurances with God that this path He is leading me be something He really wants me in. And not some pressure people are pushing me into.

A side from that. Today my hall went down to gym to shoot some hoops. It was fun and great time of workout. It was worth going out and hanging out with the hall. A total new experience with me. I just want to build new friendship with people here. I really want to be close friend with Americans. It's just so hard to be one.

Sometimes i just feel that i lost all connection to this world. And gain loneliness. But i got one love that i know will never fade away. Which the love-relationship with Jesus Christ.

You know reading the gospel all over again for me. Just brings inner peace and tears of love. The truth and wonderful things that Jesus Christ fulfilled for me and you. Is simply mind blowing. There is so much light and salt in His Word.

Okay. i think i posted enough for today. Catch me on the next post. Till then nighty night.

Hope,

Call Upon...

Hello,

Friday is always the best weekday of all time. I attending cell group. I wonder how things are going with the youth. I always think to myself whether my walk with God have impacted lives back home. I hope they don't follow my work but see the love of Jesus Christ graping my heart and my work is for the love-relationship i have with Jesus Christ.

I wonder what i have done in Subang. Would they follow. Would they follow to do the small things. Would they have the love-relationship with the Lord, i want to see in them.

It's a burden in my heart. I want the youth to be empowered. Take ownership with their life and don't be bob down with life. Yes, life can be tough. It's meant to be tough. There is no easy way to go through life. God already has place his hand out stretch. Tears in His eyes, every time you walk away for His love. God does want to help you with my walk through life. Face fear. Face life. Face the danger. Face the mountain. Shake your fist at it. Tell it that Jesus Christ is in control of your life. Trust, Love, Faith, Obey. Devote your heart to God. Surrender yourself to Him. Give Him every inch of yourself.

What troubles you? Tell me. Tell the leaders. I'm an email away. shoot me one. Or call a leader. Just ask the questions, you want answer. If we (leaders) can't give you the answers. Don't look down on us because many of us (leaders) are too searching for answers. If we found them, we will for sure tell you. Pray about the question you are seeking answers. You might find it in the Bible. Don't give up on God. The answers at times are hard. Just build your trust and faith. The answers will come.

Just wanted to let you guys and gals of Community Baptist Church Subang/Sunway that i do pray for each one of you by name. I take time to pray for you. I have so much hope and love that you grow with Jesus Christ in love with Him. Having this beautiful love-relationship with Him.

Alright, i have share this from my heart. Now is to share about my day. Friday was good. Classes so far is good. Work load is slowly growing but manageable.

I went to the gym and spent there like 4-5 hours. I workout then played basketball. Oh it was intense. I'm so workout. I love this type of tiredness. it just tells me that i done the day good.

Okay, i really got to sleep. Do share your issues alright. Let's go through life helping each other and growing in a love-relationship with Jesus Christ. So nighty night.

=)

Hanging By the Moment...

Hey,

It was a pleasant Thursday. Only having one class on Tuesday and Thursday is worth it all. I'll be going to add another class which is an online class. Hope that class would be fun.

Today the class i have is music appreciation. Well many of you know that i kinda like deep version of techno which is psytrance. But i have an extreme side also. I like classical, a little of jazz and other forms of music.

Well i like today class. The teacher isn't those types that just like normal classical and play classical only. The teacher introduce so many different type of music. I'm just beginning to like the teacher.

After class, i went around to many offices. Just to pop by to say hello to some professor. Many of them were glad to see me. I spent some time with them.

Later in the day, i went to the gym in the afternoon. It was worth going during that time. Less people. I had a good workout. I came back to the dorm. Shower. Rest. Study. Then some fun time.

I'm all so worn out. And it is a good type of worn out. I know my sleep is going to be good. So till then nighty night.

Waiting,

SlingShot to Love...

Hi,

Wednesday. Classes today are being to teach. Well it's so far going well. Hopefully i'll be on top on things.

I kinda like my English class this semester. The class is more into literature. Yet, there are a lot of reading of short stories and have a review on them.

I couldn't go to the gym today. The school on every Wednesday has a church service. So everything is closed for church.

Well, just gives me more time to study then. =)

Do continue to pray for me. As i also keep many of you guys in prayer. Let's us all pray for nations.

Alright i have to study a little bit more before i go to bed. So till then nighty night.

Care,

Holy As It Goes...

Hey,

Tuesday. It has been great. I enjoy my today. Only having one class today is totally worth it. But i'll be going to add another class; however, this class is online. I want to try out an online class. If it goes well then i might do one or two more. So i can finish my course faster and i can add my second major too.

Typing about my second major, i'm still in the mist of indecisiveness. But i'm seeing some consultation and some professors and of course the God to see whether the major would be good. Do continue to pray for me on this. I'm already taking some bible courses as my minor but once i sense that God is giving me the green light then i would apply it as my second major.

I have nothing much to do today. So i went to workout earlier in the day. It was worth it.

Anyway, i got something to do tomorrow. Busy day. Have to pick my books and run to classes. And have to study for English. So catch me on the next post till then nighty night.

Human,

The Tormented Wanted Loved

Hey,

Monday. I like my Monday Wednesday and Friday. As those days, my day starts at 9 am and ends at 5 pm. Not bad huh? My class schedule this semester seems pretty nicely timed and spare out. So i would have enough time to study in-between and rest a little (if needed). Hopefully i would have more free time this semester to be more physically fit and time to myself.

Today started well. The classes were all just introductions. I'll be doing my best to ace them.

Nothing really big happen besides the classes. Well i started my workout routine again. And i'm really praying and hoping by summer or later than i would be able to dunk. I know i have been saying it for years but in those times there were set backs like i got sick, injure, and busy schedule. Hope i have enough time to push myself to able to dunk this time.

My main mission all this while has always been able to dunk. I really want too. God please let me be able.

I got a workout plan. All plan out this whole semester to make me able to dunk yet i think it might take me longer a bit like maybe into my summer too. So from Jan to June i guess.

Alright, i better be sleeping soon. Tomorrow i got two classes. hehe. So nighty night.

Hurt,