The Dug Hole.

Hey Readers,

I'm running out of stuff to write. haha
College has been very pushy with me. The amount of work required for each class is just crazy. It just makes me to have no life. I got four exams this week. I'm so not prepared for it. Just not prepare. Do pray me people.

I need to place down order of my life. Time management. Follow it like a routine-ness dog. 

I feel my life is spinning out of control. The path the Lord has directed seems blur-ish. I can see just few steps in front of me. I wish that God would just tell me and give me assurance.
However, i belief deep down in me God is test me in my faith and trust because He wants to take my deep in the relationship with Him. Pray for me please.

Other in my mind.
I want to go back home. I miss having Christmas at home with my family and friends. I like having Christmas here and all but nothing beats home. Everyday i think of home. home sick.

Anyway, I love you guys, pray for me and God bless.

love,
Joel

A Whirlpool of Emotion

Hey Everyone,

My school life this semester is going pretty alright. I think i have most of my class under control and keeping up with my homework on top.

Exam week is coming up in fact is this coming week. I have two exams on Monday, one on Wednesday and one on Thursday. Crazy huh? Do pray for me.

okay, i have a question. There this person in class that i want to ask out. So what do i do to ask that person out?

love,
Joel

Jesus Christ loves you ;)

Back to Reality

Hey everybody,

WOW. i haven't been in my blog for a pretty long time. I think is time for me to bring revival. Rain down fire.

If many of you are wondering where i have been. Here is my input.

During my summer i went back home to Malaysia. It was most needed for me because i was really stress out from my semester at school. I kinda enjoy my summer a little. I did not really relax but i work instead.
The work i was involve was not what i say enjoyable but do-able. I was helping out my mom's friend that does a exhibition every end of July. This exhibition is to promote new AV (Audio Video) products. Many companies around ASIA come to this event.
The work that i was involve was to help the exhibitors to their respective booths and their other needs. Stress. For one thing i'm not an administrative guy.

That was my summer. I did not did anything fun like go travelling or go on a eating spree. (I wish i had though but no time).

Now i'm back at school which started on August. Ever since then i was busy as a bee can get in fact more busy . The classes that i'm taking this semester is Bio 213 and 214 (hardest class ever), Coms 101, Exercise Science  class and Creation Studies and Archery. YES, ARCHERY (always wanted to learn it).
my classes this semester seems easy but they are hard like crazy.

Another situation is i change my major. I realize being in Kinesiology is not leading me to the path i wanted but i change to something similar Exercise Science. I want to go into physical therapy.
I belief that i can help more people there and sharing the gospel there would be a great too.

That's a little something from me today. Hope to post more soon. Anyway another time. Bye

Found...

A fine morning. A new school day have arrive. A new semester. A new start.
The sound of busyness surround me. Freshmen rushing to find their classes. Old clicks have once again reconnected. An indication happiness...
This day was not like any other day. Today got my heart racing. That feeling like you found something beyond yourself. Unusual to your normal likes. Simply a bizarre feeling.

I gather myself to sitting down together with my friends. Not able to pay attention to what my friends have to say to them. The only words that came out of me was "hmm" and "yes" or "no."
Every student was about to settle as the professor walks into the room. Everyone awaits in what the teacher is about to pour knowledge. I could not control my feelings. Butterflies in my stomach has awoken. Feeling of running fever has come upon me. My hands starts to be cold and sweaty.
It is that unusual feeling that everyone knows. It is not a sickness. It is not a high on drugs. It is that feeling that everyone wants to have in their lives.

My blood being to flow streaming hot. The room feels hot.
I could not take my eyes of this magnificent beauty.
Flowing dark blonde hair that have a prefect glow as light hits the hair. Skin that looks as if soft as silk. A face that is just radiant that cute to touch.
The eyes is the one that capture my attention the most. Excellent blue eyes like the ocean blue or sky blue. Eyelids that demand attention for all to see. Every wave of the eyes is simply amazing.
I could not take my eyes of her. Simply beautiful. My heart just cannot stop racing. It is about to jump out of my chest.
Thoughts were running in my head. "Where did this amazing angel came from"
She was sitting in room alone. WOW!!!

I wanted to know her. I wanted to be her best friend. I wanted her to like me.
I bite my lip and tongue every time i saw her. An image her lingers in my mind.
I found the most beautiful girl i have ever seen. (to me, many of you might disagree).

Simple Starts

Hey,

End of day 4 is coming

and

Day 3 is my beginning of my trip back home to Malaysia

Excited as always

I feel that a new beginning for me

another chapter started

Spiritually

and character.

God has truly bless me every semester for me.

I hope that he can bless me

financially.

So i can continue to study here

Anyway

see you all Malaysians

i love you

Jesus Christ loves you

Count Down Begins

Hey,

My days are number till I'm home.

5 more days.

actually 4 more by the time i post this.

can't wait.

excited.

it's going to be awesome

see you then.

love.

Jesus Christ loves you.

Long Time

Hey,

i'm excited to come home soon. School here is coming to a close with exams to wrap up everything. i feel that i have finish this semester strong. i just simply love what the Lord is doing in my life. He is soaking me with His blessing giving me good results.

i simply hope that i can continue to study here. As money is slowly becoming an issue.

One thing i can say that the Lord is good and i will follow Him to the ends of the earth for Him. If His will is for me to continue to study here then He shall provide with the necessary income for me.

Anyway, i'm truly excited to go home in a less than 2 weeks. i cannot stop looking at the clock and days just wishing to go home. Really homesick i guess. What is exciting is the things that i'm hearing about my church. The new ministries that are slowly opening up and people stepping forward into position. Awesome.

Beside with all the good news, there must come with prayer too. The prayer i need are...

1. Pray that i finish this semester strong. i got four more exams to go: creation studies, English, Kinesiology, and Church history.

2. Pray for financial that God would provide and also that the school would open up job spaces for me to take.

3. Pray that whatever i have learn would come to remembrance and i would able to apply it on the exam.

4. Pray for my relationship with Christ that it would be deepen and just be saturated with His understand of scripture.

5. Pray for my well-being.

Love you all. Take care. I will be back soon.

Jesus Christ loves you.

Chosen But Free

Hey viewers,

Recently i have been reading this book by Norman L. Geisler, Chosen But Free, the book is amazingly insightful. This book gives a great view about God is. Every time i read it, it just add more foundation to my faith. The first thing that i want to comment about this book is the amount scripture evidence support use. He wisely use the scripture as what it mean and explain it appropriately. I can see that this guy has a lot of respect for the Word of God.

He writes about God's will and God's sovereignty in how people argue that is not really evident and just superficial. Well that is not the case.

I really agree with his point that God's will is not superficial and the hyper-Calvinsim makes God out to be a God that does not follow His nature. Whatever that God says about himself to be he cannot change that and it will forever be the same. Like God is love or God is omniscience or God is just, etc. All that cannot be change. God does not change for us or what we think God can change. God does not need to change because He is holy and love. So please don't put God in a box. The problem is that we have such a limited view about God.

Another point that extreme Arminianism view causes God's will to be finite like you and me. But we all know that God is omniscient. God does not live in the time we are in because He is the creator of time. Free will is giving from God because he wants us to make the choice in whether to follow Him or not. The problem about this is that is hard to truly understand God. He is too really comprehended. We are only able to see glimpses of Him and His power.

The idea to try to discover God would be a huge dilemma. The evidence from history, philosophy and scripture is not enough. The area on relationship with God’s will and free choice of human beings will remain a mystery. We can try to come up with ideas on the issue but this cannot come with reason alone.

Overall, this book has giving me a great insight to this issue. I feel that if are to really need to know God better. We have to read the Word of God more in-depth with prayer asking the Holy Spirit to guide us and creating a stronger bond with Our God. We have to let God’s revelation grow in us. Questioning the scripture and listening to the Holy Spirit is the beginning in understanding God.