Thursday, July 17, 2008
Coming Out!!!!
Hey Addicts
I'm really really Excited. Feeling Awesome. Something Great is Coming. and many of you will don't like. But i don't care. which is Nike is coming out some thing awesome. YAY!!!! i'm so so so so HAPPY...YOOOHHOOOO.....can't wait for it to be released in US. Great shoe, Great things. YAY!!!!
is the shoe i want. i'm inspired
i can sleep well again. like a baby. YAY!!!!...thank you GOD
I'm really really Excited. Feeling Awesome. Something Great is Coming. and many of you will don't like. But i don't care. which is Nike is coming out some thing awesome. YAY!!!! i'm so so so so HAPPY...YOOOHHOOOO.....can't wait for it to be released in US. Great shoe, Great things. YAY!!!!
is the shoe i want. i'm inspired
i can sleep well again. like a baby. YAY!!!!...thank you GOD
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
A Random Post
Heyo Dudes
Do you have come across think that you are someone people look up at? You know went you go to church, school, play basketball, basically where people that you know are around you. Do you have a feeling when people look at you as a role model? For me is hard to tell, cause i think many just don't take me seriously and i'm someone people can play around with. And also i get this constant pressure that surround me all the time(now is much lower, cause Subang members know me). Well, many say i''m a role model for the youth, but i don't see them looking up at me. the only time the youth need me is just for a ride to church or ball or some place. i don't see them being more responsible. Ever more is i don't see the deep passion for God that i have for God. i don't understand whether i'm really a role model. there is no pure evidence. I don't see it.
If i'm a role model for many, then they should be calling me up, asking me things on how to be a better chirstian, how to show love to my parents, how to have full of life, and many other question. Are you afraid to call me. if i'm a role model, you would want me to give you advice. I believe what people say that i'm a role model, but i don't see the evidence. If you just see me and just follow my actions, i can say that it won't work. You have to be mentored. if i'm really a role model, you would ask me to mentor you.
with unsureness,
Do you have come across think that you are someone people look up at? You know went you go to church, school, play basketball, basically where people that you know are around you. Do you have a feeling when people look at you as a role model? For me is hard to tell, cause i think many just don't take me seriously and i'm someone people can play around with. And also i get this constant pressure that surround me all the time(now is much lower, cause Subang members know me). Well, many say i''m a role model for the youth, but i don't see them looking up at me. the only time the youth need me is just for a ride to church or ball or some place. i don't see them being more responsible. Ever more is i don't see the deep passion for God that i have for God. i don't understand whether i'm really a role model. there is no pure evidence. I don't see it.
If i'm a role model for many, then they should be calling me up, asking me things on how to be a better chirstian, how to show love to my parents, how to have full of life, and many other question. Are you afraid to call me. if i'm a role model, you would want me to give you advice. I believe what people say that i'm a role model, but i don't see the evidence. If you just see me and just follow my actions, i can say that it won't work. You have to be mentored. if i'm really a role model, you would ask me to mentor you.
with unsureness,
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Put Your Mind in It and It can be Done.
Hey Masters
I guess many of you must be think, where do Joel get all his energy from? he never seems to stop? is it the coke he drinks? Is it sleep? and others that i can't think of. But i'm sure many of you are think about it right?
Well to tell you the truth, my source of energy comes from God himself. Everyday, i believe in Him to give me unlimited energy and strength and also to keep on adding energy and strength. And really God does a lot. I can assure you is not the coke =)
Everyday you must focus on God, let Him be the core of your life. Do not rely on the world. the world is there to cheat, pull you down and make the worse out of you. God = life, and life means energy and strength(this is only one part of life). God can offer more to you than anything else in this world. I believe in a time, where we christians will sleep less and do more of God works. where we Christians are so fire up that people will be so overwhelm of the awesomeness that God gives. I have put my mind in it to have energy and strength each day.
i think i can say this, if you want to see things change, you want to see the Youth ministry grow to be more powerful and impactful. Want to see power of God to be always here in our life. is time to put your mind in to it. focus on God. Tell Him what you need change in ministry. Tell Him you want to see change in the youth ministry. If you are full of life, you will not care of what you fleshy side wants.
Come on people what happen to your faith, your zealous, your want for change. What happen. Beginning of this year, i thought that you guys want change. But now it seems dull to me. Come on people. If you are depending on feelings to drive you, i have to say this that you are to proud to not change. You are so comfortable in where you are, which means you are to sinful to change. i like what Ps. Mal say, this long time ago, he said he throw away his feeling before he went into ministry. I like you guys to throw away your feelings. drive on God's will. Many people in the bible also throw away their feelings. they didn't care what the people around them say. they just did God's work, preaching Jesus power to everyone everyday. they were unstoppable. in prison they preach, the streets they preach, homes they preach and at the synagogues. Every where they went they preach. I know now, if you do it people might think you are kuku. But we must reach out to our friends. They must know it.
So i say put your mind in to it and it can be done. focus on God. God will give you power and life and wisdom for you to share Jesus into people life. Think about it. challenge it.
With sincerity
I guess many of you must be think, where do Joel get all his energy from? he never seems to stop? is it the coke he drinks? Is it sleep? and others that i can't think of. But i'm sure many of you are think about it right?
Well to tell you the truth, my source of energy comes from God himself. Everyday, i believe in Him to give me unlimited energy and strength and also to keep on adding energy and strength. And really God does a lot. I can assure you is not the coke =)
Everyday you must focus on God, let Him be the core of your life. Do not rely on the world. the world is there to cheat, pull you down and make the worse out of you. God = life, and life means energy and strength(this is only one part of life). God can offer more to you than anything else in this world. I believe in a time, where we christians will sleep less and do more of God works. where we Christians are so fire up that people will be so overwhelm of the awesomeness that God gives. I have put my mind in it to have energy and strength each day.
i think i can say this, if you want to see things change, you want to see the Youth ministry grow to be more powerful and impactful. Want to see power of God to be always here in our life. is time to put your mind in to it. focus on God. Tell Him what you need change in ministry. Tell Him you want to see change in the youth ministry. If you are full of life, you will not care of what you fleshy side wants.
Come on people what happen to your faith, your zealous, your want for change. What happen. Beginning of this year, i thought that you guys want change. But now it seems dull to me. Come on people. If you are depending on feelings to drive you, i have to say this that you are to proud to not change. You are so comfortable in where you are, which means you are to sinful to change. i like what Ps. Mal say, this long time ago, he said he throw away his feeling before he went into ministry. I like you guys to throw away your feelings. drive on God's will. Many people in the bible also throw away their feelings. they didn't care what the people around them say. they just did God's work, preaching Jesus power to everyone everyday. they were unstoppable. in prison they preach, the streets they preach, homes they preach and at the synagogues. Every where they went they preach. I know now, if you do it people might think you are kuku. But we must reach out to our friends. They must know it.
So i say put your mind in to it and it can be done. focus on God. God will give you power and life and wisdom for you to share Jesus into people life. Think about it. challenge it.
With sincerity
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Studying is Getting into Me
Hey fellow viewers,
Well, for not studying for 2 years is really getting a toll on me. And i really want to study anything.
Is like i'm hungry to study but feel lazy about it. Cause of the word study. Over the years in school i wasn't a big fan of studying, always like to go for training or do something for the school. But i think i'm a bit ADD, but severe teachers got down with me and then WOALA i was able to study. Well, to be around me they say that i could do better, and really i think so la. So now, i'm really really want to start studying. i think also i need some motivation study. scare of the world of college. i'm really scare.
Now the thing is should i spend another 1 year here or should go straight there in America. Many ask me to stay back, should I? if i go now it would be a long time before i get back here. if i stay here is just delaying me by 1 year. hiaz, some times i just can't let go of the youth, the work i'm doing for church, i can't let go of you guys. like something in me, telling me to see you youth grow up as powerful leaders for God and i'm the one behind you guys who mentor you guys from the beginning. I feel so cliff zone man. What should i do? God what you want from me? give me a direct path? i want to see where your finger pointing at? give me a sign? here or US?
In my blood now is full of study mode, i can just pick up a book and just study it. What book to study? Bible? Human body? Sound engineering? Parents? Girls? Guys? what book? Sometimes , not sometimes , a lot of times that i wish my parents are the super rich. Which can support me all the way to US without scholarship or with scholarship. sometime wishing that the church should support me in what i study. Even more plus is if i study theology or ministry studies. God really what you want from me. i'm seeing all my friends already leaving to some place to further their studies. I'm alone.
Well, i guess i'm a good planner, i can plan things for my future but now is just the action. my plan now is like this. I'm going to seat for TOEFL. then going to apply in INTI college for ADP course. and then i still sent in my applications to colleges and unis in America also(especially Liberty university and Messiah College these two are my favorites). Then study in INTI for a short period then the real answer will come, hopefully with lots of prayer and prayer that i will enter in a uni in US in January intake. then i stop INTI and go straight there. if they dont then i study in INTI for a year then still go there. that is the plan. the plan.
you guys still don't know what i'm going to study? answer i'm going to study sports science, kinesiology. never heard of it before, just go answers.com. Well, the first mission is to get TOEFL done and done. then rest is easy to do.
So please pray for me, that i will do well for TOEFL and pray for unis in America to accept me
with lots of love
Well, for not studying for 2 years is really getting a toll on me. And i really want to study anything.
Is like i'm hungry to study but feel lazy about it. Cause of the word study. Over the years in school i wasn't a big fan of studying, always like to go for training or do something for the school. But i think i'm a bit ADD, but severe teachers got down with me and then WOALA i was able to study. Well, to be around me they say that i could do better, and really i think so la. So now, i'm really really want to start studying. i think also i need some motivation study. scare of the world of college. i'm really scare.
Now the thing is should i spend another 1 year here or should go straight there in America. Many ask me to stay back, should I? if i go now it would be a long time before i get back here. if i stay here is just delaying me by 1 year. hiaz, some times i just can't let go of the youth, the work i'm doing for church, i can't let go of you guys. like something in me, telling me to see you youth grow up as powerful leaders for God and i'm the one behind you guys who mentor you guys from the beginning. I feel so cliff zone man. What should i do? God what you want from me? give me a direct path? i want to see where your finger pointing at? give me a sign? here or US?
In my blood now is full of study mode, i can just pick up a book and just study it. What book to study? Bible? Human body? Sound engineering? Parents? Girls? Guys? what book? Sometimes , not sometimes , a lot of times that i wish my parents are the super rich. Which can support me all the way to US without scholarship or with scholarship. sometime wishing that the church should support me in what i study. Even more plus is if i study theology or ministry studies. God really what you want from me. i'm seeing all my friends already leaving to some place to further their studies. I'm alone.
Well, i guess i'm a good planner, i can plan things for my future but now is just the action. my plan now is like this. I'm going to seat for TOEFL. then going to apply in INTI college for ADP course. and then i still sent in my applications to colleges and unis in America also(especially Liberty university and Messiah College these two are my favorites). Then study in INTI for a short period then the real answer will come, hopefully with lots of prayer and prayer that i will enter in a uni in US in January intake. then i stop INTI and go straight there. if they dont then i study in INTI for a year then still go there. that is the plan. the plan.
you guys still don't know what i'm going to study? answer i'm going to study sports science, kinesiology. never heard of it before, just go answers.com. Well, the first mission is to get TOEFL done and done. then rest is easy to do.
So please pray for me, that i will do well for TOEFL and pray for unis in America to accept me
with lots of love
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Giving You Sore Eyes
Hey sore eyes,
Well, this post is to give you sore eyes.
You guys must be think why would Joel do a horrible thing to give us sore eyes.
sorry
but i have to do this to you.
is for your own good.
Some times you have to think out the box on how to read this post.
Do think.
is quite easy to solve this.
Well
i think this a test of your focus.
Do you ever think that we should focus on God everyday?
we should focus on him everyday
Some times He blend in very easily.
in our studies
in our work
in our free time
in our life
you just need to focus on Him
He will do the rest
He will give you the answers
when you need them
Are you highlighting God in your life
God can't reveal Himself
unless
you are willing to open your heart to Him
open the door
God wants in
give it all to God
He wants you to select all in your life
and
in your heart
and
surrender it all to God
He don't want you to hide anything from Him
is easy
God loves you
and
He gave you everything
even His son
Now
He wants you to give it all to Him
right click then scroll down to select all
and
then
you get to see all the text here
Well, this post is to give you sore eyes.
You guys must be think why would Joel do a horrible thing to give us sore eyes.
sorry
but i have to do this to you.
is for your own good.
Some times you have to think out the box on how to read this post.
Do think.
is quite easy to solve this.
Well
i think this a test of your focus.
Do you ever think that we should focus on God everyday?
we should focus on him everyday
Some times He blend in very easily.
in our studies
in our work
in our free time
in our life
you just need to focus on Him
He will do the rest
He will give you the answers
when you need them
Are you highlighting God in your life
God can't reveal Himself
unless
you are willing to open your heart to Him
open the door
God wants in
give it all to God
He wants you to select all in your life
and
in your heart
and
surrender it all to God
He don't want you to hide anything from Him
is easy
God loves you
and
He gave you everything
even His son
Now
He wants you to give it all to Him
right click then scroll down to select all
and
then
you get to see all the text here
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