Movie Day

Hello everyone,

Today was a great day. I watch like severe movies today. And is all old shows and some of you might think is a stupid show or lame show or whatever. But i enjoy watching them anyway. So the movies i watch today are,

1. Click
2. The Bone Collector
3. Die Hard 4.0
4. John Tucker Must Die
5. Havoc
6. Speed Racer
7. Bee Movie
8. Matrix 1
9. The Untouchables

yea 8 shows. Wanted to watch more movies. But i couldn't cause i was to sleepy. I didn't have a lot a things to do today, went to jay's place for awhile to do the some Word discussion on how i should give Word for this friday. and went to Zach house to collect the YC teaser stuff for achieving. And doing some designs for our YC visitors card. But today i wanted to be a day just for movies and i can say that i'm deeply satisfied. But not all the shows i saw was really i want to watch but i'm happy to watch those movies. More movie days to come

Lovely,

Just A Thought

Hi all,

Today was just some what great. Woke up to train my jump. then went for lunch, watch severe movies then play basketball in the evening and chat with people online on msn. Anyway, today had a thought run through my head and it hit me when i talk to Joshua, my friend on something. And that something is quite a famous game, created many many years ago. That game is chess. Yea, chess, i not really a good player at chess. Cause i can't remember all the moves to counter your opponent. Anyway, we were laughing on things that you couldn't do chess like 4 player chess and how it might be so troublesome to play 4 player all free for all.
But i found out in the internet that there is a four player chess game. Just that is not played world-wide. I can't really explain to you, so i show you the game.

http://www.boardgamegeek.com/game/2173

This a 3 person chess set

i have no idea how to play this four or three player chess game. Maybe there are new rules or something. So this really blow my mind away la. hehe,

Kookou,

You Are Coke

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Manchester Orchestra

I Can Feel A Hot One

I could feel a hot one taking me down
For a moment, I could feel the force
Fainted to the point of tears
And you were holding on to make a point
What's the point?

I'm but a clean man, stable and alone man
Make it so I won't have to try
The faces always stay the same
So I face the fact that I'm just fine
I said that I'm just fine

I remember, head down,
After you had found out
Manna is a hell of a drug
And I need a little more, I think
Because enough is never quite enough
What's enough?

I took it like a grown man crying on the pavement
Hoping you would show your face
But I haven't heard a thing you've said
In at least a couple hundred days
What'd you say?

I was in the front seat, shaking it out
And I was asking if you felt alright
I never want to hear the truth
I want to hear your voice, it sounded fine
My voice, it sounded fine

I could feel my heartbeat taking me down
And for the moment, I would sleep alright
I'm ? with a selfish fear
To keep me up another restless night
Another restless night

The blood was dry, it was sober
The feeling of audible cracks
And I could tell it was over
From the curtains that hung from your neck

And I realized that then you were perfect
And my teeth ripping out of my head
And it looked like a painting I once knew
Back when my thoughts weren't entirely intact

To pray for what I thought were angels
Ended up being ambulances
And the Lord showed me dreams of my daughter
She was crying inside your stomach

And I felt love again

Down Hill...

Hey,

Looks like Joel Paul Toh is heading a down hill super low power. I don't know why. Maybe is just me. i see many people in my life have come and gone so fast. People around has see me as the person from the past. I have become no power.

What am i to you now?
What have i done wrong?
Are you pointing fingers at me?

I think people in my life have just lost their inspiration to me. Their fire is at medium. Some thing is not right la. I think i'm beginning to think to run away. Run away where? I don't know. Just run away. I have become a nobody to you. I have die in each of every ones hearts. i have become a shadow of the past. People are not seeing me anymore. What better thing to do than run away. Run away far far far away. Where people cannot contact me, where people are new. As i come to see now that i'm not a role model to others. I'm not a person who has change anyones lives. Lucky me that i'm a background person. i hide in the background, doing the work behind the scene. I think i just want to run away now. run away. My heart is broken. Love is shall not on theses humans. Only God i shall love. Take me home God. i want to leave this planet fast. i have no use to these humans anymore. they have suck me dry already and left me to die. Take me home. Take me home.

crying,

...

Hi,

I got nothing much to post for today. Didn't do much today, just went shopping with mom and dad and then later come back home just sleep some more. That is my day for monday. Maybe tomorrow i will wake up early to train my basketball skills. 730am it will be. Or maybe i just get my project going. Or maybe just call some people up and ask them how they are doing to encourage others. Or just be emo tomorrow.
My days are number. People all around seems to drift away from me. is like me as a fish in a lonely pond and went i move into the crowd, they all disperse. i don't know why. Maybe is just me. Is like everyday i walk a lonely road. Maybe is just me. Is it that i'm to direct with people that people are scare to talk to me cause it might offend you and hurt your feelings? I think i just have end up with no friends. Only Jesus, God, and Holy-spirit is my friend. What is friendship or friend? is it when my friend is down i confort him/her or is it love without any conditions. Where everyday is a fun day with my friends. I think i'm just being schizophrenia. Some times i just prefer to run away. Become some one else in a distant country, change my name, learn a new language.
Well, i can't do it. Cause i love my friends and family. i know that all of you are busy little people doing your own little thing everyday that you have no time for me. haha, i know i'm being self-absorbing/selfish here. i wish that God/Jesus/Holy-spirit could speak back to me. Like having a intimate chat with. Pray seems one way and God might answer back with wait or no or yes or wait longer or just tell you a different answer.
i think is just me being emo today la. I so hate being emo. Doesn't satisfy anything. Hate feelings. It always gives out the wrong signals. Joel, you must be always be joyful cause Jesus is the cause of it. And you must give joy to others around you. You are good at making people laugh and have a crazy time with you. Only you can do that. No more emotions, emotions i die to you, you are out of my life, get out of my house. Don't care about other people think of you, ou just do your own stuff for God, and reach out to new people.

Emo la,

FestUp!

HeShe,

Today was any exciting day. Cause i was hype up over the YC teaser. It is because i'm the artist behind the drawings. Hope many of you like it. i did my best. Anyway, it is also a long time that my dad has peach at CBC Subang. i actually do enjoy listening to my dad's sermons. I like strong sermons. where it challenges the mind and heart and spirit. I think my dad over the years of listening to his sermon has become now even better then when i first listen. I not saying that the other pastors sermons are not good, they are beyond good. They are excellence and powerful.

I always like the word that my father use a lot. Which is love is obey, obey is love. And is very truth. I think this is should be the very bottom of our hearts. Love and Obey goes side by side. God loves us so much, and in return we should obey with all our hearts. That should be the first thing, Obey.

Anyway, besides today church. A bunch of us went to eat at ming tien near pyramid. It was a fun and crazy time. Talk alot of crap for me, i didn't know what was going on the other table. Maybe they were discussing about some politics or BGR or GG or some other show or i don't know. I don't really like discussing all does things expect for shows or movies or crap. BGR and politics is not my department of interests. Well for me i just like to make people laugh and do crazy things. Just to see peoples faces happy and smiling is just a site to remember. And it also makes me glad that people are enjoying their time spent with me. Thats for me.

So tonight was lantern night, i and a bunch of us went to eat at f4(meteor garden) was quite ok la. everyone just don't know what i'm calling about the food. Oh well that is the problem when you can't speak chinese. After that we went to Aunt Jo place to play with lantern. And for me, i don't like lantern but i like fire. Seeing the site of fire is just so pleasing to me. Warm heart. =)

i guess it is pretty much today events that happen already. What will tomorrow be?
the past is history, the future is a mystery, and the present is a gift.

Memories...

Oh Hi,

My day started slow. I wake up to the ringing of my mother's voice in the morning at 10plus am. To find out that she wants something from me which is to go online and pay the deposit money for my admission to Liberty University. Yea, my mother found out that they were giving a huge discount before the 15th of September to all students, who are applying. So for me i was half-dead in my sleep trying to concreted on what my mother was scolding me all about but i couldn't careless. Anyway, the payment was online and it was quick, less then 10 minute it as done. And at the end my mom was happy that it was fast and painless, so she left me to my sleep.

Then i went back to sleep, with so many dreams to remember. The dreams were the good, the bad, the fun, and the ****ness. Woke up to the sounds of workers drilling some stuff near by my house, actually opposite my house. The neighbor was doing some minor rebuilding work to his house. So i had to wake up and take a shower and went for lunch. As i was walking down to the tv room, i was shock that my dad was at home. Usually he and mom are most not at home during weekends. They are always attending some kind of meeting all the time. In the end, i have to buy lunch for my dad too. And you know what he wants for lunch, Asam mee. And i do not know how to order that. My dad have to teach me how to said it.

After lunch i was quite sleepy and wanted to sleep. And then i hear a loud buzzing sound coming from my bedtable. The sound of x-men theme song playing and vibrating on the table which was rattling all over the table. i recieve a call and a sms. Which the person wants me to go play basketball at 4pm. So i say yes, i was planing to sleep the whole day to rest my this human body. i wake up to the sound of my alarm clock ringing when it is time to play basketball. i was so tired and was like dead. i was not on form. So i played a slow game.

Cause i wanted to be ready for a more bigger event which was at night. The night i was able to be in contact with all my classmates from Sri Sempurna. To see them face to face again after 2 years was like going to school again. And most of them didn't change much, maybe their hair and style. But i have a lot of fun. Such old memories of each of everyone of them is so heart warming. We have our laughs, sadness, seriousness, crazyness and studyness. But the worse thing was that all of them are in college already and all of them say to me 'what are you doing?' and i say 'bumming'. They were all stun cause i'm bumming for 2 years. So yea, Joel Mr.bummer. I had my great time with them in the party. In the end, we might be meeting another time at the end of this month.

i think i have a great saturday, I watch futurama movie again to have so good laughs. And to know what is that creature name. It is YIVO. OMG la.

Sunday is going to be great...come and celebrate at CBC Subang-Sunway, where great things are happening. smiles everywhere. =)