Hi,
My day is busy. Wake up and straight see the doctor. Had to do some check up again. Cause this is for my participation in the Liberty(my college). They had to make sure that I'm health and capable in doing the training and so on so on. So went to the doctor and had the check up and he will write a report on my health. So far I'm strong as a Human being can be. After that my day just die down of boredom. Cause my desktop computer has just crash. I don't know why. What did i do to deserve this treatment. i don't download porn, i don't go to porn sites. i check the file before download. i make sure that i download the correct size. I use it to play games and download. I don't even use for work. Why it has to crash. If virus also i make sure i flush it out. Don't know. I'm not a computer expert, how should i know these things. Help me save my computer please.
In the night, i went to ignite, hoping it to be a great time of prayer. It turns out, okay, not bad. Is just added worship into prayer meeting. So not much a different. Prayer meeting(this is my point of view) where we just pray, maybe a few guided prayers, but other that that i should just come out from our hearts. Feel what the spirit is telling us to prayer. Worship is just a bonus into prayer. (this is just my point of view, so don't get angry). But so every any God meeting is always a new experiences. Well is good to see quite a lot of people attending prayer meetings now. Is good to see this, that people want to move together in God's plan and to reach that Goal. Hopeful to see next time that the whole church attending prayer meetings, worship practice, sword class, and any sort of God meetings. Maybe i shouldn't attend ignite with expectations of humans doing but to expect God to be there always. So every time i go i always a new experiences.
Have to prepare Word for this Friday. Thinking of what should i discuss about. Love, BGR, Emo, Hate, Studies, God, Satan, and Gifts. Thinking about it. Well hope i can deliver a good message to my life group members. I always think back that did i give a good message? and have they think about it through out the week and do it? Well is their choice to make. I think all my Word will be Bible studies. I believe that life groups should be a place where we do bible studies and understand God better. So we can have a strong foundation in God's Word. I love bible studies is shows a whole new meaning to the scriptures. Anyway is God decision. =)
Besides all that, after Ignite, went out with David, Jay, and Suzanne. Have a lot of bunch of topics to talk about. (not going to type it). In that talk, i felt left out so much. i guess i haven't been hang out with them a lot. And they have so much to talk to each other and i just sit there and listen, even i want to say so thing is not really been heard. Is it me or my self-centered-ness? Some times i just feel that should i hang out with anyone anymore, should i? i know I'm emoing now. Don't know la. If i have no friends, and friends say that "I'm not his friend". I'm okay with it, if God wants me to have no friends, is okay with me. As long i follow God and God's will, and God's Word. At times i wonder, I'm i a person that people want to follow, I'm i a person that people look up at, I'm i a person that people want to be mentor be me. What I'm i to the people? i think i have lost my image. Is it that I'm not personal with my friends that i don't share my personal life issues. I guess I'm breaking down. I'm i to shallow with people. Is it that i have become a nobody. Sometimes i felt that i should just leave, just to see how people will react to my absences. Yea, i full of random shit talk and actions. Joel is not serious at all. I'm not real with people is it? Not that i want special treatment or what. Is that i can see that things has change. Looks like for me i have to move on forward and forget about it. Only God knows and He will set my path for me to take. I don't need to be into the loop in anything, i just have to be myself. I can say that God, Jesus, and Holy Spirit are truly my real friends.
If i receive calls tomorrow that means you people must be reading my blog. You see my blog to know me but you don't take the time to know me in person. So hide in the closet. Just leave me to myself, i will figure out. If friends i can't have, i just have to make new ones.
Anyway, is late and have to think of Word and prepare of it. Is always a new experiences and new way path is made. I will stand for you Jesus and you alone. You deserve it all.
Amen,
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Monday, October 6, 2008
Journey Saved
Hi,
Well i woke up very very late today cause of the beautiful weather that God has rain on this day. So i woke up like 1pm. Didn't have lunch, cause saving money. Poor me. So i had cereal for lunch. Play with my nephew, which is One year old today. YAY!!! happy birthday little Philip.
(stole this picture from my sister's blog)
Well i woke up very very late today cause of the beautiful weather that God has rain on this day. So i woke up like 1pm. Didn't have lunch, cause saving money. Poor me. So i had cereal for lunch. Play with my nephew, which is One year old today. YAY!!! happy birthday little Philip.
(stole this picture from my sister's blog)Want to visit my sister blog. My first sister, click here and for my second sister, click here. The baby belongs to my older sister. Isn't he just so handsome. Hehe. So i play with him today, but he forgot me cause he was not around during the holidays cause of Raya. So as i carry him, he cry. I feel so sad, have to build reputation and friendship again. Low memory him...hiaz.
Anyway today also have to pick up my parents from airport. They are back from Myanmar. So i left house at 345pm to fill petrol. At the petrol station i saw David Chan's mom, Aunt Lai Fong. Couldn't say hi, cause i was going into the petrol station, she was about to leave. So no chance of saying hi. Oh well. After filling petrol of i go to KLIA. i drove all the way there in wonderful speed. i drove at 152km. It was always cool, Every one just give way to me and seeing them it my dust. Haha. Today the highway had quite a lot of cars. So i reach KLIA in 20mins waited for awhile. Waiting for a call from them. Call. leave. Came home at 530pm. Sleep. Dinner. And more sleep.
Beside all that, would like to Thank God that He brought my parents home safely and with no problems. God is good. Thank God that my parents didn't get sick also over there. God do really protect His people. What a powerful God we have. Everyday we can count on Him to do His work in our lives.
A side of this, i watch a movie on tv today. It was in HBO for a long long long time. The main cast is Al Gore and his save the planet issues. Which caught my attention. I watch this two hour documentary on Global Warming. And is so horrifying, and so terrible people we are. destroying the planet, sucking this planet dry to it's core. We dirty creatures we are. The truth that Al Gore say is so compelling, and so true. Is up to us to save this planet from total destruction. And also a lot of prayer. God will do his thing. =) The title of the movie is An Inconvenient Truth. the full review is here. Tomorrow is my workout day which is in the morning. wake up like 730am. So good night, Don't let the monkey sleep with you.
Peaceisthenextbigthing,
Anyway today also have to pick up my parents from airport. They are back from Myanmar. So i left house at 345pm to fill petrol. At the petrol station i saw David Chan's mom, Aunt Lai Fong. Couldn't say hi, cause i was going into the petrol station, she was about to leave. So no chance of saying hi. Oh well. After filling petrol of i go to KLIA. i drove all the way there in wonderful speed. i drove at 152km. It was always cool, Every one just give way to me and seeing them it my dust. Haha. Today the highway had quite a lot of cars. So i reach KLIA in 20mins waited for awhile. Waiting for a call from them. Call. leave. Came home at 530pm. Sleep. Dinner. And more sleep.
Beside all that, would like to Thank God that He brought my parents home safely and with no problems. God is good. Thank God that my parents didn't get sick also over there. God do really protect His people. What a powerful God we have. Everyday we can count on Him to do His work in our lives.
A side of this, i watch a movie on tv today. It was in HBO for a long long long time. The main cast is Al Gore and his save the planet issues. Which caught my attention. I watch this two hour documentary on Global Warming. And is so horrifying, and so terrible people we are. destroying the planet, sucking this planet dry to it's core. We dirty creatures we are. The truth that Al Gore say is so compelling, and so true. Is up to us to save this planet from total destruction. And also a lot of prayer. God will do his thing. =) The title of the movie is An Inconvenient Truth. the full review is here. Tomorrow is my workout day which is in the morning. wake up like 730am. So good night, Don't let the monkey sleep with you.
Peaceisthenextbigthing,
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Yeepee!!!
Hi,
The day spend is alright. Well had a movie night for the first time again, cause last time we use to watch movies every Saturday night but since like September kinda stop watching movies together as me, Jay, and David. So is a first time again. Anyway, the movie we watch was Taxi Driver. The movie was taking us around the world, is quite confusing but it turns out to be a good show. Besides from that, we as in Ben, Jay, David and me, we were blog hopping and we got a shock of one of our young youth blog. Is just very very very shocking. i guess every one knows it already.
A side from all that, wake up early to go for the prayer meeting in the morning at Suzanne house. The atmosphere was just very peaceful and warm. I felt good through out the prayer. Who were there, there is Jack, Sze J, David, Jay, Ben, Suzanne(of course), Zach Siow, Natasha and yours truly me. Had breakfast at Suzanne house, what we eat? Nuggets...YAY!!! with cold tomato sauce. Hmm.....Yummy
So i left Suzanne house at 8am to go to Sea Park Church. To get some stuff for parents. Wanted to stay there for their service but some thing that i forgot which is very important to present it this day. It is the Christmas promo video. So i had to rush back to Subang Church, so i can set up the necessary stuff for the video. I wasn't late in the end. There early like 840am, so i help out with other stuff. Anyway, during the anoucements, at the time the promo video was suppose to be up, there was a small hiccup. But i guess that Anne Wong manage to deal with the problem without my help, cause i was at the PA room doing the song for the promo. But is small matter, as long every one sees the video without/ with the sound, we all get the message.
Today service is really exciting, it was very very hype and very Hot. Ps Mal message was good. I got nothing much to explain here cause every one have different expericenses. So after service had to quickly run up for Discovery Days(DD) meeting. It was so well plan, good on Aunt Yat Wah. But i got a new role to do which is doing the team building slot. Which i didn't want to be the leader and i scare i can't explain to 5-12 years old kids what to do. Then Aunt Yat Wah pull in Jay too to help out. So we have to do some kinda of building with recycle stuff or build a city out of it. And some more have to think of another item for team building. The work. Ouch la. But all this is for God and God's kingdom. Hope our cell group(which is God Strength) to do it as our Works and do a cool city. Sorry, Jay
After church, attended the Sword class, which is uncle Beng is calling about is Spiritual Gifts, which i also already learn in Tung Ling. Which also i didn't stay for long. Went eat and then had to do some work for Jay. Some kind of surprise for some one. Which involve a drill gun. Anyway, Went home and get my power tools and off we go. When we are there and try out the item. It turns out it cannot fit cause it is the item is smaller then the frame we want to put in. So it was a total of waste of time. The person who measure is wrong also. Ouch!. So have to go back to the store and return the item and get the item that is same size as the frame. So another day. A delay work.
Then today had to rain. Of all the days it have to rain. rain rain rain rain rain. Rain. Hope God to rain it on weekdays and not on weekends. So couldn't play basketball. Went to severe courts but all rain. And i think i like kinda spam spam super a lot to every one who plays basketball. On how the condition of the whether. In end, i gave up, i went home, get my squash gear and went to Sunway club. Had a good work out. Met some old friends, more of my dad's friends. So i play squash with them. (uncles are a bunch of tricky people went comes to doing weird shots). Had dinner alone, which is depressing, but i get to eat one of my favorite which is speghetti with chicken chop with cheese on top(Grrr...Ahhhahahaahhaha....Jay corrupted the word cheese...now every time i think of it, it sounds so disgusting).
Came home, to watch some movies on HBO and Star Movies. and watch some CSI. Well tomorrow got quite a lot of stuff to do and have to pick mom and dad from airport. So is going to be a long day tomorrow. Going to sleep in (soon la)
Limit(never),
The day spend is alright. Well had a movie night for the first time again, cause last time we use to watch movies every Saturday night but since like September kinda stop watching movies together as me, Jay, and David. So is a first time again. Anyway, the movie we watch was Taxi Driver. The movie was taking us around the world, is quite confusing but it turns out to be a good show. Besides from that, we as in Ben, Jay, David and me, we were blog hopping and we got a shock of one of our young youth blog. Is just very very very shocking. i guess every one knows it already.
A side from all that, wake up early to go for the prayer meeting in the morning at Suzanne house. The atmosphere was just very peaceful and warm. I felt good through out the prayer. Who were there, there is Jack, Sze J, David, Jay, Ben, Suzanne(of course), Zach Siow, Natasha and yours truly me. Had breakfast at Suzanne house, what we eat? Nuggets...YAY!!! with cold tomato sauce. Hmm.....Yummy
So i left Suzanne house at 8am to go to Sea Park Church. To get some stuff for parents. Wanted to stay there for their service but some thing that i forgot which is very important to present it this day. It is the Christmas promo video. So i had to rush back to Subang Church, so i can set up the necessary stuff for the video. I wasn't late in the end. There early like 840am, so i help out with other stuff. Anyway, during the anoucements, at the time the promo video was suppose to be up, there was a small hiccup. But i guess that Anne Wong manage to deal with the problem without my help, cause i was at the PA room doing the song for the promo. But is small matter, as long every one sees the video without/ with the sound, we all get the message.
Today service is really exciting, it was very very hype and very Hot. Ps Mal message was good. I got nothing much to explain here cause every one have different expericenses. So after service had to quickly run up for Discovery Days(DD) meeting. It was so well plan, good on Aunt Yat Wah. But i got a new role to do which is doing the team building slot. Which i didn't want to be the leader and i scare i can't explain to 5-12 years old kids what to do. Then Aunt Yat Wah pull in Jay too to help out. So we have to do some kinda of building with recycle stuff or build a city out of it. And some more have to think of another item for team building. The work. Ouch la. But all this is for God and God's kingdom. Hope our cell group(which is God Strength) to do it as our Works and do a cool city. Sorry, Jay
After church, attended the Sword class, which is uncle Beng is calling about is Spiritual Gifts, which i also already learn in Tung Ling. Which also i didn't stay for long. Went eat and then had to do some work for Jay. Some kind of surprise for some one. Which involve a drill gun. Anyway, Went home and get my power tools and off we go. When we are there and try out the item. It turns out it cannot fit cause it is the item is smaller then the frame we want to put in. So it was a total of waste of time. The person who measure is wrong also. Ouch!. So have to go back to the store and return the item and get the item that is same size as the frame. So another day. A delay work.
Then today had to rain. Of all the days it have to rain. rain rain rain rain rain. Rain. Hope God to rain it on weekdays and not on weekends. So couldn't play basketball. Went to severe courts but all rain. And i think i like kinda spam spam super a lot to every one who plays basketball. On how the condition of the whether. In end, i gave up, i went home, get my squash gear and went to Sunway club. Had a good work out. Met some old friends, more of my dad's friends. So i play squash with them. (uncles are a bunch of tricky people went comes to doing weird shots). Had dinner alone, which is depressing, but i get to eat one of my favorite which is speghetti with chicken chop with cheese on top(Grrr...Ahhhahahaahhaha....Jay corrupted the word cheese...now every time i think of it, it sounds so disgusting).
Came home, to watch some movies on HBO and Star Movies. and watch some CSI. Well tomorrow got quite a lot of stuff to do and have to pick mom and dad from airport. So is going to be a long day tomorrow. Going to sleep in (soon la)
Limit(never),
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Together-ness
Hey,
Wedding day, not me but Ah Moi's wedding. Is nice and happy to see two people becoming as one in marriage. The wedding has nothing ready interesting, is just the basic wedding stuff you see in every wedding must have. Have a great wedding day Ah Moi =)
Anyway, i was in a total blur. You know why? Cause i miss the wedding rehearsal, cause i was in Ipoh. Terrible me. But i manage to do everything quite smooth. And i really thank God that nothing really went wrong today. Thank You, God.
But the bad thing was after the wedding. When it was clean up time. I didn't see much of our church members cleaning the church. And worse still was that Ah Moi family members were cleaning the mess. Are we missing servanthood qualities. This make me very sad. And i believe that some of Ah Moi aunts and uncles are not Christians. What happen Church People. Do you want to keep God's church clean? Do you want to show that Christians are nice, lovely, responisble people? i can imagine in Ah Moi family hearts/Heads think that this Christians not doing anything and not offering their help to clean up. I know some has stay back and help out which Good on you. How can, man, we Christians, how can.
Well see you tomorrow at prayer in the morning and at church and at Basketball. It will be exciting, explosive, flame on, and wild. Give it all for God. Ok good night, got to wake up early.
Timing,
Wedding day, not me but Ah Moi's wedding. Is nice and happy to see two people becoming as one in marriage. The wedding has nothing ready interesting, is just the basic wedding stuff you see in every wedding must have. Have a great wedding day Ah Moi =)
Anyway, i was in a total blur. You know why? Cause i miss the wedding rehearsal, cause i was in Ipoh. Terrible me. But i manage to do everything quite smooth. And i really thank God that nothing really went wrong today. Thank You, God.
But the bad thing was after the wedding. When it was clean up time. I didn't see much of our church members cleaning the church. And worse still was that Ah Moi family members were cleaning the mess. Are we missing servanthood qualities. This make me very sad. And i believe that some of Ah Moi aunts and uncles are not Christians. What happen Church People. Do you want to keep God's church clean? Do you want to show that Christians are nice, lovely, responisble people? i can imagine in Ah Moi family hearts/Heads think that this Christians not doing anything and not offering their help to clean up. I know some has stay back and help out which Good on you. How can, man, we Christians, how can.
Well see you tomorrow at prayer in the morning and at church and at Basketball. It will be exciting, explosive, flame on, and wild. Give it all for God. Ok good night, got to wake up early.
Timing,
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