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Thursday, October 23, 2008
Amuse?!
Things around me are moving slower that usual. Every time i blink, there is nothing change. But when i turn around things change. I'm riding in this journey of floating is a good as coca-cola on ice. Anyway, i just don't know what i just type...some full of crap. Didn't do much, when for training in the morning and watch some movies in the afternoon. And a whole lot of YouTube videos. Mostly my day think, are blank. Well, that is for bumming for 2 years.
what i can cook up is that been reading some devotion material and reading some old books that my father has. Well many of you guys know that I'm not a book person. So mostly i read and just fall a sleep. But i will finish it soon. That is why i think my English just suck. In need to improve. hehe.
I got nothing much to post up today. Just waiting for friday, Life group. So see you people tomorrow if you come to my life group. Or see you on Sunday. =)
zzzzz.....
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Sound Check?
World around is spinning in a fast rate and all just go vomiting out.(just made out that line). I woke up the sounds of birds chipping away by my window. It was adorable to here, almost like music. i also woke up to the turning of my air con by my parents. Cause it was a big day today. I didn't get to see the birds that was chipping away by my window, maybe is a mocking bird? Oh well. So i when to see the doctor to do a blood test. And i can say the doctor has really good hands. I didn't feel a single pain when he poke my skin to get the blood. But it was painful when he took it out. It was almost like a ant bite. Thank you doctor, you got great hands.
After that, came back home. Didn't have much to do. i was walking around the whole day. up and down. Just to pass the time. It was quite boring. Until my little nephew came. Seeing him now at 1 years old. Just brings back memories when i use to live in Shah Alam. I can't remember much of that place. But i know is a super huge big place. If only i remember the address. hiaz...have to ask my mom for the address that we live in Shah Alam. I know one thing for sure that we live inside together with the Prince. (i don't know what prince). Is true okay. You can ask my sisters or my parents. Is true. I so love that place i live. It was huge and so many rooms and every thing there was huge. Only one sad thing was the death of our dog. What a tragic.(don't want to share). sad. Okay, back to my nephew. Seeing him now, he can do a lot of things now. Mostly crawl a lot. I can start to imagine him went he is two years old, by then he would be able to walk and run. He is going to be fast. I think in a way, he sought of like me.
Enough of my nephew. Today my devotion is a silent. I didn't go out to do my devotion this time. I felt that God wants me to stay in my room and just meditate on His Word and on Him. It is tiring. Sitting in the middle of my room. And just fading away from reality. Hearing my heart beat and to the sound of the water drips. Clearing my mind and focusing on God. Is just amazing. I didn't want to pray to Him this time, cause i think i have enough say to him. This time i just wanted to listen to Him. Letting Him work His power upon me. At this time also, the only scripture that came into mind was Psalms 23
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
3 he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.
4 Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, [a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
6 Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.
meditating on the Words. One by one. Just reliefs me. And is just so peaceful. I was just dreaming with God. Letting Him carry me in His scriptures. This is really the Living Word. It is really life. The bible that God gave man, is truly powerful. Then after the meditation, i end of with a song Heart of Worship. It just connects so easily. And singing it so slowly. The words in the song. Just touching. God is really amazing. Can't explain in words. Just WOW.
When for worship practice today, and it was great to see MK and SB back. And a new face in the PA section. Welcome you, Gavin into the team. Went there to help out Gavin. Worship practice today, feels very worshiping. It felt not like a practice session but more of a time of worship. Seeing the band now, they have really grown so mature in music. And they flow so easily together. Keep it up.
Tonight i watched Gossip Girl so2e07 - "Chuck In Real Life". This episode i like the most. Haven't watch yet. I won't say much. Gossip Girl, is like becoming apart of me. Well maybe cause i got no real girl friends. That is real close to me. like best friends. I guess that i'm not cool for people. haha. Or i'm to cool for you people. Hehe. Should watch this episode. =)
I'm thinking of starting another blog. Well see how it goes.
Bannana Split,
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Live Up!
A lot things are happen in these past few days. And i have become so involve with so many church work that is on my shoulders. There are the DD team building, October Outdoor games and C2U. And i like it. It makes me feel that i'm apart of the church. And i have very good responds from my email on the team building for DD(Discovery Days). And seeing the whole church working as a team. To help people around us to know Jesus Christ through us.
This seems like Acts 2:42-47, happening all over again. Which is good. And it should be like this forever. Where all believers of Christ be united as one body of Christ. Serving others and helping other to know Jesus Christ as their personal Savior.
Acts 2:42-47,
42They devoted themselves to the apostles' teaching and to the fellowship, to the breaking of bread and to prayer.
43Everyone was filled with awe, and many wonders and miraculous signs were done by the apostles.
44All the believers were together and had everything in common.
45Selling their possessions and goods, they gave to anyone as he had need.
46Every day they continued to meet together in the temple courts. They broke bread in their homes and ate together with glad and sincere hearts,
47praising God and enjoying the favor of all the people. And the Lord added to their number daily those who were being saved.
if you have read my old post on the 5P. You will understand better what i mean. Click Here to read the post i posted.
Anyway, been busy with this planing stuff. But mostly my day was lazying around. Watching a lot YouTube videos. Just to pass the time and have good laughs. And also been reading up on marvel comic heroes bio. Which is so interesting and helps me understand the Marvel Universe better. Besides all that i receive a call today from the doctor, that i should take my another injection. Which also was important. So tomorrow i have to go see doctor. hehe.
Slowly my days on Malaysia soil is fading away. Saying my goodbyes to Malaysia would be easy but saying goodbye to the people i know is most hardest. I wonder what would i say. best way to find out is to wait for that day. Going to America is like a dream come through. Wishing that America is dreaming of me.
Picky
Monday, October 20, 2008
In A Box
Very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very sleepy day. I didn't wake up till 3pm today. And this sleep was want of the best sleep i ever got in ages ago. And had want of the most wild and weird dreams i could dream off. After my sleep i couldn't open my eyes cause of the crying i had last night. Must be the eye dirt. I had a good cry. I feel at peace now....lalalllallalalalalaa
Okay back to the dream. what was i dreaming about? I dream i was a super hero like deadpool. YAY deadpool. For those who don't know who is deadpool. Here is deadpool. Anyway, I went through so many fights, and being a psychotic dude. I was like over powering people. And bad gus just coming and coming. And me, alone, fighting all this bad guys not stop. until the dream was change that i was in my room typing this post and suddenly Jay knock on my door and ask me to help him change his blog HTML of this blog. Like his color and so on. hehe. Then i dream of i was in a date with.....the face was blank. but i saw the hair and it was blonde. and a very nice shape body. WOW. i couldn't hear what i was calling either could i hear her speak. But i know mostly i was gazing at her. After that date, we went to see the sun set. And it is the end of my dream. i didn't wake up yet. Just everything just went blank. Pitch black. except that went you close your eyes then you see those things floating and doing so abstract art.
Woke up and eat lunch, after 3 hours of wake time i went back to sleep. Woke up again at 730pm to realise that my parents when off for dinner, so i have to eat alone. And now i'm typing here, bloging to you guys about my day. So now good night. And enjoy more random episode of deadpool coming up and i can't wait to watch Gossip Girl.
xoxo, gossip boy,
