Hi,
Think to myself today that it is going to be quite a interesting day for me. So it start at 10am wake up. Today was suppose to send the van for some minor repairs. But it turns out to be not open cause today is a public holiday, Deepavail. So i have to drop David at home and Jay too. And David to pick me up later. Then it was not open and i try to get David not to come to ss15 but it was to late. So we two decided to just eat breakfast at a coffee shop near by. And then just go home after that.
Thought i would receive a call from Jay, whether he wanted to eat with me and David. But turns no calls. So went home and just sleep till it was time to go for Acts 2:42 in Aunt Jolene house. Had a late lunch at Aunt Jolene house. The meeting is to discuss some stuff and planning. It ended quite early thought i could go for basketball. But they had something cook up for me. jay and David kidnap me, blind fold me and drove around in USJ 16. It was quite easy to tell that i was still in USJ 16 cause of the many turns, and 'short traffic light stops' and going quite slow. But it was fun. They drove me around for 15minutes. And make me walk blind folded. Enter into the house and i had to do some test. Which Jay just cook up in the last minute. It was to eat cat food. But i insist no. So it end up to just lick the cat food. Which taste and smell bad. Gross. So why did they do this to me. Cause they would like to appreciated me for all the hidden effort i done in church and in peoples lives. Which I'm truly deeply touch. My heart was melting with the words of appreciation came out from their mouths. Thank you guys, I'm will remember today. The only set back was i already know what they going to do to me already. haha. Cause i think that Zach Siow accidentally send me a email on this. I was so tempted to read it and yes i fall into it. But I'm truly bless with the people I'm around with. Even though i know the plan but i still like it. It was still a great surprise to me. Again, Thank you guys.
I had fun. And enjoy myself a lot. Besides that, today i went to cybercafe for the first time in a long drought since every one stop playing Dota and all. So today just went there to play Dota, i know it is a old game. But old games are at times still fun. 1 win and 1 lost. Just a game. =) I enjoy myself there, it was fun and the experience there is quite different. Like people really blast their speakers and it is so hard to heard the person next to me speak and is just different. Can't explain, go there yourself. hehe. Went to Old Town, to eat supper and then came home.
Today is a good day. Been bless by people. And had fun. And make other people laugh. Mission complete for today.
A smile today, keeps the sadness away,
Monday, October 27, 2008
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Jam Pack!!
Hey,
Church day today. It was great and always fulfilling. I started out by not wake up to the alarm but to my in build body alarm. And i knew is going to be a great day. When to church, very thing turn out good. Pretty happy, how Gavin did the PA. In though there was some small hiccups with the speakers but all is good. Uncle Henry preaching was also very detail and easily to understand. Can't really remember much. But is good. Note to Joel Toh: please do yourself a flavor and start taking down notes during sermon. Anyway after service was sword class. And is life trek 2. It talks about very important issues that this world are asking from us Christians. Today topic is about "who is the devil". Even though i learn this in Tung Ling. But is good to be reminded again. Good stuff. I would be deeply be encourage went the youth start attending Sword class. Cause it helps build your foundation in Jesus Christ. You learn things that will build your faith. And it would be easier for you to talk about Jesus Christ to your friends. Fun time.
Then after church, when to Rock Cafe with some of us. And had a quite a good conversation. After that when to basketball. Basketball was so hot. At 4pm it was still sunny and blazing hot. Uncle Phua say that day was about 40°C. Till like 530pm and it started to be much cooler. I really enjoy today's basketball. Cause a old friend today came. And i think my game have sought of improve. One think i remember in basketball was i did a ankle breaker on Prabu(the ice-cream man) and score. i was so happy. And i mark him deep till he can't even get a single ball on his hands(i know what you guys are think, horny monkeys). Play till 730pm, guess that everyone was tired, must be the weather. hehe is funny. Rain we complain, hot also complain. Man we are to temped. Oh well, nothing that can really control the weather, unless we are all pray for the same thing, cool weather and cloudy. =)
So my parents were not around today and tomorrow cause they are going to Seremban to go for some kind of seminar. So home alone. besides that, i had no dinner and i ask Zack Mok whether he want go Murni, he wanted but the others don't want. So it was just the two of us. In the end we decide to go for ipoh chicken rice in ss15. So i thought to myself, think that it would be a date today. It turns out, Not. I receive a call at 740pm from David and David also say that his parents are also not around. So he wanted to join us too. Then David also told me that Daniel was home alone and just take him out. So in the end it turns out 4 people. hehe. After the dinner, Me, David and Daniel went to Parade just for a walk. Cause we were waiting for Jay to finish his dinner with his parents. So we went to the Nike store and to Toy 'R' Us. walk till all the shops close. And it was still early like 945pm. So went to suku, for a small supper, with Jay and KJ. Watching football is exciting and boring at the same time. Some times i thing that football should at a new element to the game, which is fighting. Since football player like to rant to the other player, they should fight. It makes the game even more exciting and people would bet more. hehe.
Lastly my day end with Jay, David and me coming to my place to watch a movie. We watch 'Snatch', actor Brad Pitt and other famous actors. Is quite a good film. It has it laughs and serious. Not bad. My day ended at 2am. Which i was super super tired. i couldn't up my eye after the show. That is why i couldn't post this up yet in time. So here you go.
Records,
Church day today. It was great and always fulfilling. I started out by not wake up to the alarm but to my in build body alarm. And i knew is going to be a great day. When to church, very thing turn out good. Pretty happy, how Gavin did the PA. In though there was some small hiccups with the speakers but all is good. Uncle Henry preaching was also very detail and easily to understand. Can't really remember much. But is good. Note to Joel Toh: please do yourself a flavor and start taking down notes during sermon. Anyway after service was sword class. And is life trek 2. It talks about very important issues that this world are asking from us Christians. Today topic is about "who is the devil". Even though i learn this in Tung Ling. But is good to be reminded again. Good stuff. I would be deeply be encourage went the youth start attending Sword class. Cause it helps build your foundation in Jesus Christ. You learn things that will build your faith. And it would be easier for you to talk about Jesus Christ to your friends. Fun time.
Then after church, when to Rock Cafe with some of us. And had a quite a good conversation. After that when to basketball. Basketball was so hot. At 4pm it was still sunny and blazing hot. Uncle Phua say that day was about 40°C. Till like 530pm and it started to be much cooler. I really enjoy today's basketball. Cause a old friend today came. And i think my game have sought of improve. One think i remember in basketball was i did a ankle breaker on Prabu(the ice-cream man) and score. i was so happy. And i mark him deep till he can't even get a single ball on his hands(i know what you guys are think, horny monkeys). Play till 730pm, guess that everyone was tired, must be the weather. hehe is funny. Rain we complain, hot also complain. Man we are to temped. Oh well, nothing that can really control the weather, unless we are all pray for the same thing, cool weather and cloudy. =)
So my parents were not around today and tomorrow cause they are going to Seremban to go for some kind of seminar. So home alone. besides that, i had no dinner and i ask Zack Mok whether he want go Murni, he wanted but the others don't want. So it was just the two of us. In the end we decide to go for ipoh chicken rice in ss15. So i thought to myself, think that it would be a date today. It turns out, Not. I receive a call at 740pm from David and David also say that his parents are also not around. So he wanted to join us too. Then David also told me that Daniel was home alone and just take him out. So in the end it turns out 4 people. hehe. After the dinner, Me, David and Daniel went to Parade just for a walk. Cause we were waiting for Jay to finish his dinner with his parents. So we went to the Nike store and to Toy 'R' Us. walk till all the shops close. And it was still early like 945pm. So went to suku, for a small supper, with Jay and KJ. Watching football is exciting and boring at the same time. Some times i thing that football should at a new element to the game, which is fighting. Since football player like to rant to the other player, they should fight. It makes the game even more exciting and people would bet more. hehe.
Lastly my day end with Jay, David and me coming to my place to watch a movie. We watch 'Snatch', actor Brad Pitt and other famous actors. Is quite a good film. It has it laughs and serious. Not bad. My day ended at 2am. Which i was super super tired. i couldn't up my eye after the show. That is why i couldn't post this up yet in time. So here you go.
Records,
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Swift Moment
Dello,
I had a great day today. Thank You, God for another great and awesome day. The weather was so good that it didn't rain at all. And i woke up early to play some great great basketball. Playing outside my house has become a norm for me, and people are starting to remember me. Like the aunts, who do the line dancing and some neighborhood kids too. The people that see me daily think that i don't go to school, so they give me that look. Like why is this kid so naughty, never see him go to school. Oh well, i just smile and continue doing my training anyway. Is great playing in the morning. It makes me feel so healthy and my face skin even look nicer. Hehe. Is great meeting kids in the morning to play with sometimes. These kid are like 11-15 years old. And the good things is they still call me "Brother" in Chinese. So these kids has become my daily trainees. Is good to see kids wanting to play good basketball and be a head on the game.
Everyday if i see them, they will be so excited to know more stuff on basketball. Want to know how to shoot, pass, dribble and etc. The passion in them, just brings back the passion in me again(not that it die but more than before). And the slight down side is that they believe in me. Not that I'm lying to them. Okay the story beings with them asking me whether i would make it to the NBA or EURO, that they see on TV. And i told them that i would one day. Do you see. I'm giving them faults hopes, they see me as their role-model. And what if i don't make it to the NBA or EURO. I told them another things is that don't except. Cause it can let you down. But they continue to give me that smiley face of theirs and play on. Is great, really great.
Hopefully there will be a day that i will tell them about Jesus(or they are already Christian). Who is my role-model? Many do not know. The role-model that i mostly follow his ways are Michael Jordan. He is the one that inspired me to play this game. I know he isn't a Christian. But i like the attitude that he always give out which is passion. I'm a type of person that will give out a 100% to everything. No half-hearted in anything i do. I want to deliver the best in any situation that i have to perform. I got other role-models. Michael Jordan is one of them. I know that i don't move like MJ or talk like MJ or whatever MJ. But the attitude that i see. He is the one that make wanna keep on moving forward. WOW
So i hope that i be the strong leader for these kids i know in USJ 11. Hope i be a great role-model for them. Time to sing the "Never Gonna Give You Up" by Rick Astley. hehe.
Love Life,
I had a great day today. Thank You, God for another great and awesome day. The weather was so good that it didn't rain at all. And i woke up early to play some great great basketball. Playing outside my house has become a norm for me, and people are starting to remember me. Like the aunts, who do the line dancing and some neighborhood kids too. The people that see me daily think that i don't go to school, so they give me that look. Like why is this kid so naughty, never see him go to school. Oh well, i just smile and continue doing my training anyway. Is great playing in the morning. It makes me feel so healthy and my face skin even look nicer. Hehe. Is great meeting kids in the morning to play with sometimes. These kid are like 11-15 years old. And the good things is they still call me "Brother" in Chinese. So these kids has become my daily trainees. Is good to see kids wanting to play good basketball and be a head on the game.
Everyday if i see them, they will be so excited to know more stuff on basketball. Want to know how to shoot, pass, dribble and etc. The passion in them, just brings back the passion in me again(not that it die but more than before). And the slight down side is that they believe in me. Not that I'm lying to them. Okay the story beings with them asking me whether i would make it to the NBA or EURO, that they see on TV. And i told them that i would one day. Do you see. I'm giving them faults hopes, they see me as their role-model. And what if i don't make it to the NBA or EURO. I told them another things is that don't except. Cause it can let you down. But they continue to give me that smiley face of theirs and play on. Is great, really great.
Hopefully there will be a day that i will tell them about Jesus(or they are already Christian). Who is my role-model? Many do not know. The role-model that i mostly follow his ways are Michael Jordan. He is the one that inspired me to play this game. I know he isn't a Christian. But i like the attitude that he always give out which is passion. I'm a type of person that will give out a 100% to everything. No half-hearted in anything i do. I want to deliver the best in any situation that i have to perform. I got other role-models. Michael Jordan is one of them. I know that i don't move like MJ or talk like MJ or whatever MJ. But the attitude that i see. He is the one that make wanna keep on moving forward. WOW
So i hope that i be the strong leader for these kids i know in USJ 11. Hope i be a great role-model for them. Time to sing the "Never Gonna Give You Up" by Rick Astley. hehe.
Love Life,
CopyCat
Hi,
Guitar Hero copycat this show "Risky Business"
Acted by Tom Cruise
This one is Kobe Bryant, Alex Rodriguez, Michael Phelps, and Tony Hawk
Just for laughs
Enjoy
Guitar Hero copycat this show "Risky Business"
Acted by Tom Cruise
This one is Kobe Bryant, Alex Rodriguez, Michael Phelps, and Tony Hawk
Just for laughs
Enjoy
Friday, October 24, 2008
Dots
Hi,
My time is up. Everyday i think to myself, my purpose of living is to give glory to God. Things in my mind are beginning to make me crazy. A psychotic person i have become. Every person i turn to have face the other direction. They hide away. What real-ness i am be. I wish at times that death be faster on me. Leaving this world is good enough for me. Wishing to murder myself is such a ugly scene. I shall not do it, is such a ugly scene to do it. People around me will cry if i do it. Truly i have become schizophrenic. There to many things speaking in my head. I can't take it no more. I'm not healthy in the head. Seeing to much imagines is scary enough, it has become to real.
At times wish that all this is not real. I want to live myself. Every day i pass by myself sitting in the tree with a swing singing "ring a ring a roses". Scarring myself. What have i become? I want to live a tale behind me. I want people speaking of me. What have i become? Think of God and me seems so peaceful and real. Is like i can almost touch God. His cloths is soft as silk. His presences, destroying the darkness with His glory. To real, to real. What i have become? to think that i have no friends. Have i care for him/her the same as myself? Have i not share my life with you? have i give? have i help? What have i become?
This world spinning around me. It seems not real at all. Life seems so hard. And others is easy. Seeing what I'm not suppose to see, has been seen. My brain cells are not connecting with each other no more. Cause they love each other no more. The cells has a brain of itself. My heart beat, beats at every second. The seconds go by. Till it sounds like techno music. My eyes are scanning every person i see. What they truly made off? my hands and legs move, till it can move on it's own. My stomach has a mind of it's own. It tells me when it's hungry or thirsty. Going to toilet to pee or shit never seems so exhausting. Many times in my life i thought that I'm in the matrix. I'm willing to be plug out. And live a real life.
I guess this is a real life, where i can't run from. I can't change the past. Is only the present and the future. Living life. Can't get into comfort in life. Always on your toes. Like cling for dear life. I'm a unit, ready for war. Like Jason Bourne, always running to know his true identity. I'm searching to succeed in life. I must. destiny awaits for me. I shall walk through my mountain. And shall not be over come by the mountain. I will take what is rightfully mine. Life. Thank you God. Just speaking my heart out. clear mind.
My time is up. Everyday i think to myself, my purpose of living is to give glory to God. Things in my mind are beginning to make me crazy. A psychotic person i have become. Every person i turn to have face the other direction. They hide away. What real-ness i am be. I wish at times that death be faster on me. Leaving this world is good enough for me. Wishing to murder myself is such a ugly scene. I shall not do it, is such a ugly scene to do it. People around me will cry if i do it. Truly i have become schizophrenic. There to many things speaking in my head. I can't take it no more. I'm not healthy in the head. Seeing to much imagines is scary enough, it has become to real.
At times wish that all this is not real. I want to live myself. Every day i pass by myself sitting in the tree with a swing singing "ring a ring a roses". Scarring myself. What have i become? I want to live a tale behind me. I want people speaking of me. What have i become? Think of God and me seems so peaceful and real. Is like i can almost touch God. His cloths is soft as silk. His presences, destroying the darkness with His glory. To real, to real. What i have become? to think that i have no friends. Have i care for him/her the same as myself? Have i not share my life with you? have i give? have i help? What have i become?
This world spinning around me. It seems not real at all. Life seems so hard. And others is easy. Seeing what I'm not suppose to see, has been seen. My brain cells are not connecting with each other no more. Cause they love each other no more. The cells has a brain of itself. My heart beat, beats at every second. The seconds go by. Till it sounds like techno music. My eyes are scanning every person i see. What they truly made off? my hands and legs move, till it can move on it's own. My stomach has a mind of it's own. It tells me when it's hungry or thirsty. Going to toilet to pee or shit never seems so exhausting. Many times in my life i thought that I'm in the matrix. I'm willing to be plug out. And live a real life.
I guess this is a real life, where i can't run from. I can't change the past. Is only the present and the future. Living life. Can't get into comfort in life. Always on your toes. Like cling for dear life. I'm a unit, ready for war. Like Jason Bourne, always running to know his true identity. I'm searching to succeed in life. I must. destiny awaits for me. I shall walk through my mountain. And shall not be over come by the mountain. I will take what is rightfully mine. Life. Thank you God. Just speaking my heart out. clear mind.
Day
Hello,
My day is good. Whole day play basketball. So fun. The weather today was just plain awesome. Got to enjoy it. Play basketball non-stop. Play till afternoon then went for lunch, rest a bit, then off to the court to play some more. till like 2-3pm i came back home to shower and rest. But it was totally good day. Woke up like 8am till 2pm. WOW. just awesome. Thank You, God for providing such great great great weather.
Today i also want to talk about fish. Well, fish is quite a dumb creature. Easier get caught by smart fisherman. But Internet fish is smart. They are always happy, and they come in different color and size. i show you my aquarium. =)
Such a happy fish
My day is good. Whole day play basketball. So fun. The weather today was just plain awesome. Got to enjoy it. Play basketball non-stop. Play till afternoon then went for lunch, rest a bit, then off to the court to play some more. till like 2-3pm i came back home to shower and rest. But it was totally good day. Woke up like 8am till 2pm. WOW. just awesome. Thank You, God for providing such great great great weather.
Today i also want to talk about fish. Well, fish is quite a dumb creature. Easier get caught by smart fisherman. But Internet fish is smart. They are always happy, and they come in different color and size. i show you my aquarium. =)
Such a happy fish
Shitting cars,
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Amuse?!
iello,
Things around me are moving slower that usual. Every time i blink, there is nothing change. But when i turn around things change. I'm riding in this journey of floating is a good as coca-cola on ice. Anyway, i just don't know what i just type...some full of crap. Didn't do much, when for training in the morning and watch some movies in the afternoon. And a whole lot of YouTube videos. Mostly my day think, are blank. Well, that is for bumming for 2 years.
what i can cook up is that been reading some devotion material and reading some old books that my father has. Well many of you guys know that I'm not a book person. So mostly i read and just fall a sleep. But i will finish it soon. That is why i think my English just suck. In need to improve. hehe.
I got nothing much to post up today. Just waiting for friday, Life group. So see you people tomorrow if you come to my life group. Or see you on Sunday. =)
zzzzz.....
Things around me are moving slower that usual. Every time i blink, there is nothing change. But when i turn around things change. I'm riding in this journey of floating is a good as coca-cola on ice. Anyway, i just don't know what i just type...some full of crap. Didn't do much, when for training in the morning and watch some movies in the afternoon. And a whole lot of YouTube videos. Mostly my day think, are blank. Well, that is for bumming for 2 years.
what i can cook up is that been reading some devotion material and reading some old books that my father has. Well many of you guys know that I'm not a book person. So mostly i read and just fall a sleep. But i will finish it soon. That is why i think my English just suck. In need to improve. hehe.
I got nothing much to post up today. Just waiting for friday, Life group. So see you people tomorrow if you come to my life group. Or see you on Sunday. =)
zzzzz.....
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Sound Check?
Jello,
World around is spinning in a fast rate and all just go vomiting out.(just made out that line). I woke up the sounds of birds chipping away by my window. It was adorable to here, almost like music. i also woke up to the turning of my air con by my parents. Cause it was a big day today. I didn't get to see the birds that was chipping away by my window, maybe is a mocking bird? Oh well. So i when to see the doctor to do a blood test. And i can say the doctor has really good hands. I didn't feel a single pain when he poke my skin to get the blood. But it was painful when he took it out. It was almost like a ant bite. Thank you doctor, you got great hands.
After that, came back home. Didn't have much to do. i was walking around the whole day. up and down. Just to pass the time. It was quite boring. Until my little nephew came. Seeing him now at 1 years old. Just brings back memories when i use to live in Shah Alam. I can't remember much of that place. But i know is a super huge big place. If only i remember the address. hiaz...have to ask my mom for the address that we live in Shah Alam. I know one thing for sure that we live inside together with the Prince. (i don't know what prince). Is true okay. You can ask my sisters or my parents. Is true. I so love that place i live. It was huge and so many rooms and every thing there was huge. Only one sad thing was the death of our dog. What a tragic.(don't want to share). sad. Okay, back to my nephew. Seeing him now, he can do a lot of things now. Mostly crawl a lot. I can start to imagine him went he is two years old, by then he would be able to walk and run. He is going to be fast. I think in a way, he sought of like me.
Enough of my nephew. Today my devotion is a silent. I didn't go out to do my devotion this time. I felt that God wants me to stay in my room and just meditate on His Word and on Him. It is tiring. Sitting in the middle of my room. And just fading away from reality. Hearing my heart beat and to the sound of the water drips. Clearing my mind and focusing on God. Is just amazing. I didn't want to pray to Him this time, cause i think i have enough say to him. This time i just wanted to listen to Him. Letting Him work His power upon me. At this time also, the only scripture that came into mind was Psalms 23
World around is spinning in a fast rate and all just go vomiting out.(just made out that line). I woke up the sounds of birds chipping away by my window. It was adorable to here, almost like music. i also woke up to the turning of my air con by my parents. Cause it was a big day today. I didn't get to see the birds that was chipping away by my window, maybe is a mocking bird? Oh well. So i when to see the doctor to do a blood test. And i can say the doctor has really good hands. I didn't feel a single pain when he poke my skin to get the blood. But it was painful when he took it out. It was almost like a ant bite. Thank you doctor, you got great hands.
After that, came back home. Didn't have much to do. i was walking around the whole day. up and down. Just to pass the time. It was quite boring. Until my little nephew came. Seeing him now at 1 years old. Just brings back memories when i use to live in Shah Alam. I can't remember much of that place. But i know is a super huge big place. If only i remember the address. hiaz...have to ask my mom for the address that we live in Shah Alam. I know one thing for sure that we live inside together with the Prince. (i don't know what prince). Is true okay. You can ask my sisters or my parents. Is true. I so love that place i live. It was huge and so many rooms and every thing there was huge. Only one sad thing was the death of our dog. What a tragic.(don't want to share). sad. Okay, back to my nephew. Seeing him now, he can do a lot of things now. Mostly crawl a lot. I can start to imagine him went he is two years old, by then he would be able to walk and run. He is going to be fast. I think in a way, he sought of like me.
Enough of my nephew. Today my devotion is a silent. I didn't go out to do my devotion this time. I felt that God wants me to stay in my room and just meditate on His Word and on Him. It is tiring. Sitting in the middle of my room. And just fading away from reality. Hearing my heart beat and to the sound of the water drips. Clearing my mind and focusing on God. Is just amazing. I didn't want to pray to Him this time, cause i think i have enough say to him. This time i just wanted to listen to Him. Letting Him work His power upon me. At this time also, the only scripture that came into mind was Psalms 23
1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
3 he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.
4 Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, [a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
6 Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.
meditating on the Words. One by one. Just reliefs me. And is just so peaceful. I was just dreaming with God. Letting Him carry me in His scriptures. This is really the Living Word. It is really life. The bible that God gave man, is truly powerful. Then after the meditation, i end of with a song Heart of Worship. It just connects so easily. And singing it so slowly. The words in the song. Just touching. God is really amazing. Can't explain in words. Just WOW.
When for worship practice today, and it was great to see MK and SB back. And a new face in the PA section. Welcome you, Gavin into the team. Went there to help out Gavin. Worship practice today, feels very worshiping. It felt not like a practice session but more of a time of worship. Seeing the band now, they have really grown so mature in music. And they flow so easily together. Keep it up.
Tonight i watched Gossip Girl so2e07 - "Chuck In Real Life". This episode i like the most. Haven't watch yet. I won't say much. Gossip Girl, is like becoming apart of me. Well maybe cause i got no real girl friends. That is real close to me. like best friends. I guess that i'm not cool for people. haha. Or i'm to cool for you people. Hehe. Should watch this episode. =)
I'm thinking of starting another blog. Well see how it goes.
Bannana Split,
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