Ticking Clock of the Day

Hi,

Thursday. I spent doing pretty much in bed. Snooze my day off. Well i actually did a little bit of stuff. Reading and watching shows.

But other than that is quite much nothing.

Anyway, i'm going to watch a show together with my friends. Catch me another time. nighty night.

Time,

Hologram of the Heart

Hi,

My day was quite spent reading a book. I have been doing a intensive and deep Bible study on the book of Revelation. I'm not searching for when the Lord is coming back. Nor am i looking for the coming of the antichrist.

We shouldn't look for those signs as it can hurt your Christian journey. I look at this signs as a way to have a period of time spent in sin. If you set a date to the Lord's coming and the date is a long time from now. Then you might spent doing other things than growing your relationship with Jesus Christ. To walk in righteousness. So we shouldn't cook up dates but let us be on our toes of faith. Keep on growing in the love of Jesus Christ. And pray for revival throughout nations.

Anyway, my study is tough and long. I'm not going to post my Bible study on my devotion blog. But if you want than i think i can do a Bible study when i get back to Malaysia. Just let me know on email or comment.

Other the time studying, i have been also having fun. I'm watch a TV series on youtube. Old series. The X-men evolution. It's quite interesting because they took a different plot line from the original. I got a lot to catch up.

I also finally get to watch the Michael Jackson - This Is It. It's quite a good show. He is such a good worker behind the scenes. The way he knows his songs and the things he wants in the concert is just simply amazing. He really done a lot to change music and dance from the oldies.

The only concern i have for him which is his faith. I hope he stayed strong with Christianity.

Alright. I want to get some snooze time. Nighty night.

Beats,

In Sadness, There Shall be Turning Point

Hi,

Tuesday. Each day goes by thinking of home. The many people i dearly miss. How much long shall i bear this pain. My mind set in the people i love. Many i wish to see again. My heart aches in every second the day goes by. Emo many people will say. But i'm not sad at all. Just in love sick. I care for the people i know. I pray in every hour with tears on my face.

I cannot bear this wait already. It's been months and more months to come. I can only click next on each photo to see the faces that i dearly miss. Many have grown. Mature. Wisdom. Love.

Every hour i tell myself that i will stay strong. In time i shall see the faces. The smiles. The joy. The sadness. The emotions. The unity.

How i want to answer their questions. How i want to show the love God has with me. How i want to impart God's truth in their heart. This fiery passion of love for Jesus Christ boils in my blood. My heart beat with compassion for others. I'm weak and broken. God has made me strong and rich with His love.

Glory and praise to Him. Lord Jesus Christ you are my everything. My close friend. My lover. My hero. My master. My father.

I cannot wait no more. No more. No more i say again. The faces back home i mourn for them. Heal them. Hold them. My tears cry out for them. God i pray let your Holy Spirit burn in them. I want to see deep passion. I want my church to be filled with prayers and worship unto you. My Lord Jesus Christ. You are my everything, My Lord Jesus Christ.

Build me a strong man. I want to build your temple. I want the people to know who is the real God. The real God that created the heavens and earth with words. The real God that made Man and Woman in Your own image. The real God that help His people in dieing need of you. Restore this nation and the nations of the earth. Like in Amos 9:11

¹¹ "In that day I will restore
David's fallen tent.
I will repair its broken places,
restore its ruins,

and build it as it used to be,

It hurts. It hurts. It hurts to see my people lost. Lost because they don't seek for you. Their seek to filled themselves with works. I pray that they won't be like the pharisees. Heartless. I pray again the heart of religious. Give them a heart of love. The love in a relationship. Relationship that love bond two lovers together.

There is a thousands word i can say. Yet i want to pray that they will come back to your first commandment. The greatest and most important above all commandment.

In Matthew 22:37-40

³⁷Jesus replied: " 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. ³⁸This is the first and greatest commandment. ³⁹And the second is like it: 'Love your neighbor as yourself. ⁴⁰All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two

Please i pray that the people will come back to this. My prayers go out to them. My prayers cry out.

My joy shall return to me as the people rejoice in your temple. People shouting praises to Your name. Worship and prayer in the center of Your temple. Glory Glory Glory be unto You. Lord Jesus Christ. Let there be tears of joy. Let there be power among Your people. Let there be revival in this land. Let there be like Psalm 100 be in the nations of the earth.

¹ Shout for joy to the LORD, all the earth.

² Worship the LORD with gladness;
come before him with joyful songs.

³ Know that the LORD is God.
It is he who made us, and we are his;
we are his people, the sheep of his pasture.

⁴ Enter his gates with thanksgiving
and his courts with praise;
give thanks to him and praise his name.

⁵ For the LORD is good and his love endures forever;

his faithfulness continues through all generations.

My love goes out to my family, friends and people. Take care now. The Lord Jesus Christ is nearer than you know. His in you all. Let Him grow in you. Let Him carry your burden. Let Him be your path to righteousness. The reason Him wants to be intimately with you because He loves you. His death and resurrection has a purpose. To reunite with us. His love has payed the price. The price that sin has cause to us. death. The love that enable us to connect back with God. To return us in the love-relationship that He so dearly wants with us.

Are you willing to open your heart to this relationship. No more tears. No more fear. No more worries.

Love,

UnHand Me...

Hey,

Today was my last day in Kansas City. Is not fun touching snow with your bear hands. It burns. A step closer to frost-bite.

Anyway, that picture was taken before today. There was a snow storm but i couldn't take picture because the pictures turn out unable to show the snow.

Back today as my last day here in Kansas City. It's been a good stay here, i enjoy staying with family friends and i hope that i would be able to stay with them next time.

My friend drop me at the airport after a long drive getting there. We kinda took a different route and find ourselves lost. But American roads are quite easy. Just need to find the right number and it will lead you to where you need to go.

i forgot to take some pictures of the airport. The airport here in Kansas City is skinny. Unlike Malaysian airport. This airport is thin that the parking lot is near by the airplanes and near by to the terminals. It takes like 5 minutes to get to the terminal from the parking lot by walking.

In the end, my flight was smooth. Arrive back here with ease. Waited for my friend for 45 minutes to pick me. He just finish work.

Now back at the dorms. Preparing myself for school. Have to get books soon. Hope things will be good.

i have to sleep. i have been up since 6am. So catch me on the next post. Nighty night.

Fingers,

UnMade Nature...

Hi,

Sunday. It was good. This church that i'm attending is just very filled with Holy Spirit. Coming to church, entering the church, sitting down, worshiping, announcements, and word was just very Spirited filled.

I church are just into God and each member that my friend introduce are all well known in the word. And are speaking life. That is what i like to see in church. People just all striving to have a better relationship with God. And it does end at in the church. It's 24/7

Coming back home. My friend ordered KFC. This is the first time that i ate KFC overseas. The chicken here is really really different. From the size to taste. The chicken that we ordered are like 3 size of Malaysian KFC breast meat to one American KFC.

Oh it was good.

The rest of the day, i just mostly took nap and did some reading. And just packing to fly tomorrow.

I believe that God is doing something very great and powerful this coming days. Not in my life only but to the whole Christian world. This big thing is Revival. New leaders and people are going to rise up and are going to be bold for Jesus.

Christianity in the world is in a decreasing. Yes you may see people coming to church but all over the world is decreasing. in America alone there is about 4-6% that are truly Jesus believer. It's a shocking number and a dangerous one.

People is time to rise up in boldness and in love. Let's show that this God relationship we have as Christians is very real and meaningful and is worth loving a this God, Jesus Christ.

I hope i have impacted your heart on this issue that we, Christians, need to take action and less on-us-focus. Now is late. Flight in the early hours of the morning. So nighty night.

Pray,

InHuman Mind Bend

Hi,

Saturday was full of work. Well my friend's house is not complete fix-up. So there were painters and repairers and other people helping out in the house.

I help out with some fixing and shifting of things.

The whole day was just helping out other people. It's amazing how American people work. There were like 6 people, 2 per room, painting and all done in like 4-5 hours.

Long day for me till then nighty night.

Works,

Cosmic Above is Thundering Love

Hi,

Friday. It was a shocker for me. i woke up to the sound alarm of my phone ringing away. i know i didn't put an alarm on because i told myself that i was going to sleep in. The phone ringing. Peeping at my phone. It was a phone call from my friend that i was staying with.

Early in the morning, he told me that he was going out with me still three-quarter sleep. About 1 hour later the call i receive on my phone. It was my friend. He was stuck in the snow just outside the house. He call me to help him out with snow. Shover snow.

The scenario is that he was going to drop of his son to school. The drive away down to the main street was cover with snow and the snow cover the path down. He drove down and got stuck in a big layer of snow. Tried to dig him out of it but is hard. It's just not easy working or clearing snow in cold weather.

He called reenforcement to clear the snow and another person to drop his school to school.

We manage to get the car free. Clear a good path from the garage to the main street.

My day was just feeling a little sleepy. I mostly sleep again. Today was exceptionally cold. People and reporters say that this winter season is the worse. It was suppose to get worse during February which i guess it's going to be even worse at that month.

Anyway, pray for the weather to subside. So i can fly back to Lynchburg with no delay. Hopefully school would be open for me to buy books and get ready for school.

More personal level:

I'm doing fine except for the cold weather. I enjoy this snow Christmas. I experience the American Christmas with an American family. It was worth seeing the traditions and culture here. Well Christmas here is totally different in Malaysia.

Besides that, i guess i'm doing fine. I just cannot wait to go home to Malaysia. On my mind now is just to finish this semester studies strong, reach my fitness level, and have greater relationship with God. Do continue to pray for me.

Pray,

1. Pray for me to continue to have good health

2. Pray that i will stay focus on my studies

3. Pray that my relationship with Jesus is intense. More love

4. Pray for me to get more scholarships. It is truly very hard for internationals.

5. Pray for God to guide me in what second-degree He wants me to have. Struggling whether i should do youth ministry or ministry or Bible history or

I guess i cover the most important things to pray for me.

Other things...

I heard about the Church burning thing back home in Malaysia. I find it not shocking at all. Why is it so important to use "Allah" in the Bible or other usage. This matter is so small. It shouldn't trouble us, Christian. The most important issue that should bother us, Christians, is in how to tell them the truth. They are lost in their religion. We, Christians, should be the one to guide people to know the love-relationship with Jesus Christ. We, Christians, are the ones that suppose to disciple people the truth. People don't understand that Christianity is not a religion but is a love-relationship with Jesus-Christ.

So Christians don't make it any bigger of a issue of this. We should be praying for them and loving them. The first commandment that Jesus Christ gave us should be so dear to our heart and should be apply to all people. Matthew 22:36-40.

i hope i'm straight to my point. This problem is the like the saying the Bible "reap what you sow" Galatians 6:7-9. From this there will be more problems.

i'm not tell you this to push you off but to tell you the truth.

Okay, i guess if you have any questions. Please be good questions and worth while arguing. Anyway, off to bed for me. Nighty night.

Lighting,

Form A Loop

Hey,

Thursday was just uneventful. Didn't do much. I mostly been reading. I'm beginning to appreciate reading books besides from studying. But i still prefer instant stuff. Like just tell me this equal this and i would be fine with the answer.

That's why went i read the Bible i always tell myself to find solutions to this and that. Well i guess is my OCD-ness yet i like doing it.

I receive a call later in the day to help out clear snow on the drive way. Clearing snow is easy but getting rid of the ice is not easy. Snow is just very soft and ice is melted snow and it refreeze to become ice.

It's not fun clearing snow and ice. It really hurts. I think been doing this past few days have given me a backache. I so want a back-rub from good soft tender hands massage.

i have been thinking. Actually not many people have given me massage yet i give many people massage. I want a massage.

Anyway, i'm really tired from clearing the snow. Doing it the whole day. And the forecast say that the snow weather will get worse. It means more clearing to do. Pray for my back and the weather to go bad. Pray for sun to come and melt away the snow.

Alright, nighty night.

Hula,