Heyo Dudes
Do you have come across think that you are someone people look up at? You know went you go to church, school, play basketball, basically where people that you know are around you. Do you have a feeling when people look at you as a role model? For me is hard to tell, cause i think many just don't take me seriously and i'm someone people can play around with. And also i get this constant pressure that surround me all the time(now is much lower, cause Subang members know me). Well, many say i''m a role model for the youth, but i don't see them looking up at me. the only time the youth need me is just for a ride to church or ball or some place. i don't see them being more responsible. Ever more is i don't see the deep passion for God that i have for God. i don't understand whether i'm really a role model. there is no pure evidence. I don't see it.
If i'm a role model for many, then they should be calling me up, asking me things on how to be a better chirstian, how to show love to my parents, how to have full of life, and many other question. Are you afraid to call me. if i'm a role model, you would want me to give you advice. I believe what people say that i'm a role model, but i don't see the evidence. If you just see me and just follow my actions, i can say that it won't work. You have to be mentored. if i'm really a role model, you would ask me to mentor you.
with unsureness,
