In day of classes has been in the norm. The classes are growing on me and i thank God that He is managing me all the time. He is the one that is keeping me on track. Thank you God.
Today i have being thinking to myself that i still feel that i'm dreaming. I cannot believe that i'm actually here. Studying, having fun and great experiences that i cannot imagine. Just thinking of this keeps reminding me of God's power working in his people. Such powerful blessing. The small little things that He sees and make even smaller things to work that we don't notice just to show his love. Amazing. Simply amazing. I want to make it real but it's hard to come out of this dream.
Also somehow that i feel like crying. I don't know why. I did cry (in my bathroom). I think God wants to remind me of something. I just cried for good 30 minutes. In my crying, i was simply reminded about the family members that were decease like aunt Katrine, Grandma Toh, Grandee, and Grandma Ong. The most influential reminded was aunt Katrine. Just writing this just make me want to cry. Memories that deserve keeping for life. How i so dearly miss them. It is like apart of me has gone with them.
I want to end my thoughts here. And let my time pondering on the goodness that these people have impacted my life. I say nighty night.
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