The still fast pace of the blades of the fan whistles in the air of my room. The wind cause by the fan flows swiftly around my bed where i lay asleep. Unsure whether i was awake or sleep. I could not seem to be opening my eyes soon. I thought to myself when is ringing of my device even going to go off. Hours past by and no beat sounded to awake me except the fan whistles through the air.
I shift around my bed to feel in sleep i am. I peep through my eye lids to see what is happening around me. Total silent it was. No sound from my befriended roommate who is fast asleep. Nothing in the world would wake him up maybe the scream of conscience could get him up. It did not work it only cause him to go into deeper sleep.
The room of my room feel like it was shrinking. Feeling the walls closing in me because i can feel the cold wooden walls touching my soft skin of my body. I quickly evade the cold and come back to my hot warm blanket of mine. Ah...there goes the sounds of an alarm going off. It was fast pace tone that shouted to my ears. Crying to me to wake up. The beam of light told me the direction of the device is at. I reach for it as if i was tiger pounding on it's prey. I took it in to silent my prey and let it's cry be no more.
The figures on my device says 6:55 am. I stare at it down wishing it to turn back time to give me another round of wonderful sleep. But time spoke to me like a voice from a seductive women to stand on my feet and make ready for things ahead. I move to the corner of my bed in a sitting down position. Darkness was looking at me straight in my face. Eye to Eye. My mind struggling to direct me to the nearest water hole.
My feet carry me step by step moving forward. Little by Little taking ground. My enemy is going down down down. I enter the gates of fountains. i lay myself down to relief myself of what was in me.
Yellow was the color i see. Yet i see it no more as the clear color erase the yellow no more. I step into the mansion of beautiful springs. My world was filled with the wonders of showers covering me up with oceanic perfume. The more i soak myself in this spring, i felt more energetic. i was like lifted up into heaven. Swimming with the angles as they fly with me.
All that had to end. Time call to me again. Telling me i was a pocket full of sunshine already. And it need to take me away to my secret place.
I wipe clear of the water that purify me. I stretch myself to let my cloths to clothed me. Silent as i do things. My friendly roommate is still fast asleep. Not knowing what experiences throughout the entire time.
I journey in the maze of my room to the exit to the world outside. So scary. So exciting. Time ticking away. I call to arms ready to do battle with the day. It's 7:13am. I fight with my body to tell that i'm not hungry. i look at my surrounding as i walk through this dusty morning. People in their faces, not a smile can be seen. On mine too. I was not happy with it.
i hop on this blue chariot. It races with time to deliver me to my hiding place. How fast it went was not imaginable.
My destination was at hand. 7:30am. It showed on my device. My day was starting. My classes seem so short. On a single thought came into me during my time in class. My attention was more towards home. Home where everything happen. Oh how much i miss the familiar faces. Wishing to know the faces in how they are.
In the end, I was clouded with white material at hand. My hand scribbling away notes. The thought came to me telling me how long i was away. 8 months. It is close to a mother ready to give birth the next month.
I was ready to go home. Wanting to go home. I cannot take this no more. Thoughts running through my head. Running through my head. i rush back home with the blue chariot. Racing me home so i rest my tired body. Me telling me to rest soon. The body been up to long. 10 hours has been. My heart beat races with me to my room. I found dear rest with such ease. The comfort of my space. How soft and warm it provide. My love. My sleep. Waiting for another day to go by. Counting down the hours to the next morning. Oh sleep. Sleep i shall. i shall.
Home i want to be. Home.
iam,
