Hi,
Today i woke up early for breakfast and lunch together.
After lunch, just did some movie watching. Around 4pm i didn't play basketball but i did some work on some church stuff. Just doing some fixing or maintenance to say
Had some several miss calls from person A and person B. Is very interesting how these kids do. They can spin your head right round and go round, round, round. Okay, the miss calls was for me to pick up person C from his house. To my understanding the person C that needs to be pickup should be the person calling me, right.
The story is person A called me to pickup person C then person A called person B to ask person B to call me to pickup person C. i thank God that nothing of these got even more complicated.
I think that if you can't use your handphone than use the housephone. If that cannot than use your brother or sister or parents handphone. Or visa versa.
Today lifegroup or some people called it cell group was different. We didn't split up into our various cell groups but it was combine. Because we wanted to discuss some issue on our next event the fundraiser. Today combo was quite well done from Welcome to Word even though we ended late.
Later me and David went to Aunt Jo house to do some small talk. haha Came back home quite late like close to 2am. Once back i straight away went to bed but needed to check some mail but amazingly my modem again burn out. So no mail to check or to blog, i decided to do some thinking on what Aunt Jo did the small talk with me and David.
Just some few thoughts that i gather in my head. This thoughts that i have been thinking about is me and the people around me. I don't know why i always think these things. Am i self conscious about me?
Most of my time i think to myself whether am i a huge influence to people as a role model or leader or big brother? Or just some joker or some driver to some? What have i offer on the table?
Have i shown the qualities of good character or attitude or Godly-lifestyle? Have i built a level of trust in people lives that they look to me for wisdom or guidance. Have i been a good spiritual leader. At times i feel that the little things in church that i do just go to waste.
Because not many have followed in my footsteps. Am i thinking to much of being selfish to think of myself first? Or is it when i'm around people are different? Have i made more people to be passionate for God?
The more i think to myself these questions...i think i have not impacted people at all...nothing
All these just come down in tears.
In doubts,
