Tuesday, January 12, 2010

In Sadness, There Shall be Turning Point

Hi,

Tuesday. Each day goes by thinking of home. The many people i dearly miss. How much long shall i bear this pain. My mind set in the people i love. Many i wish to see again. My heart aches in every second the day goes by. Emo many people will say. But i'm not sad at all. Just in love sick. I care for the people i know. I pray in every hour with tears on my face.
I cannot bear this wait already. It's been months and more months to come. I can only click next on each photo to see the faces that i dearly miss. Many have grown. Mature. Wisdom. Love.
Every hour i tell myself that i will stay strong. In time i shall see the faces. The smiles. The joy. The sadness. The emotions. The unity.
How i want to answer their questions. How i want to show the love God has with me. How i want to impart God's truth in their heart. This fiery passion of love for Jesus Christ boils in my blood. My heart beat with compassion for others. I'm weak and broken. God has made me strong and rich with His love.
Glory and praise to Him. Lord Jesus Christ you are my everything. My close friend. My lover. My hero. My master. My father.

I cannot wait no more. No more. No more i say again. The faces back home i mourn for them. Heal them. Hold them. My tears cry out for them. God i pray let your Holy Spirit burn in them. I want to see deep passion. I want my church to be filled with prayers and worship unto you. My Lord Jesus Christ. You are my everything, My Lord Jesus Christ.

Build me a strong man. I want to build your temple. I want the people to know who is the real God. The real God that created the heavens and earth with words. The real God that made Man and Woman in Your own image. The real God that help His people in dieing need of you. Restore this nation and the nations of the earth. Like in Amos 9:11

11 "In that day I will restore
David's fallen tent.
I will repair its broken places,
restore its ruins,
and build it as it used to be,



It hurts. It hurts. It hurts to see my people lost. Lost because they don't seek for you. Their seek to filled themselves with works. I pray that they won't be like the pharisees. Heartless. I pray again the heart of religious. Give them a heart of love. The love in a relationship. Relationship that love bond two lovers together.

There is a thousands word i can say. Yet i want to pray that they will come back to your first commandment. The greatest and most important above all commandment.

In Matthew 22:37-40

37Jesus replied: " 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. 38This is the first and greatest commandment. 39And the second is like it: 'Love your neighbor as yourself. 40All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two


Please i pray that the people will come back to this. My prayers go out to them. My prayers cry out.
My joy shall return to me as the people rejoice in your temple. People shouting praises to Your name. Worship and prayer in the center of Your temple. Glory Glory Glory be unto You. Lord Jesus Christ. Let there be tears of joy. Let there be power among Your people. Let there be revival in this land. Let there be like Psalm 100 be in the nations of the earth.

1 Shout for joy to the LORD, all the earth.

2 Worship the LORD with gladness;
come before him with joyful songs.

3 Know that the LORD is God.
It is he who made us, and we are his;
we are his people, the sheep of his pasture.

4 Enter his gates with thanksgiving
and his courts with praise;
give thanks to him and praise his name.

5 For the LORD is good and his love endures forever;

his faithfulness continues through all generations.


My love goes out to my family, friends and people. Take care now. The Lord Jesus Christ is nearer than you know. His in you all. Let Him grow in you. Let Him carry your burden. Let Him be your path to righteousness. The reason Him wants to be intimately with you because He loves you. His death and resurrection has a purpose. To reunite with us. His love has payed the price. The price that sin has cause to us. death. The love that enable us to connect back with God. To return us in the love-relationship that He so dearly wants with us.
Are you willing to open your heart to this relationship. No more tears. No more fear. No more worries.

Love,