I have been to few dark spots in my life this year.
Receiving so many flash back.
The horror past creep back up to me brings chills to my spine.
I do not want to remember my past.
I want to learn from my past to do better in my future.
Where are my friends when I need to comfort.
Do my friends know me well enough to call me their dear friend
or am I just another friend to be used to do things for others.
Loneliness knows how to come back up huh.
I sick of this already.
I guess I never took the time to invest my life with people around me.
Many times i wish i have mentors to guide me.
Have I not been open about my life to others.
My heart break everything when others don't grow.
I cannot belief.
So....
My school life is making me busy.
I have a tight schedule with work just pile up
Do pray for me.
That i will be on top of things with school work and exams.
I want to finish strong. Giving glory to God the results that He wants me to have.
Please pray for me.
Another note...
I'm coming back for Christmas.
Till then. Next post.
Nighty night.
love,
