Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Box Contain Mixture of You and You

Hi,

Morning Rise. I wake to the glimpse of light coming out in my room, it just beside me. It's light was so intense that i had to turn it the other way round but even went it is turn the light is still powerful. As the light continue to glow from it sounds began ringing. It is time for me to wake up. My handphone alarm gone off.

It was so early in the morning that the night sky still dominate. The sun is about to be seen. I got into the car and i began to drive it to the nearest patrol station because it was hungry. As i fill the car with it's nutrients, i look around and thought to myself. Where the people at?

Once it is full, it gave me a ready to go mode. I drove it back to home, where my parents are waiting to be on broad to their next destination. Airport. I took every luggage that they wanted to bring. Gentle putting them behind. We all got into the car and it was off we go to the airport.

The journey to the airport was quite fast as i was driving around 145km. Seeing cars signaling to the left to give way for me just makes me feel in-charge. Even so i had to give way to other superior cars. We reach the airport around 20 minutes and it was busy with people. All rushing here and there. Some going for holidays, some business trip, some waiting for next flight and some just hanging around.

i said my good bye, hugs and prays to my parents as they leave for Myanmar. I hop into the car and quickly put on my music. i couldn't take it anymore of the crappy radio stations that Malaysia offers people. The way back home was really fast that i broke my own record.

Once back home. Park the car nicely. Close the door quietly. Rush to my room. Float to my bed. Started dreaming again.

Around 1240pm, i woke up to hear the sound coming from another room. Loud noises from that room. The sound of tears wanting someone to rush in and see what happen. It was getting intense and more louder it goes. Desperate. Need. Help. Those were the cries coming from that room. I jump out of bed and ran to the next room. Quickly i gather the little baby in my arms as it slowly stop crying. The baby now know, it is in good hands. I began to speak a love language to the baby. Slowly i handed it over to the maid. How the baby once again sleep like a baby.

I got my handphone because i started remembering people that i knew last time. I dial up their numbers but none of them pick up. I toss and turn around on my bed again as i try to sleep once again. But energy got the best of me. I shower and dress up. Got the car keys. I called again. This time the person pick up. The person ask me to come over because it was easier to talk.

i walk out the door as fast as i can, got into the car and began to drive. I drove for half-hour because the place is in Cheras. The place that i hardly been in my life. The place where my Secondary school new place is now. Half way driving there. I was stop by the polis. I say to the Polis "what is the problem?"(it was in Malay). He said "Speeding." "How fast i was going?" i question him. The Polis reply "fast enough to break the law."

In the end of that conversation, i receive my first speeding ticket. I thought to myself is about time i get one anyway. I said to the polis "thank you." he reply "don't do it again, you are most welcome" with a smile. I drove off with a thoughts in my head, how am i going to tell my parents?

Reaching the place, seeing full of kids in their class room with their eyes looking at the clock. Almost time to go home in their minds. The person i was meeting came out from the teachers lounge and greeted me. It was all smiles and memories. All the teachers that knew me came and see me. Good old memories. This meeting was all heart-felt because many of these teachers saw me when i was a young boy to young man.

The meet up was over when the teachers need to get back to work. I said my good-byes. Hopefully to meet up with them once again when I'm around.

I drove back with one or two tears. See them that they are the ones that help me through with my studies and how they molded my characters and attitudes is simply wonderful. Once home, my mind was just filled with memories and emotion running through my body till i needed to lie down.

I rested till it was time for dinner. I enjoyed the pleasure of Malaysia local food, the Ramil burger. Simply cook to perfection. The taste rushing to my tongue gave me dreams. After dinner, i went to church to fix some stuff. Later i stay back to just worship. I always believe that worship practice is also a time to worship God to even though there are some bits that needs refining to make Sunday Worship powerful and falling in love with God.

Drove back Randall home. It was quiet between us because i guess we got nothing much to talk about.

I came back to quietly went to the television room and started flipping channels in search of what program suit me. I turn it to the movie channels. Two movies i really wanted to watch for some time. The Nanny Diaries and Martian Child. Both i give a 6 out of 10. It is a one time show to see one time.

My body is beginning to knock on me, begging me and wanting me to sleep. I took the blanket and make my pillow. Rest my head and slowly think of Jesus of what He was done for me today. Blinking my eyes telling me is nighty night time. So then tomorrow, i will see.

Me,