Sunday, February 28, 2010

Nearing the End of Beginnings.

Hey,

Sunday. Church.
Online church was seems a little weird. Looking through a screen and worshiping God can't get any weirder. Nevertheless, it was good.

I went by my friend's dorm to do my laundry and play some MW2. hehe. Me and my friend did some maggi mee goreng. It was quite close to the real deal. Oh how i miss Sliva and Suku. I think i will be ordering everyday of that went i get back.
Me and my friend just brought some instant noodles, dry them up, put some eggs together, sauce and cook it up.

Now, i'm doing some studying and getting ready for school. Do pray for me.
Pray that i have a mind of focus for studies, good health, deeper relationship with God. I thing that is all.






Spring break is around the corner. And my birthday is also in the bend. Man, i don't get to celebrate at home.
I cannot believe missing two years of Christmas celebration (presents), Chinese New Year (Ang Pau) and my birthday (presents). i feel really lonely.



Anyway, catch me around till then nighty night.

Middle,

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Dominatrix

Hi,

Saturday. Basketball.
I did not really enjoy my basketball time. I did play well at all. Not one bit. I was frustrated with my game. i did not like the results, so i stay back to work on my shot. Really work on my shot. I played till like 3pm.

Went for lunch.

And i mostly stay in my room. Watching several anime and movies and Heroes.

I cannot wait for GG to come back on TV. March 8

Anyway, i got to sleep. Tomorrow church and some school work. Till then nighty night.

Matrix,

Friday, February 26, 2010

Let the Shots Flow like a River.

Hey,

I'm not going to write another lengthy weird story about me waking up and going to school and so on. It was fun though. Hope you guys enjoy a little adventure.
Anyway, Friday. The day everyone enjoys and love it. My classes went quite smooth. I'm sought of on top of things. My English research paper is taking the most toll on me. But i'm fighting through.

Aside from school, i went to play basketball today. Just to clear my head. Or release stress levels. Oh it was so worth it. My shots were knocking down like drinking water. Wave after wave. Just easy 3 pointers and 2 pointers. Love.

Nothing much happen today. Besides school and basketball. My life has been quite good. Spiritual walk is improving. Relationship still single.

I got nothing else to tell you guys about me. Well i guess this shall be my time to say good night.
See next post another time.

Oh,

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Critic the Human Belly-Button

Hey,

Wondering around in the ocean of deep sleep. Flying on my magical carpet to lands that is rich is love. In the mist of landing my crafted design carpet, I enter into black hole. Zooming out as fast can blink my eye. Screams. I hear so loud as I exit in my fantasy world. My eyes scanning the room with eyes not totally open. I was up before I can know it. Something has woken me up i thought to myself. I look down on a blinking light that tries to get my attention like a puppy needs a good massage.
I reach for it. It telling me to snooze or stop it. Flashes of lighting and sounds of thunder in front of me. My thumb move towards the stop button to put the hand-phone to rest. I did not notice my thumb has stop it because i have went to wonderland already.

My dream appear to me. Shaking me up. There was a sudden drop from a very high place that i fell to me stomach on the floor. The indication for me to get ready.
I could not tell from left and right. My senses are like ecstasy. Everything seems like a dance. Oh my i thought. How beautiful girls i'm with. I must be dreaming again.
Nah! i was not.
I saw shape of hearts flying around me. The hearts having sweet aroma. I smell good. Oh how i swirl around my lovely environment. Could this be heaven? No it must not, dreaming again?
A furry like creature cloth me at the end of my dream-like-love-world. It gave me security.

I was in a trance. The world around me surround with smiley faces smiling at me. The clouds. The sun. The grass. The people. Oh my am i really dreaming. Every where i walk was filled with smiles. The journey was ended as i saw a giant blue gentle unicorn. The unicorn told me to ride with it. We went places. Places that man could not travel go. It was great. Many fantasies were real.
Me and the mighty unicorn stop at this place. Big and tall. Strong and powerful. This place is for greatness people. People that hold great ability. The unicorn told me with a whisper to my ear saying it's my time to leave you, Joel. I'll come back went the time is right. I enter into this magical kingdom. Filled with many rooms. Yes, filled with unique people. People from all races, kind and creature.
Truly a place to master a skill or ability.

I made through one of the rooms. In this room, i sat to understand the history of music and how great the influences it has.
The hours past by and much knowledge i gain. Gain greatly to know a period of history.
Scare i was for sure. But the knowledge i gain is powerful. There was much learning in this time.
The hours past. It past vastly.
I could not tell time. I only know the colors of the day. It was dark blue the sky told me.

My friend has return to get me home. Home i shall go. I ride like the wind with the great blue unicorn. Our journey was uniquely enjoyable. Enjoyable that it gave me a extra smile.
There was a different to my walk. My pace seems to be happy one. Happy it was to lead me back to where i should lay my head once again.

All that went away as i hold the door knob to my room. My room. Room is my rest. Rest i shall go. Go to the shower i must first do. Do i shall do. So clean i was that made me ready to rest. Rest was worth it. It will get me ready for tomorrow. Tomorrow new beginnings for me. Me to become a great learner. Learner to become champions of Christ. Christ that lives in me. I shall represent to all the world. World will know of this person that lives in me. I will shine off His Glory. Glory which is to bright that penetrate the hearts of men.

This was no dream. No dream. To real. To real it was.



Love,

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Person Forgotten Completely

Hey,

The still fast pace of the blades of the fan whistles in the air of my room. The wind cause by the fan flows swiftly around my bed where i lay asleep. Unsure whether i was awake or sleep. I could not seem to be opening my eyes soon. I thought to myself when is ringing of my device even going to go off. Hours past by and no beat sounded to awake me except the fan whistles through the air.
I shift around my bed to feel in sleep i am. I peep through my eye lids to see what is happening around me. Total silent it was. No sound from my befriended roommate who is fast asleep. Nothing in the world would wake him up maybe the scream of conscience could get him up. It did not work it only cause him to go into deeper sleep.

The room of my room feel like it was shrinking. Feeling the walls closing in me because i can feel the cold wooden walls touching my soft skin of my body. I quickly evade the cold and come back to my hot warm blanket of mine. Ah...there goes the sounds of an alarm going off. It was fast pace tone that shouted to my ears. Crying to me to wake up. The beam of light told me the direction of the device is at. I reach for it as if i was tiger pounding on it's prey. I took it in to silent my prey and let it's cry be no more.

The figures on my device says 6:55 am. I stare at it down wishing it to turn back time to give me another round of wonderful sleep. But time spoke to me like a voice from a seductive women to stand on my feet and make ready for things ahead. I move to the corner of my bed in a sitting down position. Darkness was looking at me straight in my face. Eye to Eye. My mind struggling to direct me to the nearest water hole.
My feet carry me step by step moving forward. Little by Little taking ground. My enemy is going down down down. I enter the gates of fountains. i lay myself down to relief myself of what was in me.

Yellow was the color i see. Yet i see it no more as the clear color erase the yellow no more. I step into the mansion of beautiful springs. My world was filled with the wonders of showers covering me up with oceanic perfume. The more i soak myself in this spring, i felt more energetic. i was like lifted up into heaven. Swimming with the angles as they fly with me.
All that had to end. Time call to me again. Telling me i was a pocket full of sunshine already. And it need to take me away to my secret place.

I wipe clear of the water that purify me. I stretch myself to let my cloths to clothed me. Silent as i do things. My friendly roommate is still fast asleep. Not knowing what experiences throughout the entire time.

I journey in the maze of my room to the exit to the world outside. So scary. So exciting. Time ticking away. I call to arms ready to do battle with the day. It's 7:13am. I fight with my body to tell that i'm not hungry. i look at my surrounding as i walk through this dusty morning. People in their faces, not a smile can be seen. On mine too. I was not happy with it.
i hop on this blue chariot. It races with time to deliver me to my hiding place. How fast it went was not imaginable.

My destination was at hand. 7:30am. It showed on my device. My day was starting. My classes seem so short. On a single thought came into me during my time in class. My attention was more towards home. Home where everything happen. Oh how much i miss the familiar faces. Wishing to know the faces in how they are.
In the end, I was clouded with white material at hand. My hand scribbling away notes. The thought came to me telling me how long i was away. 8 months. It is close to a mother ready to give birth the next month.

I was ready to go home. Wanting to go home. I cannot take this no more. Thoughts running through my head. Running through my head. i rush back home with the blue chariot. Racing me home so i rest my tired body. Me telling me to rest soon. The body been up to long. 10 hours has been. My heart beat races with me to my room. I found dear rest with such ease. The comfort of my space. How soft and warm it provide. My love. My sleep. Waiting for another day to go by. Counting down the hours to the next morning. Oh sleep. Sleep i shall. i shall.

Home i want to be. Home.

iam,

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Put it On the Books for Record.

Hey,

Tuesday. It was quite a day. Music exam was tough. I didn't like it one bit. Well i still guess that i did pretty well.
I got back for class and i went back to bed. I had a late lunch. Then i did some pre-warm-up basketball session. I like the session. It gave me some new confidence that i can shoot the ball really well.

My intermural game tonight was really good. I did pretty well. Even though the game was tight. I score a new career high (in this school, don't compare to my highschool years) 12 points, 4 rebounds and 1 steal. Yea...i'm inch in the game. I'm slowly gaining the trust of my teammates.

Alright, later in the night. Prayer group meeting was good. They are slowly warming up to me and we are gaining some comfort among my members.

Okay now i have to really go. I got to study and then sleep early. Tomorrow is a long day. Till then nighty night.

Nail,

Monday, February 22, 2010

Come Back Shot...

Hi,

Monday. School was usual. Normal. I got a big English paper coming up. Really do not like it.
Anyway, spring break is coming around the corner. The weather here is improving a little. I think there is going to be one more snow shower soon in February and a little in March. By mid March, the weather would be sweet.

Besides classes, I have been doing great. Even though there is tons of school stuff to do. I'm making sure i'm keeping up with things. I have become a Prayer Leader here, if many of you do not know already (it is like a cell group leader). Being a Pray Leader here is not as easy than being a leader back home. There is like Prayer Leader exams to take and books to read and to write about what the book speak to you and weekly meetings to make sure we Prayer Leaders stay Spiritually fit.
All this is totally great. I guess God is taking me to another level in His ministry and preparing the journey for me.
Me, physically, i'm very healthy. Playing in the school intermurals is pleasing. Nearly every day i have to play basketball. Well there goes my gym session.

I don't know what else to tell you about me. Maybe i just need to tell you guys that i miss home the most. Friends, close friends, friends, more friends, food friends, date friends, family friends, unique friends, and of course family and can never forget, Church. Yet, the most thing is miss is Malaysian food. I got to put up my Malaysian food list again.


Okay, i got to really go now. Need to study and type my paper. Till then nighty night.

Triple,

Sunday, February 21, 2010

Dream Stay in Dream

Hey,

Sunday. Church was good as always.
Went over my friend's place to do laundry and play a little COD MW2
Went to dinner together at the Liberty Club house.

Did a little of my English homework which is totally super hard to do. I have to find like 10 sources for my paper.

Come back to watch the new season of Gundam 00 (not that new actually). Then watch Heroes together with my roommate. Exciting.

School tomorrow will be long. Much work needed to be done. Till then nighty night.

P.S Continue to pray for me.

Vision,

Saturday, February 20, 2010

The Sunglasses Moment

Hi,

Saturday. It was very sunny day. The weather today was totally awesome. Bright sun shine. Slight cool wind. Beautiful.
My dorm went out to play basketball. Played till like 1pm. Lunch.

After that, i basically stayed in my room. Just resting and a little one to one time with God.

I got to go now. Me and my roommate got to catch up with Heroes. Till then nighty night.

Reflect,

Friday, February 19, 2010

Madmen Game: Gorilla

Hey,

Friday. It was quite a day for me. Classes are alright. Learning new things. I got a Music exam coming up soon (Monday). Might be hard, the exam. My English class has brought a new level. I have to write a 8 page long paper with 10 sources on a short story. My topic that i pick is "The Tell-Tale Heart" by Engar Poe. I have to write how this story create horror. It seems easy but i think not.

After classes, i went straight home. Played some video game time. Then went to play basketball till 12am.

Now i'm back home. Tired. Sleepy. And ready to watch some shows. haha. Me and my roommate is catching up with "Heroes". We are nearly done with season 1 and going to watch season 2.

Alright till then nighty night.

Meow,

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Assurances of Faith

Hey,

Thursday. My class today was alright. Today the class had a quiz. It was quite easy and hard at the same time. I came back early. My roommate still sleeping. So i got back to bed also.

Till there was a knock on the door. My friend calling me to play basketball. We went to eat first then play later.
Basketball time was good. I did some pre-warm-up for the game tonight.

The game tonight was good. We finally won. worth it. i did not get much points or anything.
Going to work out harder.

Anyway, i'm going study then sleep. till then nighty night.

Hope for,

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Purification of the Hands.

Hello,

Wednesday.
My day has been quite long. It started out early in the morning with 7am wake up time. I had to attend the prayer leaders meeting class every Wednesday at 7:40am.
The meeting was good. Learn some new insight. It is amazing how they teach here.

After the meeting. Classes have been a bit a sleepy side for me. I was struggling through the whole day.

Anyway, i got back to my dorm around 7pm. I went straight to bed. I could not take it. Needed a half an hour nap.

Later i went to Walmart with my roommate to get some food.

That is my day. Nothing really exciting. Just going through the days with God hand on me. I got another 14-15 weeks till school is over for summer break. I'll be back soon than i think off.
Okay, i got to study for a music exam tomorrow. Till then nighty night.

Anoint,


Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Poke Poke you Face!

Hi,

Tuesday. I was so beat from yesterday game that make me so sleepy in class. I could not stay awake throughout the class. My friend had to nudge me several times. I feel so bad that i after the class, i explain myself to the teacher on why i feel sleepy.

After class, i just rush back home and took a good nice long sleep. Worth it perfectly.

Lunch was alright till i accidently spill water on myself. Oh well. Wake up call.

Later me and a friend went to play basketball. It was good. Played a strong 3 hours till i can feel my feet having blisters. (well just one small blister).

Dinner

Prayer group today was deep. My members are slowly opening up to me the things in their heart. The session we had was good. Hope i my message to them was good.

Anyway, now i need to go to bed. Till then nighty night.

Block,

Monday, February 15, 2010

Jab Back at Hum

Hi,

Monday. School was felt short today. It snow again for like 3 hours.
Classes went well. Now everything cool down. Exams are over, back to study normal.

Tonight. My basketball game again did not go well again. I really hate losing. I'm going to work on my game tomorrow. I am quite fed up with losing. I am going to work so hard that when i get back home you would not recognize me.

Now, i'm going to study and sleep soon. Till then nighty night. Now is 11:45 pm

Fade,

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Total Recall...

Hey,

Sunday. It was sunny with ice-wind. Not good weather. Church was awesome.

I have been reading this book that all prayer leaders here have to read. It's called "Disciples are made not born" by Walter A. Henrichsen. I would like to encourage every leader to read this in a church. Very practical and insightful. It is a short book. Not many chapters. I have been reading this book over and over again. And each time i read, it just gets into me. Do read it.

Anyway, this would be a short post because i got quite a lot of study to do. And my brain might burst soon. so catch me another time. Nighty night.

Hello,

Saturday, February 13, 2010

the Chronicle Traveler.

Hi,

Saturday. It was good. Woke up early to play some basketball with the guys on my hall. Man we played like for 3 hours i think.
I came back super tired. Took a warm shower. Get into bed again. Sleep.

I got up again later in the day. Took my first history exam today. It was quite hard. But manageable.

Pretty much nothing much happen today.

Tomorrow is valentine's day. I think i'm going to spent my day in my room. And drown myself with studies. Tomorrow also is Sunday. I'm looking forward in attending the online church.

Anyway, i want to take sleep now. My mind is just been over work. So till then nighty night.

Time,

Friday, February 12, 2010

Dashboard of Redemption Re-Love.

Hey,

Friday. It was a working day. Much work was done today. Today was filled with work. Oh i'm repeating myself. Well the classes got me busy.
Anyway, my English exam quite well. I cannot say is either hard or easy. I'm just able to answer the questions with some quality. i got a history exam coming up. I think this exam might be slightly tough. I know i study but just feel not ready for the history exam. Hope i do well. Do pray for me.

Later in the day, me and the many rare Malaysians here are having a Chinese New Year party. Well it was just a party. No Ang Paus. But we got Malaysian food. There is a Malaysian aunt staying here, so she pretty much did the cooking.




Other things, is valentine is coming up. Not looking forward to that day. Seeing couples everywhere just trigger me to find one too. To be honest, i'm not "really" looking for someone. I have to much things on my hand. It would be nice to have girlfriend. Maintain a relationship is the hard part. Do you feel some time to jump the dating part and go straight into Marriage?
Well that is what i feel sometimes.
Nah!! i think if God wants me to be in a relationship. He would place me in the right situation. Waiting upon God's signal. Meantime, focus on studies.


Okay now, i got to get some rest. Up the whole day and body just feeling the tiredness already. So till then nighty night.

Hiaz,

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Give Me the Shot

Hi,

Thursday was filled with work. Morning was till night. Long day for me. After class, i went straight to the computer lab to study and work on my paper.

Today i had another game. Well the game was quite close but we lost again. I just hate it that we lost again. We could have beat them because our team had size. Feeling so frustrated. Very frustrated. You guys know me. Went it comes to basketball, i want perfection. I such a perfectionist.

I got nothing much to post, so till then nighty night. Pray for me tomorrow i got an English exam.

Shoot,

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Hand Lock of Gusto

Hi,

Wednesday. The school today decided to have a two hour delay and change of class schedule time. Because there was too many morning classes being cancel for this semester. So the school cancel the evening classes and move the morning to the afternoon which sought of complicated and confuse many students.
I was not really affected by this change of time. I just got one class cancel in the evening and my other classes just got push back to the late afternoon.

Anyway, my day has been pretty okay. Just load of school work coming up and exams arriving soon. I got a history class exam this Friday and English exam to at the same day. Do pray for me on that.

About me. Well i'm hanging on. Making sure that i'm on top of things. Making sure my body, mind, and spirit are in-tune or top shape.
My devotions has been ever so bless by God's rich Word that fills me spiritually. New understanding and convictions drives me to believe the Bible truths are very real from Genesis to Revelation.
The new hate in my heart now is abortion, homosexuality and bending God's Word. Really hate those issues to soul core of my heart. Pure disgust. I really hate the sin yet i love the person.

Other thing about me. Well i miss home. Miss Family gatherings. Miss dear friends. Miss church. Miss the food. Oh man i really miss the food. Hmm...i better dig my achieve of the food list that i made. Glories Malaysian Food Lives On Forever.




Okay, tomorrow i have an early class. So i'm going to sleep. Pray for me. I also want to pray for you. If you have a prayer request that you want me to pray for i would be gladly to do it. Just email me. Or you have something bothering deep down inside you, do share. Questions about the Bible ( i'll do my best to give you the answers). I want to help you grow more in God's beliefs than of this world. I want to see mature young Christians filled with the Holy Spirit discipline others or witnessing. (The word witnessing in Latin means martyr) which means let's do it because we love God and know that God love us.
Hmm...i sound so preachy. Okay i better sleep. Till then nighty night.


=)

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

What Mark are You?

Hi,

Snow. It snow a little in the morning. I thought i had class. But it turn out to have no class in the morning. The school started at 10am. So everything was running by then.
My day was basically free. No class at all. What i did was i went to study till like 12pm.

Head back. Have lunch. Then went out with my friend to play basketball in the afternoon.

The courts are empty at this time as classes are running.
So we did was drills and shoot-outs. To get myself back my game level. Even though i was fit as an athlete but feel i'm not at my peak.

Came back home. Shower. Study. Sleep. Eat. Study. Play.

Prayer group to night was good. The guys in my group are slightly warming up to me. Getting to know them personally. I thought on my most favorite verses on my heart is Mark 5:28-34
Don't know what is it. Go read it. Study it. Treasure it.

Now i back in my room. Going to sleep soon. School had a delay again because of the snow today. So classes are going to start at 10am. Not much different for me because my classes start at 11am. Alright, i better catch my nap till then nighty night.


JC,

Monday, February 8, 2010

Facing Giants of Origami

Hey,

Monday. Classes are usual. Not hard neither easy. Being on top with the school work is good. Pretty much handling the classes well. Hoping to score well this semester around the 3.5 and above range. So pray for me on that.

After classes, i finally get to join my friend's team for intermurals. The first game i played was tough. The team is the best in the league and won for over 2 years straight.
This is my first time playing basketball in a college level league. Playing for highschool was awesome. Well i have to work to gain my status here which would be tough.
The team that i'm playing with are people that don't really know me. So my first game with them was not nice. Well they don't know me well to know that i'm a good player. I have to work on that too to gain their trust that i can make the shot.

Once the game was finish. We lost. But i enjoyed myself playing. i score a career low for me. Like 8 points, 4 assist and 2 rebounds. Hate seeing this type of stats.
I wish it was highschool all over again like 35 points, 14 assist and 10 rebounds.
Looks like i have to work on my game here again.

Later i have to go for leaders meeting to have Bible study and to know what is going on. Man, the system here for spiritual leaders is simply amazing how they run things. Awesome.

Now i would like to get some rest. Tomorrow would be long study day for me. Till then nighty night.

Origami rose,

Sunday, February 7, 2010

The Mind to Explore

Hi,

Sunday. It is just a plain day. Nothing exciting happening today. Mostly doing homework and handling the necessary chords.
I'm being to like online church. It's great. Today i learn about Romans 5 that we are already successful with God. Powerful message. Online church seems to miss one thing which is the ambients or environment.
Online church just cannot beat going to church. Because it is said in the Bible.

Again I say to you that if two of you agree on earth concerning anything that they ask, it will be done them by my Father in heaven. For where two or three are gathered together in My name, I am there in the midst of them. - Matthew 18:19-20

Well if people join me to watch the online service together then that verse would apply well. But with people watching the service together with me online does not have a greater experience than actually being there.
that's is my view on that topic. In the end, i would prefer people and myself to attend church. It just simply different experience and feeling and sense.

Other that watching/attending online church and studying my day has been filled with zero excitement. I'll be continuing to study and later sleep. Till then nighty night.


Searching,

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Lost of Matrix Time

Hello,

Saturday.
My day had been pretty alright. Went to bed super late. Well simple because been playing some games. All fun and joy.
I studied a little in the afternoon then went out to have more fun.

Anyway, tomorrow is one step closer to school day. Alright i want to get some study and sleep till then nighty night.

Clock,

Friday, February 5, 2010

Home is Where the Heart is...

Hi,

Friday was good. i just sleep-in. It's a good thing that the school had a day off. The snow storm was quite bad. It was like big pile of snows filling up. The city of Lynchburg is not prepare for such a crazy weather like today. They only have equipment that are for small crazy weather.

Anyway, me and some friends just enjoy some hot milo (i made for them and they love it). And sing some Christmas carols.

Later at night, we played some xbox 360. Played borderlands. The game is pretty alright but can't compare to modern warfare 2.

Alright i think i want to get down some knowledge and then sleep. So till then night night.

Miss,

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Mileage of Fun

Hey,

Thursday. It was eventful day. Class today was quite fast. The test i had it was quite alright. Not to hard or easy. I think i did fine.
I was feeling very tired. I didn't had a good night sleep. So after class i just came back and went to bed.

Later in the day around 2pm. I went to school to meet up with Spiritual Leader (SLD). The meet up was us to get to know each other more in personal level and help each other be better Christ-followers.
The time we had together was really spiritually and heartfelt.

I really like about how this school run things on the spiritual level. Such powerful work. Hope i can impart some this thing i learn here spiritually.

Anyway at evening, i went to see my friend team play basketball in the inter-mural. Hope i will be joining their team. After the game, some of us went play some pool.

Many of us are excited about tomorrow. Or i should say the whole school. Because tomorrow there is bad weather coming to the school. Super snow storm. Big storm. Hope to catch it on camera.
Alright, i'm going to take a snooze. So see the next post tomorrow till then nighty night. No school tomorrow. Yea...


Enjoy,

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Full Rotation of the Shot

Hi,

Wednesday. It's quite a day. There was a huge delay that make the school started at 11am. The reason for the delay was the snow storm hit yesterday. Everyone in my dorm was going crazy. Stay up a little later. Watch some movies. And having extra snooze time.
Classes for me were like usual. Reading has become so part of me. Everyday i had to force myself to read the many many books i have. At least a chapter a day.

Today was my first time attending leaders meeting. It was amazing how they teach the leaders here. Very organize. And just spirit filled.

Anyway, i have to study. I got a huge exam tomorrow. Music class. I know it may sound easy but it is not. Either that super hard. Do pray for me that the exam would be easy and what i learn would be recall in my memory. Alright, i better make a move till then nighty night.


Shoot,

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Index of the Heart.

Hi,

Tuesday was filled with goodness. The reason was that i had a easy quiz. The answers were really obvious.
Anyway, i got back home. Rest a little. Had a good lunch. Rest a bit more. Head to the gym for 2 hour workout. I had a good sweat workout. I really needed it. Because before going to workout, i was feeling a little bit lousy or sick. So i make sure i have a good cardio workout. =)

Beside school and workout. Tonight there was prayer meeting. My second time leading the group. It was a slightly nerve racking. Just scare. I did a quick prayer to relieve myself.
My topic today was about prayer anyway. I hope they get the message and look in prayer.


I have been think about starting a new level of prayer meeting. Where worship and prayer is combine a turn into intercession. A full blown prayer life style. Pray for everything and anything. Pray for others and own-self. Prayer filled with speaking in tongues and never-ending worship.
The time has change. We are living in the time where revival in the hearts of men are being turn back to God. People in this time now are searching for meaning. We Christians should be there ready to give them truth.
Please do pray. 1 Thessalonians 5:17 - "Never stop praying". We should live a prayer life-style.
I would share more of this in my devotion blog which i need to start up again. I just have been so busy with school. I guess i need to do time management in new level.


Anyway, i have to do some prayer time. And later maybe sleep. Oh it snow again here and school has been delay to 11am. Oh yea!! Okay so catch me on the next post till then nighty night.


Page,

Monday, February 1, 2010

Sunday Night Lights

Hey,

Monday. It is super cold here. Crazy weather. Test are coming up for me in my classes. So do pray for me in that part. My day has been good. Classes are just filled with reading and more reading.

Besides from school. I think God is doing something with me. I just know it. God is like laying down the food on the table and letting me eat anything. Me being a prayer leader (cell leader) is just growing in me. Learning the ropes of how to lead the group. This school that i'm in is simple amazing how they help their leaders. They provide a book to read for leadership, attend leadership meetings, and other meetings. All that to make sure i get the best mentoring for the best.
I can sense God is leading me or joining a new path in my current path to help me grow to the next level of this love-relationship i have with Him.


Other about myself is that i miss home much. I miss the food. i have been craving for maggi mee goreng. Also i miss church back home.
That's my day today. I'm pretty beat out. Tired. Going to study a little bit more. Tomorrow might have a chance of snow again. Cold. Anyway, catch me on the next post till then nighty night.



Flash,