Hey,
Sunday. This is going to sound kinda bad and don't do it. I didn't go to church today. Why? well the church that i was going was doing a Christmas play. Also the play was not for free. They were having it at least for 2 weeks straight. But next week there is church service, so i'll be going then. =)
Anyway, i had a great time with my friends. We did a study session and did homework and many laughter too.
The work load is beginning to lighten but study time has increase as final exams are approaching. Taking time for to study for each class is quite a task and load. Thank God that He has my back. I believe that without God with me i won't be able to have the energy to study all the subjects.
Okay now away from education. I have been looking deep into my faith. And i have come to the stage that i want in. i want in deeper. i want in the know with God. i want in with what He likes and dislikes. I just want in what God wants me to do.
I just wanting more to know God in a really real relationship level. I want to reach the stage that it feels like marriage.
I think God is bring me to this level to teach me to think differently and understand His heart. I believe that He is calling me to be some thing different.
I have been praying differently. Worshiping differently too. And seeing the Word with intense wondering what the scripture is speaking to me, almost like dissecting His Words. I want to know His word so deeply, simply because i'm sick of this world destroying God's Word. How people have twisted their faith and putting other believes to in it. Unimaginable.
I'm on a mission now which is after God's own heart. I want to hear each beat. i want my heart to beat as similar as God beat His.
Alright. i have to really get sleeping. Tomorrow is one those days that is long, so till then nighty night.
Hoe down,
