World around is spinning in a fast rate and all just go vomiting out.(just made out that line). I woke up the sounds of birds chipping away by my window. It was adorable to here, almost like music. i also woke up to the turning of my air con by my parents. Cause it was a big day today. I didn't get to see the birds that was chipping away by my window, maybe is a mocking bird? Oh well. So i when to see the doctor to do a blood test. And i can say the doctor has really good hands. I didn't feel a single pain when he poke my skin to get the blood. But it was painful when he took it out. It was almost like a ant bite. Thank you doctor, you got great hands.
After that, came back home. Didn't have much to do. i was walking around the whole day. up and down. Just to pass the time. It was quite boring. Until my little nephew came. Seeing him now at 1 years old. Just brings back memories when i use to live in Shah Alam. I can't remember much of that place. But i know is a super huge big place. If only i remember the address. hiaz...have to ask my mom for the address that we live in Shah Alam. I know one thing for sure that we live inside together with the Prince. (i don't know what prince). Is true okay. You can ask my sisters or my parents. Is true. I so love that place i live. It was huge and so many rooms and every thing there was huge. Only one sad thing was the death of our dog. What a tragic.(don't want to share). sad. Okay, back to my nephew. Seeing him now, he can do a lot of things now. Mostly crawl a lot. I can start to imagine him went he is two years old, by then he would be able to walk and run. He is going to be fast. I think in a way, he sought of like me.
Enough of my nephew. Today my devotion is a silent. I didn't go out to do my devotion this time. I felt that God wants me to stay in my room and just meditate on His Word and on Him. It is tiring. Sitting in the middle of my room. And just fading away from reality. Hearing my heart beat and to the sound of the water drips. Clearing my mind and focusing on God. Is just amazing. I didn't want to pray to Him this time, cause i think i have enough say to him. This time i just wanted to listen to Him. Letting Him work His power upon me. At this time also, the only scripture that came into mind was Psalms 23
2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,
3 he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.
4 Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, [a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.
5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
6 Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.
meditating on the Words. One by one. Just reliefs me. And is just so peaceful. I was just dreaming with God. Letting Him carry me in His scriptures. This is really the Living Word. It is really life. The bible that God gave man, is truly powerful. Then after the meditation, i end of with a song Heart of Worship. It just connects so easily. And singing it so slowly. The words in the song. Just touching. God is really amazing. Can't explain in words. Just WOW.
When for worship practice today, and it was great to see MK and SB back. And a new face in the PA section. Welcome you, Gavin into the team. Went there to help out Gavin. Worship practice today, feels very worshiping. It felt not like a practice session but more of a time of worship. Seeing the band now, they have really grown so mature in music. And they flow so easily together. Keep it up.
Tonight i watched Gossip Girl so2e07 - "Chuck In Real Life". This episode i like the most. Haven't watch yet. I won't say much. Gossip Girl, is like becoming apart of me. Well maybe cause i got no real girl friends. That is real close to me. like best friends. I guess that i'm not cool for people. haha. Or i'm to cool for you people. Hehe. Should watch this episode. =)
I'm thinking of starting another blog. Well see how it goes.
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