Looks like Joel Paul Toh is heading a down hill super low power. I don't know why. Maybe is just me. i see many people in my life have come and gone so fast. People around has see me as the person from the past. I have become no power.
What am i to you now?
What have i done wrong?
Are you pointing fingers at me?
What have i done wrong?
Are you pointing fingers at me?
I think people in my life have just lost their inspiration to me. Their fire is at medium. Some thing is not right la. I think i'm beginning to think to run away. Run away where? I don't know. Just run away. I have become a nobody to you. I have die in each of every ones hearts. i have become a shadow of the past. People are not seeing me anymore. What better thing to do than run away. Run away far far far away. Where people cannot contact me, where people are new. As i come to see now that i'm not a role model to others. I'm not a person who has change anyones lives. Lucky me that i'm a background person. i hide in the background, doing the work behind the scene. I think i just want to run away now. run away. My heart is broken. Love is shall not on theses humans. Only God i shall love. Take me home God. i want to leave this planet fast. i have no use to these humans anymore. they have suck me dry already and left me to die. Take me home. Take me home.
crying,
crying,
