Hi,
In a different world, with just myself is hard to live. No one around me to comfort, to care, to love, and to help. Only one person which God. But is hard too cause God is not physical. Is already the 2nd day here in America for me. All alone. No one hears my cry. Alone. But this is what i choose. No turning back. I can't. Unless the church is willing to support me in what i used to do in church last time.
Day 2 here, missing a lot back home already. Wishing for this and that. Thinking of this and that. But life goes on. If i collect enough miles on my frequent flyer and money than likely i can come back every 6 mouths or more.
Now I'm just looking forward to this end of the year. Want to get all this my studies done fast. 4 years seems to long already. I guess all beginnings are like this. I have to fight through this war. So help me through this. God help me. Bring me someone that can support me all the way. Bring me a study partner to guide me through my study course. Help me, Lord. You are my source, my hope, my strength, my Father, help me, Lord. Please. I want to finish fast, finish well, finish strong, finish with a degree in hand. Help me, Lord. Please.
Study mode on,
