My weekend was good. I didn't have much homework. Yet, i got a lot of reading to do. Reading has become such a big thing to me now. I just feel that God is preparing me for something bigger for me. I can sense the fire in my bones.
I know this education that i'm studying is from God. But deep down again. A stronger call is upon me. It's like God is raising the bar for me.
It's like Peter in the Bible. He was a normal-everyday-fisher-man to the most powerful apostle that preach of Jesus Christ boldly.
I can just feel it tickling inside of me. Afraid. Curious. Purpose. Faith. Obedience. So many emotions running in my veins. That is happen with me now. Do pray for me. I like assurances with God that this path He is leading me be something He really wants me in. And not some pressure people are pushing me into.
A side from that. Today my hall went down to gym to shoot some hoops. It was fun and great time of workout. It was worth going out and hanging out with the hall. A total new experience with me. I just want to build new friendship with people here. I really want to be close friend with Americans. It's just so hard to be one.
Sometimes i just feel that i lost all connection to this world. And gain loneliness. But i got one love that i know will never fade away. Which the love-relationship with Jesus Christ.
You know reading the gospel all over again for me. Just brings inner peace and tears of love. The truth and wonderful things that Jesus Christ fulfilled for me and you. Is simply mind blowing. There is so much light and salt in His Word.
Okay. i think i posted enough for today. Catch me on the next post. Till then nighty night.
Hope,
