Days to Memories.

Hey Fellow Readers,

I have been to few dark spots in my life this year.

Receiving so many flash back. 

The horror past creep back up to me brings chills to my spine. 

I do not want to remember my past.

I want to learn from my past to do better in my future.

Where are my friends when I need to comfort.

Do my friends know me well enough to call me their dear friend 

or  am I just another friend to be used to do things for others.

Loneliness knows how to come back up huh.

I sick of this already.

I guess I never took the time to invest my life with people around me.

Many times i wish i have mentors to guide me.

Have I not been open about my life to others.

My heart break everything  when others don't grow.

I cannot belief. 

So....

My school life is making me busy. 

I have a tight schedule with work just pile up 

Do pray for me.

That i will be on top of things with school work and exams. 

I want to finish strong. Giving glory to God the results that He wants me to have. 

Please pray for me. 

Another note...

I'm coming back for Christmas. 

Till then. Next post. 

Nighty night.

love,

The Great Awake

Hey Readers,

This year is my junior year in university. They say junior year will be the toughies year. Seems to be very true. The work load is different. Understanding of the subject is different too.
I have been studying my brains out this whole semester. I thought I was going crazy. But now many things have die down and the pace is more light. Hopefully it stays that way. I want to finish school badly though yet at the same time I want to continue to study. Wanting the best of both worlds.
In my times of study, i have grow more to understand God's Word better. Like when I read a portion of scripture or a chapter i'm able to understand the author's background and with wisdom know what God is talking about.
I guess God has bless me to know his Word proper but special thanks to Liberty.
(side track: Liberty University is a great place to get an education. The teachers here are in love in God and passionate in their teaching. The best part is that the teachers incorporate their lessons with God's true. Liberty University makes sure you are in track with God's Word.)

The more I think to myself. I really want to get a degree already. Do the work that God has called me into and let Him guide my steps.
I like it here. Life here is a little lay back. However, no place is better than home. Well i would like to work here for a long time and retired in Malaysia. But i cannot see to far in the future. I must let God be my guide. (Proverbs 3:4-6).

I'm trying to keep this blog alive somehow. So i'll try to post whenever i can. till then God bless.

Joel