Man Hiding Behind the Mask

Yo,

Saturday was a wet day. The weather didn't give in and continue pouring like there is no limit. Anyway i got to finish up some homework and workout and played basketball. There is about another three weeks more till thanksgiving break. November is near which means there is going to be a lot of work to do.

I spent some time with my friends. Played several games on the xbox. Fun.

Now i'm back in my room getting ready for sleep because tomorrow is God's day. Going to watch a movie then sleep, till then nighty night.

Booboo,

Whos Monkey Box?

Hey,

It was quite a Friday. First thing first nothing really exciting happen. The usual classes and massive work load to fill my day. I manage to clean some work, so my weekend can be pack with fun.

After school, i went to play basketball. It was great. Fun. Enjoyable.

Now i'm ready to do some sleeping, so till then nighty night.

Fish,

funny

Where the Sun Are?

Hey,

Thursday. Nothing much happen today. Just the usual busy scheduled of classes and flowing river of homework. I just like to thank God for his everyday touch on me. Providing me with the energy to go through each day with strife.

Not to forget your prayers too. Thank you and do continue praying for me. I do really need them. =)

After classes, homework. Later went to gym. Workout has been important to me because it is truly a stress reliever after workout i feel so fresh to do study.

Anyway, i got to study a little bit more. Then later sleep, so till then nighty night.

Up,

The Sadden Heart.

Hi,

In day of classes has been in the norm. The classes are growing on me and i thank God that He is managing me all the time. He is the one that is keeping me on track. Thank you God.

Today i have being thinking to myself that i still feel that i'm dreaming. I cannot believe that i'm actually here. Studying, having fun and great experiences that i cannot imagine. Just thinking of this keeps reminding me of God's power working in his people. Such powerful blessing. The small little things that He sees and make even smaller things to work that we don't notice just to show his love. Amazing. Simply amazing. I want to make it real but it's hard to come out of this dream.

Also somehow that i feel like crying. I don't know why. I did cry (in my bathroom). I think God wants to remind me of something. I just cried for good 30 minutes. In my crying, i was simply reminded about the family members that were decease like aunt Katrine, Grandma Toh, Grandee, and Grandma Ong. The most influential reminded was aunt Katrine. Just writing this just make me want to cry. Memories that deserve keeping for life. How i so dearly miss them. It is like apart of me has gone with them.

I want to end my thoughts here. And let my time pondering on the goodness that these people have impacted my life. I say nighty night.

=(

Parabnormal Events.

Hi,

Tuesday. Today has been quite exciting. Classes today seem nothing much. But i was tired physically but emotionally and mentally excited. Why? Tonight my hall and the girl dorm are having a big party. A halloween party. And the all the guys in our dorm have to do the entertainment and the girls do the food.

We guys decided to do some nsync, ninja, whose line, lip sync and other. It is crazy. Hope there is a video of the whole thing. See it in FB soon.

Anyway, i got to sleep now. Going to have a long busy day tomorrow. Catching sleep now till then nighty night.

Smiles,

The Battle of the Classes

Hey,

School today has been rough on me. I had a late night sleep yesterday because our dorm decided to do something special tomorrow like a Halloween special.

I was half dead throughout the day. Waiting for the classes to end. Wanting to get back and sleep soon.

I thank God that today there isn't much homework to do. Done it and now really to sleep. Till then nighty night.

Eyebags,

Reach for Cloud of Emotion

Hei,

Sunday. Always a great day. I did some homework. Went to Church. Have fun with my Friends later.

Anyway, I got to study because this month and next month would make me very busy. So i got to stay on track. Catch me tomorrow. Nighty night.

Sad,

Infinite Imagination of Love

Hi,

My Saturday was shocking. My roommate came back to the room with fear in his eyes. He went to watch a scary show with some friends. I think it is "Paranormal Activity". He told me that it is super scary.

i'm not so watching it at all. He would sleep if i don't sleep first, so i end up didn't really sleep till like 4-5am.

My Saturday end up with sleep till 3pm, eat and then went to my friends place. Playing Fable 2 is quite interesting to me because it has some Christian value in them.

Anyway, i'm back home now going to sleep now. Can't wait till Sunday. Nighty night.

Endless,

The Hero Touch

Hey,

My Friday was quite alright. Classes as usual average not hard either easy. I can't wait for Saturday though.

Anyway, i went to play basketball. Oh i really miss playing basketball. I played a good 3 hours of it.

Now, i'm off to bed till tomorrow with joy nighty night.

Love,

the Might of Mind.

Hello,

My classes have been going average. There are much needed to be done. School overall this year is pretty alright. I think i'll get quite alright GPA maybe around 3.00 GPA that my prediction.

Anyway, i went to support my friends team playing basketball. I might join next year. =) They won in the end.

Okay, i won't post much for now because i got a English homework to hand up tomorrow. Till then nighty night.

Focus,

Knock Knock the Love Wants In...

Hey,

My Wednesday just got loaded with work. The load isn't so bad able to hang it pretty alright but it is taking a toll on me. It is because there work after work after work and it is not stop till maybe next week.

Enough talk about classes and homework. I'm really looking forward to next semester because i pick the interesting classes that i wanted to take. I'll be learning a bit of designing, piano lessons and language. Language i haven't pick yet, i'm torn between Spanish or French or Chinese (i mostly like won't take Chinese because it feels plain weird learning Chinese here). But really looking forward to next semester.

Do pray for me with my studies, focus, God-relationship and health.

I can't type much here because i got a lot of work to do due tomorrow, so till then nighty night.

Blessing,

Hiccups Of Blessing

Hey,

Tuesday. It was quite alright. I got up just in time for Bible class. It is really interesting what God ask Joshua to do when conquering the land and don't in different things.

After that i did some homework and also some studying.

I'm sad that i didn't get to go to the gym today. I feel very tired if i don't go to the gym.

Anyway hopefully i'll go to the gym tomorrow. So i can release some stress and have a great day ahead. Till then nighty night.

Oh,

Dangerous Guilty

Hello,

Monday. It was pretty alright. Normal and regular day. I just can't wait for the weekend.

Anyway, do continue to pray for me. I really need it this semester. Classes are alright but i just need to fully stay focus on work.

Alright i got to sleep for tomorrow is might be a long day for me. Till then nighty night.

Sincere,

Code Of Innocent

Hi,

Sunday. It was a good day. Got up slightly early. Did some homework. When my friends place to do laundry and played some xbox games like gears and fable.

Church was pretty good as usual.

Tomorrow. School. I can't wait for thanksgiving break. Anyway, i got a long day at school, so i better get sleeping. Catch me tomorrow. =)

Blur,

Laying Down Settings.

Hie,

My Saturday was pretty alright. I spent the whole day playing xbox 360 in my friends place. I played Fable 2. I think the game is almost like WOW.

Anyway, i got things to do tomorrow like Church. So till tomorrow nighty night.

Heart,

In the Mood for Techosounds.

Hey,

Friday was stressful as there was an exam to take and there was actually exam to take. The exam was on the studies of the contemporary issues in this modern era. The exam was not really tough but it is not easy either.

I studied for this exam the whole day and not paying attention to other classes. Just kidding. I study for this exam in between classes.

Classes today was pretty alright except for English class. It is tough because of all the format that must be done properly. It's crazy having format for a language that is trying to prevent plagiarism. American favorite past time, sue people for plagiarism.

Other than classes, i was looking forward to the weekend. I manage to do some homework done, so my weekend will be spent doing nothing as many youth like doing. Enjoying the nothingness is good sometimes. =)

I went to the gym to workout that turn to be a basketball game session. Play for 3 hours full court is no joke spot on crazy. Playing 21 points. I think i played like 6-8 games of 21 points. I can't feel my legs, arms, hands, eyes, mouth, back, chest and nearly every part of my body. But is well deserve it, great workout. i think i might have lose about 10 pounds or more. I also shot so many basket till blacks and white people think that this asian guys is on drugs. I was shooting well from the floor from 3 point to 2 point.

Oh this reminds me of high school days. Crazy basketball session with the coach doing super amount of shooting and team coordination. Great love for this game.

Now, i'm about to drop my laptop onto the ground because of sheer tiredness but good tiredness. I'm going to sleep now, till then nighty night.

Psytrance,

In Trance...

Hello,

My Thursday was uneventful except for classes that go on everyday. Bible class today was good, we just begin the book of Joshua, it is going to be a interesting book. Beside Bible class, my psychology class is also good but it has always has been good.

Today in my psychology class was very relating to me because the teacher was talking about newborn starting ages 0-2. It was relating because she shared about how asians and westerns are different in growing up and communication.

Anyway, i got a lot of work to do, so till then nighty night. Oh the weekend is coming. Yea. Can't wait.

Techno,

Where That Self-Focus Buttom?

Hey,

I'm in the pile of work that never ends till thanksgiving breaks come or semester end. I got nothing to really compliant because i'm on top of the pile of work. Good or Bad? Well it good, shows that i conquer my work load by doing them in advance and have free time to study or lazy around. But the time i want is not enough (free time). At least the work load is keeping me busy.

Classes today have been pretty alright. Exams and Quizzes are starting to pop out again because it is just another month and few weeks till school ends. I'm in high pressure now. Not blood pressure. High pressure from studying.

Besides classes all day, i meet up with my adviser. She wanted to see me to discuss my next semester situation from whether i'm going to stay on campus to picking of classes for spring semester. Hmm...i really enjoy the American education but also do miss the British education if you know what i mean. The thing about American education is that it allows that student to take whatever classes he/she want besides his/her major.

So next semester, i'm going to take up guitar lessons and some theory lessons. Yea, going back into learning music even though i learn it before when at that time i didn't like it. Anyway, I was thinking also of learning to play the violin (some how i have a deep interest in it). These course will be my free elective which is required for me to do but i can choose whatever to learn.

Now the problem is my second major. I still cannot decide on what to do. It is either i study ministry or some thing that will help me in the real world like business or accounting. I'm torn between the two. It would be crazy to do three major but it is possible and scary. I have been really praying about it and i need help in this area. I want answers. Comments? Don't you say that the CBC church always wanted a youth Pastor and you are the most likely candidate (only if God tell you that Joel is meant to be this but the Lord should also told me in advance about this too. Unless you can give me real good reasons that i should be one and you have my back on this). Pray for me.

Night time. I spent my night at the gym. It was pack with people. I guess they are trying to lose the weight they gain during fall break. haha. Nevertheless it was pack. Thank God that i went there early. I can see my body getting the tone but no shapes yet. You know the v cut, big guns, nice chest with 6 sweet bun on the stomach. I can feel it but no shape. Well Joel just keep going. It's coming.

Room. My room is been pretty nice. My roommate is quite cool also. It is nice to have an American roommate. The mind set and other things is so different from Asians. Anyway, i have to really sleep because i'm super sleepy till then nighty night.

Found it,

Warning Signs are Appearing..

Hi,

There has much work going on with me. Today, i thank God that he slow down time. I manage to get some work done and i'm top of things. It was great.

The exam that posted about yesterday. The teacher will look into that and give me another shot with the 10 questions that i need to do with the limited time of 20 minutes. Thank you, God. Oh how i love you.

I went to the gym today to get rid of all my stress levels build inside of me. Man, the workout was so good till my nose bleed (literally).

Okay now, i got to go for prayer groups, it is the same as cell groups. Just that it has prayer and word. Good stuff.

Anyway, till tomorrow. Nighty night.

Beep! beep!

Burning Head is Downing

Hey,

I totally didn't like my Monday. Not the fact it was the first day of school or school work. But i was stressing all day about the exam that i was suppose to take anytime during fall break till tomorrow.

I was quite prepared for the test and thought just do it to night.

The exam was is to take it online. The situation was fine till 50 minutes later i did the most stupids thing. I was trying to find my mouse cursor; i was moving it and clicking it. What it turns out that i accidentally click the back button of the web browser.

I was super anger. I couldn't enter back into the exam. I tried calling the teacher and emailing her. I pray that she would allow me to do the last part of exam. I just got 10 questions to do. I'm very anger at myself for doing that.

Anyway, hopefully she reopen the exam, so i can do it. But other than that, i think my day went fine. Classes have been quite alright. This fall break is has some up and downs for me. I pray that i can stay focus and finish with good results.

I got some stuff to do, so till then nighty night.

PP,

Staring At Oneself...Greatness

Hi,

Sunday. Good Church service. Spent quite a lot of time with my friends but little time on my studies which got me very up happy.

Joel you must be study focus. No lacking off. Stay in track. Joel you need to be great. You need to be a powerful message to the people around you. Don't give up. Give no chance to temptation. People are watching you. God is watching you. So FOCUS!!!

Monday is going to be a long day for me, so i'm going to get my beautiful rest and start off my day with a focus mind. Till then night nighty.

Go go,

Anger the Issue

Hey,

Today i'm a bit anger at myself because i let into my feelings. Today i wanted to study and did something productive. It turn out differently. Well i wanted to study in the library but it has to close early.

I end up going to my friends place.

I don't want to talk much about my day. I didn't like it at all. Tomorrow will be good. Focus Joel. Don't give up. Focus.

Focus,

Lock. Loaded. Shoot.

Hie,

Fall break has been so far quite good. I wanted to do things than stay in my room the whole day. This time i spent more time with friends, trying to get to know people. Making friends.

Today was good because my friends brought me to their friend places for barbecue. The food so great totally love it. I think it is the way that guys cook it that tend to be always good. haha. We had the whole works man from lamb to to chicken to pork soak in honey and chili (the chili here isn't that hot). Man, it was good stuff.

We spent some time there. Brunch of good people.

Later, we went to watch a movie. Zombieland. Oh man this show is funny thriller. I will not say to much. But this show isn't a must watch show anyway. This show is the type that you watch it one time and it is done. My rating for this show is a above average 6.3 because of the ideas they come out about how to go about you know. The greatest down fall is that they can do so much more with this film. There are many scenes that are quite boring.

Now, i'm off to study a little. And then sleep. Tomorrow will be a long day for me, so till then nighty night.

....,

I Choose God

Hello,

I totally enjoy my day today. I woke up to no sound from the hand phone alarm but got up from sounds car doors closing. Pretty much guess that people were leaving for fall break to see their parents after like half the semester is over. I so enjoy my rest, it was good. I chill my room with some techno music; dancing to the beat and working out.

Later i went to my friends place to chill there. But did more than chilling, played fable 2 and gears of war. Oh games that cure to many stress and testosterone build. It was good.

Then we went around campus area with another friend that has a car. Basically just chilling around la.

Now, we are still playing some games here and there. So catch me tomorrow till then nighty night.

Love,

Tunnel Me!!!

Hey,

It has been a good day. Classes went smoothly and i manage to finish up my homework. Fall break is starting today at 5pm.

I think this year break is going to be little bit boring. Just a feeling.

I doing well here with classes going pretty alright and managing through my homework. My walk with God has or is ever changing. I think He is bring me to a new level. When i read the Word my understanding of it either enhances or gone deeper or change the view of it. My journey i think also have change but mostly i'm in the cross roads still.

Pray for me alright. Really need it.

alright now, i want to enjoy my free time with some movies then sleep. So till then nighty night.

Dig,

Holiday.

Hey,

It has been a good day for me today. My bible class got cancel because the teacher was sick but my psychology class went smoothly with interesting facts. The whole day was think what to do for fall break and i think most like i would be staying in, and hanging out in the gym or friend's place.

Anyway, i can't wait for school to be over and so the fun can begin. Maybe i'll go skiing in the school new artificial snow slope. hehe. It is the first in the world and it will documented by Discovery channel soon.

Alright, i got to do some homework done, so then i can enjoy my fall break. So till then nighty night.

Yeppy,

The Falling in Love Again.

Hello,

Monday. I got the Monday blues. I was so busy from 8 to 5pm. But i want to thank God that i survive the day with his endless source of energy.

Now, i want to rest in Jesus. Tomorrow will be sweet and then the next day would be great because it is nearing the fall break. haha. okay, so till then nighty night

Gun,

The Package has Arrive

Hey,

Sunday was quite a day for. The things that i wanted to do got a change of plans. I got up late. Find food in the cafeteria. Met my friends there and stayed there for some long chats. Later i went to church.

Church was quite good. I enjoy myself.

Later i stop by my friends dorm to do my laundry there (it's free). And played Fable 2 which got me hook up on it. haha.

Now i'm back at my room, studying a little and then sleep. I can't wait for fall break which is in within 4 days time. So till then nighty night.

Smile,

My Dots

Hi,

Saturday is always the good day for people. I personally enjoy it the most with fun sleep and homework worth doing. I got myself some well deserve sleep and manage to clean or clear up some homework.

I wanted to go to my friends place (dorm) to play some Fable. But couldn't. I came back to my dorm to watch some SNL. Good stuff. Watch some old movies.

Now i'm probably going to watch some more movies then sleep to be ready for Sunday.

in my mind lately has been about is my future. I always think to ahead of myself like to way ahead in the future. I like it but is scary at the same time. Oh the worryism is killing me.

Anyway, i miss home already. It has been already a two months. I got another 7 months to go. It is like a woman in her early stage of pregnancy. In this stage the woman might know she is pregnant. The baby inside of her has not fully develop. it is only the 10th week that the baby is fully develop and during this week that a abortion can be done. No later than 10th week into the pregnancy.

After listening about abortion in three class has stir some passion in me against it with no exceptions. Pro-life. Just typing this post in every second 3 babies have been killed by abortion. Abortion is the work of devil hands to gain control of people. It is really destroying God's principles in this world.

I better not talked about it and sleep to be ready for tomorrow Church, so till then nighty night

Tears,

Hold Up! It's a Friday.

Hey,

Weekend is coming is few hours. School today was quite stressful for me. But it was manageable. I don't being stress. Anyway, i don't like English even though i have to learn it. I like to read and listen but writing is scary because of the thousands of format that must go into the paper to make sure that you don't plagiarize. It comes down to be worse than math.

However my day seem pretty in the bright side. Work hard all the way. Doing homework after homework.

I when to the gym late but still get a good workout. love it. Now i'm going to watch a movie and then get some good sleep, so till then nighty night.

Ohoh,

Grow Grow Grow and Puff

Hello,

Thursday is been a medium day. The classes today were suppose to have a exam. One class did have the exam and i think i did pretty well. The other got cancel because the teacher felt that she gives a some more chance. It was good but it prolong the anxiousness to get over it.

Anyway, i did some homework in my free time.

After that, went to the gym and workout. I have lost weight which i shouldn't have lost it. I need to put on muscle weight maybe my losing fats. haha. The workout today was really good. Feel the burn that i like. haha

Now doing my finalizing my homework for tomorrow, so till then nighty night.

Friday is coming and weekend is near. Got to enjoy it.

Yea,