Jelly in a Bucket

Hey,

Still sick. Though i feel much better than pass two days. Is already three days and I'm still sick. Hate it. This fever of mine, just don't want to come down. Sleeping in bed whole day just sucks. I look at my ceiling, just gazing. My problem of being sick is that it last for some time, hate being sick. So what sickness i have? well i got fever, block nose, can't open eye, and back pain and also can't shit.

I so want to play BASKETBALL!!! GRRRR.....

that wasn't the end of my day. At night, i had some trouble sleeping. I know that tomorrow is Sunday and i must get some early sleep. But no. Just couldn't sleep for nuts. My eyes and mind say sleep but my body and stomach say stay awake. The worse thing was my stomach was fighting with me. It like playing games with me. Tell me to go toilet but no shit, only pee. Until i had open eye nightmare. Think about so many negative things, think that i was going to die in this sickness. I was consumed by this thoughts and just want to run away from it all. So i pull out my hand to my hand-phone. And i press 2 to dial my mom. My parents sleep down stairs. So i call and i shout out, Help me. So she rush to my room. Check what is wrong with me, went down stairs with her, and she make me a small cup of hot milo. My body feel good and everything felt that is in order. Still didn't sleep well, but i had enough sleep. Was sleeping like on and off.

So in the midst of my on and off sleep, i just do simple prays and also worship Him till i sleep. When i wake up again i did the same thing again. So much peace and warm just came upon me and made me easier to sleep. God, help me through this sickness, i want to be well again. I want to be strong and healthy. I commit this prayer on to You, my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, Amen.

Dart-K9,