Moderation At Best

Hey,

Things in Malaysia here has really change a lot for me from people to food. Change for people is that many have really grown up in some extend mature and some still in the blur. It is a good thing to see all of this happening in the Church and is exciting to see people rising up.

I won't be shock if new leaders are born. In my mind all these years before i left, i have been thinking about one particular place that the Church needed for so long. I won't want to reveal it because it's not called upon yet. (if you have guess it, just pray for me that God will call it)

It has been on my mind before people ask it. It's such a big role for me and i don't know whether people would back me up. I know for sure that Subang would help me but how about other centers? Would people take my word seriously? Would people follow me? Would people allow me to teach them or guide them or mentor them or help them? i do not want to see people talking bad stuff behind my back.

My journey on this is hard. I just want to quit my studies and just do it but my dreams will shatter. I think i need prayers and lot of help. People don't notice me because i guess i'm such a background person. Only times i open up is went people ask me. Does people would like to be mentor by me? Am i a leader among shepherds or sheep?

This will not end till it is called.

I spent my whole day out.

Morning. I wake up four times, sleep three times. Keep snoozing the alarm, haha. Walk around the house for no reason. I think i had a lot of energy to burn. Drove down to Petaling Jaya for breakfast and help my parents do some thing.

Around late morning coming to lunch time, we headed of to my supposedly hometown in Sepang. It is quite near the Sepang track and Sepang goldcoast. Driving there took about 1 hour because from PJ to Sepang is like two ends of the world.

Reach them, visited my father side uncle. This uncle is a bit unknown to me because i hardly know anyone from my father-side of the family. Apparently this uncle take care of the plantation that our family has in Sepang. I don't know what plantation. Forgot to ask my dad. We had some small talk and business here and there. Later, we eat some local food which cost quite cheap but tasty.

Rush back home because mom had appointment.

Sleep. Dinner.

Lifegroup. It was awkward a bit. It felt that it can be better but nevertheless good. You know once God is there things will always turn out good.

Supper. I had supper with Suzanne, Zach, Zach, Kelvin. Had really quite good burger from USJ 2. I rate it at 8.9 out of 10. Try it out. It is worth trying. USJ 2 near the Shell station. Few burger stores i like is USJ 4, USJ 2, USJ 11 big padang, USJ 11 coffee shop, ss19, Shah Alam burger. Going to find out more. =) Had fellowship at Suzanne house. Small talk.

Tomorrow is Saturday. Hope got stuff to do. Going to have a lot of thinking about it. Anyway till then nighty night.

Mix,