Where That Self-Focus Buttom?

Hey,

I'm in the pile of work that never ends till thanksgiving breaks come or semester end. I got nothing to really compliant because i'm on top of the pile of work. Good or Bad? Well it good, shows that i conquer my work load by doing them in advance and have free time to study or lazy around. But the time i want is not enough (free time). At least the work load is keeping me busy.

Classes today have been pretty alright. Exams and Quizzes are starting to pop out again because it is just another month and few weeks till school ends. I'm in high pressure now. Not blood pressure. High pressure from studying.

Besides classes all day, i meet up with my adviser. She wanted to see me to discuss my next semester situation from whether i'm going to stay on campus to picking of classes for spring semester. Hmm...i really enjoy the American education but also do miss the British education if you know what i mean. The thing about American education is that it allows that student to take whatever classes he/she want besides his/her major.

So next semester, i'm going to take up guitar lessons and some theory lessons. Yea, going back into learning music even though i learn it before when at that time i didn't like it. Anyway, I was thinking also of learning to play the violin (some how i have a deep interest in it). These course will be my free elective which is required for me to do but i can choose whatever to learn.

Now the problem is my second major. I still cannot decide on what to do. It is either i study ministry or some thing that will help me in the real world like business or accounting. I'm torn between the two. It would be crazy to do three major but it is possible and scary. I have been really praying about it and i need help in this area. I want answers. Comments? Don't you say that the CBC church always wanted a youth Pastor and you are the most likely candidate (only if God tell you that Joel is meant to be this but the Lord should also told me in advance about this too. Unless you can give me real good reasons that i should be one and you have my back on this). Pray for me.

Night time. I spent my night at the gym. It was pack with people. I guess they are trying to lose the weight they gain during fall break. haha. Nevertheless it was pack. Thank God that i went there early. I can see my body getting the tone but no shapes yet. You know the v cut, big guns, nice chest with 6 sweet bun on the stomach. I can feel it but no shape. Well Joel just keep going. It's coming.

Room. My room is been pretty nice. My roommate is quite cool also. It is nice to have an American roommate. The mind set and other things is so different from Asians. Anyway, i have to really sleep because i'm super sleepy till then nighty night.

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