Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Enjoy My Randomness.

Hi,

Wednesday. Touch up.
I had to wake up early for my prayer leaders class. That class went quite well.

Anyway, classes today went quite well. I was not really focus in my other classes except English class. I had a huge research paper due today. So i was doing my final touch up on my paper. Making sure it look perfect. The whole day i was mostly focus on my paper.

My English class was the last one of the day. Once i handed in the paper. A huge burden just lifted up from me. Thank you guys for the prayers to keep me focus. Thank you God for carrying me through each day for this paper to do it.

Alright, tonight there was Campus Church service. And they are doing holy communion. Which it is hardly done over here. I think this is my first holy communion of the year.
The service went well. The service was totally dedicate to Jesus Christ in what he has done for you and me.
To me is to get right with Jesus Christ.

After the service, i shoot around with my friend.

Now i'm going to watch Heroes with my roommate and then sleep. So till then nighty night.

Coca-cola,

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Incomplete Matter at Hand to be Done Soon.

Hey,

Tuesday. Complete shocker.
My class today was unexpected. There was a quiz and i did not know there was one. So i quickly got my friend ipod and started listening to the music that is on the quiz. The quiz went quite alright. I think i have miss like 5 out of 10. Which is not bad for a last minute wake up call on the quiz.

After class, i went straight to the computer lab and force myself to finish off my research paper. And i quite done with it. I manage to get like 6 pages long. Now just need another 2 more pages.

I came back around 530pm. Had dinner. Get a quick nap. Then is off to a leadership fair. This fair is for me and all prayer leaders to choose a hall that they want to be with. Each hall has at least 2 RA and 2 SLD. But at the hotel (where i stay), has only one RA and one SLD.
Anyway, so i went for the fair and i sign-up with the two halls. One is the hall that i'm in now and another hall that i kinda like to be with. I'm still deciding which hall i should go.
But i have to wait for the RA and SLD to interview me in whether i'm a fit to their hall vision.

Later, me and another friend just had a slow walk to the bus stop and talk everything under the sun.
I came back home. Prepare my word. And did little bit more of my paper.

Hall meeting tonight was special. Today we are going to celebrated Easter. And the RA and SLD is trying to gear us towards remembering what Jesus Christ has done for us.
So we saw some video.
My word today was about Reputation. I would try to put it up on my Devotion blog soon.

Now i'm in the mist of completing my research paper, so i better get back to it. Tomorrow will be really long. Pray for me to continue to stay focus and energetic for class and everything. Till then nighty night.

98%,

Monday, March 29, 2010

Home Fever

Hi,

Monday.
School was pretty alright. I'm was quite awake in classes.
Today there was an unusual event happen. There was a false fire alarm. It got everyone in north campus getting out of classes and rushing out. I was at middle of class and this happen. And the teacher did not even start class yet.

So i got one class pretty much got cancelled.

My other classes just went well. My English paper is going quite well. I don't know how i pull it off. Must be the hand of God.

Anyway, my day went quite smooth. I came back home with smile knowing that i'm going to take a nap.

I had a game tonight and it did not went well. The score was close. We lost. I feel so frustrated with so many lost. I going to train hard. My dunk training has sought of taken a small stop. Still doing here and there. However, i still need to train once i'm back home. So it makes i can't dunk yet.



Alright, now i'm going to get some rest to be prepare for tomorrow. Till then nighty night.

Sick,

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Next After The Birthday.

Hi,

50 Days of Spring. Sunday.
I had a quite a day today. Online church was great. Learn much i did.
After church, i hang out in my friend's dorm to do my laundry.

Finishing up my laundry

i did some homework. Finish up my English paper. So much to write and all.

That is all i did today. Now i'm hanging out with my roommate. Watching some power rangers. haha. Tomorrow might be a long day. So till then nighty night.

Countdown,

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Silent Birthday Together.

Hi,

Saturday. 21st Birthday.
I woke up several times. Staying in bed staring into the celling. Thoughts running through my head. 21st Birthday for the first time. I'm old enough to be called an adult.
I lost trace of my thoughts went my roommate got up from his bed to take a shower. Not knowing that i'm awake. I fake my sleep.
Seeing him stocking his every move. Making sure he does not see me awake. He gets out of the room. A sign of relieve for me. Thoughts. Thoughts. That is all i think of...

I got up for my bed. Pondering all the time. In the shower. Seeing. My hand. My body. My feet. Wondering what has change. I'm lost in on my birthday. The shower seems long than it only took 5 minutes. Skin smells good. But in still with thoughts.

Thoughts filled my day. The clock tick by so fast than hours seems to drift past seemingly. I open my emails. Countless wishes to my surprise. Many say "Happy Birthday". Not a single thought run past me that time. 21 happy birthday seems, so nothing to me. It means nothing. Is just adds to another year of oldness. Yet i think, have i grown wiser? smarter? stronger? healthier? Unique-r?
i thought to myself what lesson have i thought my fellow people. What my 21 years have i taught others to be? Am i a good teacher? mentor? master?

Thoughts thoughts. Running through my head.

I gather myself. Collect my thoughts together. I have to do stuff today. I wish i shouldn't but i have too. School is what i'm here to do. During this time, thoughts still run through my head. Uncontrollability. Lost in thoughts.

The day went by. Night came as swift as sun went down. I walk alone road in my paradise. Have i done justice to my friends. Am i dear friend to friends. I guess so cause they seem to know me well.

Hours going by. I sit at the computer desk staring at the screen filled with English words.

Until a friend put a hand on my shoulder to tell me is good for me to follow him. I did. I went to McDonalds. He knows. He knows. how to put a smile on my face. a happy meal came fast as i thought of it. A dragon pop out from the happy meal box to put a smile on my face. Pretending to be a kid again just fills the heart.

I rest tonight to know that i have friends that care. Most important of all. Jesus Christ was on my mind the whole time. I guess i have to get back with work with him. My lover. My king. My brother. My lover.





Hey guys thank you for all the birthday wishes. Just want to say thank you again. God bless you too and do continue to pray for me. And never let go of Jesus Christ. Think of Him all the time. Worth it.


Good night.

=),

Friday, March 26, 2010

Galaxy Awaits You..

Hello,

Friday.
It is quite a day. One class got cancelled for unsure reasons. So i did not have any class till 2pm. I spent time for myself like one to one with God.
Before i knew of my class was cancelled, i was at convocation. Convocation today was really good. The speaker shared about wisdom using the Luke 10:38-42 as the core message. Interesting stuff.

Anyway, classes went smoothly. Just i have much work to do. My English paper is going pretty good. I got quite lot of work to do this week.

After classes, i just have a good dinner with some friends then went to back home. I went home to have some time sleeping.

I wanted to go play some basketball but it turn out way with sleep. haha.

I'm excited about my Birthday coming up at the same time sad. My 21st birthday and i'm celebrating it alone. None of my close friends with me even family at worst. The count down to my birthday just makes me go down in tears. Friends here is so much different from back home.
Counting the messages on facebook has given me a little boast of love that friends have for me.
I have come to look back this 21 years of my life and thought what was my greatest and worst achievements. It was easy listing down like 5 things but it slowly die down.

I have come to think that what have i really been doing to my life all this years. Now i'm setting new goals. Positive goals. Goals that glorify God. Goal that i want to be Christ-like.



Anyway, i want to take time with myself now. Just going through my life. And of course sleep, so till then nighty night.

Smile,

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Parallel Fingers

Hey,

Thursday. Exam.
The exam today was hard. Actually more towards complicated. The questions were written such a way to get people confuse. Well i think i have answer each question with caution and i have quite alright.
After the exam. I went to the computer lab to work on my paper. I'm rolling with my paper. I manage to finish up 3 pages now another 5 more to go.

Anyway, at 1pm i have to meet up with my RA to have accountability with him. It went smoothly. He was checking on me whether my devotion and studies were keeping up. And on other issues too.

After the meeting, i went back to do get things done with my paper.


I came back home here around 6pm. Have lunch here then play a little basketball for warm up for tonights game.
The game did not go well. Our team could have won but i guess we got slackly a bit. I think our team can do better.


Later came back home angry, you know with playing basketball game if not won. Took a long shower to cool down myself. Did some study. Now going to bed. Tomorrow would be nice day. It's one day closer to my Birthday. I feel excited but i think it would be another sad birthday. Well i don't get to see all my friends and family. Also i'm not so close to my American friends too.

Oh well i might be wrong. But i want presents. =(

Okay i better get to bed, so till then nighty night.

Thumb,

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Reflects of Danger

Hello,

Wednesday.
I was totally sleepy today. I was dozing off in classes and off classes. I'm not happy with myself. I did not have a good rest at all. I was not trying to be up all night at all. I went to bed early but i could not sleep. I think i knock off around 3am.
Anyway, i thank God there was no exams today and classes were pretty not so important.

I got back from classes. i just went straight to bed.

I woke up around 11pm. I did not know i slept for so long.

Tomorrow i have an exam which i'm not really prepare. I know a quite much of the material that is going to be tested. I wish i just did not slept too long. Well i reap what i sow.
Now i need your prayers on this exam. Pray for me to be full of energy and able to answer the questions with wisdom from God. Pray that what i have studied and material i learn be on the exam and things would go smoothly.


Okay i'll be going to bed now, so till then nighty night. Do pray for me please.

Counter,

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Into the Valley of Focus.

Hey,

Tuesday.
So i have an exam coming up on Thursday. My Music class. There is much going on in these 8 weeks. Paper dues and classes are going into overdrive. Well i'm sought of staying on top with things.
The problem i'm facing now is that i'm being lazy to do my work. I need my sense of motivation.
I really need prayers now for this 8 weeks left here.

I pretty much sought of force myself to do some work today. Try to finish up on my English paper.

Later in the day, i got back from studying around 3pm. I straight away got knock out. Really tried. Slept till 5pm. Had dinner.
After dinner, i had a basketball game. It went quite bad. We were close till the 2nd half. Just many mistakes. It was a bad game. We should have won.

At night, the hall had the usual hall meeting followed by prayer meetings. My prayer group was alright. I taught about priorities. It was a lesson for myself too. Need to be focus all over again.



Besides all this. I got some good news. I have new scholarship. Well they increase my scholarship money to 6 thousand split between the next two semesters. God do really bless in unique ways.
And if i get to be an SLD(Spiritual Leader Director) for spring semester then i would definite get more scholarship. So just pray for me on that whether i should take up the spot. Being a SLD which i would be a leader to a whole hall (to 30 people or more).

Alright. There is just several prayer request that i need.
1. pray for strong conviction to study and stay focus till i'm back home in Malaysia.
2. pray for a decision to be made in whether i should do ministry or biblical studies.
3. pray for scholarships
4. pray for my desire to lead a hall to become a SLD for spring onwards.
5. pray for my parents as they are in China for some time there.
6. pray for my sisters that their family and themselves be strong with the God
7. pray for me that i won't ponder to much of home (Malaysia) or to be totally forget about it till i get back home.
8. pray for my health even though i'm healthy and well but just to stay strong.
9. pray for me to be comfortable with God that i would seek and soak deeper in His word
10. pray for me to be confident with myself that i would dare myself to ask a girl out or make friends with girls. (nothing serious just want to know the ladies well)

That's my list that really need prayer maybe number ten not so-so much. haha

Okay, i better get to sleep. Tomorrow is truly a long day. So till next post nighty night.



Light,

Monday, March 22, 2010

High Notion of Public Option

Hi,

Monday.
School was easy today. The teachers were slowing things down to let the students get back in rhythm with work. Classes were just alright. Well my English class is a bit pack with work. My research paper is due end of the month and on top with that there is another paper. Drama reaction paper where i have to go to the school treater performers and write a report on my own reaction on the play.
The school play here is very big and it is even a major too.

Anyway, i did not do much today besides from doing school work and little studying.

I came back and watch some shows with my roommate. My roommate is into power rangers and he wanted to watch the old season. So i found the old season and started watching it together.
We watch nearly every kind of shows together. From Heroes to Anime to Power Rangers.

Cool guy. He is going to be an SLD next semester and i'll be under him as a Prayer leader. And by next year i would be training to be an SLD also. I would get scholarship if i become an SLD.

Later in the night, i had to go to leaders meeting with my RA and SLD. It was a great time. We were just talking and getting to know ourselves better.

Now, i'm getting ready to go to bed. Tomorrow will be long day for me as i have much work needed to be done. Spring break has been a good break for me. Now now i have to get in track with school work and great good GPA till i get back home. Just another 8 more weeks.

Alright, i better sleep so till then nighty night.

Nay,

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Bang! Bang! Just Great!

Hi,

Sunday.
I could not sleep well the entire night. I do not know why. I got up and went to the front-desk to ask them to open my room.
I try to sleep some more but i was just to awake.

Anyway, i just got some cloths together and went to my friend's place to do laundry. Just hang out with friend.
Today everyone was coming back from Spring break. I did some cleaning up in my room. I'm so happy than my roommate was coming back today.

Alright, i guess i would go to bed now. I feel ready for school. 8 more weeks till summer. So till then nighty night. May 16 i should be back.

Oh i was watching with my roommate the news about health form bill. Which is a sour time. This health form will break many American hearts. This form pass which makes abortion and euthanasia is made available. This is really crazy.
I dare say that this will be a huge down fall for America. Not in economic only but in spirituality.

Do pray for America. Pray that the Christians in America will rise up and fight this evil war.
Do please pray for America.
This health form bill will hurt many international and national students in America. Because it will might rise my student bill to study here and other factors too.

Hurt,

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Chop Chop. Chicken Down.

Hey,

Saturday.
Today i just hang out with myself and did some work down.

Came back home at 6pm. Brought some dinner. And later when for movie with some friend. We watch the show, "Alice in Wonderland". I give this show a well deserve 8/10. I think Tim Burton should include a sub-title to the show than just putting Alice in Wonderland. It got people thinking it is the remake version went it is not. Another bad think is voicing and script. It is quite hard to tell what the actors are trying to say. All in all, the film was worth while watching it and don't mind watching it again.

After the show, we went for a drive around Lynchburg in the wee hours morning. We went downtown, the park, and just around. It was the last day for us to do this because the school has curfew.
Anyway, by the time we came back, i realize that i lock myself out of the room. So i stay in my friend's room for the night.

So now, in my friend's room, typing this, going to bed till then nighty night.

ChickenRice,

Friday, March 19, 2010

Memory Memento

Hi,

Friday.
Got up in the late hours of the afternoon. Hang out with my friend. We went to the mall. Just to walk around.

Later, another brunch of us went out again. We went to eat dinner and then watch a movie. The movie is Sherlock Holmes. Not bad film. I give it around 6.8 out of 10. It could be better. Guy Richie should have done more with the film. The plot was good. The scenes needs more originality. Yet overall, a good show.

Now i'm back home. Having a small head pain. Going to bed now till then nighty night.

Trace,

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Serve In Memory

Hey,

Thursday.
Spring break is slowly closely coming to a end. Just two more days to go. Then it would be eight more weeks of school. I will be home soon. Really soon. I think i would be back on May 15 night. Blood rush. I'm really excited about going home. So much i have miss of home. I cannot imagine my little nephew is all grown up. And the many youth, i bet has mature and even look different.
Much can change in 9 months.

Anyway, i wasted my day on pondering away. I was thinking of topics that were close to my heart that i want to share. Many topics. It will be on my devotion blog. My other blog should start on my Birthday. I have delay it for too long already.

I wanted to go to the mall but my adventure got stop. Poor me. I was mostly walking around the school area of effect. My adventure got stop because i simply been thinking much. I got back home. Played some basketball with my friend. Watch some movies.

Tomorrow will be long for me as i will be finishing up some homework. And put in some study time too. It will be long. So catch me on my next post or see me went i get back. Till then nighty night.

Memories,

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Enjoy the Kiss While it Last.

Hey,

Wednesday.
I been awake in the wee hours in the morning. Watching some old shows that i use to watch with David and Jay. Good times. Watch so many shows that i lost track of time. 5am.
Watching shows into the wee hours has make me come to realization that the body become weird. Weird as the flesh awake and desire to do evil. To put it as temptation.
Of course knowing the temptations, i have to intercept myself by placing God's truth in memory. Scripture that i know in memory and Bible beside me to combat this temptation.

God creates the human body to be unique. Truly unique. It is like said, the flesh is attracted to deeds of evil which is temptation. God give us this freedom choice into our hands. In whether you choose to fall into temptation then sin or be on guard then try to overcome your weaknesses.

God does not provide this temptation neither the devil. The bait has always been set. Temptation comes from you. Because you know yourself, your own weaknesses and strengths.
One taste of your temptation is all it takes to trap you forever. Unless seek help.

Don't play around with temptation is not worthy. If you know is calling you. That's your wake up call to run away from it. I mean really run away for it.



Anyway, i want to share a bit about temptations. It will be my first topic in my devotion blog starting on my birthday. I did not fall into my temptation but it was a wake up call for myself to be on my toes. I went to bed.

Got up at around mid-noon. Went to my friend's place to place left4dead. It is quite a fun game but it is a bit mindless.
After being at my friend's place for some time, decided to go back home. I did not go back straight away but i went to get dinner.

Got home.
Now i'm mostly catching up on some homework and study. Taking a break now though. hehe.
Okay so i better get back till then nighty night.

My roommate Birthday is tomorrow. His name is Ryan K(not telling his full name). He is not here but it is sweet that i message him at midnight. haha.
I better go. haha


Smooch,

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Missing the Love of Your Kin

Hi,

Tuesday.
I have been doing much today. Actually i went out today. Just want to walk around and see things. I went around seeing things what i can get for my birthday present. I guess nothing much. I haven't decided what to get. Oh well.

Other that walking around. I went to the school and it was quite a ghost town. A few internationals students here and there. But it sure a ghost town. Even the cars on the road and people around is less.
I met with some friends. Hang out.

After hanging out, i came back home. Rest. Study. Shows. Oh...GG is back. I felt this season the show has taken to new levels. Many of the characters are making things tight.
Anyway, a lot in my mind lately has been about home. I got another 7-8 weeks left here. Everyday my heart pumps faster. I'm already excited to go back home. Being away for 9 months is much. Everyday going through facebook pictures is quite boring. Nothing would be close to real life.
This 7-8 weeks left here is crucial to me. This is went things are mounting up too. The school now will determine my end GPA. I'm doing well with school work. I'm on top of things. Thank God for this breath moment, Spring break. But after spring break, it will be tough work. Pray for me to have mind of focus. Pray that i won't ponder to much of home. I need to do well. I want my studies to be a message that is not me but God working through me. I want to show God's glory through my studies. I'm a tool for His greatness.



hiccup moment,
i'll be home on the 16 or 17 May.
When i arrive home, i would not be able to see my parents as they are in China.
Big problem now. Who is going to pick me from airport? Let me ask my sister whether she can pick me. If not it would be interesting.





I'm going to bed. i will let my trouble be in their trouble till the time comes. Now is sleep time till then nighty night.

Hope,

Monday, March 15, 2010

Hoops Don't Lie

Hey,

Monday. I didn't do much. I basically stayed in my room the whole day. Well i did some studying and most of it was relaxing.
It is good to have the time off from school.

Now i spend the time thinking and learning myself. I know who i am a long time ago but i want to regain understand of myself better.
Reading through Proverbs this month has retaught me how to have wisdom.

Anyway, that's all i did today. Now i would like to actually run off to bed, so till then nighty night.

Jumpshot,

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Morning Sickness Sleepy Head

Hi,

My Sunday was spent in the wee hours in the morning. Well it is like 2am and some of my friends and me decided to just drive around. We went to get some coffee in a petrol station. Knowing me, i don't drink coffee but i got myself a mocha. haha
Later we went to Walmart. Many of the other stores around campus are not 24/7 shops except for Walmart.
The only crazy thing about Walmart in the wee mornings is seeing weird people. Almost zombie-like people. Scary. It is truly scary.

We came back. Call it a night.
But i didn't went to bed. I stayed up morning watch shows. I think it was like 6am that i thought of going to bed.




I went to the late church at 6pm today. It was quite good.
Before church, i hang out in my friends place to do my laundry and some fun time.

Come back home. i went with a different set of friends to watch a movie. Invictus. I have to give it a strong 7/10. The show has nothing to really to shout about. this show should be watch once.


Now, i'm going sleep. My head is spinning around.


Yawn,

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Get Back My Emotion.

Hey,

The second day of Spring break is quite alright. Woke up to a empty bed in front of me. Roommate left yesterday. I woke up three times. It must be me ponding to much.
Anyway, i got up just in time to eat lunch with a bunch of friends. We went to eat in Taco-Bell but some of us decided to eat somewhere else. Me and my friend just went to eat in Arby's.

Later i went to play some basketball. I have been training hard. I really need to get back to rhythm and feel for the game. I miss my timeless jumpshots. My air time has change dramatically even though i have been training myself to dunk. Not use to my jumpshot anymore, so i have to go back to basic shooting style.
Train for four hours.

I got back played basketball with my friend.
Then we had free pizzas at night for dinner. A friend decided to buy all of us who are here at the inn dinner. We also watch some movies together. The movies we watch are quite lame.

After all food and movies, we just decided to hang out other places. We went on a journey around Lynchburg. We drove to see what is still alive on campus and the shops open.

Now is like 3 am here and i''m going to sleep. Till then nighty night.

Love,

Friday, March 12, 2010

Gate the Heart of Interest

Hey,

Friday. Today my classes were just cancelled. I guess the teachers decided to take a day off early for spring break.
Spring break is here already. People leaving for home. Some traveling around. Few staying here.

My day had been quite boring. I did not do much. I basically studied a bit. Sleep most of the time. And say my goodbyes to many friends.

Spring break is going to be one long lonely break. Well some of my friends are here. So i guess i would be hanging around with them.

Anyway, i would be going to catch some snooze time. So till then nighty night.

Open,

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Bad About the Bad in Bad

Hi,

My Thursday has been pretty alright. Class went well. Study time went well. Exam was tough.

That was my day. In one line.

Now i'm off to sleep actually watch some Heroes before bed. So till then nighty night.

Good,

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Desire of Desire Fear

Hi,

Wednesday. It was quite a lonely day. From morning to afternoon i basically did not see any of my friends.
But it was alright. This just keeps me more focus on studying.
Classes went smoothly. I enjoy my time in class. I was a bit not focus in class. I was thinking about spring break. It is so near, just another day.

Anyway, tonight was my time to shine. My friend's basketball team which i'm in too is going to play with some Chinese friends (which i played with them for fun). Well i know that i would do well against this Chinese group. My stats were 23 points, 5 assist, 2 rebound and 1 steal. Quite alright numbers.
How i miss my triple doubles and some times triple triple during my school years.



Okay, i think i need to study. I got a big history exam tomorrow, so do pray for me for that.
See me next post, nighty night.

Happy,

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Hiccups of Life.

Hi,

Tuesday.
Nothing much happen today. Classes went well. Did some homework and study sessions.
Played some basketball in the afternoon to cure some stress levels.

My prayer group tonight went pretty well. I shared about avoiding temptations.

Watch some season 2 of Heroes. Not as good as the first but alright. Going to wrap up season 2 though.

Gossip Girl season 3 started on Monday. I did not get to watch because i had a basketball game the same time. I heard it was quite good.

Other than that, no big events happen till April. I have been thinking a lot about home lately. Everyone is already back home except for some. Just another 8-10 weeks more till school is over. Spring Break is around the corner (next week actually). I want to go home now.


Anyway, looks like i cannot go home yet but for the moment i need to stay on focus with school work. Pray for me to study hard and stay healthy. Alright i better get going till then nighty night.

Fun,

Monday, March 8, 2010

Fire Up the Air

Hey,

Monday. Nothing much. My art exam was quite hard but i think i did quite well. Classes went pretty fine.

Anyway, my basketball team did well tonight. I still need to improve and prove myself to the team.

I think that is all. I got to sleep. Long day tomorrow. So till then nighty night.

Water,

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Spiritual Reunited Foundation

Hey,

Sunday. Church. Laundry.
My day has been alright. Nothing to really shout about. Mostly, waking up, going to church, hang out with friends and little study.

Tomorrow will be nice day. The school is cancelling convocation and replace it for study time. Good for the school to do that. Love it absolutely. Well i do like convocation.

Anyway, spring break is next week. Things are counting down too. Like papers and exams. I got an exam tomorrow. My art class. Not really looking forward to it at all. Pray for me on that.

I will be going to bed now. Been a long day now. So nighty night.

Godsend,

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Coke in the Blood

Hi,

Saturday.
The tipping of water sounds the air in my place of rest. Interestingly i thought to myself, what could it be. I try to peek with my brown-black eyes what could it be. I peek to give away no sudden notice to my accompany in my place of rest.
I could here the ticking clock of man's fines work, the handphone. I could here the electronic firing their powers through the circuit board inside the phone telling the phone to wake me up. Every burst of neuron message in the phone circuit. Racing to give new information to the phone what's needed created by the user. I could hear the every beat the sound of the minute tick by away from the phone. Every digital number slowly moving forward in time.
So loud the beat it may be...waking up i shall do.

I slowly arose from my comfort. As i arise, i too see the beam of light slipping through my valley of darkness in my room. Inching closely. Reaching for me. The sun has thought of me well. It want to put a smile on my face to start off the day. I say to myself "Great is my God."
I make my way on the green turf grass of my floor. Warm it is. I gracefully move to the door of that leads me to cleanliness. Water of blessing, showed on my body to make me clean. Only by water i shall be reborn. I place product on my body to smell like an glorify child of God.

I came out of the wonderful joy showering oneself. I knew to myself today that it going to be awesome. In the corner of my room, slowly to objects heading towards me. Marching it may be. Sound of parade it does. It was a splendid to see how this parade was. It headed to this brown mountain. Gracefully and well organized. It stop on my table. This army was rearranging themselves. They were so well train. The army was building together that took them less than few seconds to construct a piece. This piece was unique. The piece created by this army in simply amazing.
They constructed a almost a square shape with the top having a curve. In between the square shape with a curve top, was a like a light brown sustains that glue the two square like things together. The army then form together as one singular unit. They do this to point to me to have this piece as a token of love. I reach for this piece that this army so fast put together. The piece smell so good that it was delicious to eat. I wanted to put in my mouth badly. But i could not do it yet with my prayer to my Great God.

I place the piece in my mouth after my prayer. Truly it is has a lovely taste. The taste so simple that my people love to eat. It taste of thousands of peanuts running through my mouth. So thick that it was sticky to the mouth that it gave me a jaw workout.
The love of eating peanut butter bread.

My day was coming to a start. A start of new beginnings. A fresh. Not a worry in my mind. A journey out of my room.
Outside truly was bright by the sun rays penetrating through my cold body; yet, still affected by the cold wind of winter. Lukewarm it seems the weather plays on my God given human body of mine.
I sail to places as i move along this lovely weather. The smile on everything so wonderfully created. The ocean of happiness has appear on faces of people. Laughter, Games, Love, God. Were all there on people.




(i would push pause here, reality check)


Today i had an eventful day. My dorm and other dorms decided to put together a game called the famous reality show game, "the amazing race". So basically my whole day was playing this game. it took the whole day. It was of course totally fun. fun. fun. fun. Did a lot of crazy stuff.
One bad thing was i forgot to bring my camera. It was bad of me. But i bet there is some photos of me and video(i think) of me playing the game posted on facebook by my other friends.


Anyway, haha.




(i'm push play, for nonsense description writing)

My day ended with the beautiful sun slowly hiding itself. The sun saying goodbye as it done its duty today and needs her rest. The sun will shine its glory another day. But another one take over the sun's duty after the sun went to rest. The moon. The moon secret protected of the night. It shine dark blue. Enough light to give men to journey places. The moon had company to keep themselves awake in the cold night. The stars. Glowing brightly as much as they can.
Glory to God for His marvelous creation. I say to oneself.
I dance to the night. Skipping. Hopping. Shaking. Spinning. To a rhythm that heard in my heart. Fast beats. Slow beats. Mix Beats. Enough pace to called a song to make a dance.
I dance dear artistically to my room door. I open to a warm dear room that i shall wanting to sleep. I shall, i shall. Called out from my heart to sleep. Tiptoeing to grassy feel floor. Silent i want to be. No one was in my room i already knew. But silent i want to be. Not a sound can be heard from me. Not one sound. You could here a pin drop but it would be useless cause of the grassy surface. Secretly undoing my cloths to enter the mansion of blessings.

I bath in the presences of water. Hitting my body with fresh hot water to warm my body. Oh lovely it is to shower.
I exit knowing that i was well clean. Ready to be dried by my towel.

I open the door to my door. Standing in front of me was two things. Two things which look like cozy. The touch on the skin would be lovely to sleep on. Soft. Gentle. Warm. It is how the two things felt. The two things look at me with loneliness in its heart. The two things hug me so comforting like they miss me so much. I too miss the two things so dearly. We thought of each other from that moment. The hug was long and worth it. The hug between us journey to the bed covered with blankets.
I said to myself "this is sleep." Sleep i shall do now. My dear two things that are pajamas are lovely to wear and my bed ready to welcome me back to sleep. And God to tell me a bedtime story is worth it all. Jesus playing with my hair. Whispering to my ear slowly to snooze of to sleep. Telling me that i have enjoy my day and now rest you shall have. I will sleep. Sleep to be ready for a new day. The day i will rejoice that God had allow me to live another day to shine His glory through me, so that others may see. My eyes grab the blankets of my eyelids to say its goodbye to the world. Entering the dream world i shall. Good night.

Sugar,

Friday, March 5, 2010

Unsaid Words.

Hey,

Friday. I always look forward to this day and weekend. Love.
Classes has been pretty alright. stress of course. But i'm managing it.

I came back.

And i went to play basketball for like 4 hours. fun. training.

Nothing much happen today. But tomorrow will be quite long. Till then nighty night.

Bye,

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Backward Walking.

Hi,

Thursday. Class. Basketball Game.
My class today has been surprise. I came to class unprepared. I did not know there was a quiz today. I thank God that i have friends in class that could help me out. The quiz was easy, just have to listen to music and know who compose the song.
I think i did quite well.

Later in the day, i went to train myself in the basketball court. Played a good 3 hours.

Come back home, and had accountability with my SLD.

In the night, my friend's team and me and a big rival team. It was big match. There was RA vs RA.
In the end, our team won.

I'm a bit lazy to share how the game goes. I want to sleep, so till then nighty night.

Run,

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Wedays Blues

Hi,

Wednesday. It was stressing.
I had to attend my prayer leaders meeting. The meeting was good, learning much about.
Classes has been quite alright. My English paper has been stressing. It is a long way due but is the small things that is worrying me.

I did not do much this day. I mostly spend time with my roommate watching Heroes. haha Bonding time.

Anyway, i got to sleep now till then nighty night.

Sad,

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Jesus Take My Keys and Wheel.

Hey,

Tuesday. It has been a struggling day for me. I have so many incoming work to do. Stress. I never like stress and at this rate, i might just break down. No Joel...Keep focus. Do pray for me alright to keep things together and have a mind of focus and study hard and well.
I have been like on this English paper all day. The worst thing is that i have no ideas popping out in my head. Must be i'm too distracted. Hate it. I really want to get over and done with this paper. The bad thing is this paper is my biggest worry that i forget my other studies.
Pray that i have the strength and mental strength to go through this paper with perfection.

Later in the night, my hall had hall-meeting like every Tuesday before prayer meeting. But the hall have something different instead installed.
My hall and my sister hall went together to the ice ring center. We went there to hang out together and to have fun. So we did broomball and icestake till midnight.
Fun.
I know i should not be having fun. But is good to have a break from studies awhile.



Anyway, i got to go now till then nighty night.

Life,

Monday, March 1, 2010

In Hope for Love

Hey,

Monday. School. Study. Stress.
I have been under the study flu. Studying like crazy. I'm not so on top of things but not slacking. It is just the amount of things coming up before spring break that's taking the toll.
Just have been into studying much and it's taking a toll with me. Do pray for me.

Besides study stuff, my school has just announces that the Fray is coming to my school to do a live concert. Oh yea...you heard me. The Fray. When everyone heard that the Fray is coming. There was a huge ball of screams and claps and people standing up going crazy about the Fray. Man, they are coming in April.
I'm quite excited to hear them. It will be awesome.

Thinking about it all day today. haha. opps...focus Joel.

Anyway, i got to go. I have to prepare my English paper and some other studies too. So till then nighty night.

Geek,