Still Water Drips

Hello Readers,

My life seems to be on the edge of cliff. I do not know how to explain my situation. At times i just feel inside that i'm a lie or deception. I guess i'm in all this mess is because of the choices i made in the past.
Many times i just think back and wish i was in a wealthy family.
The education i can have, the things i can get and enjoy life with no worries.

I'm not saying my family is not doing well.
My whole family are slightly above average family.
Until my parents turn missionaries.

Now actually the problem is my education. I'm in university now. Doing very well academically but financially not so.
Everyday i pray by myself that someone would help me financially like pay for my education in whole.
I want to be physical therapist. The line i'm going in is very expensive as similar to being a medical doctor.
I just cry myself to sleep.
I wish like those stories in the newspaper or TV like some wealthy person just wants to bless an individual life because the rich man wants to see person dream to be come true.

So i'm a missionary kid. Who need money to continue to study in the states. Help.

Love,