The Goodbyes Are Merry Christmas

Hey,

School is over

I made it through this semester with many cries and sweat

in trying to keep up with the school work.

I manage to get two A's in two classes.

not bad.

On a lighter side,

Christmas is around the corner

I wish i could go back home

Spending Christmas at home is more ideal than here.

But

Christmas break is too short.

Well

I get to see a whole lot of snow and cold in the next couple of days.

It's going to be one crazy winter

The weather here is predicted to be one of the super coldest weather ever had.

I will be in Penn State in the next couple hours.
I will be joining with Zach and Lynson

for Christmas.

Cool beans.

Anyway,

I wish many of you guys an early Merry Christmas.

Be Good.

Worship God

and

God bless.

love,

Collateral Peace Upcome

Hi,

I have two more weeks

Finals in one week.

Then

Winter break.

I wish at times that i could go back home during this time.

But i kinda like the winter in Christmas time.

Snow outside

Hot chocolate (milo) in one hand

sitting next to the fire.

Peace.

I will be travelling up to Penn State.

Going to stay over with some friends that use to go to CBC church

until they move here in US.

How may I doing?

I doing great besides studying for finals.

I have two classes in the bag

the other one class is pretty alright

and two more is pretty decisive.

I'm in whirlwind of emotions now.

I mean

thinking of winter break and exams is not a good combination

Prayer.

Lately i have been thinking much more of the youth in Subang

as well as the youth in CBC

but more Subang youth. =)

I'm excited to hear that Mun Keong has taken up the role as Youth Pastor

It's nice to see someone take up the role.

Hope he does a great job with you guys.

However,

something deep down inside of me is aching

i do not know how to explain

i think i'm worried for the youth.

I really hope that you guys (youth) would grow as spiritual warriors for God.

Don't be shy to share the gospel even you don't know the Word enough.

The heart is important.

I know rejection is a issue

but be persistent.

The people in the Bible didn't have the gospel in their hands to witness to others

but they have Jesus Christ in them that stir in their hearts.

They only speak of Jesus Christ to others.

I will be praying for you guys.

love,

Zealous Array

Hey

School has been pretty alright.

Work load is starting to die down.

However

exams are around the corner.

I'm quite ready for the exams.

Just two more weeks of school left.

Till

Winter break starts.

Cannot wait for it.

I'm loving my thanksgiving break now.

I'm with some friends in New Jersey.

The good-side of Jersey.

This break is most needed for me.

Is to help me required my focus.

and

i think is working.

Be back to school next week.

So

till then nighty night.

sincerely,

The Unalterable Conclusion

Whispers of November Morning appear to me in a late night dream. November has arrive to haunt me twice. How frightful of me have become worsen by cold. I want to cherish the moment of summer warm but the effects of chill has awaken. The slumber has become my dear friend and waking my worse enemy. The days are numbered as I has realize. The days I see ahead of me is waiting to be foretold. I do not dare to be known of this. Scare I tell myself each day. The horror of lessons to be learn has result in many heartaches. I cannot see myself no more I tell in me. Wishing this cup would pass me. Day by day, I wake up to damper spirit. Wishing not carry this burned in me no more. Thinking to myself, a hot sprinkle water could wash away my depress little spirit on mine. Impossible it became. The day goes on. And on. Putting a fake smile to tell the world that I'm pretty alright. Yet sad in heart. I go on my day with a whole much of heartache that I never knew I had.

Pretty white rooms I see each hour with many blue seats that are countless to tell. Color shirts and color hairs I watch pass by every time I sit in my tiny blue seat. Endless chatter I hear in every corner of the room even I participate in this ritual. Running ideas going through my head as fast as my mouth can speak. Silences. Silences. Once a person walks to the desk. The chatter stops. No sound. Only echo of silences around the room. A projection appears in every few minutes. Words inside a rectangular perimeter having some pictures telling of important information that is needed to be known. Scribble. Scribble. All I hear is scribbling. Sheets of paper running through and through. Rushing ink pacing down the lined sheet of paper. Words of knowledge coming from the person in front. Important the person tells. Important must be. Everyone and I are dieing in the person every breath of words that are need to be known to succeed in each term paper. Scary I become.

The clock strike its own hour. Break arrive. No earlier. No sooner. The ritual of chatter once again begin. The person disappear. People moving in and out of the pretty white room. Seats empty and filled. I left to be some where else.

Words racing in my head as I zoom down the corridor. Words of knowledge. Words that I learn. Words I needed to keep. Headache appear to silent my mind up. Pain. Pain I can think about.

The motion of repeating the same pattern each day has become numbing to me. I do not remember myself. I have lose myself to learning. What have I become. The growing sadness in me has become a tree of depression. My mind has become a slave to education. All I know to do is to see screens and remember words in a rectangular perimeter. My tears have become real to me. Reality it seems. Results of test I have taken is not clearly as I want it to be. Tears is only what I know what to do now. Heartaches. Heartaches. I can tell a countless story of it.

Whispers of November Morning has bring great realization to me. I have to continue pushing forward to succeed. My burdens I place upon thee Lord Jesus Christ. I change my focus now. I look a upon You for my hope. You can cure of my pain that I want to glorify you with. My results is your gain and not mine. My life is a tool for You and none mine to keep. Nothing that I do alone by myself is ever greater compare to Your ever lasting strength.

Be my Redeemer. My Savior. My Great Shepherd. My Big Brother. My King. My Lover.

November Whisper has let me know to push on and press forward. Awake I tell myself. Open your eyes. Almost there. Fight to the end. Proverbs 3:5-6, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not in your know understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your path."

I hear the prayers I receive from you all. Do continue to pray for me. Keep me in your prayer. I too have kept you in prayer close to my heart. I need those prayers. It has help me to be focus in class; yet, helps me to go on working hard.

Love.

The Days Are Numbered

Hi

My studies so far has been very exciting.

struggling

is

the

word

i would like to use.

Even though

I'm

on

top of my studies.

Making sure

that

i do the necessary work and studies.

But

the

result

is not

fair.

I do not know why

i ask my teachers

and

they only can do so much for me

help

is

what i need

heart broken with my studies

i have become.

do

pray

for

me

each prayer do counted.

i'm worried that i would not finish this semester

with

good

results

in which

i might need to retake some classes

especially

biology.

heart broken i have become with my studies.

pain,

The Long Awaited Heart Attack

Hello

I have broken my promise that i have not posted here for awhile

however

I would like to start doing it again

but

i will start posting everyday maybe next year.

This semester for me is a hard one.

i'm less focus than my other semester

I'm not sure why

and

to huge surprise for it.

School work has been tough on me.

I'm worry that i might need

to

repeat

one

class

next

semester.

Biology.

I like biology

but is the memorization

which

is

tough.

I want you guys to pray for me

especially

my

studies.

I need my focus back again from God.

I guess this year

i have not been a good disciple

of

Jesus

by not

spending my

time

with the

love of

my life.

Jesus Christ.

He is the one that helps me through everything.

From thick and thin.

Having a

relationship with

Jesus Christ

is

totally

worth it

Having total trust and faith and

relationship with Him

will

bring

the blessing

that God wants in your life.

Between about my studies.

I guess

i'm

doing fine

school life here is quite alright

there is nothing to shout about here

friends here are not as deep as my you guys back in Malaysia.

How i miss you guys.

Tell you the truth

each day

at least

one or two

of your

names

come out

and i decide to pray for you here and then.

also the things that we did together.

in

basketball

church

drive around

McD

movies

etc

love

miss you.

I hope to post some more in the future

but for sure

next

semester

i will

post

everyday.

till

then

nighty

night.

love,

The Pokes of Funny Bone

Hey

i'm doing pretty alright

i'm hanging around on my studies. Making sure i'm on my work.

College life has really taken it's toll on me. Studies.

There is so much to do yet so little time. No time for myself.

My relationship with God has been quite good.

i'm keeping myself to remember as much scripture as i can.

(at least 2-3 verses each 2-3 days)

i'm trying to read several books in the bible in a day.

My thoughts.

i wish i could have more.

more goodness in my life.

i guess that i just miss people back home.

i realize that i do not make friends but people introduce me.

i'm good with names and faces but not a good conversationalist.

i'm either too serious or too funny.

emo.

what do i have to offer in this world?

love?

i want to do so much

but people do not receive it

?

i have one say

God loves you

=)

Focus,

The Zars in One Life.

September. The autumn leafs are falling around oneself. Some bright. Some dark. Some mixture in color. One has feel to oneself the lost in fall year because winter is near to come. Everyday goes by like a swift sunny beam. My eye's shaded by swoosh one has on his face. Winter calls near how gloomy the days goes by now.

The wonderland one used to dream about has become vapor to vapor. Nothing. Unreal one has become. The sleep one has not be deep rest. The bed a raging wave. Toss and Turn. The eye does not shut because eye's worry to much. Staring at the ceiling wanting this month to disappear. A dreadful wake to unfruitful beginnings. The showers for one use love has shattered in ten minute sprinkle.

Meals that come so fast are wish to stay to have more. The every hour that ticks closer to minute of lecture just bring an undesired to know. Blue one sees every fifteen minutes. Bus arrive at the destinate point. Faces. Faces. Faces. Painted in mix emotion. The happy. The sad. The blur. Swing left and right the ride goes right and left. How one's wish this day, this semester, would be any happier.

Every lecture one's goes is all do this and that. The joy has cut loose. Only more slavery to books and reports and tests has one seen with one's two eyes. Dreadful. Dreadful. Dreadful. The joy has lost it's way. Not know how to return to one's heart. Every power within one has been used up to put a smile on one's face for each person pass by.

The hours and time put in to class has not paid off it's due. The mind has gone weary because fun has not arrive. How one wish for hugs and kiss of a close one. Wish for beautiful yellow hair person to notice one interest. Only time is what the opposite gender want. One wish for so much to want to have. Yet one must uphold temptations.

One cannot take this no more. One wants school to be over and done with. How sad. How sad. One has become. The care in one's heart has vaporize. One has become nothing to know one. The name of one has no more known. Only sadness remains. One with to be more...Love is desire one wants.

One only knows one thing. Only one thing. That God love one. Tears one cry each day. Tears.

Not Myself.

Hey world,

Sorry, for i have not kept my promise in starting to blog in September. I have been very busy of late since i got back here in States.

I have a crazy class schedule that is very hard to keep up. My advice is to not take philosophy, theology and biology in one semester. It is a real head banger. The amount of books that i have to read is insane.

Side note, my philosophy class is kinda cool. Get to watch matrix. Apparently, there is some philosophy behind the action and drama.

Other than academics, i guess i have been pretty alright. Nothing much to share about except studies.

I just want you guys to pray for me this semester. I have a lot in my hands and i do not know whether i can handle it. Pray that i have total focus on my studies that i would be diligent and discipline in reading the material and doing the work.

Pray also for my walk with God. I feel very down for not doing it as how i do it last time. I'm just doing 10 minutes with Him and not giving God, His right to minister to me. Pray for me.

I think i would try to blog every week. and If i have time every day. but till then nighty night.

hiaz,

The Fallen Blog

Hey,

I'm back since not blogging for two months. Nothing much happen within the 2 months. I was basically been working odd jobs, hanging out with friends and family, and doing church stuff.

I'm not sure whether i would continue to blog everyday but will think about it. =)

I'm waiting for August to end, so i can start blogging on September (is just a rule that i made to myself).

Anyway, i'm back at the states here. Safely. It took me three days of flying from Malaysia to US. I did not really enjoy this trip back here. Well KLM was a bit crappy compare to Delta (even though the companies are working together).

When i got back here, it was down to business already. The school require all the prayer leaders, SLD (Spiritual Life Director) and RA (Residential Assistants) to be back early to go for seminars. The seminars are to bring the 'us' into focus on the school spiritual vision. And us, leaders, to help move in new students (freshmen) to their dorms.

The seminars are pretty alright. Nothing much to shout about it.

My semester this year is going to be very hard because i got at least 6 books to read. All of them, i have to do a book report. The worse thing for me is my Bio class where i have to memories like trillion things. Do pray for me alright to have total focus and understand.

Oh the school has recognize my hard work that now i'm in the dean list's for such excellence work. =)

Okay, so catch me around in September. Give me some time to get into focus and organize up my time here and everything. Until then night night.

Rising,

The Scary Moment Comes True

Hey,

Saturday.

The last day of discovery day. I had to get up early today because i have to pick up some kids in PJ. I drove down to pick Pat at the church. We went together to pick up the kids in PJ. Just wanted someone to follow me down.

Today's discovery days was quite good. I had a great time with the kids. There was quite a lot of fun stuff to do.

Once discovery days is over at late afternoon around 5pm, i had to drop the kids back at PJ.

So happy driving back the kids. Going out to Subang to PJ. I made an accident. It was quite a scary accident.

I was trying to cut out to the right lane and another car was coming into my lane on the left. So we collided with that car on the right side and mine on the left. I bang on kancil. After that accident, my van spin out 90 degrees. My van was blocking three lanes.

I thank God that there was no other car involve; however, one motorcyclist was not so fortunate. He bang into my van.

I thank God that his injuries was not very bad. He just have a minor fracture on his right hand.

So we that were involve of the accident, got together and discuss the situation. We all decided to make a police report.

Walter follow me to the police station. The police was very understanding and were quick with their duty.

First we went to the police station near Pyramid then we went down to USJ 8 police station. Headquarter. Over there, we had to talk with a detective about this accident. A proper investigation. Everything was done by 9ish pm.

I had to help out the motorcyclist motorbike because his bike cannot drive anymore. So i put his bike in my van. So i had to bring that motorcyclist bike to his own mechanic.

After that me and Walter went for dinner.

I came back like 10pm. I got a major firing from my dad.

Tomorrow is a long day for me. I will be going to do a lot of work.

Sad times,

Irreclaimable Shipment

Hello,

Friday.

My whole day was spent with kids. I woke up early to meet up with Walter to follow me down to PJ to pick some kids up.

The Discovery Days today was outing to Aquaria in Kuala Lumpur. We see some many fishes and other wild life.

My day ended at 7ish pm. I went home. Eat dinner and rush back to church for combo youth cell. The combo was quite good. I hope the event Youth GIG would be a bomb and exciting.

Anyway, i better sleep soon. Because tomorrow is another day for Discovery Days. So till then nighty night.

Inspect,

In the Attic of MaxAir

Hi,

Thursday.

My day started in the late morning. I had my own lunch. After my lunch, i follow my mom and aunt down to buy some stuff in Ikea.

Spend some time there.

After spending some 2 hours in Ikea, we went down to PJ ss2 to buy deco stuff for the Youth GIG. There was a lot of discussion about the material about to buy because the cost of it was out insane. I thank God that my mom double check the cost and material and end up much cheaper than what we thought.

Later we went around PJ running errands for my mom and aunt.

I come back home around 6ish pm. I went out around 7 ish pm. Drop by my friend's place in PJ again to get back some thing that was mine.

I rush back later to Sunway to pick up Ivan to go play some games. We went to eat first then play. Played one game then i left because i had to go for Discovery Days meeting. I then rush there. Sit through it awhile.

Then it was off for me to the basketball court. It is already 10pm. We played till 1130pm. I drove back home. Shower. Sleep.

Tomorrow is the start of Discovery Days and i have to wake up early like 640am because i have to pick up kids in PJ. And this event is one whole day. So till then nighty night.

Shoe,

Clean Paper Airplanes

Hello,

Wednesday.

There was nothing happening in the morning or afternoon. I was mostly asleep. I did not went out today. Just stay home. I went to play some basketball in the late afternoon. I played basketball by myself. Just shoot around and see my mistakes. Try to fix my game. I was done by 6pm.

In the night, pick some youth up and it was off to church. On the way, i stop by the Ramil burger store to buy my dinner.

This practice was not for the regular normal Sunday service but the practice is for the youth upcoming event Youth G.I.G.

their each practice has been greatly improve. I absolutely love it. I can just easily worship. Great Job youth.

After the practice, some of the youth went out for supper. It was alright because the youth ask their parents permission. Also it was a school holiday.

Tomorrow is going to be a busy day for me because i will be buying some material for the youth GIG to do decoration. And having a Discovery Days meeting. So till then nighty night.

Papercut,

On Toes of Love

Hey,

Tuesday.

I do not remember much about today except that i went out with the youth at the afternoon to night time. haha. We went to pyramid to hang out there a little bit. Just to help me see some things. Then it was off to the CC to cure our itch. Had some great fun there.

We played till we forgot the time. I had to quickly send them back before 12am. Thank God i manage too. God is good.

Tomorrow might have some important things to do. So till then nighty night.

Fingers,

Point Black Range

Hi,

Monday,

There was nothing much happening today. I did not go anywhere. Stayed at home till night time.

At night i went out with the youth to release some stress. We went to CC to play some games. Great fun.

That is all happen today. Tomorrow might be the same routine. So till the night night.

Shot,

It Has Been a Long Days Work

Hey,

Sunday.

So we were at suku for quite a long time. Chatting away and some were waiting for football to show. Time fly by and it was already 2am. I had to go home quick.

I had 5 hours of sleep. Woke up at 730am. Went for breakfast then it was off to church. Waited outside for maybe another 20 minutes. I did not have the keys to the church. I thank God that i still able to do PA without any hiccups. But i thank God that i manage to train someone that become better than me at PA. We two help each other out with the PA. Good stuff.

Church was really good. The topic was learn how to help the leader to help me (you). Worship was also good too.

After church, went for lunch at McD then had to come back to church. The reason was that the youth have to practice for their upcoming event. The youth are doing a gig. I was already a little bit tired but time to put on energy.

I just have fun at the practice. The practice was done by 4pm but have another one at 8pm. Oh my right?

Feeling all energetic, i went to play some basketball. I played quite well. Enjoy myself.

Later the day, come back home. Shower. Buy dinner. Then it was off to practice again. I can see the improvements happening in the practice.

After practice, send the youth home and it was home for me. Sleepy. Tired. Rest needed.

Tomorrow, Monday will be fun. Till then nighty night.

Sleep,

Minimal Maximal Exposurer

Hi,

Saturday.

The weather today was like going to rain super hard. I manage to get my lunch before the rain.

There was also totally nothing to watch on tv here. Brunch of boring shows. I resorted to watching shows on my computer.

Around 430ish pm the weather looks better but was super hot. And really mean super hot.

Some of us manage to come to play some basketball. We played till 730pm. I had to leave a little early because me, David, Jay and Sunny are going to watch a new movie just come out. the A-team. Watch it at 10pm.

I went to meet up with David at 1Utama. He was working there during the weekends. We went to eat dinner at Carl's Jr Burger. It has been awhile i have eaten the burgers there.

After that we went to another mall to watch the movie. Tropicana City Mall. The treater there is usually empty because not many people go there to shop.

The movie was really good. Full of action and laughter, yet have bits of love. My rating for the A-team movie is 9 out of 10. It is just really a guy movie unless you girls like whole lot of action.

Once the movie was done. I drop of David to get his car at 1Utama. And we would meet up again at Suku for supper.

Sunday. I have to wake up early. Got worship practice and whole day in church for more practice. But i believe that Church is going to be awesome. So till then nighty night.

Milliliters,

The Longest Call to be Receive.

Hey,

Friday.

I did not do much today. Got up. Had lunch. Rest some more. Dinner.

There was no cell group today because there was a cell conference. Which i think it should not be an excuse to have no cell group.

Anyway, there was no cell group. So many of us just planned to play basketball at night. Actually at first wanted to play in the evening but it rained.

We started playing at 9ish pm till like midnight. Then we went for supper.

Come back home like 2ish am. shower. watch a show. sleep.

Tomorrow might be interesting hopefully. Till then nighty night.

Called,

Welcome the Desire of Hope

Hi,

Thursday.

I did not do much today. I stay in the house the whole day. Wake up late and all. I wanted to go out but the laziness just kick in. So i stayed home till like 7ish pm.

I had to pick up my parents from the airport.

So i went there quite early but i took a slow drive to the airport. The way to airport was jam and also on the highway.

Waited at the terminal for like 10minutes. Pick them up. And it was fast driving back home.

I reach home about 830pm. Me and my parents went for dinner at Taipan. Then just went back home. Watch some shows then sleep.

Tomorrow i might do something. I see that tomorrow. So till then nighty night.

Hopeful,

Day Out at Hyperspace

Hi,

Wednesday.

I woke up early like 8ish am. I had to do some important things in the morning. My morning was spent in Puchong. I had to send the car for service. I drop off the car at the workshop.

After dropping, i just went walking everywhere in Puchong until i found a place that i can watch the NBA finals. haha

The NBA finals game 3 was quite a tough one.

It made me want to play basketball.

The car got done once the game was done. I took the car. Drove back home. Rest a little. And i went out again. I went out with Ivan and some of Daniel. We went to just play some PC games. haha.

Played till night time. Then me and Ivan went to Aunt Jo house for a leaders meeting.

After the meeting, i drop off Ivan back. I came out of his place and i had to make a little small detour. The usual road back to Sunway was block because of construction. And i miss the u-turn back. So i had to go through the toll.

It was quite a drive. Scary one.

Now i'm home. Going to sleep soon. After watching some shows first. Till then nighty night.

Space,

Caught in the Hole of Sleepiness

Hey,

Tuesday.

I spent my whole day at home. I wanted to go out but i thought not. I woke up around 12ish. Had lunch by myself and i think i went back to sleep also. hehe

My day actually really started was at night. I had to go for a practice for an event coming up on the 26th June. I went to the church early (on time) to find out that the church is not open. So i waited there with my McD and eating away.

The practice did not really went good. Well there was some minor hiccups and many issues just raising up. Oh well, i'm sure on that day the event would go well.

After the practice, i drop off some youth home then it was straight to home. I was not really tired. So i watch some movies on tv. Tomorrow will be busy day for me, so till then nighty night.

Trap,

Checking the Changes Required

Hi,

Monday.

I woke up early like 540am. Got mom and dad's stuff in the car. And it was off to the airport. The drive was fast. I think i was hitting 140km/h.

Anyway, it was also a quick drive home too. I went back to bed till i heard a knock on my door. My aunt asking me to help her with her computer stuff.

I got up from bed. I went for lunch. Then i follow my aunt, taking her computer stuff too, to PJ to get it fix up.

I had to go down to PJ several times today. Two times with my aunt because the computer guy ask her to bring down her printer to the shop. And another time at night to drop off something to my friend. =)

I later pick up Ivan and Daniel. We went to play some Dota. haha. We just played one game and then eat dinner. It is fun hanging out with the kids again.

I went back home, watch some shows then sleep. Tomorrow i might be doing nothing till night time. Unless something comes up, so till then nighty night.

Balance,

the Town Boy

Hey,

Sunday.

Church was quite alright. The service was good. Learn a lot and well rested.

After church, Me, David, Jay and Esther went out to McD for lunch. It was all brunch of random talk.

I came back home. Sleep. then Basketball. I think my shooting has either drop or i'm not aiming. Well time to really hit in top gear and train hard.

After basketball, i pick up David and we are off to Sunny's birthday. We went to buy Sunny's favorite cake then it was down to PJ again.

We went to this restaurant that serves German food. It was good stuff and super filling. We ordered like several dishes and share. Good stuff.

Later we just went to our separate ways. i went back home. Drop off David. I went to bed early because i had to drop mom and dad at the airport super early. So till tomorrow nighty night.

Smile,

Combination of Rubber Tubes and Bands

Hey,

Saturday.

I woke up at 640am. I went down to the Puchong field for the sports day at 7am. The sports day did not go well at first because it was raining. Not heavy but enough to stop the sports day for awhile.

The event went go till 1pm.

I came back. I fall back to sleep.

I woke up around 6pm. I went for dinner at PJ with David, Jay, Sunny, Zach and Reuben. Had a quick dinner then Me, Jay, David and Sunny went down to KL to visit some people. We went to pick Suzanne first from school. We went for another round of dinner then supper after that.

We wanted to visit some church members that were having a meeting at KL. But we do not know what time.

Anyway, we went to the meeting at like 12ish am. Stayed there for awhile. Then went back home. I pick up Jay and David and it was my place for movie night.

We decided to watch "the Wrestler". The show is quite an emotional one but worth watching it over and over again. Good movie.

Tomorrow is Sunday. Good stuff yet to come, so till then nighty night.

Stickers,

Beep Beep Beep the Beeper Goes Off

Hi,

Friday.

Sports day practice. I thought that the school would have their sports day at a stadium but i was wrong. The school is having the sports day at a local field in Puchong. I told myself that i should not compare the school to when i was in high school. The sports program also i could not compare it too. The school was playing those games that were similar to primary level or worse kindergarten level.

I guess there is always a first to things to come. Hopefully the school would grow and would be able to have sports day at a stadium and do track and field games.

After the sports day practice, everyone went back to the school. It is off day for the kids every Friday. All the kids today were exceptionally wild. I thank God that it is a half day today.

I went back home, straight to sleep till then late afternoon.

i brought some dinner before cell group today. Cell group was a little bit interesting and quite fast pace.

After cell group, i went to Aunt Jo place to discuss somethings and plan things. Well Jay and Me just have itch hands that want to impact the youth to a higher level. It was all conversation. It was over by 12plus-ish.

Later me, Jay, and David just went to Melur to hang out with Zach and Sunny for some drinks and monopoly.

Alright i better sleep now because tomorrow i got to wake up super early for the school first sports day. So till then nighty night.

Boop,

Desire for New Gadgets

Hey,

Thursday.

It is my third last day of work. I would love to continue to work on but the school could not employ me because of some internal issues.

Anyway, work today was pretty alright. The students were not focus at all because many of them are just excited about their first sports day coming up soon. Some of the students ask me to let them out, so that they can practice. Being me i totally said no and ask them to do their work.

After work, i came back home. Rest for awhile then went to play basketball. There was just a few of us. So we went to play some where else. I had to go back home today. The reason was that my parents want to celebrate my 21st birthday. Also as well celebrate my dad's upcoming birthday too.

We went to this new place in Taipan called Happy Hours. My advice about that place. Do not go to eat there at all. The ambiance is bad, the food is alright but expensive, and the service is moderate. The desert there is quite good but other than that it totally sucks. I would rate this restaurant a 4 of out 10.

Once we finish eating, we went back home. I did not went out after that. I just watch some shows then sleep. Tomorrow might be long day for me because the school is having a sports day practice. So till then nighty night

Stuff,

Universal View Through a Hole

Hi,

Wednesday.

Work today was quite a little bit sleepy. I was a just very mellow today but still having that strict face look to scare off students into doing their work. hehe

I might not work there for long because the school cannot employ me. The reason was that they have some financial issues (more of internal issues with the church). So the school just pay me for the two weeks that i was there for but they would like me to come during their Fridays. On Fridays, every Friday the school has sports, so they want me to come in to just play with the kids and trains some with basketball skills.

After school i just come back. Sleep. I think i want to change my habit here. Need to go back to my school life style went after school i would go to the gym to work out. I need to get back really fit again and my game also.

In the night, i went to eat with my parents.

Later i went out with Jay and Ben for supper and some chit chat. Well our chitchat suddenly became church issues. It is sad to see the church in a bad shape where things are not following in any direction. I hate it when people go through the motions in Life. Just sad, very sad to see people not fire for God.

Anyway, it was getting late, so i drop off Jay at PJ and i came back home.

Going to sleep now, so till then nighty night.

Viewing glass,

The Racket Holder is Pocketed it

Hi,

Tuesday.

Nothing much happen on Tuesday. The usual work time 9 to 3. Well during work i was force to give detention to two kids. They show disrespect and very indiscipline. I had to tell them of about it.

I see this kids every day and they are full of potential. They are truly super smart. I see their scores on exams are usually 89 above. But they lack good character and attitude. These two is most important in life. It will help to get the person jobs because of character. An education is bonus to get a higher level job.

After work, i quickly leave. I had to go down to ss15. On my way back, it started to rain very heavily. I was like how to but stuff. I had to go down to ss15 because i have to buy some stuff for the Youth event.

My church is having a Youth GIG on June 26th at 730pm to 1030pm at CBC Sunway-Subang church. The church is near the Sunway College, one building away, on the main road. This is the address, No 61 & 63, Jln PJS 11/7, Bandar Sunway, Selangor

Anyway, I had to buy a special product that would give greater effect to the GIG. Well the product cost 8.90 riggit. Crazy. The product is so small. It is just 25ml for 8.90 is totally not worth it.

I just brought one to show how expensive it is to the board-members.

I went back home. Shower. Nap.

I went to prayer meeting in church. It was quite same. So i spice it up a little by giving some Word about passion in Acts 2:42.

Later, i went out with Walter for late night dinner to Murni at USJ 9. It was my first time there. Once arriving there, Walter had not arrive yet because he had to drop off Ivan home. So i was trying to find a place to sit when i did not notice at first that MKSB and Pat was there already. So i join with them and wait for Walter. Just have a good time chit-chatting away.

Went back home, took another shower. Then sleep. How tomorrow would be good. I cannot wait for the weekend. So till then nighty night.

Glove,

The Pour Out of Max Air

Hi,

Monday.

I set my alarm to the wrong time. So i was woken up by my aunt knocking on my door asking to get up for work (my aunt works in ACE school too). So i quickly shower and all in 5 minutes.

Work today was quite tough because one of the teachers was away and the other was busy with some students in doing their drama. So i had to take care of one big class for 20plus students. It was pretty alright for me because if you know me i'm quite good with crowd control. I manage to get every student doing their work by letting them know they might go back late if no work is done.

I got back all tried. I had to sleep straight away. Had dinner alone because my parents had to go somewhere else for an important meeting.

Nothing big happen. So tomorrow might be better will see. So till then nighty night.

Zoom Air,

The Pillow Can Talk Sleepiness

Hi,

Sunday.

I came back quite late like early 1-ish am. Jay and David came over to my place for our usual movie night run. We decided to watch Star Trek 2009. The show is cool but some parts were quite dull. I could not stay awake the whole show because i just had a long day.

In the end the show ended at 3ish am.

Time to sleep. Have to wake up by 830am because there is prayer and the day is going to be long.

Went to church on time. Feeling a little tired but manage to stay awake. Church today went well but i felt that it was just to long. Church's in America finish on time in one hour and half. They sing only 2-3 songs then announcements then special guest to sing one worship song then it is the sermon.

Anyway, the sermon today was quite good. The Pastor talk about faith. It is most key in Christian Life. And it is truly so true.

Later many of us went to Asia Cafe for lunch.

I came back home around 2pm and just went to sleep.

Went for basketball around 430pm. Started to play games by 5ish pm. Played till 7pm. Rush home. Shower. Pick up Zach S. And it was off to practice for youth event. This event i'm in-charge with lights. My role has shrink to this minimal job. Oh well i have to do what ever i can do. The Practice went well. I overly enjoyed it but it needs more practice.

After the practice, some of us went to mamak to eat dinner. Now is coming to 12am. Work tomorrow. Tired. Need to sleep now, so till then nighty night.

Rest,

The Universe Should be Around the Corner

Hey,

Saturday.

After playing some monopoly at Old Taste, all of us went into our separate ways. It was already 2am and heading back home fast.

Sleep and woke up at 11ish am.

I have to get some stuff for my church at ss15. Some thing for the youth event. So i got David to follow me. We went to the shop but it was close.

Anyway, we took a semi-slow drive to PJ to meet up with Jay and Sunny. We went to watch Prince of Persia at Tropicana City Mall. The movie was just glimpses of Assassins Creep 2. The show is quite alright. I give it like a 7 out of 10. A show that deserve to be watch like 3 times or less. It is just fun.

After the movie, some of us went to play basketball. But only for an hour. Because it started to rain super crazy heavy.

All of us went our separate ways.

i came back and went out with my parents for dinner. Me and my parents went to summit to eat dinner. We went around 7ish pm.

After the dinner, i came back home and did some stuff. And i went to Old Taste to discuss some matters with David and Zach S. Then the guys all came later. Played some really all monopoly games. We are still playing. Might go home late, so till then nighty night.

Sunday will be fun. =)

Take left turn,

Dot Dot Dot of Outmatch Claim

Hey,

Friday.

I came back from hanging out at around 4am. Me, Jay and David hang out at my place to watch a movie. We end up watching Die Hard 2. Apparently, David have not watch it before and Me and Jay is just for memory sake. haha. I wish movies can be something more like this. Pure action all the way, give in to the girl at the end of the show. Have made up lines that will make audience remember for life like Yeepee-KA-YAH.

Woke up around 12pm but a unexpected call. Not sure who it was. Went back to bed. Got up at half hour later.

We went to have lunch at Pyramid McD and then went for bowling. It was fun and giggles. Played like one game and play Monopoly. We wanted to play basketball but end up the weather cook us up a super-monster-est storm. It was crazy.

Went home to rest for awhile till Philip came to pick me up to celebrate Jay's birthday at Empire. We went there and played monopoly with Jay and Ru. We played because have to wait for some more people. hehe

In the end, we could not get a place at the Empire to eat. So we went to TGIF for dinner. I have not step into TGIF since i was like 10 years old, i think.

After dinner, some of us went to mamak for some drinks and play monopoly. There is new monopoly game that the company take some elements for the board game and make it into a card game. Quite fun.

Going to go back home late, so till then nighty night.

Let,

Keyboard Undesired

Hi,

Thursday.

Today is the last day of work before holiday. I am not sure what holiday it is but it has something to do with the Chinese custom. This is just a short holiday till Monday. And i will continue with my work.

Anyway, the ACE school that i'm working with only work from Monday to Thursday. There is still school on Friday but it is more geared towards sports and relax.

After school, i went to play basketball straight away. It was quite hard for me because i was really tired.

Finish basketball around 740pm. I went out with Daniel for dinner. hehe

Later i went to meet up with Jay and some friends. Just hang out and going to celebrate Jay's birthday properly tomorrow. So till then nighty night.

Qwert,

Preparing the Way

Hi,

Wednesday.

I come to realize that the kids in ACE school are, in a way, more talkative and less discipline (i'm sorry but that how i see it). I mean they are actually good kids, really smart, and hard works. But they can be better. Better by at least sit down for 50 minutes straight doing their work then the next 5 minutes can be rest and continue on till lunch break and end of school.

Anyway, today i just follow my parents around. We went to eat dinner then went to the hospital to visit some close friends.

I would be going to bed soon. I got to read up on some things, so till then nighty night.

Build,

The Man in Green

Hey,

Tuesday.

Another day at work. My work is quite simple actually. I just make sure the kids are doing their work. And they keep quiet.

After my work, i had to discuss some issues with the leaders in the church. The meeting was to see where my standing was and to keep me inform. It was a long discussion that lasted till close to midnight.

Tomorrow is another day at work. The kids are getting almost comfortable with me. Time to be for me to be even more strict with them. Wednesday. hmm...what else can i do. Watch a movie? till then nighty night.

Black,

The Loop de Loop Wars

Hi,

Monday.

Today, i had a meeting with the church school (ACE). The meeting was to discuss what i can do to help with in the school (also to earn some money).

The meeting went well and i started my work today. I was given some kids to take care and monitor their work.

It's a 9 to 3 work.

I did not do much today at work. Just making sure that the kids are quiet and doing their thing.

After work, i came back home and well retired to the bed. Good long nap. Shower. Dinner. And watch some Roland Garros (French Open). Okay, i think i better head to bed. Tomorrow is another day of work. Till then nighty night.

Loop,

Tiredness the Killer

Hey,

Sunday.

Church today was really new to me. It has a different feeling in all. It hard to explain.

Anyway, i think the service was good. Good worship and sermon. The worship songs some of them, i just totally do not know. The church just look different. I think i might have to find some time fitting back in again. =)

Had lunch with some close friends. haha.

I came back home and the first thing i did was sleep. Really had to sleep because i was awake at till 5am in the morning watching the champions league finals with Jay and David.

After my afternoon nap, i went to play some basketball. Played a really long games. Played till 8pm and then went out with Philip and Walter to eat dinner at Taipan. Man, that place is just pack and park-less.

I came back home around 10ish pm. Had a long hot shower and later cold shower. Tomorrow, i will be starting work with the church school (ACE). So this decision would bring me to another decision is to whether i join the Young Adult cell or still go to the youth cell?

Anyway, i better sleep now, so till then nighty night.

Weather,

The Silent Killer of Nap

Hi,

Saturday.

I got a shock in the morning. A call. It was Aunt Jo on the phone telling me that she is outside already. I thought i have set my alarm to 10am to wake me up but it turns out to be 10pm. Sad case. I got up and get into a quick shower.

We went to eat dim sum. We did not go to the usual place to have dim sum because it was raining.

Anyway, we went out was just to get inform on things here and there.

I got back home around 12pm. I was still feeling tired from the jetlag. So i went back to bed. I slept till 3pm.

I went to play some basketball.

Later at night, i went out with David and Jay to watch Robin Hood. The show was rubbish. Just plain rubbish. I got nothing to say except rubbish. Not worth the money or time. Just borrow the a dvd to watch this or rent it. i rate this show a 3 out of 10. Just 3 because the action scenes are okay and it just remind you of Gladiator.

After the show, it was already 230am, we went to watch the champion league. We went some where in PJ to watch it.

We were back by 5am. Tired. Sleepy.

Sunday is tomorrow. I think i would be making many surprises to people. haha. Okay till then nighty night.

Rest,

Lag Jet Lag

Hi,

Friday.

It is one of those days went you feel in your body all tired and lousy. I just did not want to do anything and just give in to the jetlag. But i did not.

I woke up from sleep about 11ish. eat lunch. Sleep some more. Watch some shows. I went to play basketball. I was so tired and body just not fully adjusted. My game was just out of breath. Super tired.

The weather is a killer.

I came back home feeling all dehydrated. Took a quick shower. Drank super a lot of water. Dinner. Drank more water. Then the jetlag kicks in.

I had to sleep. I took a short nap. I could not sleep because i had to pick up my parents. And the suppose cell group that i was to go was cancelled.

I woke up around 1040pm-ish. I went by to aunt Jolene place. Just to hang out and of course to see one of my old friend too.

I hang out there till close to midnight. I pick up my parents from the airport. I had to wait for them because their baggage had not coming into the baggage claim yet.

In the end, i got home around 230am.

Super tired. I could not go to sleep yet because my parents room had no water. So my dad had to solve the problem but do not know what the problem. End up, my dad and mom showering upstairs.

I quietly ran to my room to sleep.

Tomorrow having a brunch with the Phuas. So till then nighty night. Pray that this jetlag will go away.

Delay,

Color Pencil on Colorful Life

Hi,

Thursday.

I got up on very early in the morning. Staring down on the ceiling. Thinking to go back to sleep. Tried sleeping some more but just could not. I got out off bed around early afternoon.

I receive a call from my friend wanting to take me out for lunch.

We went to Sea Park for lunch at the famous Wan Tan Noodles store. The Wan Tan there to me has drop in their standard. It does not taste the same anymore. Or is just me. But i also realize that the old man that used to cook the Wan Tan is no more there. Oh well, yet it taste pretty alright.

Later we went to Mid-valley to walk around. Just to see things here and there. Eat some ice-cream. hehe

I came back home around 3ish. Wanted to play some basketball but the weather just turn bad.

Anyway, at night i went to buy Ramil burger. The guy remember me. We had a long chat with my broken Malay speaking. He still remember my usual too.

Once i reach home, i was already feeling very weak. Well more like jet-lag. I quickly eat my dinner. Rest for awhile then went to bed. I really wanted to go out with my friends later for supper but i just could not. Oh well another time.

Friday is tomorrow. I wonder what cell i'm going too? Anyway till then nighty night.

Rainbow,

Time Lag...

Hey,

Wednesday.

I got up around 11am. I was supposed to go out for lunch with a friend. It turn not. He was busy. I end up doing was i did some errands of my own. I went down to Taipan. Brought some shampoo. Cut my hair. And eat lunch.

Later in the day, i played basketball at ss18. It was super hot. I think i was already tired in the first hour. We played till 8pm.

I came back. Shower.

I went out for dinner by myself. I went to my local favorite burger place. Ramil burger. Taste the same. Absolutely, love it.

I want to go out for supper later but my body just said no. The jet-;ag just start kicking in. I decided that i should go to sleep than going out again. So see me tomorrow till then nighty night.

Jetlag,

The Home Forever Lived

Hey,

Monday.

I arrive at Singapore at mid-night. I could not get my boarding pass to my next flight because the MAS counter is not open. And it will be open at 4am.

Anyway, i just hang around the airport. I went to the internet booths. Plug in my laptop and just stayed watching shows and do some small work.

Once it reach 4am. I went to the ticket counter to get my boarding pass. To my shock was that, the MAS worker told me that i could not get into this flight at 645am because i did not book. I was like "what the dinosaurs." It was impossible because Delta has done everything for me. And the worker told me that the flight is also fully booked. The next flight back was also fully booked too and the only time that i can get another flight home was at night.

I told the worker to do everything possible to put in this flight. I was tired flighting. I told the worker my story. The worker to told me to check back with her to know whether i'm in the flight.

So i waited for about one hour and fifteen minutes. In that hour, i was just sobbing and praying to God to really help me out in this situation. Telling God my story and all just really lift the burden inside of me. The very last minute like ten minutes before boarding time. I receive the call. The worker with a wide smile on her face and presenting me the ticket to board the plane. I was jumping for joy and wanting to hug her but i had to jump over the counter which is dangerous.

I quickly ran to the boarding place. Got into the plane and i was just thanking God all the way back as well as sleeping too. haha.

I arrive home at 830am. There was like huge jam all the way back. My sister pick me up with her boy (which totally forgot about me, time to build up that relationship with him again).

The first thing i did was to take a shower. Man, being in America, i did not sweat one bit coming back here i feel all sticky and sweaty. Well i kinda like it though. Miss the weather.

Then i just went to bed.

I woke up around 630pm. Waited for my sister. Went out for dinner with her and my Aunt.

The first Malaysian food i eat was fukkien meen (black noodles) and kung fu chow (white noodles) and duck rice and satay (meat on stick). And soy bean drink.

Later come back home, sleep a little bit more. Got a call from one of my friend. Ask him to come over to get his stuff.

After that i went to suku to eat with Jay and Zach and Bill. There i eat roti canai.

Now i'm back, i think i got some stomachache (not use to the food already). Yet i love my Malaysian food. Going to sleep soon. Totally feeling the jet lag now. Flighting for four days straight is not fun. I'm going to make sure i buy a ticket next time to only flight one day. Alright see you many of you guys later this week, till then nighty night.

Love,

The Parade Worth Coming.

Hi,

Monday.

i have spent my Monday on the plane. San Francisco to Japan takes quite a day. I arrive at Japan at 430pm (which is like one hour ahead in Malaysia). I did not really like the Japan airport. I thought there will be free internet there because you know Japan technology advance ( i have thought wrong).

Okay, on the plane i watch this show, the Book of Eli, i thought it was pretty alright. At the first, the story is quite blurry but once comes to the end then things became clear. This movie is simple, very melodrama. The nice touch to show was that the dude (Danzel Washington played) was memorizing scripture. It is really a good side about this story. So my rate for this show has to be 6 out of 10. Well, the show is quite boring at parts. Too much sand and walking on roads.

But watching this show in a deeper sense than it has a lot of meaning, symbolic and philosophy.

Alright, i have been also watch this show called Leverage. The show is pretty cool.

Hmm...i have to catch my next flight to Singapore. Will be home soon like 5-6 hours. I know there is a huge delay at Singapore. Man i smell bad and i feel quite so uncomfortable. i want to sleep in my cold room. My bed.

Will see you guys soon till then nighty night.

Party,

Outcome Comes Homely

Hello,

Sunday.

I arrive at San Francisco early hours in the morning. I think it was 150am. In the whole entire flight i was praying to God that you would take care of me and arrange something to connect my flight back to Malaysia.

Once i touch down and getting out of the place. There were few (many) people suppose to transfer to Taipei, Taiwan, so i got talking with some of them. And most of them were very angry about this flight delay. In the midst of this, God answered my prayer. He spoke through a guy (worker from Delta Airline), he told us to follow him. Delta airline has arranged for us (people that were supposed to be traveling to Taiwan) a new flight schedule. The best part about his was Delta paid for us a one night stay at the Hyatt Regency (hotel).

My flight back has change now. I would be returning home on May 18th at 8am plus. Actually i could arrive earlier but i would be stuck in Singapore for about 4 hours.

There were some hiccups with the hotel at first because originally, we were to stay at the Crown Plaza but their shuttle bus will not run till 4am. So we change it to Hyatt. I love Hyatt Regency hotel. I think is the best hotel ever.

Anyway, i got into the Hyatt hotel around 4am. Settle down, cool down, and then sleep around 630am. I was emailing important things to people. Man, this flight delay has caused me much trouble. Thank you, God for providing everything. You never let you people down.

Thank God that Hyatt provide free internet. hehe

Later in the morning, i woke up at 830am. Get ready to take my next flight. I was read to leave American soil. Sorry, i could not take any pictures of San Francisco. ( i did not have the time).

I was one of the first ones to check-in. I will be flying from San Francisco to Japan, Narrita to Singapore then Malaysia, finally home.

I will be flying off at 1210pm to Japan.

Alright see you guys around soon. Do continue to pray for me for save journey and no more flight delay too. I cannot wait to sleep on my bed and eat some real Malaysian food. Till then nighty night.

House,

Come and Goes

Hey,

Saturday.

It was all good. I could not sleep because one of my friend's roommate is a loud snorer. However, i got enough sleep to fuel me for the day.

I went to church in the morning with my friend. It is a local church near the airport. It like CBC first started it's center in Sea Park.

Me and my friend attend this Sunday School for Adults. It's like life-group but focus more into the Word. There is a topic and of course a teacher but everyone shares his or her own opinion on the topic. Like today topic was Rest. The cool thing was that people share their opinion with scripture. That's powerful.

I wish that our kids to adults do this. Just bounce off thoughts and then come into conclusion with everyone agreeing with it.

Anyway, my friend drop me off at the airport. My check-in baggage was 55kg. That's really heavy. But the airline people let it through without charging me extra cost because i carried one bag.

Went through the screening process. It was long for me there because the security were older than expected and they did not know my external hard-drive is. But with further explaining from me that it is a computer device they let me go.

My flight to Atlanta was fast. I had to wait for me flight at 9pm. I was at Atlanta at 2pm. Long wait. Thank God i had something to accompany me. My trusty laptop. Watching Leverage. Quite an interesting show. I like it.

Okay, so as i was waiting for my flight to San Fransisco. As the time was nearing to departed, the event change. Why?It was not an incoming plane that got delay at else where to pick us. The airline company forgot to take the plane from the hanger to take us. People were getting piss. I was too but manage to keep calm as i know God has his reasons. The flight got delay to 12am. So i have confirm missing my flight to Taiwan already.

I will tell you this tomorrow because this happen on Sunday morning. So till then nighty night. Will post tomorrow story.

Stop,

The Game Controller Addiction

Hey,

Friday.

A rude awakening at 8ish in the morning as my RA and RD step into my room to do room inspection. It was done in 5 minutes as the RD went to the toilet and just told me to take out the trash before i leave. The event was so fast that i did even notice and just went back to sleep.

Today i did some school work. i have to feel in some tax form. Even though i did not work, they just want to know my status. The government want to know what going on with me. IRS. scary stuff.

Anyway, come back home. Finish up packing. Hang out with my hall mates.

Say my last good byes at 9ish pm.

Now i'm staying with a friend's place before i leave to Atlanta tomorrow. My flight schedule apparently change a little bit in time. But it does not affect the time i'm coming home.

Alright, i better get to sleep. Tomorrow i'll be going to church with my friends before they send me to the airport. Do pray for me that my bag is not overweight and save journey too. Till then nighty night.

Game Console,

Home Coming

Hey,

Thursday.

Coming down the days till i reach home is making me very edgy. I badly really want to go home now. Another four days more.

Today, i just continue cleaning my room.

Later at night, i went to watch Iron Man 2. My rating for this movie is 7.5/10. the starting is a bit too slow. Showing the Ivan making the suit is a too long. The in between of the show is quite alright. The end is a bit cheesy. Overall, it deserve a 2 time seeing. More than 2 will make it dull. Not bad show.

Friday,

Another day before i fly. i so dearly cannot wait. I would be home alone too when i get back. Alright i have to really pack. My stuff is still not really organize.

Do pray for me that my bag is not overweight. Or else it will be big problem for me. I do not have a weighting machine. So do pray for me alright and the bag. Okay till then nighty night.

Cheers,

Focus Fades Out, Enjoyment Comes In

Hey,

Wednesday.

This day is really a head for study. I woke up in the morning feeling all quite ready for the exam. I did not get to study before the exam. Maybe just 10 minutes. The thing about me is that i know the material but once taking the exam there is a chance i know and do not know moment.

The music exam today was crazy. The teacher, well decided to have 100 questions for the final. Everyone of course did not like it. Today is supposedly the last day of exams, unless the person takes a once a day class which makes the person final on Thursday.

The exam for me, i think went pretty alright. I know much of the material. My prayer now is to get an A in that class.

English exam was coming up at 330pm. My head having hiccups now. Tired. Stress. Worry. I took a small nap to quiet down myself. Wake up about one hour and half to study for English. I believe i was more ready for English than Music. The English material was easy to understand and all.

The English i took later, was what i expected. All fill in the blanks type. The questions was quite easy. All was straight forward type. I like. In the end, of all English exams is to write an essay.

I think i did better in English today than Music. Hope i'll get an A for both classes.

Later in the day, i went for a quick bite at the dining hall then i was off to buy some stuff. i brought some stuff to help me clean my room.

I came back and i dive into cleaning my room. My room is not really a mass. Quite clean. But once coming down to the details than it is worse than cleaning my own room. The school is really strict on the room being clean. And i mean really strict. You know the stuff in between the tiles on the floor has to be white color. There must be no dirt in between that. Shine surface has to be polish too till you can see your pimples on the face. Crazy right.

So i have been doing till now, i just took a break and writing this post. My room is clean. Really clean that i can see my skin flake drops on the floor (not literary). The worse thing is that i'm not done cleaning and my RA is coming to inspect my room. Grr...

Oh my RA is here now. Sweet...He told me that i have been doing this for hours cleaning that he would switch my day of inspection to another day, maybe on the day before i leave. Thank you Jesus Christ, my Savior.

Now i get to eat something and best of all rest. My body is aching everywhere. I wish i could be in a massage parlor now. I think i really need one. Alright, i'm going to bed soon after my supper. I'm coming so soon now. Is like what, 5 days more. That's like 120 hours more. Okay, so till then nighty night. Pray for me that i would finish cleaning my room and packing and also my health even though i'm not sick but who knows.

Work,

The Cadenza Focus

Hi,

Tuesday.

My plan to wake up early has backfire. I guess i needed the extra sleep. I woke up around 11am. Shower then lunch.

After lunch, i was in-sync in completing my study guide for two of my classes. Music and English.

These two are my last two exams of the semester. I already secure two classes by getting an A in both of them. Hopefully, both these two exams tomorrow will help me get sure A too.

I'm not confident that i would get an A in both classes but i'm very confident i'll get a sure B in both of them. 3.5 GPA is pretty alright for this semester.

However, i'm determine to get an A in all my classes.

I have been going back and forth with studying and cleaning my room. I did not realize i have so many stuff to pack up. The worse thing is that i have to finish all the packing and cleaning by tomorrow night at 11pm. Because there is a white-glove check-out. This check out is ensure that the room is clean for next year semester students to use it. Yea, i know, i'm not coming back to same room. i cannot pick the same room because the school housing department do not allow students to use the same room. Also, i'm moving to another room because i'm under a different leadership (RA and SLD) next semester.

I thank God that i have friends that stay off campus. They allow me to put my stuff at their place for the summer. That's good huh?

I wish i could stay off campus too but then that would lead to getting a car, bills, etc. I like staying on campus. I just wish i have more scholarships. i can go on with the list of wishes that i want here in US but another time.

Anyway, i better get back to studying. Please do pray for me. I need the total focus now and clear understanding of the material. I really want to ace this two exams. Pray that i would have much energy tomorrow, mental power to study and strength the whole day. I think i would be from 7am to very late tomorrow. My exam starts at 8am for music and 330pm for English. Great timing huh? The time is the good time to sleep some more. grr...So do pray for me alright. Till then nighty night.

Music.

Posterize Oneself

Hey,

Monday.

History exam went really good. The exam was right on similar to the study guide. So i just zoom pass everything like 10 minutes and i was done. Of course, i made sure that i put the right answers and checking to be sure.

I'm save to say that i have two A for two classes. Sweet.

Two more exams to go.

After the exam i took today, i went to the computer lab to study on my next exam. I will have two on Wednesday. One at 8am and the other at 33pm. It will be long day.

I sought of finish studying at 5pm. I went back had dinner.

Now i'm packing up somethings here and there. I have to many stuff. I don't know how to pack. All this packing is reminding me of home already. I'm so excited. Excited like a child ready to open his present.

Do continue to pray for me alright. Every time i took the exam this year, i feel confident and ready. It has greatly touch me. Do really pray for me. The last lap is usually the hardest. The last two exams are Music and English. This two are quite tough even though i'm doing well in both of them.

Tomorrow i will be studying for my English with some friends and hopefully get the chance to clean my room up too. So till then nighty night. Don't forget to pray for me. =)

Glue,

Total Focus Need/Required

Hey,

Sunday. Busy day. First of all, Happy Mother's Day.

To my mom, hope you are during great in China. Will be praying for you. Take Care. Love JPT.

My day started off quite well. I did some studying in the morning. This History exam, i hope that i would do well. I think i'm taking this exam to hard on myself. A little bit stress on this exam. Why? because i want to get an A in this class.

Besides studying, i went out to release my stress by going to my friend's place. I hang out there most of the day. Did my laundry there and went out with my friend to eat lunch. We went to burger joint near the school. It's called Hardees. It is like a McD just the burger is better (i still like McD though).

Later we came back and i just hang out like played games.

In the evening, i went to church. A special church. This church service was for all the prayer leaders (PL), spiritual life director (SLD), Resident Assistant (RA) and Resident Director (RD). This service was to acknowledge us for your services this semester and to pray for us next semester too. It was good. Well there was no sermon but just advice for the future. Good stuff.

next semester i'll be together with the same group of people but different hall with new RA and SLD).

Now i'm back, tired, little stress. Need to study a little bit more. I need to get an A for my History class. Alright, i better get studying. Do please pray for me this last few day especial for tomorrow. This exam period is really high intense. I so want to do well. Do pray that i will have total focus and energy too. After this history exam, i would have two more to go on Wednesday. Okay, i really better get studying. Do pray for me alright? Till then nighty night.

FocusEnergy,

Concentration Most Needed

Hi,

Saturday.

I did not do much except study my History exam. The exam seems pretty easy as the teacher gave out a study guide. Me and my friends studied this exam together the whole day. Making sure we got all the answers down and understanding the history.

I think i would do this exam pretty well. Do pray for me.

I cannot wait to go back home. It is just another 8 days left. This is so exciting.

I had to start cleaning the room. I did some cleaning today. A little in fact. But on Monday and Tuesday there will be some major moving of furniture and really cleaning.

I'm a little stress about cleaning the room cause my roommate/SLD still have some stuff in the room which causes me to not how to being. I think i will deal with my stuff first.

The school coming to a close. I think this year i was more involve with my American friends and much focus on studies. Yes, of course, my walk with God had been so ever changing. God in His insist to keep pushing me to know Him better. Creating paths that are His for me to take to gain new truth about my God. Total blessing. My offering is my studies and my body (as in mind and body). Making sure i'm doing well in class and taking care of my body too.

After being in this school for more than a year, i still think that i'm dreaming. I cannot believe that God has brought me here to study and learn new things. This is truly God's Work in disguise through my parents, friends, and prayers.

I'm for sure i can say that Proverbs 3:5-6, Trust in the Lord with all our heart, and lean not on your own understand, in all your ways acknowledge God and He shall direct your path.

Powerful verses. And a really truth for me. I'm still in shock for what God has done for me. Truly amaze. I do still hope and pray that God will continue to open door here for me to continue to study here. Do still keep me in your prays regarding financial like trying to get a job, scholarship and so on.

One good news is that the school has increase my scholarship for next semester by 1k. Thank you God. Yea.

Anyway, i want to get back to my studying of history. The exam is on Monday at 10am. Pray that i will get enough sleep, totally focus and what i have study would come to full realization to understand the question and knowing the answers.

Alright, Sunday is tomorrow is going to be great cause there is a leadership church/party to attend. It is just to thank us for the work we done and some input on next year plan. Okay, i better study, so till then nighy night.

Oh tomorrow is Mother's day. Do pray for your Mother (you should be praying for them everyday though). Mother's are the most caring people, they love to see their child succeed in life. The best thing about Mother is their protective instinct. Really powerful. They are so caring that they would go to great lengths for you. Even though they scold you, spank you, and so on but deep down they do it out of love. So pray for your Mother.

Focus,

Did You Know Moment!

Hi,

Friday.

I woke up early today just do some studying for my Art exam. So far in this class i'm doing pretty well. I had brunch. My Art exam was at 1pm, so there was plenty of time to study.

The exam today was super easy, really easy. There was 22 questions and it was pictures and definitions.

I ask the teacher to check my score on the exam and did well like 100%. Crazy huh?

Anyway, the most important thing is that for this Art class, i got an A. That would look good on my GPA.

Later i went to workout. Short workout.

Came back. Had dinner. Sleep.

Now, i'm watching the NBA playoffs. Tomorrow i will be studying for my History exam which is on Monday. Do pray for me. I'm having an low A in this class. So if i do well in this exam i will get an A in the class which will look good on my GPA. Anyway, do pray for me but till then nighty night.

Smile,

Something Special You Want to Forget

Hi,

Thursday.

No class because today is reading day. Today is like a day off from classes and to get students to be ready for finals on Friday and coming week.

Well actually reading day for every student is party day. There was a party going on today at where i stay.

Many Americans hanging out by the pool. They trying to get a tan. There was like loud music, games, and barbecue food.

I did join them for awhile. Like 2-3 hours. Then is off to study.

Having an exam tomorrow. Art exam. It seems pretty easy because there is a lot pictures to memories and few terms. However, i just really want to do super well in this class.

Do pray for me okay. You know my exam days. Just pray that i have full total focus and do my very best.

In the night, i went to play some basketball to release some tension and stress. Just do some cardio and gym then trained basketball. Is really hard to train back my usual shooting and game from lower back injury. My lower back has been great recover yet if i over play my back gets a bit stress.

Anyway, i have to get back to studying. Focus. So till tomorrow, nighty night.

Home,

The Boiler Room

Hey,

Wednesday.

Exams are cooking up. Well here is my exam days...

Friday, May 7th is my Art exam (i'm just a little bit scary over this exam)

Monday, May 10th is my History exam (i'm pretty alright with this exam)

Wednesday, May 12th is my Music exam and English exam (i'm quite alright with music but English not to sure)

So do pray for me this whole week. I'm just going to be studying throughout this week. Really need your prayers. Seeing my grade today and being thinking that i might be getting all Bs unless i really do well in my final exams. All of them. Maybe my History may get an A.

Besides from exam, my day had been quite alright. I woke up pretty early. I thought that i had a early morning meeting with my new RAs and SLDs for next semester. I was wrong. The meeting was tonight at 8pm.

Well i took this quite good. It gave me time to do an extra credit paper for my English class. In which doing this paper will for sure secure me a high B and if i do well in the final, i might get a A. Not sure how things are going to be anyway. Is all in the Lord's hands now.

Classes today was light. May of the teachers were understandable that exams are here already. So many of them just did like a QnA session.

The meeting that was tonight went super well. The meeting was just to get to know each other and build relationship with the other prayer leaders and RAs and SLDs. My next semester seems very bright that i'm looking forward to it.

But now i cannot wait to go back home. I really want to go home badly. Everyday, just running through pictures of friends at home and family. Ah how i miss people.

Anyway, tomorrow is reading day which is just an off day, no more classes. And art exam on Friday. Scary. However excited...i think is 10 days left till i'm home. So close yet seems so far.

I'm going to bed. Been a long day, so till then nighty night.

Cook,

You Found Me

Hi,

Tuesday.

My day started quite alright. I did not have much sleep. So i was a bit little grumpy. The first thing that i did was get my new ID card. I'm so excited to get it. The school was showing previews of it. And looks super cool. Really cool.

From this, it kind off strike me that CBC once/when/if becomes a big church with many facilities (like having indoor courts, gyms, school, and so on) then members of CBC should get ID cards. Awesome man.

Anyway, i took some pictures of my new card. Here it is...

Here my new ID card. Cool huh?

The ID card is called Flames Card or Flames Pass.

Anyway, today there was a special convocation. It was the last one of the year. This convocation was more to relate to American people. Because today they had to elect someone into office for Virginia. And of course, the school chancellor and spiritual leaders say their thanks you and prayers for us students.

Today i did not really do much. I mostly hang out with friends. I wanted to play basketball but that somehow did not work out for me.

Currently now, i'm working on my extra credit paper for my English class. I just want to make sure that i get a good score in this class. So tomorrow will be my last class and then exams will start on Friday. Scary yet exciting. Step closer to coming home. So near. Alright till then nighy night.

Peekapoo,

Month of May of Good Things

Hi,

Monday.

Today was quite alright. There was no convocation today because there will be a special convocation on Tuesday. Exams is around the corner in like one week time. I'm excited that the school is going to be over and a day closer to going home. My heart rising each day.

I'm sought of started packing a bit already. Just cleaning up some stuff in my room.

Classes today has been good. Well not exactly good though. Today me and my partner had to presentation on our drama term Domestic Tragedy. I was a bit scare and i was repeating myself. I think we did quite good. Thank God that is over already. Now hopefully the get a good grade.

In the night, there was hall meeting. This is the last hall meeting and prayer meeting. The RA for my hall is his last. So we were playing to do something to him but that will be later in the night.

My day had been quite good. Tomorrow i'll be receiving a new Liberty University card. It is going to be awesome. The card looks good. The card will be a new all access card to buses, meals, books, and others even available to use it in some restaurants. Cool huh?

Alright, i guess i'll be going to bed. Tomorrow i have to write a paper to get an extra credit. I feel that i'm going to have 3 A's and 1 B this semester. That's good. Anyway till then nighty night.

Love,

Good Bye Spring...

Hi,

Sunday.

The month of May is sure hot. I guess this is the start of summer. hehe. Church was good as always. Following the series on book of Luke in this web-broadcast. Click link

Great church. Great sermon.

Anyway, today was such a lonely day. I spent my whole day with nobody around me. Even when i left my room to walk around. No one.

Did laundry at my friend's place and he also not around.

I did not do much today. The only thing i mostly did was clicking on other sermons on that website.

Now i'm going to bed. Oh i found out today that i had to presentation on my English drama paper. Yea, the teacher had the class do a research on one drama term. Me and my partner choose domestic tragedies. It is pretty simple but you know my not so strong point is communicating. So do pray for me, really need it. Till then nighty night.

Summer,