Yo,
Now every day is a rainy day. I think God has read my post. To rain on weekdays and leave the weekend dry. So can play basketball. Hehe. Is nice of God to do that. Thanks God. Also another thing is that my desktop computer is back from the dead. I didn't do anything to it for a couple of days and i thought today maybe give a last try to on it. And it did. Must be all the prayer that i ask God to do. God is so nice. So now i thought i can download GG(Gossip Girl), so i went to mininova and isohunt. It turns out that both of this website don't have GG s02e06. So i check up on tv.com and the evidences was there. That the next air time is not on 10/6/08 but air time is on 10/13/08. So that is why there is no downloads. I even check on Youtube also don't have. In Youtube is also just a promo. And in the promo also tells us in two weeks time. Cause they are transiting into college life. So yea have to wait. So people who are downloading anything from download sites that say GG s02e06 is a fake and it might be just promo video or just virus. So in the end i feel sad cause there is no new GG episode to watch, have wait some more.
Anyway, been planing what to give Word for my life group tomorrow. Well i got my notes already and it can be short or long. It depends. I think i should do all my Word as bible study cause i think is suitable for my life group. What I'm going to talk about. Well you will find out in my life group or just wait for me to post it up. I can this that is going to be very painful. Yea painful. i like to be strict and straight to the point and tell you the painful truth. Even some times i tend to go around the bush. I think i must direct. That means more honest with you. hehe. It hurts when some one tell you something direct to your face especially something bad. So Word is going to be painful or a bit painful. Or to some a new insight. Well see how you take it. But is definitely is a bible study.
All a side, today i went to celebrate my nephew birthday. Philip. So is just my family and my sister. Which is just 6 people plus baby. hehe. Went to eat at this place at Damasara Jaya. I think is Pantai Seafood. Don't know. Anyway don't go there to eat, the food is alright but the service sucks. The waiters just give you a "tidak apa" attitude. So i give this restaurant a 2 1/2. Oh so there, have the chance to play with my nephew. Now that i have build back my reputation again, he recongize me. We have so much fun, went see fish, jump here and there. The cool things is that he likes food. He is willing to try anything. So we ate this sweet and sour crap, my sis gave him a small part of the crap leg with the gravy. And he was so happy and like it so much, but it was slightly to hot, but he like it so much. And also he was trying to bite the crap shell to eat a bit of the meat. Cute of him. Hopefully when he is four or five years old(hopefully i'm around to), i want to train him up, be a good basketball player or squash player, so can be a pro player. hehe. and maybe bring him to US and play there. hehe. Think of it already, now need to plan it.
Now my applications are going so well that i have just like two things left to do. This one i must really thank God for. The two thing left is my another health document(for sports) and a essay on what i think of the school. So is quite easy and smooth. I can't wait to go there and see my new school and meet new friends. This is really God's blessing in my life. I thought i can never to do something like this cause i was in science course then i was push to art course cause i wasn't doing to well there. But i like art course is quite fun. Anyway, God really open doors and things are great. You tell how in the world can a art stream student do a science stream in college, it makes no senses. That you have to ask God and ask the college people. They accept me to do the course i want. So now all things are cool. Hope i can be around for Chinese New Year(collect) so can spend there. i know is going to be little but little can be much. Can't wait. Now i have to beef up a little and give my body a good shape, and train harder to dunk. Need to so badly. And make my game more better, pass, shoot, dribble need to shape up. More training.
Now i will commit these things to God and of course do my part to. See you guys on Friday at life group and Saturday and Sunday.
The best of me,
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Thursday, October 9, 2008
the Image

Even my mother, father, aunts, uncles all know this image.
It is Air Jordan or Jordan.
He is single person most remember-able sport figure known to mankind. He has change this sport forever. He made it explosive, exciting, and worth remembering. He has change the dynamics of the game forever. This guy brought Just Do It to a whole new level. He really Do it in the court. the moves, shooting, dunking well created. Truly master of the game.
Cool Video.
This one, a bit emo
Let Your Game Speak
Another Emo
We have witness it
Love?
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Funny
hehe
hehe
evil. xx2
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We copycats
Great stuff
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
My Motto

Nike has really plan out every last detail right. From their shoes to their logos to their motto. I have been a Nike fan since i was a kid, maybe around 4 to 5 years ago. Ever since then, i have never really wear other type of shoe. Except special events that requires me to wear formal clothing. But other than that never stop wearing any other shoe. The shoe that makes really fits me so well. That every time i wear any Nike shoe(of course Original) it feels that I'm walking on air or running barefooted. It will be a major dream come true, when i get to work for Nike. It just makes my heart melt. If i become a professional sports player, i will only join Nike to be the only shoe i will wear. Is okay if i don't get my own line of Nike shoes like Michael Jordan, I'm fine with it. As long is a pure Nike Air shoe, it is great.
Not that i don't like other shoe brands, they are great. But i have try them out. And the shoes just don't suit me as Nike shoes does. But i have to say sorry, Adidas, Puma, And1, and other sport shoe brands, your shoe just don't fit my feet, sorry, you design good shoes and they are very comfortable but is a different feel and is not suitable, very sorry.
Put a side all this shoe talk. And talk about something more deeper. I like Nike not cause they make really good shoes. Is also their motto "Just Do It". Is a very smart motto, it tells me to always set targets. And the main target now is Dunk. Going for it. i will fight through all the criticism and negativeness. I will Do It. YEA!!! It always been my source of motivation for me through out my day. Helping me live day by day. Every day i have a small victory. Which carries me on the next day and so on so on. This motto "Just Do It" link together with their brand Nike. The name Nike came from the Greek goddess of victory. So every task i do and i complete it, i have victory over it. Is like in competition for me, in this case Basketball. I have play for my school for 8 years. Every time i set foot in the court, is game time, i always say to myself is Just Do It. i make sure i give it all. Play to the fullest. i also believe that God also gives me extra energy to play. I can play the full 40 minutes on court(there also have time out from the other team and my team, so yes, there is rest time also). In the end, it always turn out good, i feel satisfy whether win or lose of course is even more better feeling if the team win cause i know i have give it all, i went in there and Just Do It. Mostly it ends up in victory.
Even in my journey with Jesus Christ, i jump in with two feet, give Him all of me. Just Do It for God. The best part is that we always have Victory. Cause we have Jesus Christ and who can be against us. I will face up for Jesus cause i can Do It for Him. In any situation I'm in i will Just Do It.
This motto really helps me to focus and my will power to do anything. It has become a solid part of me. Just Do It is good motto for me. I also have to say that Adidas motto is also good too "Impossible is Nothing". In the bible is the opposite "Nothing is Impossible". Luke 1:37. is really good to have sports brands that speak positiveness into peoples lives. Is very motivational to show that the next day is going to be better. At school also, every time i done a good job on work, i get a tick or check or swoosh sign, i know i have victory over it and done well. It builds my confidences all the time. (even i was not really a study freak at school) i always just do it and try to get it done. It always turn out good.
Is also not this motto that is working for me. Is God in my life. Every time that i obey His command and stay faithful to Him. Things just turn out for the good and always helps me. I know i have to stay loyal to Him, Faithful to Him, and Obey and Love Him. And of course shine for Jesus, tell the world who is Jesus. Some thing good will happen. So Just Do It or Just Do It for God
the Motto,
Four Horsemens

I think is not for me to explain this. but it is written down in the books of Revelations, Daniel, Joel and other parts of the bible. Is quite a scary to think the world is going towards this direction and at the same time happy cause of Jesus second coming. This four horsemen has been around for a long time already. Is only time will tell, when they come into even more power. Seeing that we have more people living now then back than, there are more diseases or virus, economy is going up and down, so much war going on, and lastly so much corruption. Like it or not, we are heading towards the destruction on this world, where the rise of the Antichrist is coming and the start of tribulation. Is only the time. I watch this movie or documentary that Al Gore presented about Global stuff. What he is doing is great but is not enough to stop it. We all can try to stop this by prevention on this and that. But it won't work cause God has plan it already. Is good that we prevent this and that to make a better world. But the main plan will never change. Again i say only time. And this time is getting there closer and closer.
When coming to think of this, i always thought that in order for the Antichrist to rule, he must be around his mid 40's and he has a lot of knowledge of all religion of the world and he has thought a lot of militarily strategies and he definitely is a high rank officer in the army. His image is like Hitler, he won't kill all Jews or anyone, if you are against him, he will just kill you. He will be the one to unite all people, everyone as one. No one unequal to the other. Same. And there is only one ruler which is Him, Antichrist. I also believe in his childhood days, his parents are abusive and are divorce and he finds comfort in books, any books. sciences, religion, economics, fiction and crime stories. He so smart that he can created a new world. i think he is not a smoker or a drinker or sex addict. But he has quite a lot going on his mind. He can be also slightly over the hedge a bit schizophrenia and might be a bit paranoid also. I believe that he really like books a lot, and suck a lot of information, he craves for information. Well all this are just what i think and it may not be true, this is my thinking and not the bible. the bible say that there is a Antichrist and he will rule the world, there is no background on how he live. So don't take this text seriously and just continue living in God's Word and pray everyday.
God bless,
When coming to think of this, i always thought that in order for the Antichrist to rule, he must be around his mid 40's and he has a lot of knowledge of all religion of the world and he has thought a lot of militarily strategies and he definitely is a high rank officer in the army. His image is like Hitler, he won't kill all Jews or anyone, if you are against him, he will just kill you. He will be the one to unite all people, everyone as one. No one unequal to the other. Same. And there is only one ruler which is Him, Antichrist. I also believe in his childhood days, his parents are abusive and are divorce and he finds comfort in books, any books. sciences, religion, economics, fiction and crime stories. He so smart that he can created a new world. i think he is not a smoker or a drinker or sex addict. But he has quite a lot going on his mind. He can be also slightly over the hedge a bit schizophrenia and might be a bit paranoid also. I believe that he really like books a lot, and suck a lot of information, he craves for information. Well all this are just what i think and it may not be true, this is my thinking and not the bible. the bible say that there is a Antichrist and he will rule the world, there is no background on how he live. So don't take this text seriously and just continue living in God's Word and pray everyday.
God bless,
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
The Standard
Hi,
My day is busy. Wake up and straight see the doctor. Had to do some check up again. Cause this is for my participation in the Liberty(my college). They had to make sure that I'm health and capable in doing the training and so on so on. So went to the doctor and had the check up and he will write a report on my health. So far I'm strong as a Human being can be. After that my day just die down of boredom. Cause my desktop computer has just crash. I don't know why. What did i do to deserve this treatment. i don't download porn, i don't go to porn sites. i check the file before download. i make sure that i download the correct size. I use it to play games and download. I don't even use for work. Why it has to crash. If virus also i make sure i flush it out. Don't know. I'm not a computer expert, how should i know these things. Help me save my computer please.
In the night, i went to ignite, hoping it to be a great time of prayer. It turns out, okay, not bad. Is just added worship into prayer meeting. So not much a different. Prayer meeting(this is my point of view) where we just pray, maybe a few guided prayers, but other that that i should just come out from our hearts. Feel what the spirit is telling us to prayer. Worship is just a bonus into prayer. (this is just my point of view, so don't get angry). But so every any God meeting is always a new experiences. Well is good to see quite a lot of people attending prayer meetings now. Is good to see this, that people want to move together in God's plan and to reach that Goal. Hopeful to see next time that the whole church attending prayer meetings, worship practice, sword class, and any sort of God meetings. Maybe i shouldn't attend ignite with expectations of humans doing but to expect God to be there always. So every time i go i always a new experiences.
Have to prepare Word for this Friday. Thinking of what should i discuss about. Love, BGR, Emo, Hate, Studies, God, Satan, and Gifts. Thinking about it. Well hope i can deliver a good message to my life group members. I always think back that did i give a good message? and have they think about it through out the week and do it? Well is their choice to make. I think all my Word will be Bible studies. I believe that life groups should be a place where we do bible studies and understand God better. So we can have a strong foundation in God's Word. I love bible studies is shows a whole new meaning to the scriptures. Anyway is God decision. =)
Besides all that, after Ignite, went out with David, Jay, and Suzanne. Have a lot of bunch of topics to talk about. (not going to type it). In that talk, i felt left out so much. i guess i haven't been hang out with them a lot. And they have so much to talk to each other and i just sit there and listen, even i want to say so thing is not really been heard. Is it me or my self-centered-ness? Some times i just feel that should i hang out with anyone anymore, should i? i know I'm emoing now. Don't know la. If i have no friends, and friends say that "I'm not his friend". I'm okay with it, if God wants me to have no friends, is okay with me. As long i follow God and God's will, and God's Word. At times i wonder, I'm i a person that people want to follow, I'm i a person that people look up at, I'm i a person that people want to be mentor be me. What I'm i to the people? i think i have lost my image. Is it that I'm not personal with my friends that i don't share my personal life issues. I guess I'm breaking down. I'm i to shallow with people. Is it that i have become a nobody. Sometimes i felt that i should just leave, just to see how people will react to my absences. Yea, i full of random shit talk and actions. Joel is not serious at all. I'm not real with people is it? Not that i want special treatment or what. Is that i can see that things has change. Looks like for me i have to move on forward and forget about it. Only God knows and He will set my path for me to take. I don't need to be into the loop in anything, i just have to be myself. I can say that God, Jesus, and Holy Spirit are truly my real friends.
If i receive calls tomorrow that means you people must be reading my blog. You see my blog to know me but you don't take the time to know me in person. So hide in the closet. Just leave me to myself, i will figure out. If friends i can't have, i just have to make new ones.
Anyway, is late and have to think of Word and prepare of it. Is always a new experiences and new way path is made. I will stand for you Jesus and you alone. You deserve it all.
Amen,
My day is busy. Wake up and straight see the doctor. Had to do some check up again. Cause this is for my participation in the Liberty(my college). They had to make sure that I'm health and capable in doing the training and so on so on. So went to the doctor and had the check up and he will write a report on my health. So far I'm strong as a Human being can be. After that my day just die down of boredom. Cause my desktop computer has just crash. I don't know why. What did i do to deserve this treatment. i don't download porn, i don't go to porn sites. i check the file before download. i make sure that i download the correct size. I use it to play games and download. I don't even use for work. Why it has to crash. If virus also i make sure i flush it out. Don't know. I'm not a computer expert, how should i know these things. Help me save my computer please.
In the night, i went to ignite, hoping it to be a great time of prayer. It turns out, okay, not bad. Is just added worship into prayer meeting. So not much a different. Prayer meeting(this is my point of view) where we just pray, maybe a few guided prayers, but other that that i should just come out from our hearts. Feel what the spirit is telling us to prayer. Worship is just a bonus into prayer. (this is just my point of view, so don't get angry). But so every any God meeting is always a new experiences. Well is good to see quite a lot of people attending prayer meetings now. Is good to see this, that people want to move together in God's plan and to reach that Goal. Hopeful to see next time that the whole church attending prayer meetings, worship practice, sword class, and any sort of God meetings. Maybe i shouldn't attend ignite with expectations of humans doing but to expect God to be there always. So every time i go i always a new experiences.
Have to prepare Word for this Friday. Thinking of what should i discuss about. Love, BGR, Emo, Hate, Studies, God, Satan, and Gifts. Thinking about it. Well hope i can deliver a good message to my life group members. I always think back that did i give a good message? and have they think about it through out the week and do it? Well is their choice to make. I think all my Word will be Bible studies. I believe that life groups should be a place where we do bible studies and understand God better. So we can have a strong foundation in God's Word. I love bible studies is shows a whole new meaning to the scriptures. Anyway is God decision. =)
Besides all that, after Ignite, went out with David, Jay, and Suzanne. Have a lot of bunch of topics to talk about. (not going to type it). In that talk, i felt left out so much. i guess i haven't been hang out with them a lot. And they have so much to talk to each other and i just sit there and listen, even i want to say so thing is not really been heard. Is it me or my self-centered-ness? Some times i just feel that should i hang out with anyone anymore, should i? i know I'm emoing now. Don't know la. If i have no friends, and friends say that "I'm not his friend". I'm okay with it, if God wants me to have no friends, is okay with me. As long i follow God and God's will, and God's Word. At times i wonder, I'm i a person that people want to follow, I'm i a person that people look up at, I'm i a person that people want to be mentor be me. What I'm i to the people? i think i have lost my image. Is it that I'm not personal with my friends that i don't share my personal life issues. I guess I'm breaking down. I'm i to shallow with people. Is it that i have become a nobody. Sometimes i felt that i should just leave, just to see how people will react to my absences. Yea, i full of random shit talk and actions. Joel is not serious at all. I'm not real with people is it? Not that i want special treatment or what. Is that i can see that things has change. Looks like for me i have to move on forward and forget about it. Only God knows and He will set my path for me to take. I don't need to be into the loop in anything, i just have to be myself. I can say that God, Jesus, and Holy Spirit are truly my real friends.
If i receive calls tomorrow that means you people must be reading my blog. You see my blog to know me but you don't take the time to know me in person. So hide in the closet. Just leave me to myself, i will figure out. If friends i can't have, i just have to make new ones.
Anyway, is late and have to think of Word and prepare of it. Is always a new experiences and new way path is made. I will stand for you Jesus and you alone. You deserve it all.
Amen,
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