Inconvenient Version of Paper Cuts

Hi,

It is a real busy day for me. It all started with me getting up on the wrong side of the bed. Massive headache for me. It was so painful that i couldn't move for few seconds. Pain. I didn't like my day because i felt anger in the air. I felt very fragile, weak and worse insecure.

Lunch. It was a family lunch. Not much words were between us. I myself didn't feel like talking at all not a word. My heart was always racing with guilt inside and putting myself i'm really in deep trouble.

Later my parents went for their hair cut, so i drop them off at their respected areas.

Backstory:

First of all, my dad is really angry about the car accident. If you are in my shoes, you would understand my position. i can tell you this that my parents don't like the slights crap out of me, if happen they will lecture me for days and you won't know the end. This has been happening since i was in school. From my grades to nonsense i did to car accidents. In a long run i some how manage to avoid such conflicts like this and told myself to be careful not to trigger it.

I got interrogated by my father. Asking me all sought of questions from people to church surrounding the accident. At the same time advising me all sought of things. In the end i don't know whether what to take in or out. I took all in whatever he said to me, keeping myself silence and only answering yes or no to him.

Later in the day, my parents went to see the car condition. The people say it was worse that before which got me angry. Telling me this problem fix alright the first place, now tell me another problem. Got me angry, my mom got angry and also my dad.

I thought to myself, i got myself into more trouble than before. My dad later told me that i have to paid for the repairs at least half. i said to myself "how am i going to pay this? the told is about 1500 over riggit."

After much talk with the mechanic, my dad told him to fix whatever need fixing and tell me the final price. They agree. We went off to another place to see my mom's close friend pass away.

I spend there crying and destroying myself in many ways. i couldn't take it. I never ask for this problem. WHY? WHY GOD? WHY DO THIS TO ME?!

Home. I quick run to my room and just lock myself in and just weep all over my room. Filling my room with tissue papers. Cry to God for a reason. It hurt me so badly. Death seems like my close friend now.

I didn't want to talk to anyone. Didn't answer my phone. I just cried till it was cell group.

In cell group, i told myself it was God's time now. I should let Him into me. I put a smile on my face. I personally enjoy cell group today. I think the cell group is slowly getting closer as knowing each other more personally. People were enjoying themselves. I could sense God was lifting the people spirits up.

After cell group we went to Aunt Jo house for some light supper. Chit chat.

Now i'm back home. Feeling like crying again. Tomorrow might be a long day for me. I'm going to take care of my little nephew personally one to one. It is going to be challenging which i'm ready for it. I thought to myself sooner or later i have to learn how to take care of a baby by myself. Hope my sister can place her trust on me.

I forgot to tell something. During the day around early afternoon like 2pm. There was a huge car accident. Between a toyota and a cement truck. The accident was pretty cool. The cement truck topple to it's side and the toyota backside got crash.

The backstory:

It was a red light so many cars were stopping already but this cement truck thought it can zoom pass the red light. The bad thing is that many people already stop in front already. So the cement truck couldn't stop in time and the driver didn't want to crash many cars so it brake all he can. The cement truck skidded and topple to it's side. Only one car got involve with the accident. It feel like a movie again. I still can remember the car accident that me and jay and some kids saw. That same feeling with this. IT was crazy. Thank God that there was nobody got injured or even killed.

Later the Police and Fire Brigade came to secure the seem. Many people got down to take picture and take picture with it.

Anyway, see you guys on Sunday or Saturday till then nighty night.

End,

God Delivers...YEA!!!

Hey,

I manage to get out of bed early for prayer. I didn't feel good because of yesterday problem. Me and David went to Suzanne house for the 40 day prayer thingy. The drive there i took it easy and a bit slow.

Reach there. The prayer mode was on for me. The first thing that came into my mind was to turn to Colossians. i turn to that book at the first verse i saw in that book was chapter 2 verse 1. I felt that way. I think God is telling me that He is struggling to get into my life. That whole morning God was just speaking to me that how much i was away from Him in this past 2 months. There was so much guilt in me. It was overflowing inside out of me. I burst into tears quietly.

Once i sent David home. I just burst into tears in my car all the way to my room till i fall asleep again.

I wake up around 11am. I prayed like never before. I prayed till i couldn't feel my body. I just talk away. Before i was awake. I think God gave me some bad dreams, not nightmare. Just bad ones. It was always a room, someone walking to the entrance of the room and turning off the lights and left the room. The bad dream was into a loop till i wake up. God was telling me that i was drowning in sin. Guilt.

I try to gather myself and take a shower. Eat cereal for breakfast. Took some deep breath and call my dad. i manage to get through to him and i told him the whole thing.

Later i went to the AAM workshop to find out the cost of the repair. i thank God that these people really work fast. They see the problem, discuss and gave me the total price. Call dad to discuss some more.

Hang around there for awhile till it was time to pick up mom and dad from the airport. Drive home and went back to the workshop to see the parts arrive. Seems alright. Dad gave the green lights to work on it. The car should be done by tomorrow afternoon.

Went home. Took a long shower. Went out for dinner with my sister which just came back from Singapore and my parents. The dinner conversation was about the maid we have that wants to quit after just working with us for six months. It was a lot of negative things about the maid and she was quite bad also. Like didn't do much work. Did half work here and there. The list can go on.

Come home. I was in total blank-out. Super tired. Watch tv got my head spinning. Now i'm going to sleep. Hope tomorrow is better days ahead of me. Till then nighty night and God bless.

Power,

Answering The Call...

Hi,

Wednesday. Do you guys ever get those days that you felt that something is going to happen to during the day but you just put it out of your mind. Well i felt that feeling the whole day. I just know something is going to be up.

I got up early to pick up my maid from my sister place because my sister was traveling to Singapore. Got the maid and I'm off to bed again. Got up again for lunch. Watch some movies and took a nap.

In the night, i thought of hanging out with my old squash friends that i use to train with during high school. They were still playing. I call up my coach where is he training. Holiday Villa. I said alright i'll you guys there later.

Got into the car and drove. I wanted to eat ramil burger before i go to the place. I stop by at USJ 4. To my amazement there is no ramil burger there. I guess is their day off. I said never mind to myself. I'll just go to ss15 for dinner. As i was driving to ss15. Bad feeling come upon me but i didn't care much about it.

I got into a small accident. How? I was driving normally along the ss19 way to ss15. At the tunnel. There was a Kancil that was driving crazily. I was at the right lane and he didn't see me. So he cut deep into my lane. I had no choice but to brake hard and i skidded lost a control of my car and hit the wall but not the car. I thank God that nothing wrong with me and the car but i got a flat tire. Thank God that there was no car behind me. That Kancil drove off into the sun sat.

I cried for awhile. I didn't really know what to do.

Anyway, i got back into the car. Drove very slowly in the slow lane. I drove the car all the way to the ss17 petrol station. Once there, i just continue to cry. I just knew this was coming. I had that feeling. I tried calling everybody. Everybody today at night at that time was busy. I simply cried even more.

In a moment, i pull myself together. I change my car tire. I notice there was some thing different with my mom's car front tire. There was a small bended. I sat down on the floor and cried some more. It wasn't my day at all. I tried calling my parents. To my amazement, i can't get through to my parents.

i call up AAM. They help me. They drove my car to their workshop in USJ 1.

It was already 11pm. They told me to come back tomorrow afternoon. They sent me home. I ask them to drop me off at the coffee shops because i didn't have dinner yet. I ordered ramil burger. Walk back to my home and walk back.

Out of the blue, David called me. Ask me whether want to go for supper. I said i'm having dinner now. So David and Vincent(they were together because they went out for futsal). David realize something emotionally different about me, so i had to tell him my whole story of my day. It was nice to release some emotion.

Later, i went to his place for while then came back to my place. We watch Closer. It is a not-bad-film. Honestly, i wasn't really into the show because i was thinking a lot about what to say to my dad and mom and how to get things done on the car. The show was also a bit to draggy. But it has some interesting plot points. I give it about 6.8 out of 10.

Going to sleep now. Only have few hours before morning prayer at 6am. Hope i can wake up and be there on time. So much going on in my mind right now. I think i'm going to have a huge headache tomorrow. Going to cry to sleep till then nighty night.

nightmare,

Music in the Backyard.

Hello,

Today was my most productive day. I got up early. Eat breakfast. Check email.

During lunch time. I went to Puchong for awhile. Why? My dad's van needed some checking up. I didn't spoil it. It is just a routine check up whether everything is alright. Having lunch in Puchong was a bit different. Food here are a bit more expensive then in Subang by 30 cents. i felt that i was in a different world.

After my dad's van was check up. It took about a hour or so. Got the van and drove off to another part of Puchong. I wanted to check out some PA showrooms here for awhile. And find out some stuff for Subang church. Well i made some new friends in this industry now, hope they can offer me good prices for our Church PA system.

I came back home. Sat down in front of my TV and watch tons of worthless movies that hardly make blockbusters. I think these days shows have no good plots and stories. Everything is about action scene, fight scenes, sex scene. All so simple to do. What happen to shows with morals behind it. Shows with that at the end of it, just keep you thinking about what you have seen. Shows with meaning. I think all the movies on astro movies are all B grade shows, i think even C.

I watch till it was time to go for prayer.

Pray meeting. I went there and as i walk in. It felt really heavy. It like there no connection. It felt more like a meeting than a prayer meeting. The whole prayer meeting, i just prayed in tongues. Non-stop. i guess people are busy at work, school and so on. Nevertheless prayer today felt alright. Well prayer meeting to me will always bring me different experiences and expectations. Different move of the Holy spirit.

Later, many of us went for supper. It is been awhile that many of us went for supper. Chit chat away. I had my dinner. Come home. Watch little of NBA classic. Watch movies that are not worth watching.

I feel like praying some more in my room. So see you guys went i'm around till then nighty night.

C major,

Fate in Hand

Hi,

Monday. Got up super early in the morning at 530am. I was feeling like a zombie. I slumber all the way downstairs to the van and wait for parents. My parents got into the van and we had to wait some more people. The church workers and pastors today are going for their holiday. haha I guess they needed a break. =P

Drop them off at LCCT. I drove back like a mad man. Singing to myself, head banging, and shooting people cars with my finger gun. I just wanted sleep.

Home. I rush to my bed and snooze off. I got up around 3pm. Lunch. little tv. Off to bed. Dinner alone. Watch movies. blog. Now going to bed.

Tomorrow is prayer meeting. Hope to see you guys there. Lets pray like never before. Give it our all. Till then nighty night.

Love,

Speed of Space

Hey,

Sunday. Got up very early. Earlier than the usual. My body was telling to get back in bed. I had to fight it off with my alarm. Got up and got ready. I had to drive my mother to Church this morning because my dad had to go to another Church and my mom needed to go to Puchong Church to Worship lead there and me. I needed the van anyway. haha.

So me, my mom and David. Three of us went for breakfast. Then i drop mom at Puchong. Came back to the house for awhile because David forgot his key. Off we went to church. Had some small talk with uncle Pres with church issues.

Today service was good. Ps Mal deliver a message that was like life threading. He told us that we should read the Bible no matter the what. As if you are studying for upcoming exam. Let's say there you studying for your science paper. What do you do. Surely you do research, find out information about what this and that over the Internet. You find ways to solve it because you want an A in the paper. So he told us that we should treat yourself reading the Bible that way.

He got all us in shock and in total silence and applause. It was really powerful stuff. The worship itself was exciting. Great stuff.

After the service. i had lunch with Uncle SP. He wanted some more information on my school because he wants to sent his daughter there. He told me other stuff too but i shall not reveal it here.

During basketball. Didn't really play well. I guess i was just going to have some fun. Not many people turn out for basketball, only us, Subang Church. But many of you know me. I play serious no matter what and at basketball. I think i could play better. Train hard Jo!!!

Later went out with the young adults for lunch. Didn't know what they talking about and all. Mostly about matchmaking people. But i always enjoy company.

Come home with a tried me. I fall asleep few times in the tv room. Went to my room. My dad came knocking on my door telling me to drop them off at the airport tomorrow at 5 in the morning. Not my cup of coke. i went to bed early.

Tomorrow. I think i won't be waking up went i get back from the airport to tried, not dead. Till then nighty night.

More,

Bottom of the Sea

Hi,

Today was room cleaning day for me. My room was such in a mess that i couldn't take it anymore. It was easy cleaning because my room wasn't really in a mess. Just some paper here and there and cloths.

Manage to get it done.

In the late afternoon around 3pm. I had to pick up some youth for a youth combine celebration to give thanks to those that help out in the Fundraiser. Got all the youth. Together we head down to PJ.

The celebration was pretty alright. Enjoyable. We had some kind of Pot-luck to at PJ but knowing all Subang youth, love going to eat Murni food or Williams. Many of us didn't eat much and some did but we all went in the end anyway. Just for drinks.

We end up not going to Murni or Williams. Instead, we went to OldTown near Murni. Murni was also very very full of people. It was quite early we went. Anyway, we all sat down at Oldtown.

Had our share of laugh and serious small talks. Got some small surprises here and there.

I got home with David over for movie night. Such memories. haha. We watch Watchmen. I think i got the extended version of the show. It was flopping 3 hours. The show i think is pretty cool. It got me interested to know who killed the Comedian but there was some confusion for me here and there in the film. And there some parts of the film that is not necessary needed to see. My overall rating is 7.3 out of 10.

Tomorrow is Sunday. See you all till then nighty night.

Trianglepants,

Missing You and You, Family.

Hey,

Another day gone just in the thought of it. I got up to the thought of nothingness floating in my mind. Knowing still that i can't sleep by the day because the mind is active again. I move myself out of bed. Slowly inching my way to the side of the bed. Trying to feel the floor with my toes. The floor was cold enough for me to put back my feet into the blanket again. I did this a few times till i was fully awake.

I had a great hot shower. In the toilet there was full of singing. Songs of my own and spiritual. Gradually my i began to think of things. After showering, i prepare myself for the time ahead of me. I did some skillfully work on my father's new toy. The laptop.

Many thoughts still running through my mind. It been talking to me since i showered. Thoughts that are not for me but other people. Other people that i miss most so dearly now. People that i know, care, love, and friend. How it so much that i miss them that it sours my heart when i don't see them. I want to be able to call them by name. I want to hug them as tight as i can to show my love.

You will always be on my mind till the day you are back here. My love will grow even strong till I'm able to see you next year. As i beginning thinking of this, tears round down from my eyes and the tears meet together at my chin. It flow continually for hours. Tears that i miss you guys so much. The times we spent together in church, supper, and else where. You have become part of my family. I treat you like my brother or sister. i miss the countless talk that mean nothing most of the time. Random acts for fun sake.

Laughter. Sadness. Peace. Greatness. Encouraging. Motivating. Love. Helper.

Hope to see you all next year.

There was more thoughts that came into my mind. Thoughts that are kept for my two beautiful sisters and their family. How both of them so differently in character and attitude have change my life to become who i am now. My sisters were more then sisters. They were my closes friends. Someone that i can lean on went I'm in trouble. Someone that help me through thick and thin times. Someone that showed love went it was time for discipline.

They did the impossible. They created the path hard for me to learn wisdom.

Each of my everyday, i learn to not to miss you but it is hard to not miss you two because you two are my sisters. I have many things to say but i think i shall keep it for you two to hear in person. There will be a time where we will be together as a whole big family. Many hugs will flight here and there. Kisses to be made. Knowing deep down. Love pull us together.

This day i have thought of two kinds of people. Friends. Family. How both are so very similar that they seem as one. Both have thought me to be great. Both have made me a strong person.

I thank God for this thought that He has given to me. He knows the deepest desire in my heart. He knows how much i miss those people.

Love does not forget.

The time has come for me to travel. I'll be going to church for life group. I'm in full spirit. I have the greatest feeling that powerful things will happen today. I gather the people that needs pick-up. I rush to church because i wasn't late but excited.

Prayer rushing through my veins. Most of my time in church today, i spent praying in tongue. Welcome to Word was expectantly good with the strong senses of Holy Spirit in the move to touch hearts.

After life group. Dinner at Aunt Jolene house. i had a meat ball that disguise itself as a fish ball. Later i went out again to have ramil burger at USJ 2. =)

Now I'm back hopefully tired now. Ready to hit the peaceful ocean blue bed that will crandle me to dreamland.

Yours sincerely,

Hiccups in the Rain.

Hi,

Wake up in the afternoon. Lunch. Install some software for my dad new laptop. Read some news. Rest. Shower. Dinner. Movies. Blogging.

Now going to watch somemore movies and then sleep. Till then nighty night.

Hic!

Lesser in Dark

Hey,

I had a great sleep today. It was so cozy and fizzy feeling in my room. Love the cold in my room. I just wanted to continue sleeping but i had to wake up because the body is fully rested.

It was around afternoon time that i got up. I got ready for lunch. I eat alone. TV has once again let me down giving me stupid programs to watch. Even the movie channel too. I watch this movie called the number 23. It is the dumbest and confusing show even acted by Jim Carrey. I was in the total blur from start to finish. Not worth watching. I rate it 2 out of 10. The show somehow got some of my attention associating with the number 23.

Later i did some work on my dad's new laptop. Helping him install some software. Hope i won't corrupt his hard-drive. Watch a show i downloaded. It is called 'As good as it gets'. Acted by Helen Hunt and Jack Nicholson. It is about a twisted romance between them. It is quite interesting. I gave this show 7 out of 10. It is a one-time-show-to-watch.

I went to church practice after my nap. I went there early because they are new rules created by Ps Mal. Have to follow by. =) I set up and played some Christian music. I did some little small meditating till i heard a knock on the church door. Practice was long because there is new song going to be played in Church on Sunday. So come.

After that me, Philip, and Ben went for supper. We had some chit chat and heart to heart talk and solving problems.

Now back home, going to watch a movie then sleep, so till then nighty night.

Bright,

Color Paper in a Jar

Hi,

My Tuesday was spent traveling down to Cheroh in Pahang. The reason i went down there was that the youth of Kota Damansara wanted to go there during their August Holidays to help teach the Orang Asli people. Why? These Orang Asli people do not have the chance to go to school because of the government new law for schooling. Many of this Orang Asli that were able to go to school also didn't learn much because the teachers didn't teach them.

Anyway, i went down there with Ps Alexa(KD Pastor) to see the place. The journey was there was pretty alright. No harsh traffic. Smooth sailing to the place.

Once at Cheroh. They all had a durian-all- you-can-eat. I didn't. I don't like durian. The place look transformed when i went there few months back. Ps Moses told Ps Alexa the situation and what to expect went they come here during the holidays.

Home. We brought back a lot of rambutan, durian, and other fruit from that place. My parents took some.

i went straight to sleep. Wake up. Dinner. Watch countless movies. Check mail. Sleep.

Tomorrow i hope i'll be able to attend the worship practice. Just to hang out. =) Till then nighty night.

Pink,

Interest is Around the Corner

Hi,

I got up to get ready for the big day ahead of me. I have to deal the taxi driver whether the damage is feasible or not. I came down stairs and ask my dad how is the situation now. My dad told me that we are meeting him at 11am at Giant supermarket.

I think that God has answer my prayer on the problem. I went there with my dad to Giant for my dad to see the damage. The taxi guy was pretty relieve went he saw us. My dad got down. i sat in the van. They two discuss. My dad just look one time and touch the backdoor sereval times. My dad straight away tell him that this damage is easy to fix and is cheap. The taxi guy reasoned with my dad with all the talk about he and my dad are Christian and one man providing food to the family and so on.

In the end my dad gave him enough money to cover the damage and a bit more for him to enjoy.

After that long debate at outside Giant. Me and my dad went back home switch cars and get mom. We all went down to Petaling Jaya for lunch and went to get something from someone. My only duty is to drive my parents around. Thank God that i love driving.

Anyway, i come back to some needed rest.

Dinner with my parents older friends in the Church. We bum into aunt Su Min and Ben at Chicken rice shop at ss14. Long talks between my parents and my parents old friends. I basically went into my own world by day dreaming. Did some major thinking too.

Now back home. Going to watch Raiders of the Lost Ark even though i watch it before but it never hurt to watch it again. Ah...Indiana Jones. =)

Tomorrow will be a long day for me. I'll be traveling. I'll be going up north to the mountains of Malaysia. Not Genting, not Fraser Hills, not Camerons. I'm going to Cheroh. A day trip there to bring some people to see that place for youth work to be done there during the August holidays to help out the Orang Asli. It will be a early sleep for me, so till then nighty night.

Magnum,

About Time for Things to Happen...

Hey,

Sunday. A day to celebrate together as one whole body of Christ. I went to Church early to find out some minor hiccups around inside the Church. Chairs not arrange, instrument here and there, and some small connections misplace. Me and Randall and Daniel and David. We were the first ones there because we went for breakfast together, so we settle everything in place. Many people didn't notice a thing.

The service. It was really good. I think our Church services is getting better each Sunday. Must be all that hard work done to be more flowing in the Spirit and of course more professional. Worship was explosive and overflowing with the Holy Spirit. Everyone and i mean everyone was into the Worship. People jumping here and there, rising hands and moving hips side to side. Word was done by my dad. He pretty much handle the book of James with ease.

Later, the youth and the young adults went for lunch. Lunch at Glenmarie. The food was high class chicken rice. haha. It taste alright, we didn't go to the famous store because it was close.

The things was about to happen which was i got into my first real accident. It was all my fault. The accident began by me in the wrong lane to turn to the right at the traffic light. So i tried to reverse and turn into the right lane. As i put into the reverse gear and went the car go on it's on speed without stepping on the accelerated paddle. Then i hear and everyone in the van hear a lot bang. Well i bang into a taxi. The damage. It's not bad. I just dented the whole back door which the frame and the window is alright but it cannot be open.

The talk. I reverse into a save spot, so i can talk with the taxi driver. The taxi driver for sure was panicky and afraid. I had to assure him that i will pay the damages and everything is alright. He told that i will do the hit and run thing but i assure him that i won't do that. We took down each other contacts and necessary info that is needed to make a Police report for just in case the bill is to high.

I was feeling alright because i thought to myself is about time i got into this type of accident.

I quickly sent home the people that were in my car. Talk to my dad. He was really understanding about it. i think in his mind also was "about time he got into an accident". We just talk about an hour discussing and solving the problem. I told him the story. Dad called the insurance guy whether to report.

End of the discussion was that we meet with the taxi driver and go to a workshop to figure how much the damage cost. If more, make a police report to claim insurance. If less, then my dad will pay for his damages.

After that, i went for basketball. Once there it rain for rain minutes. During that time i thought that cannot play. I pray for awhile there for the guy that his car damages will be easy to fix and take care of him.

I was quite tired because i didn't have some nap time which i must have before i play. i didn't shoot the ball very well but my driving was good. I help a little here and there. Did some passing too. Overall, must work harded on my game.

Home. Dinner. Watch. Fall asleep. Quite a long day for me i was a wake from 7am till now, 11pm. Going to sleep now, will see how the events goes for the taxi driver and me and dad. Pray for me and the taxi driver that the damages are easy to fix and cheap. Till then nighty night.

First,

Now Or Forever

Hi,

I spent my half my Saturday in the bed, sleeping. Went for lunch with my dad in Petaling Jaya. Went down there to collect some thing there.

Come home and then went off to ss15 for some finger exercising. Played only two games. haha. Later went to Subang Parade with Daniel, just for high tea and i had to buy some stuff there too.

I brought some food for myself. Watch a whole lot of Movie on Star movies. Watch Narnia and Indiana Jones 3. I feel like watching a Indiana Jones marathon and Die Hard marathon.

Going to sleep now. Have to go to Church very early in the morning. I believe that is going to be a great day ahead. God bless. Till then nighty night.

Now,

Google Chrome

Hey all,

Writing this in Google Chrome. I know i'm a late user of this new web browser. I think google people did it again with a good product. It's fast, it's safe and it's unique.

I think the bookmarks must have a bit of tweeting.

That's all. smiles.

Bye all,

Moderation At Best

Hey,

Things in Malaysia here has really change a lot for me from people to food. Change for people is that many have really grown up in some extend mature and some still in the blur. It is a good thing to see all of this happening in the Church and is exciting to see people rising up.

I won't be shock if new leaders are born. In my mind all these years before i left, i have been thinking about one particular place that the Church needed for so long. I won't want to reveal it because it's not called upon yet. (if you have guess it, just pray for me that God will call it)

It has been on my mind before people ask it. It's such a big role for me and i don't know whether people would back me up. I know for sure that Subang would help me but how about other centers? Would people take my word seriously? Would people follow me? Would people allow me to teach them or guide them or mentor them or help them? i do not want to see people talking bad stuff behind my back.

My journey on this is hard. I just want to quit my studies and just do it but my dreams will shatter. I think i need prayers and lot of help. People don't notice me because i guess i'm such a background person. Only times i open up is went people ask me. Does people would like to be mentor by me? Am i a leader among shepherds or sheep?

This will not end till it is called.

I spent my whole day out.

Morning. I wake up four times, sleep three times. Keep snoozing the alarm, haha. Walk around the house for no reason. I think i had a lot of energy to burn. Drove down to Petaling Jaya for breakfast and help my parents do some thing.

Around late morning coming to lunch time, we headed of to my supposedly hometown in Sepang. It is quite near the Sepang track and Sepang goldcoast. Driving there took about 1 hour because from PJ to Sepang is like two ends of the world.

Reach them, visited my father side uncle. This uncle is a bit unknown to me because i hardly know anyone from my father-side of the family. Apparently this uncle take care of the plantation that our family has in Sepang. I don't know what plantation. Forgot to ask my dad. We had some small talk and business here and there. Later, we eat some local food which cost quite cheap but tasty.

Rush back home because mom had appointment.

Sleep. Dinner.

Lifegroup. It was awkward a bit. It felt that it can be better but nevertheless good. You know once God is there things will always turn out good.

Supper. I had supper with Suzanne, Zach, Zach, Kelvin. Had really quite good burger from USJ 2. I rate it at 8.9 out of 10. Try it out. It is worth trying. USJ 2 near the Shell station. Few burger stores i like is USJ 4, USJ 2, USJ 11 big padang, USJ 11 coffee shop, ss19, Shah Alam burger. Going to find out more. =) Had fellowship at Suzanne house. Small talk.

Tomorrow is Saturday. Hope got stuff to do. Going to have a lot of thinking about it. Anyway till then nighty night.

Mix,

Leaving It In Dim

Hi,

Sleep. Wake. Shower.

In my afternoon. I prayed for help from God. Help for me to have the car today. He answers prayer well.

I prayed this prayer because there was a movie that me and David are looking forward to watch it. Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince. I really enjoyed the show from start to finish. I didn't fully understand the show because i didn't read the book and i didn't follow the movies too.

i think the ending part of the show was a bit lousy. I guess it will be lousy because is not the final book. There was not much story line to lead up the case about who is the Half-blood Prince until the end. But to be fair is a good show this year. I rate it about 7.5 out of 10.

Later the day. I had my hands full. Helping my aunt with her computer problems. Thank God is solvable.

Night. I went to the Siow's house for dinner. It was a life group dinner and Sky cooked. Thank you Mr. Sky for all the good cooking. Enjoyed it. I thought i was not invited because i wasn't called, so i wasn't to sure whether to come. Shy me. So i gave a called to Randall to give me the okay sign.

Dinner was great. The rest was very spontaneous. Nevertheless good fun.

Tomorrow. I will be heading down to my sought of hometown which in Sepang. My father is going to see the plantation and see some things. I have been to that place and it is a bit jungle feeling.

Hope life group would be fun and God anointing. Till then nighty night.

Lights,

Hearing Green

Hi,

More sleep that wake time. Sleep my day away. Sleep till i fall asleep some more. Wake up for lunch and dinner and Worship practice. Other that is sleep.

So tomorrow is Harry Potter show opening. hope to catch it. Till then nighty night.

Sounds blue,

Shear Maddness

Hi,

Sleep late. Wake up Late. Eat Lunch Late. Boring shows all day long. Today productivity, zero.

Help out my day to solve the mysteries of bluetooth technology. The phone he use, Samsung, has some really bad instructions on how to use the bluetooth to transfer file. Thank God that i manage to solve it and start transferring files.

Dinner was alright. Totally nothing to watch on television.

Tomorrow i will be going to Worship practice and hopefully get some quality time out of my day. Till then nighty night.

Oh Thursday is Harry Potter. Waiting to watch the show seems quite good with the trailer but will never know how it turns out.

Also sorry if many of you are following my devotional blog. I'm currently thinking of new inspirations. It should be running in August. Be patience.

Crazy,

Sneezing Effect

Hi,

The start of my day is by the roaring thunder sound of knocks on my door. I shouted "who's there?". My aunt answer "time." I was shock by that response. I try to find my little hidden blueish squarish handphone of mine on the bed. It was hiding under my comfortable pillow. i wanted to check the time as i saw time. I knew it was time to get ready. Time was against me this time.

I help my aunt to send her computer to the repair shop for some major upgrades. It was quite fast. I really wanted to go back home because i was still in sleeping mode. What ever my aunt said to me. I just reply "no, i just want to go home." Being a small kid as i am. =)

i continue to sleep to the late afternoon. I was hungry. Eat. Sleep.

Airport. I wake up to the time to pick up my parents. I put on my shades, my shoe for support and suitable cloths for the public to see. In the car, i put on the driving music, 'Daft Punk'. Give some motion to my head to follow the beats and i was ready to pick my parents.

The Journey. Driving there got me all nervous again. Reason? The speeding ticket that i got during the week. Bad memories. I block it off with some major loud music from Daft Punk. I drove at a near speed of 160km. Oh the rush. The adrenaline rush gives the excitement to my body. Oh speed, my dear love, you are always there for me in every situation. You give me the inspiration to just go even faster.

I reach the airport about 10 minutes. Waited around for them. They are suppose to touch down and be out by 530pm. But their flight got delayed and i didn't know. i waited till 6pm. I receive a call. I came, put cargo in the car and drove off to the sun set.

Dinner. We eat at USJ14 for the famous Ipoh Chicken Rice but the store was close, so we eat the next door neighbor. The neighbor had only Duck Rice. It was alright, nothing really fancy.

Home. Nothing on television these days. All really dumb shows. Movie tonight. Tomorrow, i'll see what i can do. Anyway, till then nighty night.

AHCHOO!!!

Color Bits

Hey,

Sunday. Start off with a ring from two hand-phone. One going off earlier then the other like a 5 minute delay. Wake up to a very tired me. Got ready for Church. Forgetting stuff here and there.

Breakfast at McD because got coupons. Miss prayer. Worship was really good. Well organized, the flow, the melody, the effects and of course God's presences. Word was shocking and true. Sword class was getting to know worship better.

Lunch. McD again. I can't get enough of it. haha.

Basketball. I was in a prayer mode. Wanted to really play because i was injured and i rested the whole week. I played alright and some miss play here and there. Still as always will to improve my game.

Had fun with some really powerful lights that my friend brought to the basketball court.

Dinner with young adults. There was fun talk and serious talk combine. Went to Pin Kee. The food there still remain good for their buttermilk and lemon chicken. Keep up the good dishes.

Home. Can't even open my eyes to watch television. I carry myself upstairs. Crush myself on the bed. I off to snooze land. Till tomorrow, parents will be back then, so nighty night.

Sneeze

In Green Color

Hi,

Nothing. I didn't do anything. I got nothing to do something. I slept till afternoon rays hit me. Time travel so fast that it got me startle. Getting up is such a hassle. Muscle seems well rested.

Time spent. Watching television is trite that i got up from my comfortable sit to do some amazing cooking that only taste good to me. The lovely chicken spaghetti that i so famous cook for myself has been done well enough to fill my tummy is well fed.

Home. I spent the hours away to no realization. Flipping channel after channels and more channels has dull the senses of time and space. Coming to my common sense that i should go out. The time i want to go out. No one is there to follow me. I travel a lonely road to wonderful place. This place is a place that many people would go throughout the day. Opens from 9-10pm everyday. People would buy lots of stuff for fun, to come out of depression, latest stuff, etc.

I went to this place because i wanted to buy some new stuff of my own to look more in trend. I was in a mission. Coming and out. Seeing the late afternoon crowd is overwhelming. The place is like almost shoulder to shoulder. I has to free myself from traffic by dancing my way to the shop.

Once there is fantasy land for me. The place where my dreams can come through. The colors, the shoes, the cloths and stuff.

Getting out. There was a huge massive super jam that it was inch moving, bumper to bumper all the way to the highway. i got back home around 730pm. Time for some snack and dinner. I got some kids out for dinner to my place. My place some special event. The event is for the community members of USJ 11/3. But i went there anyway with the kids.

Disappointment. The food was not ready to be consume and people were lining up for food. The brunch of us decided to just go for McD. I felt a bit sad because it's free food. McD somehow just put a smile on people faces.

Late night. Supper. I went out with brunch of older people like 17 and above. The young kick in everyone once reach 17. If you know what i mean? We went to a place where the food just taste not into my liking. The place where rich snowflakes can be found. Where all food has snowflake in them. It taste almost to snowflakes.

Movie.Watch a movie with my follow friend David. That the movie is simply just non amazing at all and it had it's moments. Which sleeping felt better that movie.

Beautiful church is coming soon. Will be seeing all your faces. Smile. Glad. Joy. Peace. God will fill us on that day. Will meet you all till then nighty night.

Brown,

In Blue Are Red

Hello,

Day well spent. I woke up really really late at 1pm. Got up, shower, breakfast, out. I went to the Police station in Puchong to pay my speeding ticket. It was a total waste of time going there so early. Why? The Booth to pay the ticket was close and would be open till 2.45pm. From 12pm to 2.45pm is the break for Friday. Amazing.

The best part is that there was no Chinese Officer. I went back home, lunch and rest till it was time to go again.

The good thing is that all the officer are very professional. They ask me how my day was, they say there are sorry for the inconvenient course and so on to make me feel comfortable. They even low the charges of my speeding ticket by half. Good huh? They were to good till they even let me know on the loop on when and where they do their speed trap runs. Which highway, etc.

I was at total shock that they simply let me know these things. It felt that they were my older sister or brother. Telling me not to do these again and so on.

I came back home, to finish up on the project that i was doing for the Church. Hopefully it fits. =)

Lifegroup. Before it. There was a small problem. I thank God that i finish my dinner on time before the call. I receive a call from my friend, David. He got himself on a tough spot. His car broke down on him. I had to get him in USJ 9 at Lillian's place. His car was working fine till he reach there.

Poor him. I help him up. I drove there, pick them up, drove as fast as i normally do and start life group. We left the car there cause there was nothing we can do at the moment till life group is finish that solve the problem.

Lifegroup was good, powerful and fun. David sharing touch on a vital thing in every Christians should have which is prayer. Good stuff to hear from him.

Later, we went back there. See the problem. Make many decisions and end up doing it tomorrow.

I went home to a movie marathon of different shows. I most like going to bed around 4am. So see you all in Church tomorrow. It will be a blast i promise you. Believe it. I already excited about Church, so till then nighty night.

Green,

Ingite My Might

Hey,

The Zone. Hearing wind whispering outside as they are trying to talk to me. The words are unclear but soothing to listen. I continue to listen. I wanted to know what they are saying. The voices whirling around me as if it is lifting me away from my bed. I journey through different dimension to only discover that this is just a fantasy that i was thinking about. Thinking about life could only be perfect. Each time i dream. I felt that i was being held by the voice that carried me through the different dimensions.

As i was slowly getting deeper into this fascinating world, it all stop with the knock on the door. I woke up angrily. No one ever never disturb my sleep. I open my door ready to unleash my "blessing" upon the person who knock my door. The door open. No one was there. I look left and right but no one. I look up nothing. I look down. My little nephew standing in front of the door with semi-smile of his, hands behind his back like paying action and eyes gazing upon me wanting acceptances and love.

My anger tone down. Words can't come out. Only love hang around. I carried him up to my arms. He hug me. The hug lasted for so long that time stop for that very moment. Slowly tears ran down from my face. I guess, God knew i needed that. Closed the door. I gently lay him on my bed. I look into his eyes and waited till he fall asleep. I covered him with my warm hands. Quietly and peacefully asleep. We sleep like someone is watching us, taking care.

I rested for another hour or two. Got ready for the day knowing it will be long. I planned my minutes because every second was counted. It need to be precise. I put on my forbidden cloth that i should never wear. The brand without the swoosh. I don't know what got into my mind into wearing that. It must be for fashion.

I drove out the house. On a mission to pay of a crime. A crime that many people can commit in past, present and future. Speeding. Before i go to the Police Station. I had to stop by a friend place. It's distant is as near as one can travel by foot. As time can tick slower than one get there.

Upon reaching there. Cars zooming here and there as if they don't care. Looking at their faces. Work has sadden them all. I waited for him. Seeing the neighbor on my right side view. A delivery man banging on the door-bell and also using his motorcycle horn to get the attention. His feet tapping away as if it is faster than the clock seconds. Checking his watch whether he has not past the limit. He look like he can eat the person once the person is out. I saw the person. She came out with such grace. The features that men cannot resist temptation. Dexterity in her walk. As i look at her deeply, she look at me back. Our eyes meet for the first time.

I look away. It was to much. She paid off the delivery man with a tip that can last him generations. She wouldn't look away as if she know me. I for sure didn't know her. One thing i know deep down that there was no real love. I had to look away to check whether David is out. He got into the car and we drove off.

That moment. I knew my flesh desire a relationship. I can't have it. God would let. He knows what i want...

We drove off to pay off my crime. Police Station. I walk in with a slight nervous. Shaky my hands are. I didn't know what to do. All the Police were busy and there was no number to take to wait. The wait was like a life time. Hearing shouting, phone ringing, bad guys in hand-cuffs and some cries. I stand with David blur and nervous. A officer. High rank. Walk up to me and David. We didn't know what language to use whether English or Malay. David spoke to me in English to ask him "where to pay?" I used English and the office knew what i was saying. Thank God.

The chat was short. Frustration grew. I was deny to pay here. I had to go to Puchong to pay it. The most silly thing i ever heard. All Police Station should allow you to pay off all types of fine.

Anyway, me and David shake off the dust from our shoes. Move on to better things. Cinema. We went there quite early than the schedule time of the show. The place. Pyramid. It was totally semi-empty. Parking was easy to find that on Saturdays or Sundays. I spotted a green. It was calling me to get there. It's call. It's alluring glowing power reach out to my car. Like a magnetic pull wanting it to park here. I parked. The green to sensual color of red. The parked place was greatly nearby the escalator and the cinema.

We went there to watch the grant opening of this show that is base of true events or true story. The story about John Dillinger. Public Enemies. Knowing all true stories usually last two and half hours to three hours which has it down sides and up sides. There were a lot of great review on this show and people dieing to watch it. Apparently, wrong. In the cinema complex there were the workers and few people buying tickets.

Not as great as Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen. (total not good show)

I will not tell the story about but the review i give. It's long, boring, chip chop show. Nothing to rave about. I give it a 5.5 out of 10.

Journey home. Not much words were between me and David. Must be tiredness kicking in. I send him home. I look to my right. She is gone. Hoping she would stand there waiting my return. I didn't care much.

Slowly i inch out myself from David's place. I stop by a store near by to buy something that needs to be done for the Church. Rush home. Nephew waiting at the door entrance. I saw him at my corner of my eye. Knowing that him just waiting to play with. I gave him some good measure tosses into the air. Seeing him smile brings out the young in me. But i couldn't play with him much. Must get the work done. I wanted it ready before i leave. A small gift to the Church which many people wouldn't notice it anyway. Unless they pay attention to detail and my work that i do for the Church. I didn't finish it. Takes few more days.

Got inside sweaty. Rest my tired body. Bath to cool down. Cooked my delicious spaghetti dinner. Watch my usual Oprah Show. Watch several movies that i did or didn't watch.

To bed here i come. Your call is great. You are calling me to hold your smooth texture. Touching with my finger tips. Cover me with your blanket of warm to protect me from blood-sucking vampires and the cold of the night. My eyes shut because of the comfort I'm into. Heart beat slower, muscles move slower. Activeness fades as i gaze once again the beauty of dreams. Till i wake nighty night.

Flammable,

Box Contain Mixture of You and You

Hi,

Morning Rise. I wake to the glimpse of light coming out in my room, it just beside me. It's light was so intense that i had to turn it the other way round but even went it is turn the light is still powerful. As the light continue to glow from it sounds began ringing. It is time for me to wake up. My handphone alarm gone off.

It was so early in the morning that the night sky still dominate. The sun is about to be seen. I got into the car and i began to drive it to the nearest patrol station because it was hungry. As i fill the car with it's nutrients, i look around and thought to myself. Where the people at?

Once it is full, it gave me a ready to go mode. I drove it back to home, where my parents are waiting to be on broad to their next destination. Airport. I took every luggage that they wanted to bring. Gentle putting them behind. We all got into the car and it was off we go to the airport.

The journey to the airport was quite fast as i was driving around 145km. Seeing cars signaling to the left to give way for me just makes me feel in-charge. Even so i had to give way to other superior cars. We reach the airport around 20 minutes and it was busy with people. All rushing here and there. Some going for holidays, some business trip, some waiting for next flight and some just hanging around.

i said my good bye, hugs and prays to my parents as they leave for Myanmar. I hop into the car and quickly put on my music. i couldn't take it anymore of the crappy radio stations that Malaysia offers people. The way back home was really fast that i broke my own record.

Once back home. Park the car nicely. Close the door quietly. Rush to my room. Float to my bed. Started dreaming again.

Around 1240pm, i woke up to hear the sound coming from another room. Loud noises from that room. The sound of tears wanting someone to rush in and see what happen. It was getting intense and more louder it goes. Desperate. Need. Help. Those were the cries coming from that room. I jump out of bed and ran to the next room. Quickly i gather the little baby in my arms as it slowly stop crying. The baby now know, it is in good hands. I began to speak a love language to the baby. Slowly i handed it over to the maid. How the baby once again sleep like a baby.

I got my handphone because i started remembering people that i knew last time. I dial up their numbers but none of them pick up. I toss and turn around on my bed again as i try to sleep once again. But energy got the best of me. I shower and dress up. Got the car keys. I called again. This time the person pick up. The person ask me to come over because it was easier to talk.

i walk out the door as fast as i can, got into the car and began to drive. I drove for half-hour because the place is in Cheras. The place that i hardly been in my life. The place where my Secondary school new place is now. Half way driving there. I was stop by the polis. I say to the Polis "what is the problem?"(it was in Malay). He said "Speeding." "How fast i was going?" i question him. The Polis reply "fast enough to break the law."

In the end of that conversation, i receive my first speeding ticket. I thought to myself is about time i get one anyway. I said to the polis "thank you." he reply "don't do it again, you are most welcome" with a smile. I drove off with a thoughts in my head, how am i going to tell my parents?

Reaching the place, seeing full of kids in their class room with their eyes looking at the clock. Almost time to go home in their minds. The person i was meeting came out from the teachers lounge and greeted me. It was all smiles and memories. All the teachers that knew me came and see me. Good old memories. This meeting was all heart-felt because many of these teachers saw me when i was a young boy to young man.

The meet up was over when the teachers need to get back to work. I said my good-byes. Hopefully to meet up with them once again when I'm around.

I drove back with one or two tears. See them that they are the ones that help me through with my studies and how they molded my characters and attitudes is simply wonderful. Once home, my mind was just filled with memories and emotion running through my body till i needed to lie down.

I rested till it was time for dinner. I enjoyed the pleasure of Malaysia local food, the Ramil burger. Simply cook to perfection. The taste rushing to my tongue gave me dreams. After dinner, i went to church to fix some stuff. Later i stay back to just worship. I always believe that worship practice is also a time to worship God to even though there are some bits that needs refining to make Sunday Worship powerful and falling in love with God.

Drove back Randall home. It was quiet between us because i guess we got nothing much to talk about.

I came back to quietly went to the television room and started flipping channels in search of what program suit me. I turn it to the movie channels. Two movies i really wanted to watch for some time. The Nanny Diaries and Martian Child. Both i give a 6 out of 10. It is a one time show to see one time.

My body is beginning to knock on me, begging me and wanting me to sleep. I took the blanket and make my pillow. Rest my head and slowly think of Jesus of what He was done for me today. Blinking my eyes telling me is nighty night time. So then tomorrow, i will see.

Me,

Contains in Box

Hi,

Today i was caught doing nothing. Pretty much sleep my day off till i can hear my head talking at me.

Went out in the afternoon to pay my ticket back to US. My school had some minor cases of H1N1 but nothing serious. All those that had H1N1 recover very fast. The medical team in my school been working hard.

Later, i went around searching for ice cream. Didn't want those branded ice cream. I was trying to find those orange flavor ice cream or lime flavor ice cream. My search ended up with nothing. I went home sad.

I think my time spent here in Malaysia has been roughly quite good. Pretty much did what i want and got what i want.

In the night, went for Ingite. It was good, we all really pray our hearts out. Well, many of the leaders want see changes and success in all levels. Hope went i get back next year, it will be different. =)

My foot is still pretty much injured. It is not that bad been recuperating quite well. Hope to play basketball on Sunday then.

Anyway, parents going to Myanmar for Missions and i guess I'll be busy. hehe. If you know what i mean. ;)

I'm off to watch movies, so till then nighty night.

Love box,

Head Count

Hi,

Monday. I didn't do much. Wake up to the sound of my father's voice asking whether i want to go for brunch or buy back which i choose buy back. I went on sleeping after that.

I continue turning round the bed till i told myself to get up. Shower and eat brunch.

I lazy around the television most of my day. It was a total waste of time. There was nothing to watch on television. Zero. I couldn't take it anymore, i quickly went out to buy a modem. I really needed to check my mail and of course blog. I have been blogging from my aunt computer which is very very slow.

Anyway, got a cheap modem for about less that 65 riggit. Install and i was surfing away till 6pm. Went get a nap. Dinner and more surfing.

Yes, Roger Federer did it again. He manage to win Wimbledon and be the first man to win 15 Grand Slams and first person to be in finals 7 times. He also got back the number 1 seat. Hopefully he can continue to win more titles, so there will be great history and legacy left for people to challenge it. The match was really tight. Andy Roddick played a really good. It was the best performances from Andy Roddick in his whole career. Roger Federer couldn't get a break point till last game. Well Andy is younger than Roger Federer by one year, i believe if he continue to play this type of level of tennis, he can win titles. I think this is the best tennis played since Bjorn Borg or Rod Laver or other greats.

Simply amazing match.

Anyway, tomorrow is Ingite or prayer meeting in Church. Hope everyone can come. We Christians must be prayer warriors because this world needs our prayers. So come till then nighty night.

My devotional blog will be update soon.

123,

Recovery Mode

Hi,

Sunday was good. I went to church early, waiting for the person with the keys because i don't hold the church keys anymore till I finish my studies in the states. =)

Set up the PA was fast and easy. Got some small problem with the computer but is manageable. Just some cables were loose and some re-wiring.

Everything running smoothly. But our announcement slides had some problem because Uncle Phua computer was running slow and there was some files that need to put in. i really thank God that Kelvin didn't start the Worship straight away and knowing a bit from him, he usually start worship with a prayer. Got all that down fast and efficient.

Worship was very strong and I enjoyed it a lot. During worship also had a problem because there was like cracking noises coming from the speakers which from every PA man means big problem. I and uncle Pres couldn't find the problem but the cracking noises didn't last too. It stop went the next song was up. But the noise didn''t affect the people worshiping God. People must be capture by the Holy Spirit. =)

Word was well presented. The message was on the flesh and spirit taken from Galatians 5.

After the service the worship ministry had a sword class. It was a must for all people involve in the Worship ministry. Ps Mal wants the worship ministry to level up. He was quite angry about the Worship ministry now. I would too. Because i never like to take God likely. This is God we are dealing and worship means a lot to God. It means no sloppy-ness.

Later me and Daniel went to eat McD. Don't know why everyone wanted to go Asia Cafe. I decide to go McD from yesterday anyway, so no one go with me, i fine with it.

Come back sleep then off to basketball. at basketball i manage to put up my numbers. Later in the day, i got injured because i was double team and i think i landed wrongly. The injury wasn't serious, no ankle broken. Just a strain on my foot. I think i won't be able to play basketball for a two weeks unless it heals really fast.

Got back home, quickly went to get my dinner fast because today was the men's final in Wimbledon. It either be Roger Federer to made history or Andy Roddick to get his first title. If Roger Federer wins he be the first person to win 15 grand slams, first person to enter the wimblendon finals 7 times and just short of one more title to equal with Pete Sampras. If Andy Roddick wins, he will get his first Wimbledon title with he was unable to get for 3 times.

Many bets are siding Roger Federer because he defeated Andy Roddick 18 times out of the 20 times they met. But Andy Roddick is a change player now because of his new coach. Andy Roddick went through this year Wimbledon on a mission and have been playing good tennis.

Will let you know who wins. If i had to choose the who to win, i will go for Roger Federer because i want him to make history. It has been a long time that a person has made history in sports.

I'm off to watch the match now. I'm writing this in the middle of the match. It now their rest time. So till then nighty night.

Foot please heal,

Not Mine to Have...

Hey,

I wake up early today to play basketball in my court. I went there, shoot awhile and then been kick out of the court because the 'tai ci ladies'(i don't know how it spell in Chinese, sorry). Ask me to leave because they cannot focus and listen to the instructions. I only manage to play for a hour.

I came back, shower then went back to sleep.

Woke up around 12pm because of the hunger strike me in the afternoon, so must get food. Today also i was craving to go to the CC but didn't manage to go, poor me.

In the late afternoon i went to play basketball again. Thank God no 'tai ci ladies', haha. Couldn't play much also because there was so many kids. i can see 5-6 balls flighting in the air, all trying to get into the ring. Later the kid ask me to play with them game. Lucky that day i feel like crashing people. Bad mode on. haha. They split the team to 4 on 4 then it change to 5 on 3. They all say "big brother to good already, must give us more people to stop you". I feel in awe. haha. Then some had to go home, it all came down to 5 on 1. 1 which is me. Later a Uncle came by to play also, he isn't that so skill but had some tricks of his on. I manage to just play my game. It was still a 5 on 1.

It ended by me saying i need to go back home because it was already 7pm and i was hungry. Mom and dad was not at home because they had to go for a meeting. I went get my own food.

Came back just in time for William sisters match. Which i predicted it. It wasn't much a battle. Venus cramble in all the games and giving Serena a easy match to win in straights. i think they pre-plan the game. I think Venus gave it to her because she herself has quite a lot of titles already.

Anyway, to my amazment, the Williams sisters still have the energy to play the women double finals and win it in straights too. i think they manage to take back at least 2 million.

Okay tomorrow is a big day for me. I'll be helping out in PA with Uncle Pres. Got to wake up early too because Kelvin decided to have the practice and everything on Sunday. So till then nighty night.

God bless,

Content

Hey,

Heart rising. Blood flooding. Eyes moving right and left just to look at the tennis balls landing in. The best match to watch yesterday was the Andy Roddick and Lleyton Hewitt match. That was quite a fight. Both giving everything.

In the end, the winner that come out was Andy Roddick. Andy Murray had his match quite easy. I still feel that he should have meet Stanislas Wawrinka in the quarter finals. Anyway, it is quite sad to see Djokovic out quite easily by Tommy Haas. Djokovic seem not interested to play at all. It should have been a easy match for him cause Tommy Haas has no rank and he is 31 years old. I think that Djokovic was being over confident and once he lost the match, he lost his interest.

Another time Djokovic, you might not have another chance because Nadal will be back.

Today is the match against the two Andy. Andy Murray and Andy Roddick. I think this match is going to be very close that i can't decide the winner. But if you give me no choice to pick the winner, i'll go for Andy Roddick. Why? He is really playing very well and his is hitting the balls with good accuracy and he is also the underdog. hehe will see.

I think there shouldn't be any problems for Roger but will never know because of the French Open or Roland Garros. Tommay Haas gave Roger a good fight. Roger was down two sets and he slowly inch his way in and won the match. So this match might be interesting to watch. But i think Roger might give him a good whipping. =)

Final for women is this Saturday. I think is going to be a all Williams match and another crazy thing is that they are in the final of the women's double match too. So let's see whether they can pull of amazing.

Watching it now. Till then nighty night

Tough Match Mixer

Hi,

Wednesday, it is going to be very interesting because there two matches that must watch. Tommy Haas and Djokovic the other is Andy Roddick and Lleyton Hewitt. Big match. The other two is quite easy to tell who is going to win.

I'm off to watch the match.

Anyway, i didn't do anything today. Lazy around the house and watch repeats and the many Oprah shows and Mythbusters. I really badly need my internet back. I so need to DL stuff.

Grip,

Monsters in Disguise

Hello,

Tuesday, I bet that i got a lot of mail to check. It is really sad that Michael Jackson died, so fast. Many people say his death isn't natural. People poison him, he is suicidal, etc. I don't know but i know one think. He is truly King of Pop. =)

Watch Wimbledon. I think the guys that are doing really well are Roger and Murray and Roddick. Women the strongest form is Venus Williams. The matches today is pretty interesting. Heart pumping.

I got to go, so till then nighty night.

Dragons,