Coming Soon to Homes

Hello,

Christmas is coming soon, time to do some decorations and buy presents.

I'm not very good at buy stuff for people, I prefer to touch peoples lives instead. Presents are nice to have and all. But isn't Christmas a time where we share more with your friends and family about Christ? Many have forgot the meaning of Christmas. Be a blessing to some one. =)

Hope i'll be around for Christmas. Wouldn't want to leave so soon either. Christmas would be great. Put a smile in it =)

Rendering Red

Hi,

Rainy days are here, praying for more sun shine that rain. Slow day for me, sleep like a baby till 11am. My eyes just open and feeling feels great. Like I'm a new man. Took a long nice shower, was really good one. When downstairs to watch some television. I didn't watch movies this time, but i watch sports. Been not watching sports for a long time already. So as i turn on the television, it was basketball, NBA. The game was quite close and was nice to watch. I like close game. But what i say previous post, the team has come to rely to much on their star players, teams some how just can't win without them.

This game was just close, both team neck to neck. Good game. Anyway, was planing to finish off cleaning my room. But i got caught up with television. I'm really a television addict. I can sit there with or without good shows on for hours or the whole day. So i sit there till Jay call me. Thank God, he got me out of the hole. He called to discuss somethings. Anyway, went for lunch. Came back, play with my little nephew. He is becoming more cheeky and give you that smile that you know he is up too something. Cheeky little fellow.

Took a short nap, went to Jay house, to discuss about the C2U project. Is so exciting. Can't wait for it. We are doing some games for a carnival. Finish discussing. Then Jay ask me to play rock band. Well i not so musically talented, but is fun playing it. At first i play easy, then move on to medium. Was quite easy. Then end off with hard. I'm quite happy that i can play hard. Can't remember what song was it. Went back home to buy food for my parents. Then quickly went out again to go for Life Group.

Out of no where, a Jam outside my place. I don't know what is the jam about, but was crazy. Stuck for a good half hour. It end up a accident near the USJ 4 to ss19 way. Quite big. couldn't really see it cause i went in the housing area where 7-11 and the petrol station there to cut the traffic lights. Pick up Jay, off we went to Life group. It was at Mun Keong house. Was late already. They started with worship so fast. Never mind that. So today we went to MK house cause of the C2U project. There is four Life group involve in this carnival. Jay, Walter, Matthew and Ah Pak Life group together. All doing a different duty. So discuss. Later we had to do some cutting and counting and auditing and having fun doing it. Is the tickets to the carnival. Was really fun =)

So after Life group, some of us went to suku, such expensive place. Besides that, i haven't had my dinner. We chit chat, around the world topics. Crazy topics. Got nothing much to say about it. Fetch Chee Yim home.

Played some dotA now. is quite fun and relax. i still don't know why people have to be so intense on it. Well, going to play some more. see some of you tomorrow. nighty night.

Cooldown,

Fast Break

Hello,

Hardly post about basketball in my blog. So going to post it up now =) Watching the NBA season now. Is quite intense and the games now is so driven to win win win win to get the top slots in the chart. And the players are really putting up strong numbers in their game. Is great to watch. i have to say that NBA has gone quite okay okay. Not like in Jordan or Isaiah Thomas or Larry Bird time. where people would hardly sit on their chairs.

The game that time is so exciting, supernatural and unique. People that were watching that time, would really cheer for their them, would go crazy after every dunk, and after game, some dude would steal the ball as good luck or to sell it. After every game, players that time had to give away their jerseys. Players that time were treated better than a working celebrity. Players were really superstars. Even the bench players are treated as good as their superstars line up.

NBA has turn to much 1 on 1 with individual skill now, is nice to watch, to see one person beat four/five people on the court with a dunk. Last time, was more team, players were really involve. Every player in team can do all, shoot, pass, dribble, post up, nearly everything. One player has all the skills. Not like now, where one player is good at shooting, the other player good at passing, and so on. Last time, all the players can put up 20/30 points.

Teams now has one good player or two. Last time you would know the whole team cause all the players are really good. i really miss watching a team working together. Pass until a there is open man, set up team plays.

Well, I'm off to take a nap now.

Breakdown,

Worship

Hi,

i like this worship song a lot. It speaks to me very much. It has a deep meaning to it. Some times just singing it without any instrument or just alone, at times just makes me cry.

The Heart of Worship

Verse 1:
When the music fades
All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart

Bridge:
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

Chorus:
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus

Verse 2:
King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath

There is other songs too. That are great. This song just moves me. =)

Mystery Dreamer

Hello,

Woke up severe times today. Is like I'm awake a moment the next I'm a sleep. I think i did it four times today. Ish. In the end i woke up at 11am. Shower, and walk around in a dizzy way to the kitchen to get a glass of water. Nobody was home today except the maids and little Philip(my sister baby). Went to the television room to catch some movies. Love watching movies. Today i was in time to see Big Fish. I was wanting to watch this show for ages. Now i get to see it. I give it a 8/10. Is well written and the filming of it is great too. Is Tim Burton work, sure is going to be good show. The show is light and easy to understand. It makes me feel like a kid again watching it. Just plain awesome. Don't know the show. Click here.

After watching all that, had to do some work for my visa. Is so many things to do, just don't know where to beginning and also time is to short. Well, working on it like crazy mad dog. Went to ss15 in the late afternoon to do some photocopy. Spent a bit of time there alone in Starbucks. Hmm...i didn't drink coffee(not a real big fan of it). I don't know whether mocha is coffee a not. But i just like it a lot. =)

When home, rest my head. Wanted to go for basketball, but the lack of replies are just to sad. Also i felt a chili down my spine that is going to rain all night long. And it did. Today i feel like posting a lot. That is why there is four posts today. =) Besides that, been playing a lot of "You know what game". Is fun. i still don't understand why people have to be so tension over it. Well, i just play with a smile =). so i guess i might be seeing some of you tomorrow. Will be looking forward of tomorrows meeting, Life group. I wonder what God has install for us tomorrow? this is nighty night then.

Hook up,

Sisters...

Hi,

I'm going to talk about my sisters. Both of them are simply unique in so many ways. They are will be close to my heart. Even though i don't really show it but it is true. I can still remember the time when we were still living in Shah Alam house. And i got some "problem, stomach problem" and mom and dad are not around. Rachel drove the van and JuJu(Julienne) sitting beside me all the way to a clinic to see a doctor. Then later laugh about it. I can also remember how you trick me into believing that, either Rachel or JuJu was in a bag and flight back in a bag or something like that. And show me how either you two fit in the bag(still cannot believe it). Well i like to say thank you sisters, for all the caring and love you show me. i believe that God will bless you two more and more each day.

P.S have you read my email that i send out to you two....hehe.... just want to be sure. I need this one. please.

with many love,
Joel Paul Toh Yeung Yi

Back to School

Hello,


I'm going back to school soon. Not high school, but university. To many of you that still don't know where I'm going, I'm going to Virginia or VA(for short) in America. Is near by New York. is at the north west side of America. Going to a place called Lynchburg. The school is called Liberty University. Is a Christian school, has a strong foundation in the scriptures. Is a great school.

here is a map of the place,

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see I'm quite close to the airport(is below the school) and also quite near to town(the town is upwards the map, is called Lynchburg). There is a train cuts to the school. So i might have no trouble getting around town or the neighborhood. The school is still expanding, so the map might be wrong of the school grounds. Cause is one of the biggest schools in Virginia maybe America.

(you can minimize the map to see, what I'm calling about).

this map show you the terrain,

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See how close I'm near the mountain. During winter, maybe i can go skiing. Great school. If any of you want to study overseas and want to study in America. I highly advice you to come to this school. Is school some how has it all. I'm beginning to fall in love with school. Don't worry about me not attending church. There is a church in the school itself(if I'm not mistaken). I'm going to stay in campus. Cause is easy, why? cause the school itself is like a mini town already. So there is tons of things to do on campus. So mom, dad and sisters, if you are planing to come down. Best if we meet at New York or you want to come to Virginia, then you have to stay some where in town which is Lynchburg. There is a way. =) Or any of you are coming down to America. Be happy to see meet you, just let me know, okay?

Love at first sight,

Hold Down&Up!!!

Hey,

Having a lot of thoughts lately and a lot of mix feelings. Is crazy. Sometimes that things are happening a bit to fast for me but i manage to keep up. I have come to realization that some how whatever i commit to do, i have a strong authority over it. What i mean is that is easy for me to give commands to others. Like some of you have witness me giving command over 107 kids on Discovery Days. Or other thing, is people ask me how to do this and that. Feeling that I'm at the center of all things. haha. Well is just a thought that is running through my head.

Been reading so many blogs and reading mine. I think i need to brush up on my English. I can't get around reading any book properly, i will some how never finish it or just fall a sleep on the first few pages. I more of a guy that need things fast pace. Like television. Where there are thousand of colors zooming pass in front of my eyes. Some how i prefer some thing audio-able and at the same time something black and white. So is like a read-a-long-audio-book. Hopefully one day that man will created a book with audio, So each word you read there will be words speaking too. Well feel free to leave a comment on my writing. I some how to grow better writing.

Some of you have come to my room before and see a number of books, most of the books in my room have a lot of pictures. It helps me to focus better. The other books that don't have much picture are the Bible and more Bible and maybe some devotion books and research Bible books. Other than that, all are picture books.

You know this pass few years, I'm beginning to realize that I got less money and more less money coming in to my pocket. Not that i borrow people. Not that i spend much. Is just less. Not like my school days, where i use to have a lot of money. usually i can buy like three pairs of Nike shoe in a year. Now this year, I'm down to one pair and maybe one more pair my Christmas. The money coming in is slower than the the money going out. This is so heart braking. With the things i need this year, i don't have the income to get those items. Have to work on it. Hopefully i can get help. =)

I don't understand why people think that I'm emo or depress. Do you see me always alone and wanting to kill myself or listening to some like emo shit to cry my heart out. i still don't understand why people think that I'm emo. Is it that i don't put a smile on my face, means I'm emo? How sure are you that I'm emo? So if put on a serious face on, does it count as emo? I think is a bad attitude to walk at somebody and then say why so emo? At times it hurts when people say that to me. It is disgusting. Start a proper conversation, like "How are you?" then see the conversation goes from there. i tell you, how in the world do you know my feelings. I give you a quote 'Don't judge a book by it's cover'. The face can show you only what is in the surface, what matters is skin deep. Really i still don't understand by emo. Tell me or comment on it. What makes you say that I'm emo?

Things in my life is just getting a lot more harder. I wish that i can know my future. Hate it when is a mystery. Wouldn't it be easier to know your future. Then you can work on it and achieve it faster. Some things are better left in the unknown. Wish that God let us know some clues of the future. Well i think i should just left it here.

Man, my room is in a mess. super mess. I shall pick up where i left off. Finish cleaning. handsome little room. =) so now i shall play some games and quickly get my documents done and out.

To the moon,