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Hi,

Church today was awesome. Great, prayer/worship/word, all is good. Really enjoy the service today. I feel sad at the same time cause i didn't really get to hear the sermon today. Oh well. Some more today, a one person accept Christ. YEA!!!!! Welcome to the Kingdom of God. Is a aunt, so the older Life groups are taking care of it.

Anyway, today was also the DD lunch(Discovery Days), the place is good. The food think twice about it. Even the service. Ish, crappy service and the food isn't great at all. But I'm thankful that we had this lunch. Well, so much effort was put in to make the DD a great success. Got to chit chat with Ps Malcolm and aunt Uma. Fruitful time. =)

So later, me, Daniel, and Ben. Stay at my place for basketball. Didn't know what in the world they were calling about. The two were calling in Chinese all the way to my place and in my room. haha. Basketball today, i was super tired. This tired is a different from previous tiredness. Well, must be the burn out from DD. So i going to sleep my ass off. Like a baby.

Tomorrow have big plans. So have to sleep and get ready for tomorrow. Thinking of redo my room. Hmm...okay then. Nighty night

UnVoice Email

Hi,

My day is alright. I'll keep it short. Wake up, eat lunch. Went to see doctor after that, for my Hepatitis B injection. Come back, went for basketball. Don't know why was really tired today. Must be the lack of training. Joel time to train back. Eat dinner at McD. Came home, playing dota.

can't wait for tomorrow church. Is going to be great stuff. See you guys there. nighty nigty

Yours sincerely,

Coming Soon to Homes

Hello,

Christmas is coming soon, time to do some decorations and buy presents.

I'm not very good at buy stuff for people, I prefer to touch peoples lives instead. Presents are nice to have and all. But isn't Christmas a time where we share more with your friends and family about Christ? Many have forgot the meaning of Christmas. Be a blessing to some one. =)

Hope i'll be around for Christmas. Wouldn't want to leave so soon either. Christmas would be great. Put a smile in it =)

Rendering Red

Hi,

Rainy days are here, praying for more sun shine that rain. Slow day for me, sleep like a baby till 11am. My eyes just open and feeling feels great. Like I'm a new man. Took a long nice shower, was really good one. When downstairs to watch some television. I didn't watch movies this time, but i watch sports. Been not watching sports for a long time already. So as i turn on the television, it was basketball, NBA. The game was quite close and was nice to watch. I like close game. But what i say previous post, the team has come to rely to much on their star players, teams some how just can't win without them.

This game was just close, both team neck to neck. Good game. Anyway, was planing to finish off cleaning my room. But i got caught up with television. I'm really a television addict. I can sit there with or without good shows on for hours or the whole day. So i sit there till Jay call me. Thank God, he got me out of the hole. He called to discuss somethings. Anyway, went for lunch. Came back, play with my little nephew. He is becoming more cheeky and give you that smile that you know he is up too something. Cheeky little fellow.

Took a short nap, went to Jay house, to discuss about the C2U project. Is so exciting. Can't wait for it. We are doing some games for a carnival. Finish discussing. Then Jay ask me to play rock band. Well i not so musically talented, but is fun playing it. At first i play easy, then move on to medium. Was quite easy. Then end off with hard. I'm quite happy that i can play hard. Can't remember what song was it. Went back home to buy food for my parents. Then quickly went out again to go for Life Group.

Out of no where, a Jam outside my place. I don't know what is the jam about, but was crazy. Stuck for a good half hour. It end up a accident near the USJ 4 to ss19 way. Quite big. couldn't really see it cause i went in the housing area where 7-11 and the petrol station there to cut the traffic lights. Pick up Jay, off we went to Life group. It was at Mun Keong house. Was late already. They started with worship so fast. Never mind that. So today we went to MK house cause of the C2U project. There is four Life group involve in this carnival. Jay, Walter, Matthew and Ah Pak Life group together. All doing a different duty. So discuss. Later we had to do some cutting and counting and auditing and having fun doing it. Is the tickets to the carnival. Was really fun =)

So after Life group, some of us went to suku, such expensive place. Besides that, i haven't had my dinner. We chit chat, around the world topics. Crazy topics. Got nothing much to say about it. Fetch Chee Yim home.

Played some dotA now. is quite fun and relax. i still don't know why people have to be so intense on it. Well, going to play some more. see some of you tomorrow. nighty night.

Cooldown,

Fast Break

Hello,

Hardly post about basketball in my blog. So going to post it up now =) Watching the NBA season now. Is quite intense and the games now is so driven to win win win win to get the top slots in the chart. And the players are really putting up strong numbers in their game. Is great to watch. i have to say that NBA has gone quite okay okay. Not like in Jordan or Isaiah Thomas or Larry Bird time. where people would hardly sit on their chairs.

The game that time is so exciting, supernatural and unique. People that were watching that time, would really cheer for their them, would go crazy after every dunk, and after game, some dude would steal the ball as good luck or to sell it. After every game, players that time had to give away their jerseys. Players that time were treated better than a working celebrity. Players were really superstars. Even the bench players are treated as good as their superstars line up.

NBA has turn to much 1 on 1 with individual skill now, is nice to watch, to see one person beat four/five people on the court with a dunk. Last time, was more team, players were really involve. Every player in team can do all, shoot, pass, dribble, post up, nearly everything. One player has all the skills. Not like now, where one player is good at shooting, the other player good at passing, and so on. Last time, all the players can put up 20/30 points.

Teams now has one good player or two. Last time you would know the whole team cause all the players are really good. i really miss watching a team working together. Pass until a there is open man, set up team plays.

Well, I'm off to take a nap now.

Breakdown,

Worship

Hi,

i like this worship song a lot. It speaks to me very much. It has a deep meaning to it. Some times just singing it without any instrument or just alone, at times just makes me cry.

The Heart of Worship

Verse 1:
When the music fades
All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless Your heart

Bridge:
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart

Chorus:
I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You,
It's all about You, Jesus

Verse 2:
King of endless worth
No one could express
How much You deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is Yours
Every single breath

There is other songs too. That are great. This song just moves me. =)

Mystery Dreamer

Hello,

Woke up severe times today. Is like I'm awake a moment the next I'm a sleep. I think i did it four times today. Ish. In the end i woke up at 11am. Shower, and walk around in a dizzy way to the kitchen to get a glass of water. Nobody was home today except the maids and little Philip(my sister baby). Went to the television room to catch some movies. Love watching movies. Today i was in time to see Big Fish. I was wanting to watch this show for ages. Now i get to see it. I give it a 8/10. Is well written and the filming of it is great too. Is Tim Burton work, sure is going to be good show. The show is light and easy to understand. It makes me feel like a kid again watching it. Just plain awesome. Don't know the show. Click here.

After watching all that, had to do some work for my visa. Is so many things to do, just don't know where to beginning and also time is to short. Well, working on it like crazy mad dog. Went to ss15 in the late afternoon to do some photocopy. Spent a bit of time there alone in Starbucks. Hmm...i didn't drink coffee(not a real big fan of it). I don't know whether mocha is coffee a not. But i just like it a lot. =)

When home, rest my head. Wanted to go for basketball, but the lack of replies are just to sad. Also i felt a chili down my spine that is going to rain all night long. And it did. Today i feel like posting a lot. That is why there is four posts today. =) Besides that, been playing a lot of "You know what game". Is fun. i still don't understand why people have to be so tension over it. Well, i just play with a smile =). so i guess i might be seeing some of you tomorrow. Will be looking forward of tomorrows meeting, Life group. I wonder what God has install for us tomorrow? this is nighty night then.

Hook up,

Sisters...

Hi,

I'm going to talk about my sisters. Both of them are simply unique in so many ways. They are will be close to my heart. Even though i don't really show it but it is true. I can still remember the time when we were still living in Shah Alam house. And i got some "problem, stomach problem" and mom and dad are not around. Rachel drove the van and JuJu(Julienne) sitting beside me all the way to a clinic to see a doctor. Then later laugh about it. I can also remember how you trick me into believing that, either Rachel or JuJu was in a bag and flight back in a bag or something like that. And show me how either you two fit in the bag(still cannot believe it). Well i like to say thank you sisters, for all the caring and love you show me. i believe that God will bless you two more and more each day.

P.S have you read my email that i send out to you two....hehe.... just want to be sure. I need this one. please.

with many love,
Joel Paul Toh Yeung Yi

Back to School

Hello,


I'm going back to school soon. Not high school, but university. To many of you that still don't know where I'm going, I'm going to Virginia or VA(for short) in America. Is near by New York. is at the north west side of America. Going to a place called Lynchburg. The school is called Liberty University. Is a Christian school, has a strong foundation in the scriptures. Is a great school.

here is a map of the place,

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see I'm quite close to the airport(is below the school) and also quite near to town(the town is upwards the map, is called Lynchburg). There is a train cuts to the school. So i might have no trouble getting around town or the neighborhood. The school is still expanding, so the map might be wrong of the school grounds. Cause is one of the biggest schools in Virginia maybe America.

(you can minimize the map to see, what I'm calling about).

this map show you the terrain,

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See how close I'm near the mountain. During winter, maybe i can go skiing. Great school. If any of you want to study overseas and want to study in America. I highly advice you to come to this school. Is school some how has it all. I'm beginning to fall in love with school. Don't worry about me not attending church. There is a church in the school itself(if I'm not mistaken). I'm going to stay in campus. Cause is easy, why? cause the school itself is like a mini town already. So there is tons of things to do on campus. So mom, dad and sisters, if you are planing to come down. Best if we meet at New York or you want to come to Virginia, then you have to stay some where in town which is Lynchburg. There is a way. =) Or any of you are coming down to America. Be happy to see meet you, just let me know, okay?

Love at first sight,

Hold Down&Up!!!

Hey,

Having a lot of thoughts lately and a lot of mix feelings. Is crazy. Sometimes that things are happening a bit to fast for me but i manage to keep up. I have come to realization that some how whatever i commit to do, i have a strong authority over it. What i mean is that is easy for me to give commands to others. Like some of you have witness me giving command over 107 kids on Discovery Days. Or other thing, is people ask me how to do this and that. Feeling that I'm at the center of all things. haha. Well is just a thought that is running through my head.

Been reading so many blogs and reading mine. I think i need to brush up on my English. I can't get around reading any book properly, i will some how never finish it or just fall a sleep on the first few pages. I more of a guy that need things fast pace. Like television. Where there are thousand of colors zooming pass in front of my eyes. Some how i prefer some thing audio-able and at the same time something black and white. So is like a read-a-long-audio-book. Hopefully one day that man will created a book with audio, So each word you read there will be words speaking too. Well feel free to leave a comment on my writing. I some how to grow better writing.

Some of you have come to my room before and see a number of books, most of the books in my room have a lot of pictures. It helps me to focus better. The other books that don't have much picture are the Bible and more Bible and maybe some devotion books and research Bible books. Other than that, all are picture books.

You know this pass few years, I'm beginning to realize that I got less money and more less money coming in to my pocket. Not that i borrow people. Not that i spend much. Is just less. Not like my school days, where i use to have a lot of money. usually i can buy like three pairs of Nike shoe in a year. Now this year, I'm down to one pair and maybe one more pair my Christmas. The money coming in is slower than the the money going out. This is so heart braking. With the things i need this year, i don't have the income to get those items. Have to work on it. Hopefully i can get help. =)

I don't understand why people think that I'm emo or depress. Do you see me always alone and wanting to kill myself or listening to some like emo shit to cry my heart out. i still don't understand why people think that I'm emo. Is it that i don't put a smile on my face, means I'm emo? How sure are you that I'm emo? So if put on a serious face on, does it count as emo? I think is a bad attitude to walk at somebody and then say why so emo? At times it hurts when people say that to me. It is disgusting. Start a proper conversation, like "How are you?" then see the conversation goes from there. i tell you, how in the world do you know my feelings. I give you a quote 'Don't judge a book by it's cover'. The face can show you only what is in the surface, what matters is skin deep. Really i still don't understand by emo. Tell me or comment on it. What makes you say that I'm emo?

Things in my life is just getting a lot more harder. I wish that i can know my future. Hate it when is a mystery. Wouldn't it be easier to know your future. Then you can work on it and achieve it faster. Some things are better left in the unknown. Wish that God let us know some clues of the future. Well i think i should just left it here.

Man, my room is in a mess. super mess. I shall pick up where i left off. Finish cleaning. handsome little room. =) so now i shall play some games and quickly get my documents done and out.

To the moon,

Go Go Juice!

Hello,

Going to miss you guys a lot. Is so heartache to go to another place to study and pursue a career. So many things are running in my head. Some times i just want to spend time with each and everyone. Is almost like me on a train at the door of the train while holding your hand. We can't seem to let go each other. As the train moves faster, we can't hold on no more. Times.

Well my day seems slow. Been doing some work for myself. Trying to finish up my room by cleaning. And trying to get a interview with the US Embassy for my VISA. There is still so much work to be done for my applications to US. Such headache. But is worth it. I'm starting to feel that I'm going to do very well there. Like i almost know people there. I feel that i know Virginia by heart(where my school is going to be there). So much love for it. Hope you guys can come to visit me there. I'll take you to New York. hehe.

i went to worship practice today. Just to hang out there. I say that the worship today is enjoyable. And is nice to see a lively team up there. Even though some came straight from work. But i can see in their faces that they are enjoying it. Is great to see a team up there, partying for Jesus. It show a powerful band or team. Especially when the worship leader leads the people to a awesome time of worship. I feel that worship leaders must really take charge in leading the people of the church to a time of worship. To pump up people. Well, the worship leaders in our church now, is getting there. I really enjoy myself today. Smiles.

I have just install garena already in my computer. Guess what. It works well with my wireless. No lag at all. So smooth. I'm so blur to the dotA world now. Everything is so different now. Well, skill is skill. So anyway, going to wake up early tomorrow. Hope for a fruitful tomorrow. nighty night.

Juiceness,

Some Good Old Days

Hi,

When i was really young, maybe around 6-8 years old. I use to watch some really good cartoon shows. Not like now, where cartoons are just violent and not really meaningful. During that time, cartoons will teach us valuable lessons on how to be a good person. And teach us to be a not to be bad people. These cartoons were really favorites.

Shows like Atom Ant, Secret Squirrel, Bugs Bunny Show, and more. Now I'm currently watching Atom Ant on Youtube. Is just brings back good old memories. Atom Ant is best hero there is. He is not crash-able, and i think cannot die. So i give you the first episode to the show. Atom Ant

great show.

Blinded Scene

Hi,

Quite a day for me. Did some errands here and there. Is for my visa. I'm nearly to the end already. Is so near yet so far. Got to get it done quick and fast. I'm still having mix emotions. I'm happy and sad at the same time. I'm happy that I'm going to study in US and going to meet you people and start a different lifestyle or just maintain. The sad part is that I'm going to miss the people here and the church here. How i was a huge influence to many. So yea, having mix emotions.

Day by day go by. I start missing people and remembering the time spent with each and everyone i know. Is hurts so deep to not see the faces for a long time. Well i will remember you guys by memory and by heart.

So today i did a lot of things. I was excited today cause tonight was basketball, i pray for good weather and hope it doesn't rain. Anyway, in the afternoon after lunch. My new maid came to me and told me that her hand-phone couldn't work. The buttons were like spoil. So i play with it and try to figure the problem. In the end, i gave up and i told my dad that we need to buy a new phone for her. But my dad being stubborn as usual. Insist that it will work. So he himself play with it and still couldn't work. So he gave me some money to buy a new hand-phone for the maid. So then, i call Zach Siow and Daniel out. We went to Subang Parade to check out some phones there.

Once there, they haven't had their lunch yet. No, choice have to go to McDonald's for lunch. Had a small chit chat. As we were calling, i decide to test my maid phone again. (i believe that God has a strong senses of humor). The phone buttons can work again. I press everything and anything on the phone and it works. I on and off it severe times. And the buttons are function-able again. i laugh about it. Telling God that He has a great sense of humor. I guess God has things install for me. Anyway, so we walk around Subang Parade for awhile. Sent them home. Told my dad that the phone is working again.

i took a nice good evening nap. Woke up just in time for dinner. Had dinner with Philip and Zach Siow. The food in ss14 the store near the BP station. Just takes to long. Waited like for 45 minutes for your food to come. Went we wanted to leave, the weather started to change. Man. God today, is just humorous. Thought it was going to stop already. So we went to ss18 court to play basketball. Played like less then hour it started to rain heavily. I think to myself, Why God. Such nice weather today, and You have to rain everyday? Well God is God. Can't blame Him. So we end up going to Suku for some small drinks and have a bit of catching up.

I'm going to rest my head now. Maybe i wake up a bit later to do some stuff. i guess is nighty night now.

Catching it,

History...

Hi,

Been think about my pass. How i was as a kid, and now, what i have become. As i see it, it is a total change and is almost like a 180° change. Thinking back, i feel so less lively and gave a whatever attitude to things around me. i know many of you saw me last time, i was a lonely kid, mostly angry and emotionally dead. i didn't want to be involve in anything that involves church related. I didn't like what the older people look at me and how they treat me. I didn't want to be around Christians. Cause i felt that I'm constantly judge by people. The feeling is so pressurizing. I felt so box down to almost worthless. I keep asking myself that time, "why am i a Pastor Kid(PK)?", "i wasn't ask to be one".

Even at home is a different feeling from church. At home mostly i didn't get to have fun with dad or mom. Know why? They are at work. Busy with that and this. Mostly i was taken care by my aunts and my grandma. I can almost say that i didn't felt love. Thank God for loving sisters i have. i didn't have many friends in school or in church. Only a few. Having friends also, they were not close friends.

At a very young age, i started thinking of committing suicide. But fail to do it. I believe is God that stop me from doing it. Thank You, God. And then there was a standard that i have to follow. people that set for me. Parents and church people. Just want to leave this world, couldn't take it no more. Is so hard to be love and care.

I had to out think myself. And live a different life style. i thought to myself, if you can't fight as well join it. So i started, being involve with church. Slowly building myself up from the ground. killing my old self. My old self, maybe i was to narrow minded, to hard on myself. Once i started knowing people personally, i felt better of myself.

I knew that God has begun to work in my life. Cause i went Him in my life. Till now I'm growing to be a better person everyday. Learning from my mistake and wanting more of Him. I hope that will be a great example to many and role model. My life back then, seeing it, is so crap. Now is a new beginning. A better me.

Unique,

¾

Hey,

Sleepy days for me. Resting. Discovery Days really took a toll on me today. But i praise God that he granted me full strength and super a lot of energy. Been like waking up at 6am and sleep at 2am in the morning. The next day still filled with lots of energy. This is went you are close to God. Just give your burdens to Him and he will give you what you require. You love Him, He bless you. Simple.

So today was just resting. I had the most relaxing day today. Didn't do much. Just read some comic. Read the Bible here and there. Went out for a walk to see the beautiful work that God has done. Is just great. Today seems like Psalms 23.

A psalm of David.

1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.

2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,

3 he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.

4 Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, ^[a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.

6 Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.

This is such a great verse. It speaks too people in so many ways. God is just so revealing in His scriptures. And yet people don't see it. God is awesome.

My computer now is giving me so much problems now. Such a headache. Then now the computer automatic downloaded the geniuses software. Now Microsoft knows that my software is a fake, just great. My laptop now has a small bit problem. The problem is not affecting anything. Is a (F:) drive problem. Explain. You know went you out in a pendrive/thumbdrive into your computer. Then it will show that you have a new drive which is called (F:) drive. where all your files are inside that small little pendrive/thumbdrive. So the real problem is my laptop is showing the (F:) drive but i didn't stick in any pendrive/thumbdrive into my laptop. So i think i have to reformat two computers. Just great. Thank God that my laptop is still functionable, not like my computer. =(

Tomorrow will be a great day. Might be busy. Will let God install it for me. So it means nighty night now.

Thunder jot,

Going Places...

Hi,

Just a simple thought that i thought. Once i reach America. Maybe during Christmas break or summer break, thought of going up to New York. Just to hang around there for a week or two. The journey to New York from my place in Virginia is about 9 hours drive with traffic. i can show you a map of it.

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That is how long the journey is. Is about 626km. So is considered near by for Americans.
For us sure say so long. KL to Penang is about 4 hours drive. This is 7 hours drive, can toast your ass off.

Why i want to visit New York? Well, it is a cool place. New York City comprises five boroughs, each of which is coterminous with a county: The Bronx, Brooklyn, Manhattan, Queens and Staten Island. Maybe is Gossip Girl that make New York a cool place to hang out and party. Also i haven't been to New York. There will be so many things to see and buy stuff there. I know for sure that there is a Nike Town there, and biggest comic book store there. Can't wait to see New York. Especially at night. The city that hardly sleeps and maybe the city of lights.

Great place.

In Between Toes...

Hi,

Today is a great day for me. Watch a really old show, in the 1996. Watch it with Jay, Ben, and David. But Ben didn't see through. Guess he was tired from Discovery Days. Pretty nothing much to explain about the movie. Is just awesome show. When to bed at 1plus am.

Woke up at 630am. For prayer. And it was at my house. I thought that all four of us will wake up. Cause there were like severe alarms clock going off. But it didn't. Only me and David. It was deep. The prayer meeting was just deep. Mostly David praying the most. But this prayer meeting was peaceful. Just felt at peace with God. It is really a great feeling to have. Having peace in you. No conflicts and damaging yourself. Just great peace. Then we finish at 710am. Just couldn't think of what to pray already. And David saw me like really tired, almost dead like. Anyway, i let David out cause he has worship practice in the morning and he also ask me to buy him breakfast. Sorry, David it slip my mind. Hate it when this happen to me. Forgetting stuff. Just really hate it.

Anyway, i went back to bed along with Jay and Ben. Sleep on and off. We sleep till 835am. I have to wake them up. To really get them going. So then we rush to church, went to McDonald's to buy breakfast then only rush to church. Miss a bit of prayer. But all is good. Church today had a different feeling. Is a good feeling. The ambiances was just awesome. Ps Mal today wanted to test this old cordless mic we had last time. So Uncle Press took it out. Had some problems with it at first. There was no sound. Then i put the receive to high, it manage to be pickup. So today worship you could heard Ps Mal singing. WOW. Love it when you heard your Ps sing. Today's word i couldn't sit through it cause there was some problems with the upstairs hall. The air con cannot work. Once you put it on. It will stay on for awhile then it turns off by itself. Time for a new air con. Did a lot of things today.

After church, some of us guys, took the recyclables from the back room. It is from DD. To sent it for recycling. It was just few shop lots down. Manage to recycle all. But the money we receive is so little. Only 4 ringgit. really drop in price. Well money is money.

Later in the day, many of us have to attend a event in PJ. It is something done by our Touch Community. So they did a concert. The concert is great. Get to see some really good kids and young adults that are sort of world famous. Playing classical music. It was just beautiful. So smooth and light to the ear. But i couldn't sit through the whole thing. Cause first i want to play basketball and second is that i can't take it listening to classical music for 2 hours. Just not my kind of thing. I don't mind classical music, but i just don't like listen to it for like hours. So then me and Ben went back home to Subang, rush to the court. Took me 15 minutes to get there. Just awesome.

Basketball today, i'm quite sad. Cause most of my shots were not falling. I think is my body telling to rest. So i just have a sloppy playing today. Later me, Ben, Philip and Daniel went out for dinner. Went for dinner at ss15. Then went to Subang Parade to get some thing. Philip's "things".

Then drop them off and come back home. Have a nice shower and going to sleep soon. Tomorrow might be busy. have to get my visa done fast. And pray that i can go to America. Having mix emotions now. So going to sleep soon. catch me tomorrow. nighty night

Nails,

Bull War¹

Hey,

My day in Discovery Days is busy busy busy. i wake up in the morning about 610am and shower and have a quick breakfast then went to the petrol station to fill my van. Did all that then went to church straight away. Not to set up the stuffs but to go to pick up the kids from PJ(the PE, Project Elijah). Waited for Pat at church but she couldn't come, i think she had a bad stomach or she wasn't feeling to well. So i took a fast drive to PJ, pock up and come back to church, all in 30 minutes. Good timing and we were early too. Reach church at 8am. So went to check on things, make sure everything is running smoothly and all. All is good. Before all this, i had a small devotion time with God. It was great. Had a good conversation with Him.

Some times just pour out what you want to say to Him and then just listen, and than you think to yourself the answers. Is just fits. I think this just Holy Spirit in work. When you are after God, He will be close to you, help you out you daily.

Anyway, today was a big day for me, cause i have my team building. I'm not worried that i can't controls the kids but more of whether i can deliver a good strong presentation of the team building to the kids. By God's Holy Spirit working in me, all things went smoothly and easy. Everything just fall into place. Easy. Then later, i just some how took over control of the kids and things just runs so easily. Must be God's work

So i sought of become a crowd controller. The kids just listen to me, with the instructions and follow thru, were all so easy.

During the day, there were small hiccups on the way. There were some small stealing going on today. 3 people lost of thing and 2 manage to be found and 1 lost. The case was that, 1 kid lost the hand-phone, 1 helper also lost the hand-phone and last one lost a gameboy(DS). The first two manage to find but the sad case was the gameboy. Cannot be found cause the person report to us to late and want to do a search and body check, turns out sourer. So the kid went back with no gameboy in hand. So people please take good care of your stuff.

DD over, sent kids home, manage to come back in time for the ending prayer of the post-mortem. So hope that it will be email to us, so i can read it and maybe also comment on some things. It so night time already. Went out with Jay, KJ, and Chun to Murni(i know we went there yesterday). Anyway, just went there to eat, come back home. Jay want to watch a movie. But he didn't have any good movies on him, so we watch a old show, From Dust to Dawn. Quite a good show. Done by Quentin Taratino. Before that we watch South Park. So really run that episode. So watching it now, tell you the details tomorrow.

Tomorrow is Sunday. A day went there is so full of the Holy Spirit. God's day. Is going to be awesome stuff and exciting. Is going to be interesting. Yea, lets go to church with a open heart and lets receive what we can from God. Have Faith. =). So till then nighty night

Shocker blast,

Oxygen High³

Hi,

Today Discovery Days. What a day to just pull your hair and give away smiles. I woke up in the time that i hardly get up too. Was interesting that. I barely sleep went i got back from Melur for some drinks with the guys. So i was sleep here and there, check my desktop computer and drink some water. And still couldn't sleep till 3am in the morning. But i still manage to wake up to the noise of my hand-phone alarm. set it to 610am. Lazy around, just to find out my desktop computer crash this morning. Sadness. I was in time at church. Waited for Pat. Went in church and today just to see things in order. Then i receive a call from Jay, asking "where are you now?". Told him that i was in church. He wanted a ride to church. But is okay. He wanted to now where his watch was and he thought that he left it in church. So i check for him. Cannot find.

Then Pat arrive at church. Call him that i couldn't find the watch. And he say to me "wait, I'll be there in 1minute" Waited with Pat. We were in a slight rush cause we have to pick up kids for PE(Project Elijah). Got him to hold the keys. Then we were off to PJ. On the way there is slow traffic. Very slow. pick up. And realize that i was suppose to pick 8 kids only. End up with 11 kids going to Discovery Days. Don't know why, maybe the care-taker thought can bring more. But who are we to say "no". got them up and off to Church. I a lot of mess things happen in church. Was lost in the busyness. And the PA was qutie bad condition cause of the weather that day.

So Discovery Days first day was a success. Everything went smoothly and easy. not much hiccups. Maybe for worship cause of PA. other than that, everything went okay. On the way to KLCC, i got lost. Lost as i don't know the way already. So we call some people. And they were also not to sure how to help us. In the end, i call my mom. Cause she is really good at this map things. So she told all the directions to Pat, and Pat wasa overload with informations. But Pat manage to get us to KLCC. Thanks Pat and mom. Over at KLCC, so just exciting. This was my first time in the petronas science place. I was in awe, that Malaysia can produce such good stuff to play with and all. There was just so many things to do in there. So many things to play and learn. Is truly a experiences.

The kids that i was taking care of was the PE kids. Just three kids. And they were quite easy to control. I exerise my good knowledge of kids, that i was not even tired taking care of kids. I just told them i'll be here and there, and also if they are not together they are not allow to move on to the nest session. So they obey. Such good kids. But at times just can be bit a pain in the legs. Other than that all things are fine.

Came back with quite a energize. So me, Walter and Jack and others fool around church. And some stupid fun, doing weird stuff. There for 2 hours. Then Walter also decide to have a Life Group dinner with us, Jay's life group. So we go to murni. Is been a long time that i have come here to eat stuff. Just awesome even though my food was the last. God just can bless us in so many ways. Today also didn't rain, even better. God is just so good. i check in the internet that is going to rain today like super heavy rain. But it didn't Just cool.

Long day, tomorrow is also a long day. So be sleeping. See you guys tomorrow in church.

Bleeper,

Monster Eater...

Hi,

My day was so jam pack. Not much of a breather to day. Well, life is good. i starter out in the morning playing basketball cause i know i won't get a chance to play at night to day and also on Saturday and Sunday. So play basketball in the morning. Quite fun. Then i can't back and shower and have a nice lunch. Watch Oprah today, was quite a interesting topic today. Don't know, just watch the reruns.

Anyway, i have to buy stuff. And guess what is just hectic in ss15. And some more i was alone. A bit hard to do stuff around in ss15. So i went round round ss15 just to find a parking space. And i pray also. Really like to thank God that He place a parking space for me near the shop i wanted to go. And also want to thank God that He place a heart of generosity on the shop owner. I thought i was going to pay a lot for the materials for Discovery Days. It end up cheaper. Yea, Thank you God. So every thing i brought was just under 200 ringgit. Not bad.

Didn't have a nap today. But i enjoy it cause i get to go to McDonald's. YEA YEA YEA!!!!. Is been a long time i get to go to McD. Very long. So i enjoy eating it. Such a happiness in to me. Then i went to Church today for some last minute preparations. In church a lot of problems pop out. Cause of the huge down pour today. Man, the rain is just crazy today. And i really like it at the same time just mad over it. And going to church is just so clog jam. Every where was just a stand still. Plain crazy. On the way to church took me half-hour to reach there. Crazy. The bad thing was i left my computer on during the storm. Thank God that my computer is same, and also my modem. Thank God. So in church once i reach there. Jay told me some stuff is not working. And i knew straight away that is a lighting strike. In the back of my head, i know the PA is going to have problems. Than i went my round checking every thing. In the end is a sad case. Our PA stuff, many have been stuck by lighting. A huge headache for me. So the worship practice was a bit off. My heart also sunk and break. This is just bad. Nearly put a tear on my eye.

But in the bright sight is that, we might get new PA stuff. YEA YEA...new toys to play at. Hehe.

Went for drink after the meeting. Come home. Want to rest. i knew i forgot something which is i need to wear my green discovery days shirt. And i couldn't find it. Grrr....i know i have it in my basket but is just not there. Try finding it in the whole house. Don't have. i think to myself, let it worry by itself. Tomorrow will be just a new day. Just want to sleep and have a burst of new energy tomorrow. God be with us. Amen.

Hark it,

Blue Blues...

Hello,

Long day. in the morning i went out for basketball. Had a great time there. Wasn't disturb by the aunts and kids. Just me alone. Just did my rounds and good time of training. I was super of energy today. I think i train for 4 hours today. Good stuff. Later i went walking around USJ 11 to do my devotion. Today was morning till afternoon was just nice weather. God is just awesome in making weathers. As i was walking today, i saw death. Yea, death. Not a good sight. Is not a funeral i saw. I didn't see a bad accident. I saw a dead animal. I think the animal was dead for hours already. But the ugly sight was the crows coming and eating the corpse. It is disgusting to see.

It just reminds you that we all have to die some day. And death to us Christians should be a good thing. Many of us portray death as a bad thing and we try to avoid it by living longer. I mean living longer is good thing, is really good thing. Don't try to destroy your body by doing things to hurt yourself. I mean that we Christian should just be prepare for death. And just rejoice in it. Cause we get to meet our God, Jesus Christ. And you know that you are save already in Salvation. If you are not prepare, you should see your Pastor or leader. Maybe, you are just not a full Christian yet. So do see your leaders and be assure of your Salvation. I know the world portray death as a ugly scene and everyone tries to avoid it. It is good to live healthily, but also be prepare for death. And you will know went you are leaving(this part is unexplainable, you just know). So pray about it, understand Christianity better by reading the Bible and listening to your leaders. =)

After that, had a early lunch and a heavy one too. And i watch some shows on tv. Nothing really exciting to watch. Today was so many repeats. Quite fed up with astro already. Anyway, my computer die a few days ago. I still not sure the cause. Maybe is my hard drive. So i decided to on my computer again. And it work. Manage to download one episode of Gossip Girl. Episode 8, this episode is just crazy. Is a jaw opener. Cannot believe it. is another OMG moment for me. I know i lacking behind. No, thanks to my computer. So now I'm downloading the rest of the episodes, 9, 10, 11. Hope is even more crazy. So excited about it. Later, in the day around 1ish. Jay and Joshua came to my house. Not that we are having Life group. We meet up to do something for Discovery Day. Which is for Team Building. Had some fun in this part of time. We built a demo, so the kids got something to see. We build a city out of recycled stuff. So the stuff is a bit small, but i think the kids are going to be excited in this part of Team Building. Don't want to explain much on this part. You have need to come for Discovery Days to find out. So i give you another smiley, =). Do pray for Discovery Day, which this week on Friday and Saturday. Pray for good weather on both days. Pray that the seed of God will be planted in them, and went they go home, they to can plant the seed in their parents. Kids have strong effects on their parents. So do pray for the kids to have fun and just have a great time and to know God better. Another smiley, =)

We spent till about four, then we went out. We went to McDonald's. Cause Jay didn't have lunch so we just went to McD cause many stores in USJ are already close in that time. We eat and chit chat awhile. And i send them back home, not for Joshua, he went to Uncle Swa place. Cause today is the prayer meeting, led by Aunt Rita. So they were in Uncle Swa place. I took a slow drive home. Saw Walter on the way home, of course he was driving also. Didn't get to beside him cause he was way way way in front of me. A side from it. went home and collect so money from mom and went out to buy food. Came home and shower. And eat and watch some episodes of Transformers. And i pray over my computer to stay alive. So now, praying for a lot of energy for tomorrow, cause is a long day. Just last preparations, so everyone is meeting in church at 8pm. So long day. Is going to get hectic. Also pray for the helpers and leaders in Discovery Days. That they won't burn out, and also pray that they will a lot of energy left at the end of the day and also the end of Discovery Days. Let the helpers and leaders also to have great fun with the kids. And whatever duty that the helpers and leaders have let it be easy and enjoyable to do. A smile will do, =)

i will close here, nighty night

Figure,

Hack No!

Hi,

Slow day for me. I was mostly in the blur. Woke up in time for lunch. Shower and went for lunch. For lunch i was hoping for lemon chicken in the coffee shop outside my place. The mix rice. Guess? it turn out that it was selling lemon chicken. Well God Must be helping me. =)

Tried turn on my computer. No luck. I guess is the end of my desktop. Need to buy a new hard disk. Getting a 1tb soon. Need to know the cheap prices. Watch television nearly the whole day.

At night, my mom ask me to help her with making of something. You know those bookmarks that is advertise on last Sunday for Touch Community. Yea, so have to draw and cut stuff. I don't mind doing it. But i didn't feel like doing it. I finish it in like 3 hours. And my mom likes it. So mission complete. Tomorrow is Wednesday, hope can do something. Maybe i play basketball in the day. Cause the weather is just awesome now during the day. Will think about it.

I'm really missing Gossip Girl now. Is so heart aching that i can't get to watch 4 episodes now. from 8 to 11. Hiaz. Depress and desperate. So i pray that my computer can be on and stay on. And continue to download please. Miss you desktop.

Going to bed now. nighty night

Banana split

Gossip Girl

Starting to miss watching gossip girl.
My computer has to die on me. Crashes
I miss watching season 2 episode 8, 9, 10 and now 11 which is today episode 11
Hope i can get some one to get me 4 of theses episodes.
Gossip girl, i miss you.

Flight Fighter

Yo,

The beginning of my day was in the dark. In the wee hours of the day. Yea, i was watching a movie with David and Jay at 2am today. We watch a crazy funny horror film. The movie is called Black Sheep. Click here for the review. Most weird show ever created. And i guess the most funny show i have watch this year. Oh why did we watch so late. Cause first i couldn't find my projector. Then i end up watching a talk done by Ron Choong with my parents for awhile. So that is why we watch the film quite late.

Anyway, after that we had a long night sleep. David woke up early like i think about 8am or 9am. Me and Jay continue to sleep. I woke up about 1030am. I thought that my parents has let out David out of the house already. Cause David was not upstairs. But when i check downstairs there he was. Then i just went back to sleep. 1 hour later he came back in to the room to collect his stuff then he went home. But me and Jay just went on sleeping. I really woke up at 12pm. Lazy around then shower. Watch a bit of tv. Then decided to wake up Jay cause is already 1pm. And my stomach was rumbling like crazy. So i quick ask him to wake up and go for lunch. When for lunch, then Jay stay back in my house for a while, we watch another movie on HBO. The movie was The Kingdom. Quite okay show. Why Jay didn't go back after lunch. Because i didn't have the van or car today. But my mom was going to come back soon. So around 3plus my mom came back. Then i use the car and drove Jay back. he didn't go home but went to Zach Mok house.

Anyway, i came back home. I quickly type out my new plan for team building. Just make some few changes. And have to quickly email out to the leaders for Discovery Days. It took me 2 hours just to type out this new plan. Man, i must really thought through it. I knew from the first day that i on this team building that such a thing is going to happen. Lack of the recyclable materials. So i have to narrow it down. i really want to have this kids to have the most maximum fun and really enjoy themselves doing this team building. But it turns out not so good. Well i pray that on Thursday that a whole lot of recyclable materials brought by the people. I'm also a bit annoyed. Well is not for me to judge people. Is God's job. So i shall like baggage free life. Anyway, hope the kids will enjoy themselves. =)

So then i have a small nap like 20minute nap. Is called power nap. Then quickly shower. And buy food for my parents and me. Eat. Then i realize that my dad's van is not around. So i tired calling him. But he didn't pick up. So i pray to God that you bring back my dad before 8pm. And sure enough he done that. Then i quickly load up my van with the recyclable materials. And drove of to David's place to pick him up then go to church.

The best part was the people that i called arrived on time. and we did things in an hours time. We quickly organize the recyclable materials, pack it, and leave church. So fast. Also we jot down what is lacking and quickly get it before Thursday. Then some of us, went for a drink. Collect a few cans. had some chit chat. But seeing us a bit stone. Don't know why. Anyway, drop the people and now I'm typing this post.

Hope tomorrow also be a fruitful day too. So see some of you guys tomorrow. Nighty night

Jot bolt,

Light Ways!!

Hello,

My day today was quite tired. I thought i was ready to be a wide awake but it turns out that i was quite sleepy. Not that i sleep late, not that i couldn't sleep. I just do not know. Maybe was yesterday basketball and i came home quite late. So maybe my body was tired. Anyway, i woke up at 6am and still want to sleep and nearly wanted to tell off David to not pick me up for prayer meeting and i just follow someone else to church. But something in my heart told me not too, Must be God telling. Oh another thing was that today i don't have the van to go to church cause my parents are going to separate church, my mom was going to Puchong to lead worship there and my dad went to Sea Park to peach there. So in the end i have no car or van to go anywhere i want. So i have to follow someone to church and i choose to follow David.

Then i just get up of bed and just get ready for David to prayer meeting in the morning. I was in a mission, just to go to prayer meeting and to church with just a easy and open minded. And as we were going to prayer meeting at Suzanne house. I just felt that many people are tired. So i just pray to myself on the way to Suzanne place, that God just energize everyone today. In prayer meeting, was really good. Is different and is a new experience. It was quite silent, everyone was resting in Jesus. So we have restful prayer meeting. There were not many prayers, but i believe that we were focusing in Jesus. After prayer, all the sudden we have energy, we more a life. Maybe is the breakfast we had in Suzanne place. But i felt is not, I think we had a filled of the Holy Spirit. Besides that, the breakfast in Suzanne house today was really good. There was this jug, filled with like cheese. Is like melted cheese. And eat it with bread. Is just plain Awesome stuff. Best thing created by Kraft. Thanks Suzanne for the breakfast this morning. =)

So we all went to church early, we sit in the worship practice in the morning. Once i enter in the church i knew that we are going to have a great worship today. And the practice itself was blast and joyful and enjoyable. Was really spirit filled time of worship during the service itself. Oh the prayer in church is challenging. I say today many people were smiling more and were in a way excited. =) And Word today i didn't really catch it but it was taken from 1 Samuel 6. During Word i was busy with some stuff going on, so wasn't really paying attention. Today preacher was Ps Mal. I know and sound a powerful message today. Ps Mal was preaching with passion today. I think the message today was about the power of God. Cause this part of the chapter is calling about the ark of the covenant was bring back to Israel. And some dude touch it and got stuck down and died by the power of God. So if you want to know of the Word today, maybe you have to ask from someone else. Sorry.

Later had a meeting for Discovery Days. The planing is quite good. For my part of Team Building had some changes to it. Oh because there was not enough items for every group, so have to change of idea. You will know when it comes to Discovery Days during nest week, Friday and Saturday. Will continue to pray for it.

After all that, wanted to just go for lunch and just go back home. But i couldn't find a transport. So i find find find in church, and so i have found a transport. Which is Chee Yim. Cause she stay need my place. So she ask whether i want to eat lunch and i say yes. So we went to Asia Cafe for lunch with a lot of bunch of people. And we stayed there for quite some time. Talking with a lot of bunch of topics. Talking to Young adults, they do talk a lot of topics that are not really important. Not that i don't like. Just that i didn't know that they call this kind of way. Well there is always a first to things like this.

Today the weather look kind of good and i thought that is going to be another great time of basketball. Oh i manage to get the van cause my parents came back home in time. So i use the van at 420pm. Reach there the weather was still good till about 510pm then it started rain like cats and dogs. But we manage to play a small game. Good for us. Then i thought that another basketball court in Court 8 the apartments there. Is a semi-indoor court. Went there just to find out that the court was going under maintains. They were fixing the floor putting another layer of mix on the floor. So some of us decided to go home and some like me, Walter, Philip, and Sze Jiun decided something else. We decide to go some where. Which is shopping. Yea, shopping. We end up in Sunway Pyramid. So we walk around and just see what is interesting to us. Shop till about 730pm. Then we went home but me, Walter and Sze Jiun went for dinner. But even later we were thing of supper. So we just have a quick dinner, go home and shower and later about 10pm, go for supper in Melur. Just the four of us. Had a around the world topic discussion at Melur. But is nice. Oh Walter is staying in Aunt Jolene place for a while cause the Phuas were traveling, they went to Hong Kong for holiday. So they just needed someone to take care of their house and their pets. So i guess Walter volunteer himself. So me, Walter, Sze Jiun and Philip just have a good time in Melur.

Later in the night, I drove down to ss15 to pick up Jay. Why? oh early in the night, Philip ask me to call Jay and David to join us in Melur. But Jay decided to join KJ and friends in Old Taste. And Jay ask me whether i and David wanted to watch a movie tonight. So i agree with him and i call David and of course David also agree to meet up my place at 12am but i have pick Jay up. So i went to Old Taste sit there for awhile. And me and Jay drove back to my home. Had to clean up my room cause was filled with the items that is going to be use for Discovery Days. So i have to pack them up and bring it to church tomorrow. Then i had to get the projector, but i couldn't find it. Then i went to the tv room and my parents were watching a video on Ron Choong talks. And at that time, Ron Choong was touching on some good topics. So i sit down and watch, forgetting about the projector and the friends that i have up stairs in my room. For one hour, then i realize. So i search for the projector and it was in the tv room. So bring it up and set it up and started to watch the show.

I will talk about the show tomorrow, cause is a next day post. So till tomorrow. Oh tomorrow is also quick a long day too. So have to catch some zzzzzzz's. So nighty night

Blinker,

X!!!

Hi,

Hmm...today is quite a busy one. This Saturday is busy busy, and i hardly have Saturdays that are busy. Now, I'm wishing to have a maid again. This life style that I'm in now, is making me more busier. I pray now that i get a good and hard working maid, so she can do all my laundry and cleaning of my room and helping me with other things around the house. God, please send one as fast as possible. And this maid will be loyal to my parents and obedient to my parents too. In Jesus name i pray, Amen

Aside from that, I went out with Ps Malcolm today. It wasn't a talking session. It was a helping session. Yea, Ps Mal needed me to help him out with something. And that something is his old television. Yea, television. Okay, i give you the situation. He wanted to give his television to his father in law(correct me if I'm wrong Ps Mal) and the television was super big. Is those old television sets. I think it is a 29 inch television. It looks like the size of those CRT monitors and it is 29 inch. Don't know what is a CRT monitor? click here. So Ps Mal car couldn't fit the television. So then he needed my van to transport it to his father in law place. Which is in Shah Alam apartments. Beside that, i nearly forgot about it too, bad me, brain now you need to work harder. Ps Mal ask me a day before, and ask me to come to his place at 1030am. Then i over slept. Bad me. Anyway. So me and Ps Mal went together to Shah Alam with the television. We had quite a good conversation on the way there and on the way back. So we drop off the television, help his father in law with the television set up, and fixing all the channels. Wanted to have lunch with Ps Mal later but my dad needed the van for his meetings. So didn't get to spent more time with Ps Mal, maybe some other time Ps. =)

So i drove home about 1250pm. Just in time for my dad to use the van. And then lather i went to cut my hair and buy lunch and the best part was, i was in time to watch a movie in Star Movies. It was Die Hard 3. Which i didn't get to watch last time. So it was a cool movie. Cause they got Samuel L Jackson to act with Bruce Willis. Awesome show. Get to eat lunch and watch at the same time. Good stuff. So i watch tv till 3pm. So many good films today they show on astro. Wish every Saturday to be like this. Anyway, went to my room to find out that i got so many calls from different people and also sms. All wanting to play basketball. So i sent out a group message that basketball is on.

I went to court, found KJ there already shooting balls. Like training. So we two waited for people till 5 plus. Then only 8 people turn out. Strange? So many people ask me for ball but so little people turn out in the end. What a big scam. But the 8 of us have fun today and enjoy ourselves there at TP. Well maybe tomorrow got more people turn out, hope and pray. Then after basketball about 7plus had a small talk with Philip. Nothing really important, just talking some stuff that he needed to know.

Came home, shower and went out for dinner. Came back home, i sit down on my computer and pray to let it work..............................................................................IT WORK YEA!!!!! I get to enjoy all my shows that i have downloaded. YEA!!!!. Now i resume to downloading all my shows again and download movies. YEA!!!! Man i miss three episodes of Gossip Girl already and my body and mind was craving to watch it. I was desperate to watch it. And also i miss my Transformers and the Simpsons too. My i miss watching Speed Racer(the only show that make me cry in the end). So i'm back in business. Now i need to buy a 1tb hard drive to keep all this files. So i can bring it to USA. YEA!!! I'm so HAAAPPPPPPPPPPPYYYYY!!!!!.

OH Oh oh oH...can't wait for tomorrow church. Hope it will be exciting and awesome stuff. Will be waking up early tomorrow. Not that i'm in the worship team. Just that I'm going to attend the Prayer meeting in the morning at 630am. Oh my...have to wake up so early. Maybe later can go for breakfast, oh just stay in Suzanne place a little longer. Anyway, just can't wait for tomorrow service. Can't wait for worship and word tomorrow. Hope is exciting stuff. So much things to do tomorrow. Okay okay i better sleep now before is to late. See you guys tomorrow at church. Bring a happy face there. And those who think that I'm emo. I'm not cause on Sundays you see me and i never smile. Not that i don't want to smile, is that I'm not a morning person. So then i have to focus which mean serious face in order to concentrate on the things that might happen during service. If you think that I'm a emo person which means you that you don't spent enough time with me to really know me. So see you guys in prayer meeting and in church. Nighty night

Fish hammer,

Glass Mirror

Hi,

It is a great time today. Did a lot of things today also. First of all i play with my little nephew today. He is such a cute boy and have a lot of fun together. Is great to see him able to walk a little and move around very fast. Is getting quite tough to catch him. But today we had a long tie spent together playing and he seems to enjoy it.

Anyway, i did some more laundry today. The worse thing about today is that is raining. It rain the whole day non-stop. It stop for like 10minutes then is back again. Man, I'm getting sick of rain already. So my laundry today was still wet. And today laundry is long cause i have to hand wash some of my cloths(the ones that are expensive and be kept tender). I haven't been hand washing for years. And so is tough. But it seems that i enjoy doing it. Cause i get to play with water and with soap, i mean the washing liquid for cloths.

Later in the day i did some arranging for the materials i have for Discovery Days. And man there is a whole lot of crap and dirt. In the end of it, my hand were so so dirty and black. I have to say that, this collecting of this items is still lagging and still need more. Help people. Save as much as possible. Need more!!!

Oh i nearly forgot about my devotion today. It was awesome stuff. I was walking around USJ 11 in the rain. And it was great fun walking in the rain, even though I'm sick of the rain. But i got to see a few birds in a nest. And they were chipping away. I think they were hungry. So i saw the mother bird was looking everywhere from her nest for food. Then she started to fly down from the tree and began searching for food on the ground. She was packing the ground and using her claws to dig up worms or bugs. And she manage to get some. But the sad thing was that the chicks wanted more. So the mother have to for more round getting food and also it was raining. Sad mother. Well it speaks of our mother too. Of how she cares for us and sacrifice everything to bring us up proper and the way we are now. And how they were the last to sleep, making sure that we get a good night sleep. And went we have nightmares we are allow to cuddle beside our mothers. And now some of us are teenagers, sometimes we ask our mom for advice on things, i guess mostly is asking for money. But mostly she will advice you on things that we know and how she continue to advice you. Such a reminded. So today onwards i have to pray for our parents. I guess we should. Pray for them and bless them and help them. They are getting old and we are the ones to help them live a better life. So obey and honor them and also pray for them. Things might turn differently.

Besides all that, today i went to life group and it was a bit slow but ever interesting. Is great fun to join another group. Our life group, God's strength join Walter life group for the time being, cause many in my life group is having exams. So we join Walter life group. And it is fun. I enjoy myself there. Had a awesome ice breaker, cool worship, and very inside-ful word. Every time there is a life group, is always a different feeling, a different presences of the Holy Spirit. That is why is always interesting. Today was slow and steady. Is great. Always a different experiences, even though you see the norm in things. But went you invite the Holy Spirit, the place just change. So i believe that we come to life group with a open heart and accept and learn what the life group has to offer. =) So yea today life group i really enjoy myself.

Okay, now I'm going to watch a movie than sleep. Is a long day for me, so i shall rest in Jesus Christ. And give me the rest like never before. Not death but just good sleep. And wake up to a energy new me. Yea!!! so nighty night

Teaser,

Star Blast!

Hello,

Quite a day for me. It has been rain the whole day. Rain in USJ 11, Puchong, and Sunway. Every where i go, i see rain. Did some errands today. Went to Puchong to do some banking for my mom. And went to my dad office to do some work there. Some kind of paper work. Then come back home to do some laundry, Yea laundry. Cause my maid, we sought of kick her, cause she was not doing her job properly and always lazy around the house. So we kick her and now wait for a new maid to come in. In the end, i have to do my own laundry. Busy day.

Then in the night, went to play basketball with some of us, guys. We wanted to play in ss18, but the court light cannot be on, and some problems with it. Then we think of going to KK but was raining like cats and dogs. We thought of playing in USJ but the courts are used for training i think. In the end, we decided to go to Sunway college to play. It was not raining there yet. Then it rain, was not so heavy till cannot play. But we still played anyway. Then about 9plus it started to stop and the court was beginning to clear up. And we play with other people too. From Kenya and Zimbabwe. Thought that they going to own us like super a lot. But end up that we winning most the time. I had a lot of fun and easy playing with them. I guess the court is wet so they don't dare play proper. So another time. Maybe they will own us some other time. But i had great fun. And me didn't play for a long time, thought i will make air balls and bad plays, end up I'm still on form and still okay with my game.

Now i have to go back to training already. After so long of beening sick. Have to build up my body again. Anyway is long day for me. After basketball, went to suku to eat some kind of dinner and come back home have a nice shower and get read for sleep after this post.

Life group tomorrow, hope to enjoy it and have fun. And learn new insides. Tomorrow will be a long day. So see you some of you tomorrow. nighty night

Brave one,

Stuck Intween

Hi,

Nothing much happen in my day. Just went basketball in the morning or training. Then went back to bed of course i shower before sleeping. Wake up to eat lunch and sort out the items that are going to be use in Discovery Days. And lazy around with watching television and also some online videos too. Wanted to go to the worship practice today but i think i shouldn't go.

So tomorrow will see what will happen. nothing really interesting to post up.

JuggerHut,

Song

The O'Jays
Back Stabbers

Quick Fix!

Hello,

Everyday is just gets slower and at times it seems fast but not. Just want to get away and live life free. No one to stop me. Free as a bird, roaming the air with endless freedom. With the wind in my hair, feeling the gush of winds over all my body and face. Only went I'm free. And i am truly free cause i got God in me. He the wants that sets me free from this evil world. He is the one that change my life a whole 180°. Such freedom is truly from Jesus, He can give you that and only Him alone.

My time here in Malaysia seems so short. Only time can tell went I'm leaving for another world to pursue my dream. Where this world is different from this one I'm living in. People, culture, style, and many more are different. Can i live in this new world? What do i do? i have no one to turn wants I'm there, but only to God.

Day by day goes by as like a river. Ever flowing. Ever changing the shape of the river. It gets faster and faster. It will never end. Things change around you. Is either change for good or for bad. Nothing can stop it unless you speak true life. positive.

Pretty much nothing in my day today. Just hang out with Jay and Joshua, to discuss a few things that going to do for Christmas. Wanted to play basketball today but just got held up by things around me. So have to attend it. Short post.

Get fish,

A Time!

Hi,

Sleepy day.

Good morning, good afternoon, good evening, good night.

Lost time,

Smart Buttrox!

Hey,

Things around are simple and easy. And i guess that i still think that I'm still 18 years old. The world of end of school life and the beginning of another life. I have live in the between so long that i know how it feels to be bored and any feeling went it comes to holidays. I'm beginning to enjoy this type of life cause i think i have become some one that people can come just have fun at. I'm like some one joy bag. Where you hug it and it just feels you with joy.

I enjoy seeing people, happy and glad. Then people always complaining about the sun is to hot, the snow is to cold, the world is going to end, and etc etc. People just don't know how to see and put happy thoughts in their mind. It must always be a negative. So i like to think positive all the time. Cause i know i got nothing to lose cause i got Jesus. And i know every thing is taken care off. Baggage free. Cause i know Jesus is taking good care of me. So i should just live a happy life style that is filled with joy and gladness. Hope that i'll be the magnet to people, so that people don't need to fill sad anymore.

Nothing much to blog, i'll think of something. So here is something to chew on...

Jesus loves you
He want you to let go
Let Him control it
Just be here to enjoy
praise and worship

Simple?
but it is true
Live baggage free

Till next time, xoxo

Dashboard,

Zero Chance!

Hello,

Seems sleepy and tired. Today i woke up to the sounds of my alarm going off. Had to go to church today for practice for Discovery Days. Haven't been doing PA for some time already. So i was a bit in the blur went to church. It was smooth sailing. Nothing much happen in church. Just practice and the songs are catchy and beaty. It had some funk to it. It will be fun for the kids. After church was feeling tired and a bit sicky feeling. So i decided to go home than join people for lunch.

I decided to eat McDonald's. And i think it was a good choice. I didn't eat any meals or anything big. I just order a fillet o fish and beefburger. I enjoy it, was the nice and delicious burger i have eaten so far. And was watching some movies too on television. After that i went take a nap. Was a good nap. Didn't dream or think or move. Just pure sleep. Woke up straight. Didn't even need the alarm clock to ring me up. Went to Aunt Jolene house.

Went there to set up the games or to say treasure hunt game for our Youth. It was quite a small group that join up today. I was hoping to see more people. Well it was a small group of people. I guess they had fun and i had fun. It was a one hour game, we didn't get to play captain ball cause it was getting late already. Thanks Joshua for coming up with the clues. and Jack for helping me.

After all that, me and Zach Siow wanted to go for dinner cause he has no dinner. So i thought eat Ramil burger in USJ 4. So driving there, he say to me 'tonight got football match right' then i say 'yea, is MU vs Arsenal', ' Wanna go watch?'. Then he say yes. So we went to his house to lighten up then go for dinner at ss15. After that we went to Suku to meet up with Kelvin and friends. By the time we arrive there and sit down, then a goal pop out. And whole of Suku was shouting YEA!!!!. Arsenal 1 MU 0. It was a very very intense match, and is very exciting match that i have ever watch. Good match. the score turn out Arsenal 2 MU 1. As i predicted. The match from start to finish was exciting. A lot of action. Great stuff. I know that I'm not a football fan but i watch some matches here and there. I just like to hang out with friends.

So tomorrow is church day, And is going to be long. Hope I'm able to last. I'm feeling much better now and feeling more health. But not 100% more like 99.9% better. We see how tomorrow I'm cope. Feeling excited to go to church, want to see people pump up and want God power to be upon that place tomorrow. YEA!!! So see you guys tomorrow. God bless.

Bullet time,

Bank It

Hello,

Feeling much better now. Body seems in 98% healthy. Now i need to store up my energy levels to over maximum. Beginning to eat some variety then eating porridge. Also sneaky drinking the most awesome drink, you know. Coca-cola. Yummy!

Today i wanted to go to life group. Was happy that i can go to life group and building the hype in me. Till my parents told me that i can't go. Why? the reason was that i got a uncle that just pass away. And the wake service was today. So this is a family thing, so have to go. No choice. But thank God that my uncle is a Christian long time ago. So i went with my sister, my parent had to attend to some kind of meeting. Anyway, me and my sister went, went in her new car. I think is a BMW 3 series. Is a wow car. I'm really really impress of what the car can do. We had to go to Klang for the wake service. Is about 30 minute drive. i think my sister took about 15 minute drive.

Beside that, went there and whole thing. After the service, was cool, the workers there started serving people pau and some kind of drink. Usually wake service they serve you the peanuts and water. But this is different. And the pau taste good. Really good food. A side from that meet a lot of the aunts and uncles that didn't see me for a long time. So have to chit chat with them and like to entertain them.

Came home, was very tired, went straight to bed. Lets see Saturday be a better day for me.

Cash flow,

Throwing Towels

Hi,

Feeling much much better now. I'm down with just a cough. My rashes on my thigh also is less. Things are going into a better now.

Didn't do much today but just watch television the whole day. Even though was planning the events that are going to take place this Saturday. And also for DD. So much to do but so little time.

Got nothing much to post up. So nothing much to read here. Got to go off, need to rest some more.

Ziplock,

Clean Out

Hey,

Feeling much better now. My fever is gone, a bit of sore throat. But over all my body seems fine and better then last last time. Didn't get to see the doctor today cause my parents are not around and i have no car. So i have to wait for them to come back.

Anyway, it appeals that i have rashes on my leg, the inside part of my thigh. It just appeal there. I'm not sure what is the main course of this rash. I think it is scurvy. It could be, cause of lack of vitamin C. Getting to much drugs has been a tol on my body.

Beside all this bad news about me sick and all. I'm doing fine. Been watching a lot of movies. Oh yea, my computer crash again. Hiaz...i better get a hard drive fast. I miss watching two episodes of gossip girl. I miss. I so want to watch it. I miss the episode 8 and 9 of season 2. And i miss my transformers series. Bad computer. Why must you crash.

Pretty boring day. Time for more rest.

Box in,

Tracing Fittness

Hi,

Feeling much better already. Thanks to the medication that i receive from my doctor. I have to meet him tomorrow to check up on me. Whether this is going into a good direction. Some times sickness can be misleading, you may be healthy the next few days then BANG you are back to sick again with a stronger virus. So the doctor just checking up on me.

My body is so weak now that walking up the stairs is tiring. Or doing any work is just pain and tiring. Once I'm 100% healthy, going to work out. Looks like my mission to dunk is not going according to plan. Cause i miss so many days without training. Look like i have to do it in America also. I miss training. I miss my jumpshot, my lay up, and moves. Miss basketball.

Been reading a book on 'Building a Successful Character' is a very good book. i know I'm the type that can't really read books. But I'm forcing myself. i finish 2 chapters. A new leap for me. Can't tell you much. But what i know if you want to gain a new character is patience.

Anyway, I'm feeling very tired and need to rest some more. Still not well. recovering.

Radioshock

Animal Within

Hi,

I'm still sick. I know is already pass 5 days. But that stills make me sick. I went to see the doctor today. Every thing was a normal sickness. The doctor did run some test on me. Thank God is not dengue. My world of food also shrink into one dish, porridge. YUCK!!!!. Even i can't drink my favorite. Man, i do hate being sick. it brings no life in you and just riot. Is a worse state than emo, is called decaying.

So i got 5 pills to take everyday. Just not cool. And now is raining more offend than usual. Just like to pray to God about this. Take away the rain and my sickness. If rain also, rain in the early in the morning or late at night. I got nothing much to post for now. So next time.

Shooting star,

Intense Break

Hi,

Woke up very late, cause my body insist too. So i went to church like 930pm. I thought i would miss worship but i end up in middle of worship. I thought i could just lay back and see things go. Oh I'm still sick but whole much better. But i went to church i still feel unwell. So went i was about to settle down. I receive a look from Philip and i thought to myself 'what could it be?'. So Philip ask me to check on it and it is just the network to the computer is different. So say to him is okay. When i want to go back to my sit, more things happen. Andrew call me to help him out with the computer cause he got so testimony to share and wants to use the computer to play some pictures.

So the network to the computer i say earlier. Well i plug it in and then boom, a loud bang noise. So i quick check with the PA room, and found out that it was running on Phantom Power. Basically it just gives more power to the system and it can be dangerous if it is not done correctly. So i think that boom noise gave a good shock to every one. And anyone who is a sleep. So i did my stuff. And everything went smoothly. Later i was just die tired and i cannot take it. I want to go home but my mind ask me to stay. So in end, i give in to myself and went home. Didn't had a good either. My body was so hot, it can match the the sun. So i have a 10 minute shower with cold water and that feels good. WOW. Then i went back to sleep. as i sleep, it was still uncomfortable. Cause i was sweating all over which is a good sign. i felt so much better.

Later in the day like 5pm, i thought i could go for basketball. But some thing turn up which is my stomach. My stomach was angry. It wants to shit but it can't . So i suffer through till my parents come home. So i told them that i want to drink that powerful teh. So my mom make for me. Drink it. Within 15minutes, i was running to the toilet to shit. And it felt good. Awesome stuff. My stomach is smiling again. =) So i should be 100% healthy soon. I'm nearly there. Just need to take precautions. God is good. Amen.

laser guided,

Jelly in a Bucket

Hey,

Still sick. Though i feel much better than pass two days. Is already three days and I'm still sick. Hate it. This fever of mine, just don't want to come down. Sleeping in bed whole day just sucks. I look at my ceiling, just gazing. My problem of being sick is that it last for some time, hate being sick. So what sickness i have? well i got fever, block nose, can't open eye, and back pain and also can't shit.

I so want to play BASKETBALL!!! GRRRR.....

that wasn't the end of my day. At night, i had some trouble sleeping. I know that tomorrow is Sunday and i must get some early sleep. But no. Just couldn't sleep for nuts. My eyes and mind say sleep but my body and stomach say stay awake. The worse thing was my stomach was fighting with me. It like playing games with me. Tell me to go toilet but no shit, only pee. Until i had open eye nightmare. Think about so many negative things, think that i was going to die in this sickness. I was consumed by this thoughts and just want to run away from it all. So i pull out my hand to my hand-phone. And i press 2 to dial my mom. My parents sleep down stairs. So i call and i shout out, Help me. So she rush to my room. Check what is wrong with me, went down stairs with her, and she make me a small cup of hot milo. My body feel good and everything felt that is in order. Still didn't sleep well, but i had enough sleep. Was sleeping like on and off.

So in the midst of my on and off sleep, i just do simple prays and also worship Him till i sleep. When i wake up again i did the same thing again. So much peace and warm just came upon me and made me easier to sleep. God, help me through this sickness, i want to be well again. I want to be strong and healthy. I commit this prayer on to You, my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, Amen.

Dart-K9,